Chapter Twenty-Four: Why Only Him?
This essay is still an old-fashioned proposition - my ideal.
Tuo had nothing to say but to think that my dream was to be a lawyer and redress all those who had been unjustly treated.
He opened Zhang Yangji's composition and looked at it carefully.
"My dream is to have a complete home." She really didn't even have the same ideals as others, but every word she said made him feel distressed.
"My imaginary home should be like this, we all love everyone in the family deeply, give unreservedly, without the hurt of words, no matter how many failures I experience, it will still encourage me to ······"
"When I got home, my dad would prick me with his bearded mouth, and my mom would happily set the dishes and chopsticks for us to eat. The little sapling that my brother and I planted together will grow day by day, and we will go to see it every day, help it water and talk to it······"
Finally she wrote, "The guy I'm waiting for, he'll be back." ”
His father didn't understand her thoughts, so he circled her sentence with a red pen and annotated: This sentence can be left unwanted.
But he understands that the most important thing in her essay is probably this sentence, how can she not want to.
Tuo Lifeng looked at her composition and was unwilling, she even hoped that he would come back, why could he accompany her to the best high school, and the only person who went to the best university was him? Can't it be someone else? Can't it be yourself?
Yang Yisheng obviously doesn't have this qualification anymore, but he has always been there.
He had to admit that he was jealous, and the little flame of jealousy almost burned him, and when he reacted, he realized that her homework book had been held by himself.
Teacher Tuo's letting herself make friends has been left behind by Yang Ji, and she is busy writing fairy tales, black fairy tales. That was his wish, and she hadn't forgotten it.
But she has to admit that she has no talent for writing, she is not good at telling stories, and even if she thinks about it, she can't express it in the right words.
I felt ridiculous when I read the story I had written, and it was not as natural as Yang Yisheng had shown him at the beginning.
He must have forgotten about this dream, right? What is he doing now? Have you ever thought of her, even once.
Thinking about it, Yang Ji's eyes began to sour again.
Teacher Tuo above was posting the text, her name was proposed again, and the good sentences and paragraphs in the composition were also read by the teacher in front of the class, but she was not happy at all.
Which of her most important sentences was crossed out, and no one could understand her mind at all.
Yang Ji looked at the comments on the text that were obviously not left by Teacher Tuo and frowned-"Why can only he accompany you, not someone else?" ”
It is obvious that this is dried by the wind, and the text on the cover of the Yang Ji is chosen to be ignored.
He always likes to do these inexplicable things, and never considers the feelings of others, if it weren't for him back then, maybe Ma Tingting wouldn't have been able to take the last step.
It's just that she doesn't understand why he wrote a report letter and left his name. Could it be that she really owed him in her last life, so she has to use these to repay in this life?
Then she hopes that she can pay it off at once, even if she cuts her bones and cuts her flesh, she doesn't want to be executed like this little by little.
"What I want to announce next is that the students who failed this essay are safe, you come up and read your essay again, and see what you have written." Teacher Tuo straightened his eyes with a serious expression.
"This essay is my ideal, but I don't have any ideals. If I want to talk about the life I really want, I hope that I can find a man who loves me very much in the future, and I want to have many children with him······"
As soon as she finished reading these words, the whole class burst into laughter, and Yang Ji looked at the stability on the podium, she did not smile, and stared at her composition very seriously.
At this moment, Yang Ji officially observed her, she wore a shawl of her student head, wore black-framed glasses, and her face was full of pimples because of puberty.
But her eyes were very calm, and she was a little indifferent to everyone's ridicule.
She is usually a quiet person who doesn't talk much, because her grades and appearance are average, so she is easy to be ignored by everyone and has no sense of existence.
This time, however, she managed to make everyone remember her.
"An Wen, how can this be your ideal? Have you ever thought about your essay and how you can get a high score like this? Take it back and rewrite it. Teacher Tuo criticized.
"But that's my ideal, I'm going to write it whether it gets a high score or not, and I'm not going to write anything that goes against my heart." An Wen seems to be particularly stubborn this time.
Yang Ji secretly thought, her name is really the same as her person, stable, live a life in peace, there is nothing wrong with it.
"Then you can rewrite an essay on a different topic and turn it in by Friday." Teacher Tuo saw her insistence and didn't embarrass her anymore.
Yang Ji said to her when she walked next to her: "I think you write very well, come on!" ”
She really thinks she writes well, although the ideal of finding a man who loves her to have children for him seems to be very unproductive for them now, but most girls will still take this path in the future, there is nothing right or wrong.
After she received Yang Ji's encouragement, she was moved to tears, and since then, they have become friends.
Another reason why I can become friends with her is that An Wen likes to write novels very much, and she spends most of her time writing novels, so her grades will be very average, in fact, she has a very flexible brain.
She said that she always knew what she wanted, but her efforts did not match her ambitions, so it was difficult for her to get what she wanted.
She promised that Yang Ji would help her write down the black fairy tales she thought, as long as she said to her, she could write them, she liked to listen to other people's stories, and she would write down basically any stories.
And it's very well written, Yang Ji has seen it.
There are not many people who meet confidants, and An Wen is the only girl who can let down her guard and make friends. They don't sleep in the same dormitory, but Yang Ji will run to a stable bed to sleep at night, and the two of them will nest in the small bed and have endless words.
Yang Ji told all the stories about herself and Yang Yisheng to An Wen, without reservation.
An Wen said: "This Ma Tingting is really not simple, probably never treated you sincerely from the beginning." In fact, there is no perfect love in this world, a person can fall in love with one person can fall in love with another person, she is completely bound and bound, she doesn't know what real love is. ”
"What does it matter if you understand it now? She ended it all with death. I just regret why I didn't tell Yang Yisheng about these things earlier, or persuade Ma Tingting earlier, maybe the tragedy wouldn't have happened. ”
"It's useless, that art teacher doesn't love her at all, no matter when she finds out about it, Ma Tingting can't accept it and will go down this road. This has nothing to do with you, you don't need to impose guilt on yourself, otherwise you will be too tired to live. An Wen patted her on the back and comforted.
"I don't think that all those who die are worthy of forgiveness, not everything can disappear if you run away, probably living to bear everything is the most admirable."
The idea of stability is always bold and novel, and she is also a very contradictory girl, on the one hand, she does not want to live in a pool of stagnant water, and on the other hand, she wants to be stable in this world.
"People are contradictory, to the east, to the west, to grab, to put down, to the left, and to the right. This is normal. An Wen explained.