A lamp in front of the bed, the light and shadow came down a little dim, so a half-person high lamp was moved over, the light and shadow were intertwined, shining out of the rice paper snow firmament, and the ink inkstone was gloomy.

The wide sleeves have been slightly rolled up, revealing the slender blue protrusions of the wrists.

In the light and shadow, the man's pale face reflected the eyebrows more and more delicate, growing into the sideburns, and the slightly drooping eyelids concealed most emotions, only gradually trembling The hand holding the pen leaked out like a knife.

I never thought about parting.

The ink, condensed at the tip of the pen, drips down the rice paper, and stains the text.

sighed, replaced a new piece of paper, still paused at the beginning of the line, Ren is talented, and at this time, he can't put his heart into words.

If I continue to write, even my handwriting will lose its usual calmness, and the more sloppy it will be.

Put the pen down several times, change the paper, write again, and discard again.

My wrists trembled more and more.

You should blame me, because I knew early on that there might be a day when I was seriously ill, and I couldn't escape life and death.

But because it is only possible, it is impossible to be sure, and there is always a blessing, thinking that since God has favored it once, it will not be so cruel, and it can give me the long time that ordinary people have, not as short as this.

I'm selfish, right? Because to this day, I also think that if time starts all over again, I am still reluctant to let go, knowing that I can't grow old with you, knowing that I will let go early, and I can't be a stranger to you, seeing you phoenix crown and a woman, and going to death alone.

When two lives are combined, our time is still too short.

I was too hasty to say goodbye to you in person.

If I ask you, don't grieve too much, even if you don't have me, you have to live well, even if it's for Xiaoxiao...... Could it be more selfish? Because it was my responsibility, but I left you alone.

I know you, I don't blame me, I just torture myself.

Beautiful scenery, I can't feel at ease, I can't just say that I have no regrets.

So, I can only comfort you, I will wait for you in the next reincarnation, this is not the end, so, don't grieve, just think that this time the separation will be a little longer, if you don't hate me for it, then don't abandon the world because of me.

Although I was untrustworthy in the past, but the beautiful scenery, can you believe me again?

He smiled slowly and bitterly, put down his pen again, leaned softly against the thick pillow stuffed behind his head, and his eyes were blurry again, but he couldn't tell whether it was tears or dizziness in his body.

Who said that as long as you can get one person, two loves, and harmony, even if it is only a short time, even if you are helpless and long away from fate, you will have no regrets?

My regrets at this time accumulated so much that I couldn't speak.

I haven't even been able to think of Xiaoxiao's name.

Can you tell her that Daddy doesn't love her, but because she can't get through this catastrophe of life and death, she has no time and no chance, and the more she wants to exhaust the best words in the world, the more she can't do it.

I really don't want to give in.

You believe me, you've done your best.

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A fleet of ships, arrived in Linqing at this time, although it looked like the prince's guard of honor, no need to hand over the inspection, but the vegetable, fruit, meat and other things on the ship also needed to be supplied, so early in the morning, the ship docked at the port, and the servants and stewards went ashore to purchase the next section of the waterway to prepare fresh meat and vegetables for several masters and clean water.

An Ran has a maid beside him, just Linqingzhou people, although he went to Kyoto with his family when he was a child, he can listen to his father and mother say a lot, and he always has an impression of his hometown, so he talked about the customs of this place with great interest, there are relics pagodas in the city, isolated on the shore, and the sky is grandiose, since ancient times, not only there are literati and ink writers to give poems and chant, but more people are Buddhists to pay homage, and say that the Phoenix Ridge in the city, Taizong toured south, but also went to that trip, praised the scene, more like all kinds of snacks in the city, such as fried buns, meatloaf and tofu, especially delicious.

Hearing this, she came to persuade Yijing to go ashore for a trip - she really saw that her sister-in-law had been worried since she left Beijing, and she asked many times to no avail, so she only tried every possible way to make Yijing happy.

This waterway always takes seventeen or eight days, the freshness of taking a boat to enjoy the scenery will be gone in two days, it is inevitable that you will feel depressed, many travelers who rent a boat alone and are not in a hurry to travel far away, there is no lack of staying on the way, looking for an inn to adjust it, appreciate some local customs, only to calculate a trip far away without losing this 10,000 miles to increase knowledge.

Yijing didn't have this leisure, but he didn't want to ruin An Ran's interest, so he agreed.

When I asked Gray Crossing, I learned that an inn in the city was the contact point set up by the Wuyi League, which was also convenient.

So she got off the boat, Yijing went to hang out with Yin Yong and An Ran, and only instructed the guards to take good care, she herself was really not in the mood to play in the mountains and rivers, only under the pretext of resting in the inn, An Ran persuaded to no avail, so she had to give up, she was a little worried, but she was quickly attracted by the customs and scenery that were completely different from Kyoto.

The beautiful scenery did not take a break, in fact, when the ship had slept enough, how could the body feel tired, but the mood was a little depressed, so I changed into light clothes, and sat by the window, my eyes only looked at the crowd outside, and my ears were crowded with different sounds, until this time, I really had the feeling that my homeland was far away.

After sitting for a long time, there was a gray ferry with a person inside, dressed in caftan brown dress, although the figure was not as good as a martial artist, but in one fell swoop, there was the heroic health of a person who practiced martial arts.

When I asked, I learned that it was Wei Ran who sent the messenger to Kyoto, and changed horses here on the way, and happened to meet the princess and her party.

It turned out that the king of Liao was really ambushed on the way, and it was not this route that he walked, but it could be regarded as a north-south direction, it was a land route, and it was also the prince's guard of honor, but he was attacked by a group of "bandits", and the "bandits" were so good, not only did they have strong crossbows and iron arrows, but also firearms, how could the king of Liao have expected that his own soldiers would dare to rob on the way, in order to be light, the soldiers and guards were less than 100 people, and they were ambushed, so the whole army was not wiped out.

Thanks to Wei Ran's secret protection all the way, and with a lot of people and horses to rescue in time, he snatched the life of the King of Liao, and also captured the live mouth that gave orders.

Wei Ran persuaded the King of Liao to disguise himself to go south, went around in a big circle, and actually entered Beijing from the Beijing-Hangzhou Canal - in fact, he passed through Jinyang and did not enter, went straight to the south, and then returned, because Wei Ran was outside, and he did not know that the Empress Dowager had openly come to the court, and he did not know that the time would not be able to bring the King of Liao into Beijing, even if you want to chase and kill, you can't find any trace of King Liao.

Wei Ran is now guarding the King of Liao to stay in Jining temporarily, and the commander of the guard in the city is the old department of the King of Chu, which is enough to be trusted, and the King of Liao is here to protect himself from being chased and killed, so he sent a letter back to Beijing to ask if the time came.

Gray Du had already received an order from Yu Feng, and any matter needed to be presented to the princess, and he happened to meet this messenger at the contact point, so he brought it to him.

"There is no need to wait for the letter, this can protect the King of Liao to return to Beijing." The beautiful scenery was immediately decided.

The Empress Dowager is in the court, the Qin Prime Minister was demoted, the power of the Son of Heaven has fallen, and there is no danger for the King of Liao to enter Beijing, and there is still a "living mouth" in hand, even if that person is not afraid to die, he is not afraid to investigate and not understand the subordination, who will worry about the King of Liao returning to Beijing? Even if the Empress Dowager uses speculation, she can also think of the head of the Son of Heaven.

A bandit, the weapon in his hand is a crossbow firearm that only exists in the army, if it is really rampant to this point, Dalong's country is afraid and can't be saved, obviously the "bandit" has a suspicious appearance.

So the messenger returned to Jining.

Waiting for the small couple to return in the evening, "collected" a lot of folk snacks, although not as delicate as the commonly used pastries in the palace, but there is no fresh fragrance and attractiveness, Yijing's appetite has improved, and the dinner is slightly more, the maids are worried about the master's accumulation of food, so they persuaded a lot, and the party decided to take advantage of the bright sunshine, the water and the sky are the same color, and take a leisurely walk along the embankment.

For convenience, Yijing and An Ran are both simple clothes, wearing a skirt and half an arm, and there is no Jin Tian on the bun, only a simple hosta decoration, looking like an ordinary daughter-in-law, no one expects the status to be noble.

While enjoying the river view, a gust of wind rose and rolled in a hurry.

An Ran almost tripped over her skirt, and even stumbled with the beautiful scenery.

Only then did he stand firmly, and when he heard the sound of "ding", An Ran saw a strand of hair hanging down, and then looked at the ground-

The fat magnolia hairpin slipped from her hair, fell on the embankment, and broke.

Yijing only felt a pain in his chest, and somehow, his bad premonition was like a barbed vine that entwined and strangled his body and mind.

She picked up the hairpin and couldn't speak for a long time.

I heard An Ran sigh: "It's a pity, this jade color is so clear, and the carving is not ordinary." ”

This is Yu Feng's own hand carving, sent her and the gift, it is also a love token, when she was taken captive, she also took it in her hair, but was taken off by Yu Haoxi to let Qianpan wear it, and later Yu Feng recognized that Qianpan was not a beautiful scene, only to take this thing, the two reunited, and then he was inserted in his hair.

I wear it from time to time, and then it is so damaged.

This night, although there was no bump on the water, the beautiful scenery could not fall asleep, tossing and turning until the dawn of the day, finally couldn't help but put on his clothes, too late to freshen up, first let Ah Ming prepare a pen inkstone.

When An Ran freshened up properly, he was ready to accompany his sister-in-law to finish breakfast and then board the boat to the south.

"Enron, I'm not at ease, I want to return to Jinyang." Yijing took An Ran's hand and solemnly entrusted: "The matter of bringing Xiaoxiao back can only be entrusted to you and your brother-in-law, these two letters, one is for An Jin, and the other is ...... If the prince is willing to return Xiaoxiao, there is no need, if he is still stubborn, you give it to him, how to act An Jin knows, when you want to return to Xiaoxiao, you should immediately return to Chuzhou first, and then wait for Jinyang's letter, if everything is fine, you can return to Beijing. ”

An Ran didn't come back to his senses, and Ash Du immediately spoke: "Princess, even if you want to return to Jinyang, your subordinates should not leave an inch, this is the prince's order." ”

Yijing's heart was like a mess, but she couldn't figure it out for a while, and she didn't know what she was worried about.

I don't want to get too entangled with Gray Ferry on this issue: "I don't have time to go by water again, return quickly, when it is simple, Gray Ferry can take twenty personal soldiers, and the rest will still go to Xiliang with Anran." ”

So An Ran and the others were sent to the ferry, and even the maid and Yijing only brought Ming and Hui, who were proficient in riding and shooting, and Mama Yang and the others had to take another boat back.

The horse returned to Beijing quickly, and when he passed by a post, Yijing suddenly called Gray Du again: "At this time, you can no longer hide it from me, let me ask you, is the prince in poor health?" ”

Gray Du was stunned.

"Say!" The princess was impatient.

Gray Du was forced to tell the truth: "It's not bad, it's just ...... Whether it is the medical officer, or Wei Ran and Jiang Han diagnose the pulse, they all say that the prince is inevitably weak because of the severe poison he has been in, and there is no big problem if he is properly maintained, but the prince has become weaker and weaker because of excessive worry in the past two years...... I'm afraid of a serious illness...... A few days ago, the prince felt dizzy and drowsy compared to before...... But the prince has never been slack, and the medicinal diet has never been interrupted......"

Yijing's palms were clenched into fists.

The two lives have been combined, and the decoction has been continuous for more than 30 years, he has long been bored, and he used to have a sad face when he saw the decoction presented, but since the reunion again, she found that he was negative in taking the medicine.

Thinking about it now, isn't it because he feels sick?

The scenery is becoming more and more like an arrow.

In order not to delay the next day's journey, and forcing himself not to rest for another night, the genius Meng Meng Liang stepped on the saddle again.

After walking less than ten miles, she suddenly reined in the horse, the sky was blue, and the eyelids of the beautiful scenery were slightly red, she looked at Gray Du, and said in a low voice: "I have a very bad premonition, Gray Du, the prince is afraid that it is critical, you listen to me, immediately rush to Jining, replace Wei Ran, let him return to Beijing quickly, and you will protect the King of Liao!" ”

Gray Du subconsciously wanted to refuse, but saw that the princess raised her arm slightly: "Hurry up with power, Gray Du, Wei Ran is the descendant of the Rose Lady, and Wei Xi has outstanding medical skills, if Jiang Han and the medical officer can't do anything, or he has a way...... At the moment, no one knows that I have turned back halfway, and my safety can be guaranteed, I am only worried about the prince's ......"

The princess was dressed in straight men's clothes at this time, and she was even more decisive: "Maybe I'm worried, but I can't be slack, no matter what, you must let Wei Ran return to Beijing immediately, if the prince is really in danger, Wei Ran is the only hope." ”

At that time, she was in Princess Jinyuan's mansion, and she had heard a lot of Wei Xi and Wei Ran dissect hypochondriasis, although Yi Jing was not familiar with medical skills, and she also heard that their ancestral medical skills were different and could reach the reach of ordinary doctors, such as laparotomy to cure diseases and even cut intestines to stop ulcers.

If her premonition came true, Yu Feng deliberately sent her away because of her illness......

Then it must be that Jiang Han is helpless, and even Wei Ran has no good solution.

But you have to give it a try, you have to give it a try.