Chapter Fifty-Six: Heart-to-Heart Conversation
He Shirui also put down the teacup in her hand, "Yuzhu, you have been in a bad state recently, I am worried about you, but when I asked you at school, you always said that it was okay." ”
He Shirui stretched out her hand and held Shi Yuzhu's hand, "That's why I found such a quiet place, just to talk to you." ”
"Shirui, I'm ....." He Shirui interrupted what Shi Yuzhu was about to say, "I know that you are going to say that you are okay again, I am your friend, I care about you, I hope to be able to share your worries for you, instead of you holding it in your heart alone and bearing it by yourself." There are some things to pour out, so that you will not feel so uncomfortable in your heart. ”
Shi Yuzhu clenched his fingers, "I, I ......" Shi Yuzhu still couldn't open his mouth.
He Shirui smiled softly at her, "Say it, you won't feel uncomfortable when you say it." Seeing Shi Yuzhu showing a sad look, He Shirui couldn't bear to sit next to her directly, and reached out to wrap her hand around Shi Yuzhu's shoulder.
Although this shoulder is not wide, it is very warm, Shi Yuzhu couldn't help but lean his head on He Shirui's shoulder, and began to talk about his troubles.
"A lot of things have happened recently, my mind is very messy, since the Qingming Festival when I went home and fell seriously ill, a whole series of disasters seem to be concentrated and all come to me, I am really painful."
"The things at home, the tuition fees, and the things about Han Lengxuan all make me feel suffocated, and I don't even know how to face it."
"My dad had a car accident, his left leg was amputated and he became disabled, he lost his job in the factory, and the family's livelihood fell on my mother."
"We took the driver to court, but we were told that we were acquitted, just because the other party is powerful and powerful, and we are just poor people with no background, so we think we are unlucky when something happens?"
Shi Yuzhu said a lot, He Shirui didn't have time to wipe her tears, Shi Yuzhu talked about his father's car accident, said about the injustice encountered in the lawsuit, and his father's alcoholism didn't care about his family's affairs, and his mother's work was also lost and she could only pick up garbage.
When talking about the things she had to do part-time at the Star Trail Club and were molested, deceived and almost lost, Shi Yuzhu's tone became very excited.
Han Lengxuan on the side of the screen clenched his fists tightly, he couldn't wait to rush out and hug Shi Yuzhu, comfort her, and tell her that he would help her solve all problems, but thinking of Shi Yuzhu's resolute look when they met for the last time, Han Lengxuan suppressed himself and didn't let himself be impulsive.
He Shirui hurriedly comforted Shi Yuzhu, she regretted it a little now, she shouldn't let Shi Yuzhu recall those terrible things, she was too reckless.
Slowly, Shi Yuzhu's mood calmed down, and he began to talk about Han Lengxuan, "I've had a crush on him for many years, and I don't know when it started, he always came to protect me when I had an accident, but his kindness to me was just out of his responsibility to me." ”
"When he rescued me from the villa that day, I almost impulsively wanted to tell him what I thought, but I knew that after the confession, the two would still become strangers, and maybe he would still hate me, disgusted that my ugly duckling had always had a crush on him, and shamelessly pretended to stay by his side."
"I couldn't say anything more about how he would hate me, that he would have a girlfriend. I just want to stay away from him, I don't want to disturb him anymore, I'm tired, I really don't want to see him and Wu Qingyu in love anymore, I just want to rest, so I begged him to stay away from me, don't care about me anymore, my heart is very fragile, I can't get along with him as casually as before. ”
Shi Yuzhu and He Shirui said a lot of things, as if they wanted to pour out all their troubles, and after finishing speaking, she was really much more relaxed.
She smiled and said to He Shirui, "Shirui, thank you for listening to me so much. ”
He Shirui shook her head, "It's okay, as long as you become happy again." When the two left, He Shirui glanced at the screen without a trace.
Ouyang Yichen looked at Han Lengxuan, who was stiff and his eyes were empty, and got up and patted Han Lengxuan's shoulder, "Think about what you think about Xiaozhuzi?" Is it really a simple friendship or a relationship between a man and a woman? ”
Only Han Lengxuan sat there stunned in this room, the news that Shi Yuzhu liked him exploded above his head like five thunderbolts, how could Shi Yuzhu like himself, and he liked it for so long?
Why do they all know that Shi Yuzhu likes him, but only they don't? Is it really that dull yourself? So how should he get along with Shi Yuzhu in the future? And what does Ouyang Yijian's words mean? Could it be that he has other thoughts about Shi Yuzhu?
Seemingly incredulous at the last question, Han Lengxuan staggered out of the teahouse.
Sure enough, when he said it, he was still much more comfortable, although he was deceived by Han Luhao, but the tuition fees were finally earned, and Shi Yuzhu put down a big stone in his heart.
He Shirui handed a bottle of water to Shi Yuzhu opposite, "What's wrong?" Do you have to look around for dinner? ”
Shi Yuzhu shook his head, still looked around without giving up, didn't notice anything abnormal, and withdrew his gaze, "It's nothing, I just feel as if someone has been watching me, but I didn't find it after looking for it, maybe my nerves are too sensitive." ”
He Shirui's eyes flashed, "Then let's hurry up and eat and go back to rest, there are still classes in the afternoon." ”
Because this class is an elective course, there are several classes together, so the classroom is very large and empty, Shi Yuzhu sat in the middle, just turned over his hand, suddenly turned around and looked, but did not find the person who had been staring at her.
However, the classmate who had been playing with her mobile phone behind her was startled by her movements, and glared at her fiercely, really scared him to death, and thought he was caught by the teacher, the classmate patted his chest.
Shi Yuzhu nodded at him embarrassedly and turned around to listen to the lecture, but the sight behind her came again, who was spying on her? She really couldn't think of it, after all, she was so ordinary, and others didn't bother to glance at her.
Han Lengxuan, who was sitting in the corner of the last row, blocked his face with his schoolbag upright, he had been very entangled recently, he had always thought that he really regarded Shi Yuzhu as a good friend, and he had never thought about the relationship between men and women.
But if you directly deny your feelings for Shi Yuzhu, it doesn't seem to be it, because what flashes in his mind is the abnormal beating of his heart when they are intimate at the skating rink, and the anger when he sees Shi Yuzhu and Xiao Qian getting close, as well as his possessiveness of Shi Yuzhu, in his thoughts, Shi Yuzhu belongs to him and should always be by his side.
But why? Shi Yuzhu is not his family, not his wife, even if it is a family, it is impossible to stay by his side for the rest of his life, except for his wife, all kinds of signs show that he seems to be more than just treating the other party as a friend.
But this is too strange, they have been friends for more than ten years, and they have not developed a relationship between men and women before, and he has always thought that he likes Ruonan, so he can't believe that he will be attracted to Shi Yuzhu?
He was so entangled, he didn't know how to get along with Shi Yuzhu, and he didn't know how to get close to her, if he didn't know that Shi Yuzhu was good to him, but after he knew, he couldn't continue to get along with Shi Yuzhu as usual.
"Excuse me, are you Han Lengxuan?" The girl sitting in front of him suddenly turned around and asked, Han Lengxuan raised his head a few times before, so he was noticed by this girl.
As soon as her words came out, the girls sitting next to this girl all looked at Han Lengxuan's position and whispered there, "Is it the long-legged prince?" ”
"But why is he here, he doesn't seem to have taken this elective?"
"Leave him alone, Fangzheng will just feast our eyes."
Being recognized, Han Lengxuan turned his head sideways and stretched out his index finger to them, "Shhhh He motioned to the other party not to make noise, and pointed to the screen again, indicating that he wanted to listen carefully to the class.
In front of the people they like, of course the girls don't want to leave a bad impression on Han Lengxuan that they don't like to study, after all, after a year, the news that Han Lengxuan is a typical student has been known to them, so they all turned around and pretended to listen carefully.
Han Lengxuan breathed a sigh of relief, taking advantage of the fact that the teacher didn't notice this, he quickly packed up his things and slipped out of the back door, it was the first time he had done something that affected his image, if it weren't for Shi Yuzhu, he wouldn't have needed to do this, he always felt a little weak.
When class ended, the group of girls hurried to see the outer location where Han Lengxuan was just now, but it was already empty, and everyone shouted, "Where is the long-legged prince?" Where did it go? "My prince, why did you abandon me so cruelly!" “......”
Shi Yuzhu didn't want to pay attention to it, but Han Lengxuan's name still vaguely reached her ears, what happened to Han Lengxuan? Forget it, it has nothing to do with her anyway, Shi Yuzhu walked out with his schoolbag on his back.
This elective course only lasts until ten o'clock in the morning, and there will be no classes after that, thinking about it, Shi Yuzhu still walked to the library.
In the past, she was a person who didn't like to go to the library, but since something like this happened at home, Shi Yuzhu felt that she had to study hard to be worthy of the tuition fees she worked hard to earn back, and to be worthy of her mother's expectations of her.
Shi Yuzhu found a relatively remote place to sit down, took out the book and read it seriously, but unfortunately she has always been a person with a bad brain, and her willpower is not very firm, and she just wants to doze off when she sees a book.
So she only watched it for more than half an hour, and her upper and lower eyelids began to fight, her head shook, and she fell asleep directly on the book.
Han Lengxuan walked out of the bookshelf in the back, fortunately Shi Yuzhu found a place that was more out of the way, otherwise many people would recognize his identity.