Chapter 677: Dark Memories
"Sure enough, Xu Yi loves Professor Li deeply, if you didn't threaten Professor Li's life, Xu Yi would not have betrayed Professor Li at all." Jiang Jun snorted coldly on the side: "Such a shameless thing, only you have done it, how many people hate each other because of you!" ”
If I hadn't told Jiang Jun that day that Xu Yi wanted to leave with Sun Xiang's key, he wouldn't want to believe that Xu Yi would be such a person. From the moment he met Xu Yi, Jiang Jun felt that Xu Yi was very gentle and kind, and Jiang Jun breathed a sigh of relief, as if he was happy for me.
However, my heart was still heavy, because I clearly felt that there was something in Dr. Zhou's words. Sure enough, as soon as Jiang Jun's words fell, Dr. Zhou spoke again. Dr. Zhou said that Xu Yi is no longer a person, she has no soul, no heart, no mind of her own, she is just a zombie, a zombie that can move.
It's just that this zombie not only moves, but also pretends to show the most basic emotions of people. This emotion, which seems to be real, is essentially hypocritical. Xu Yi has family affection, but the relatives she loves deeply are the ugliest people in the world, and Xu Yi also has love, but the people she loves deeply are also ugly.
"Shut up!" Jiang Jun interrupted Dr. Zhou's words.
Dr. Zhou didn't pay attention to Jiang Jun at all, he squinted at me, and sure enough, he closed his mouth. He stared at me with a smirk, as if to ask me if I wanted to continue. My heart was beating violently, and my uneasiness was at an unprecedented peak.
"Jiang Jun, let him continue." I hoarse and didn't look at Jiang Jun. I kept my eyes on Dr. Chow, and I suddenly became more and more convinced that Dr. Chow really had a way to get me into a painful despair. But so far, Dr. Zhou is the suspect I have caught who has the highest status in the enemy camp and knows the most and is willing to tell me.
There was a voice in my heart that kept telling me not to interrogate any more, but I resolutely decided to continue, all the despair, I was willing to bear it together, I just wanted to know more clues, and that was enough. Jiang Jun snorted coldly again: "If you go on, I want to see what kind of lies you can make up." ”
"Li Ke, Xu Yi is indeed for you, but do you think Xu Yi doesn't understand you?" Dr. Zhou asked me a question out of the blue. I realized that I don't know who the person who knows me best, but there is no doubt that Xu Yi understands me, and she knows me very well.
I cherish my life, but I have always pursued something more important than life. I want to make the world we live in less sinful, less dark, more truth, and more light. The fact that the people around me went astray was a bigger blow to me than death.
Xu Yi knew that even if I died, I didn't want to see her go astray, so if it was just the other party who threatened Xu Yi with my life to commit a crime, Xu Yi would not agree at all. Because of this, it is what makes my life worse than death. I suddenly remembered that in the days when Xu Yi had just left, it was raining heavily in City B.
I walked in the rain like a walking corpse. If it weren't for my firm desire to get Xu Yi back, if it weren't for the belief that even if Xu Yi really committed a crime, I would have sent her to prison with my own hands, maybe I would have sunk like that.
"Xu Yi is for you, just to keep you from despair, you touch your heart, what is more painful and desperate for you than the person you love to sin!" Dr. Zhou's voice suddenly rose several decibels. And I, in a real daze, took my hand and put it on my left chest.
I could feel my heart beating, I couldn't hear anything, I couldn't hear thunder, I could only see bursts of light flashing in the interrogation room. The lightning seemed to strike me in the chest, and in the midst of this quiet atmosphere, a voice suddenly sounded in my head.
"You really haven't killed anyone?"
It's Xiubo's voice! My head was dizzy, and by the time I could react, I noticed that my hands were shaking. What pains me more than the people I love the most sin is that I sin myself...... This thought was born in my heart, I looked up sharply, and the first thing I saw was Dr. Zhou's cold and numb smile. His handcuffed hands gave me a thumbs up, but the thumbs slowly fell upside down.
Absolute contempt, absolute mockery, I couldn't stand it any longer, I stood up sharply, and slapped my hands the interrogation table. I almost lifted the interrogation table directly, but fortunately, Jiang Jun, who was on the side, had already noticed my movement, and he held on to the wooden table steadily.
I walked around the interrogation table and walked over to Dr. Chow's side and grabbed him by the collar.
I gritted my teeth and trembled in my voice: "You say it again! ”
"Li Ke, I didn't say anything, everything is what you think from the bottom of your heart." Dr. Zhou raised the corners of his mouth and stared at me fearlessly. I was stunned, indeed, Dr. Zhou didn't say anything, my whole body was out of strength, Jiang Jun stood up and helped me to sit on the chair.
My mind was in a mess, I didn't know if it was because of the influence of Xiu Bo, or if it was because the medicine Dr. Zhou gave me made me lose my old beliefs, and I suddenly found it difficult to distinguish whether the thoughts that came out of my heart were real or false. For the next ten minutes, we all sat quietly, and neither of us spoke first.
I kept my head down, and I wanted to fall down like this, but I couldn't.
The moment I raised my head again, Dr. Chow spoke again.
"Li Ke, don't you think that you have a vague memory?" Dr. Zhou's voice was small, but it rang in my ears like a thunderbolt outside the window. My lips began to tremble, and this interrogation room suddenly became as cold as an ice cellar, and when he reminded me like this, I suddenly really felt that I had grown up, and even three years ago, I really had some things that I couldn't remember at all.
I can't remember anything that hasn't just happened in the past year. When my memory didn't deteriorate, I seemed to have forgotten those vague memories. It's an amazing feeling, I know they exist, but I can't remember what they are.
My head hurt, like someone was stabbing me with an awl, and the deeper it stabbed, and when it was about to touch the memory in my mind, the awl was pulled out again. So, the awl stabbed me in the head again, and the cycle repeated, but it just refused to touch the fragmented and blurred memory.
"Li Ke, I won't tell you what those memories are until I die, I just want to tell you that those memories are dirty, disgusting, and dark, maybe one day you will remember, but when that day comes, you will once again become an empty skin without a heart, which is something more uncomfortable than death."
Dr. Zhou paused and continued: "Perhaps, you will never remember, then I will hang your appetite and let you live forever in the dark of yourself." You just need to know that that memory is the most disgusting, the most unacceptable, and the darkest of you! ”
"Look at your hands, whether they are stained with blood, and then cut out your heart to see if your heart is black!"
I stretched out my hands, and these slender and ordinary hands really slowly oozed blood little by little, but the blood suddenly turned into a black liquid. I looked down at my chest, and I felt as if I could see through the clothes and skin and see the throbbing thing.
It is black.
I suddenly remembered the dream I had had, the black liquid in the dream, suddenly rising like a tide in the interrogation room, they slowly swallowed me, I closed my eyes and let myself float in the black liquid, they were eating away at my body, I slowly watched my beating heart be corroded, finally rotted, and finally disappeared.
"Professor Li!"
I heard Jiang Jun's voice, and I opened my eyes suddenly, my eyelids were heavy.