Chapter 109: First of all, you must live
For the next few days, Yuan Ye was not sad at all. was busy with Meng Xiaonuan's funeral. Lan Yu didn't know what to say when she looked at it, so she persuaded distressedly: "Son, if you want to open up, you will meet a better girl in the future." ”
Yuan Ye didn't raise his head, and while cleaning up the things sent back from Xiaonuan School, he said: "Mom, I'm not sad, I just hate myself, if I am strong enough, neither you nor she will be wronged." ”
Lan Yu looked at the distressed cold expression on her son's handsome face, sighed, and said, "Child, it's not your fault, don't take it to heart." This girl chooses by herself, she can let go of you, and you have to let go slowly......"
"Mom, you're tired, go and rest!" Yuan Ye said.
Lan Yu knew that her son didn't like to hear this, so she shook her head and left Yuan Ye's room.
Yuan Ye carefully cleaned up all of Xiao Nuan's things and put her favorite things in her bedroom.
While looking at Xiao Nuan's relics, Yuan Ye found a photo, which Xiao Nuan took with Yuan Ye at the beach not long ago.
The sea breeze blows her long hair, big eyes, long eyelashes, and dimples that look good when she smiles, slightly curly hair and playful eyes, making her look like a perfect Barbie.
Yuan Ye's fingertips slid across Xiao Nuan's face, and he gently dropped the kiss on Xiao Nuan's forehead in the photo, then looked at her smiling eyes and said, "I'm sorry, daughter-in-law, you can sleep well." When you wake up, I'll be there for you. ”
There was a tear that fell gently on the photo......
After Xiao Nuan's parents divorced, her mother had long since disappeared, and after her father picked up her stepmother, she never cared about the two sisters. When Xiao Nuan's father heard the news of Xiao Nuan's death, he actually said: "It's good to be dead, there is one less money to spend." ”
The phone was made by Xiaoxi, and it was turned on hands-free, Yuan Ye and Yuan Feng next to him heard it clearly, and Xiaoxi yelled at the phone: "Dad, don't you care about me anymore?" You'll never want to see me again. ”
Then she turned to Yuan Ye and said, "Listen, from now on, you have to bear my tuition and living expenses, and you have to give me whatever I want!" ”
Yuan Ye looked at Meng Xiaoxi's eyes and said, "Don't worry, what your sister should do, I won't be less." ”
"If you know, it's good." Meng Xiaoxi said with a sneer.
When Xiao Nuan was alive, he didn't have any extra friends, so the whole funeral was very simple, and the people who came were Liu Ran and Yuan Ye's brothers. The whole process of the funeral was also handled by Yuan Ye alone, and he did not allow anyone to touch Xiao Nuan's things, including Xiao Xi. Xiao Nuan has an Apple notebook, which is Xiao Nuan's personal belongings, all of which are her private things. Yuan Ye placed it on his bedside table very preciously.
The day before Xiao Nuan was buried, Xiao Xi was taken out of school by Yuan Feng. Xiaoxi said that she wanted to keep something from her sister's life. Yuan Ye took Xiaoxi back to his home for the first time and let her pick it herself.
That day, Xiaoxi took advantage of Yuan Ye's lack of attention to copy a very important folder in the notebook and deleted it permanently. That folder contained photos of Yuan Ye and Xiao Nuan when they were together at the last time, as well as a letter that Xiao Nuan wrote to Yuan Ye in the hospital.
The cemetery of the warm moon was chosen in a very sunny place, and on the morning of the funeral, the sky was overcast.
Meng Xiaoxi was wearing a black dress, her long hair was pulled up, and a white flower was pinned to her ear.
Yuan Ye didn't have any expression on his face, he just looked at Xiao Nuan's eyes and didn't move. Even when Xiaoxi grabbed his collar and scolded loudly, he didn't have the slightest expression.
That day, he stood in the cemetery for a day, close to noon, it was raining lightly, Tian Mi helped him with an umbrella, and said: "Yuan Ye, are you a gentleman, what are you like this?" ”
Yuan Ye glanced at him and didn't say anything. Tian Mi understood the resoluteness in that look, and never said a word again.
On that day, the rain soaked not only Yuan Ye's clothes, but also his whole heart.
In the evening, Yuan Ye returned home alone and stood in the study for a long time, Yuan Feng tried to let him go to eat, but he didn't have any expression except standing by the window and staring at the black night sky.
Yuan Feng said in a low voice: "Brother, no matter what you think, you must live first before you have another chance." ”
Yuan Ye's heart trembled, yes, he must live first.