Chapter 17 Some Things Are Hard to Achieve
We always think that we can control a lot of things, or that we have worked hard and should get the results we want.
But some things will happen, and the more you are afraid and the more you want to avoid them, the more you can't escape them.
Yang Ji stood in the corridor and waited quietly, Yang Yisheng happily walked out with the book: "Yang Ji, it's done." And guess what else I found? ”
Yang Ji turned around and looked at him quietly, then shook her head in anticipation.
"That's it, my mobile phone that was confiscated by Lao Liang before. My mom bought it for me in order to contact me. "In order to facilitate management, this school prohibits students from bringing mobile phones, and if they are found playing with mobile phones, they will be confiscated for a semester and will not be returned to you until the holidays.
No wonder he stayed inside for so long, it turned out to be looking for his phone.
"Are you sure it's okay to take this out? Lao Liang is not as easy to deal with as a land monk. Yang Ji looked at him with an excited face and reminded him: "And you promised me to study hard and not play with your mobile phone." ”
"Who said I was going to play with my phone? Even if you can't play, do you have to wait until you have time to play secretly? I don't want to be discovered by Lao Liang again. In fact, Lao Liang doesn't have a good memory, if I didn't ask him to get his mobile phone, he probably forgot about it, believe it or not? Yang Yisheng said and turned on the phone: "Fortunately, there is still some electricity." ”
He plugged his headphones in: "Here, I'll play this favorite song for you." ”
He handed over one earbud, and Yang Ji caught it and put it in his ear, and a soothing music prelude sounded.
"It's Vae's song." In their second year of junior high school, Vae suddenly became popular as an online original singer. He has a lot of personality, but people always say that his songs are too singular, always in a key.
"Eun, he wasn't so popular when I liked him, and I listened to his songs whenever I couldn't sleep at night. Because I feel the same loneliness in his singing as I do. Yang Yisheng's clear eyes looked at Yang Ji deeply: "But now, when so many people like him, I suddenly don't like him so much." I don't think he needs me anymore. ”
"But no matter what, his songs are still very good. It's true that his creations have been with you for so long. Yang Ji lay on the corridor and looked into the distance with a smile: "Your idea is not wrong, if it is someone you like very much, how can you be willing to share it with others." If he doesn't have to be me in love, then I will never force him to stay. ”
At this time, the love that Yang Ji wanted was still very pure, and her thoughts were also very simple, and she had a sense of determination for a lifetime.
She thinks that if you love someone, you have to ignore your status, appearance, and family, and just because that person is him, there must be no impurities. In love, both parties can only love each other wholeheartedly, give to each other, and grow old together.
These thoughts were gradually evaporated by the years in later days, and she became more and more realistic. She couldn't even understand why a person would go out of his way to love another.
She also gradually discovered that the person everyone loves the most is herself. If the other person doesn't have the conditions to satisfy you, such as being good-looking, rich, humorous or having a good personality, why would you fall in love with him?
When class development becomes more and more clear, people of the same class are more inclined to be with people with similar family diplomas, not to mention the common topic, at least in terms of lifestyle, it can be more compatible.
Therefore, the reason why the stories of those poor and sour talents marrying rich ladies in ancient times can be circulated also reflects to a large extent that these things are actually legendary, and even add mythological colors.
This is all the more proof that these things are very difficult to achieve.
"But if you don't keep it, how will he know that you still care about him?" Yang Yisheng tilted his head and asked Yang Ji.
"In love, I mean, if two people are in love, shouldn't they be heart-to-heart?" Yang Ji explained indiscriminately that he really shouldn't have looked at her so closely, and the two of them were still implicated by a white headphone cable, which was like some kind of red thread that tied them together, and the red wire was still connected with electricity and fire.
"Heart-to-heart?" He raised the corners of his mouth, withdrew his gaze, and pretended to look into the distance unconsciously: "What does it feel like to have a heart to heart?" I mean, you, do you have someone you like? ”
"Huh?!" Yang Ji looked at the sunset and suddenly blushed, and then whispered: "Yes, yes." ”
"What are you doing?" Because Yang Ji suddenly went home happily with her enthusiasm, she picked up a few bites of food, and Tuo Lifeng, who came in a hurry, was about to go crazy with jealousy when she saw this picture.
His mind was filled with a stream of blood, which made his head ache, and his heart was also indescribably annoyed: "You guys are secretly playing with your mobile phone here? ”
"What? Who said it can't? Yang Yisheng took off the headphones and handed them to Yang Ji, looking at Tuo Lifeng defiantly.
"Hmph, don't you know that mobile phones are not allowed in school? You are so blatant, it seems that you don't want this phone anymore. He squinted at him, also defiantly.
"Do you want to denounce it? Even if you have good grades in school, there is no need to please the teacher for this little thing. Yang Yisheng said and threw the book in his hand to Tuo Lifeng: "If you want to go, you will also hand over this book by the way, this is a book borrowed with your library card." ”
Tuo Lifeng looked at the book in his hand and then at Yang Ji, and was a little overwhelmed for a while.
"No, we're just listening to the songs, and we'll put our phones away right away." Yang Ji said and hid the phone in the bag, she didn't want Yang Yisheng to take out the phone again.
"What's going on with this book?" Tuo Lifeng looked at the cover of some erotic novels, and his palms felt like thorns.
"I'm sorry about this." Yang Ji handed him the book card as she spoke, and then bowed deeply: "I shouldn't have used your card to borrow books and still be caught by the teacher, now return these to you, you go to the library to return it, don't tell the teacher." ”
He was frightened by her apology, and then saw Yang Yisheng's appearance of wanting to speak and stopping, Yang Ji pulled the corner of Yang Yisheng's clothes to prevent him from speaking. He said no more.
Tuo Feng became more and more angry, he couldn't get used to seeing them so close, he said coldly: "You mean, he stole this book?" ”
"If it weren't for your credits, I wouldn't have had to go to such trouble." Yang Yisheng answered.
"Thank you so much. But let's do less of this kind of thing in the future, because if you get used to it, it's not good, and you may not know what will become of it in the future. He sneered.
"You're saying I'm going to be a thief in the future, right?" Yang Yisheng also sneered: "Of course, we poor students don't have the lofty ideals of your outstanding students. I don't want to be a great educator, so as not to mislead people's children. But at least we don't do what we're sorry for. As long as I do something, I will have the courage to take it. ”
Yang Yisheng just used him to satirize some of the teachers he met who only punished students corporally, but Tuo Fengfeng thought that Zhang Yangji had told Yang about his previous incident.
He suddenly clenched his fists, ashamed, and reddened his eyes at Yang Ji: "Is it possible that if I do something wrong, there will never be a way to undo it?" Do you have to do this to me? ”
"Why do you want to think it's our fault? Seriously, I appreciate your help to me before, and I want to be friends with you. But it turns out we just can't. Our thoughts vary widely, and we've exhausted all our strength just to live. We don't have so many principles and ideals. Yang Ji looked at him squarely: "If you want to go and tell the teacher, you can go, I am also an accomplice anyway." ”
"Forget it." Tuo Feng put back the tears in his scarlet eyes: "You know that I can't tell you, why do you threaten me like this?" ”
After he finished speaking, he took the book and the card and walked quickly.
"Am I talking too much?" Yang Ji looked at his back, not knowing why he was suddenly so uncomfortable. Obviously, he was in the upper hand and questioning them, but why did he run away.
"Let's just say that his ideas are too different from ours. People who have always been smooth sailing can sometimes become unreasonable. Yang Yisheng looked at the loneliness in Yang Ji's eyes: "Why do you care so much about his feelings?" ”
He thought of the blushing face he had just asked her if she had anyone he liked, and the sad look she had now. He suddenly felt that Ma Tingting's previous words were not untrue, there must have been something between her and Tuo Lifeng.