She still didn't call Qi Rui in the end, and after leaving Chu Feifei's company, she was particularly irritable and messy, wandering aimlessly around this bustling city.

"Miss, where do you want to go?"

Mr. Driver has been driving in circles for more than an hour, looking at Mu Siyue with a sad face in the rearview mirror, especially her thin body, her slightly pale face feels a little painful for her.

"Why don't I take you to the nearby square park for a walk, the environment is good in the suburbs, it's a big group doing public welfare construction, and there are free drink......s," the driver uncle suggested.

Mu Siyue was slightly stunned, interrupted by his voice, the wind in City A in early March was still a little cold, and the windows were closed, which made her brain more and more sluggish and annoyed.

"No, please take me to Huahong Private Hospital......" she tried to pull out a smile and said lightly, frankly, she was in a bad mood right now.

When she just walked out of Chu Feifei's company, she happened to receive a voice text message from Gu Rongxi to her, she only listened to what was important at the beginning, and then she didn't listen to it, and deleted it directly.

She didn't know whether she should trust Gu Rongxi anymore.

The smell on the corner of Xue Ming's clothes that day was very special, it was the smell left in the house on the night the child was lost, she will never forget it in her life, Xue Ming was originally a logistics company in Anderpa Jewelry Company, and he also said that it was a special liquid used by Anderpa to store and transport jewelry, and a large amount of use in a confined space would make people unconscious.

[Gu Rongxi, I beg you, help me, help me find him back......]

[I don't believe it!] That night it was fake, those blood stains, those children's clothes were fake......] constantly struggling in nightmares to deny.

However, over the years, Gu Rongxi has been persuading himself to accept it, he doesn't want to accept it, he doesn't want to accept it, even if he sees that bloody scene with his own eyes, how can he accept it......

"Miss Mu, if you can't let go of the entanglement in your heart, then you may not be able to see for the rest of your life......" I went to the hospital and went to see a psychiatrist to advise as always.

As she had done several times, she sat in silence across from the doctor.

I'd love to ask for help, but who can help me......

"Miss Mu, you can try to talk about the problem, maybe we can help you......" The mental hospital is a middle-aged woman in her forties, her voice is kind and kind.

The other party gave her a cup of sweet cocoa, and her voice was seductive, "Sweet food can make people feel happy, Miss Mu, I heard that you usually like to bake cakes and biscuits, you should be a positive and optimistic person, have you encountered any great difficulties?" ”

"Qi Rui told you I like to bake cakes?" Mu Siyue suddenly asked, her face indifferent.

The psychiatrist was stunned for a moment, still smiling, and nodded directly, "Yes, Rui Shao told me a lot about you, and he very much hopes that you will get better as soon as possible." ”

Seeing that she was willing to take the initiative to speak, the doctor continued, "Miss Mu, in fact, you have a lot of relatives and friends around you who care about you......

"It's not going to be better." Mu Siyue interrupted her words with a dark expression.

"Actually...... In fact, there are some things I really want to say to Qi Rui, really, I have been trying to find him and tell him all these years......" His eyes were unconsciously overflowing with tears, and his choked voice said, "I, I suddenly woke up and found that I didn't know how to tell him." ”

"I was even scared to face him...... He must hate me very much, it's my fault, it's all my fault, it's my uselessness......" The tears were too heavy, sliding down the pale cheeks and falling one by one.

The psychiatrist saw a lot of patients crying in front of her, but Mu Siyue's identity was more special, just handed over some tissues, and didn't bother her to mumble.

Although I couldn't understand what she said, I probably blamed myself for some things and had psychological pressure.

"Miss Mu, although I am the doctor arranged for you by Rui Shao, there are some things that you need to talk about to relieve stress, I promise you that I will not report to Rui Shao......" The doctor's kind tone was sincere.

But it didn't work, Mu Siyue didn't say more, wiped away the tears on her cheeks, and fell silent again.

She won't trust anyone anymore and doesn't know who to trust.

Lowering his head, there was still such a desperate darkness in front of him, his hands were tightly closed, and he bit his lip and suddenly spoke, "I want to get better...... "You can't be a waste, there are some things Gu Rongxi said that there is no way, but she wants to find out clearly.

"Miss Mu, it's a good thing that you can be active." With an encouraging smile on the other party's face, he hesitated for a moment and added, "If there is anything you need help with, you just have to say it, and we will do our best to ......"

Say, to whom.

Tell Qi Rui, what do you want to say.

If Qi Rui is also like Gu Rongxi, let me accept the facts, then what should I do, what should I do, no......

The psychiatrist saw that her expression was tangled and changed, as if she was indulging in pain, and even the last bit of hope was extinguished in an instant.

"Miss Mu, you can try to live a new life first, a new life that you have never been exposed to......" Finally, when Mu Siyue left the psychological room, the other party persuaded her earnestly.

"A New Life ......"

Returned to Feng Ge's villa, the family's guide dog was injured and was still being treated in the pet hospital, Mu Siyue didn't know what happened to Feng Ge's three little pigs, they were not noisy or noisy recently, and they were much more well-behaved than before, and the home seemed very quiet.

How nice it would be if Feng Ge came back......

She sat on the sofa, her mood was inevitably a little depressed, and she wanted to live a new life, but she couldn't see with her eyes, what could she do.

If it weren't for the eighteen rings on the clock at home, she wouldn't even know what time it was.

"What kind of new life can I live like a waste...... "What can she do with a self-deprecating sneer.

Suddenly, an eager cell phone rings to break the silence in the house.

Mu Siyue pressed the answer button with some hesitation, she guessed that it might be Gu Rongxi who called her, he sent her a voice text message at noon, she didn't want to answer, Gu Rongxi was too deep, even Qi Rui was quite jealous of him, and he was Anderpa's person, and the events of that night were clearly related to this family......

"Are you at home?"

Mu Siyue was a little surprised when she heard this deep voice.

"Mu Siyue ......" Seeing that she didn't respond, the other party called her name meaninglessly.

"Hmm." She heard the eagerness in his tone, and hummed softly.

Obviously he wanted to confirm herself, but when he heard her voice, he didn't know what to say, Qi Rui held his mobile phone, and his expression was a little complicated for a while.

The two were silent like this, Mu Siyue didn't know what he called her, but when she thought about the child, the depression and self-blame in her heart intensified.

Tell him, but how do you say it?

There was a kind of self-escaping mentality, and the finger pressed towards the end button, and at this time, the man on the other end of the phone seemed to guess her movements, and quickly said, "Don't hang up." ”

His words made her move stiffly.

Qi Rui felt that he was particularly awkward in saying these two words, and he always hung up other people's phones directly.

With a long breath, he spoke as plainly as possible, "Is Chu Feifei looking for trouble with you today?" ”

Mu Siyue was a little puzzled by his sudden question, but in fact, Chu Feifei ran to Qi Rui to complain, probably accusing Mu Siyue of being too troublesome and difficult to raise, but Qi Rui said that Chu Feifei directly became a sinner.

"No, Chu Feifei helped me a lot." Mu Siyue remembered Chu Feifei's angry words, and rehabilitated him a little.

"What Chu Feifei said, you don't have to take it to heart, he is a second goods." Qi Rui's voice whispered faintly.

Mu Siyue listened to him count down his brothers, and was slightly stunned, remembering that Chu Gongzi had been bitter and vengeful recently, and chuckled, "Chu Feifei is very good." ”

"Is he that good?" Qi Rui asked quickly, his tone a little angry.

As he spoke, he was a little annoyed with himself, which finally harmonized the atmosphere, and he was silent for a while, adding, "I'm not angry." ”

In the past, if he was angry, she would have pretended to be quiet, but now he hoped that she would talk more, and it didn't matter if she was messing around.

"You like to play with Chu Feifei, then try to trouble him, he doesn't dare to do anything to you." Directly betrayed his brother.

Mu Siyue listened quietly, Qi Rui she knew was not a person who talked a lot, but he said a lot on this call, as if he was talking deliberately.

"I see." In the end, she could feel that Qi Rui had no topic, so she answered obediently.

Qi Rui listened to the sound of hanging up on the phone, but this time he didn't stop it, because he didn't know what he said incoherently.

Turning around angrily, he strode across the balcony and looked at the psychiatrist in the living room behind him, and his voice immediately changed to his usual coldness, "You said that she lost her eyes because of psychological self-blame?" ”

"Rui Shao, in Miss Mu's opinion, you are a little special, I suggest that you don't push her too hard, let her adapt slowly, and she will take the initiative to say it to have an effect......"

"You think I'm forcing her to make a phone call to her! Is it more appropriate to simply divorce her and let her stop seeing me! Qi Rui's face was not very good-looking, and he held the phone tightly in the palm of his hand.

"No, just a reminder." The other party was frightened by Qi Rui and immediately lowered his head.

Qi Rui didn't teach her a lesson, pursed his lips, and took a deep breath.

At this time, the door was opened, and as soon as Chu Feifei poked his head in, he felt that something was wrong with the atmosphere, and he wanted to retract it, but unfortunately it was too late.

"Chu Feifei......" Qi Rui didn't turn his head, and shouted in a cool voice.

"I've been busy lately." Chu Feifei immediately expressed, "If it's Mu Siyue's business, I want the psychiatrist to communicate with her better......" In his opinion, Mu Siyue is a 10,000-year-old scourge.

"She said she liked you on the phone." Qi Rui's voice spoke inexplicably.

Chu Feifei's scalp was numb, his face was like ashes, and he felt that he was going to be unlucky again.

However, the truth is not as bad as Chu Feifei's brain supplement, it is just to throw Mu Siyue to the company to harm himself.

"Although the company is engaged in public welfare activities, invite a group of disabled people to return to the company to give them the opportunity to live and work, and invite some people who have injured their legs and hands to run errands. Please can't see it anymore, what can she do if you want her to come, it's just to get paid and work blindly......"