Chapter 134: I'm Just Too Afraid of Losing You

When I went for a walk, I didn't know what was wrong, but when I passed by the library, the method of sealing always flashed in my mind over and over again.

Mo Han had too many things to remember, so he might have really forgotten that he had given the woman's mana as a medium for her to lean over.

If the result I have tested now is really him, it means that, at least back then, that woman had an unusual status in his heart.

I didn't want to risk it, but the baby was close to the woman, and I was worried that the woman would do something to the baby.

It is better to know more than to know nothing.

What's more, I still want to believe in Mo Han more.

Back in the dormitory, Mo Han was not there, saying that he had something to do and wanted to go to the Reincarnation Division.

I pulled everyone back and took out the jade box that contained my and Mo Han's hair in the ink jade.

Yun Zhi gave me a lot of yellow talismans he drew himself, and I took them with me. Among them, there are several flame charms, which can be ignited by injecting a little spiritual power to generate yang fire.

I pulled out a few hairs of the two of them, put away the jade box, gritted my teeth, injected a spiritual power into the flame talisman and ignited the yellow talisman, trembling and sending a few heads from my other hand into the flames.

Immediately, I sensed the atmosphere in the room.

As if absorbed by something, the yin qi formed a vortex on the two strands of lit hair.

The cold breath around me pierced me with pain, and I suddenly let go of the burning hair on my hand.

The flames fell to the ground, and the Yin Qi vortex also moved down with the flames.

I was worried that I would hurt the baby, so I took a few steps back with my stomach in my arms. Suddenly, the flames were so high that they almost hit the ceiling.

The cold vortex flowed into the yang fire, and the two collided with each other, bursting out with powerful mana, and the yin qi of the entire room went berserk.

Tinglan and Xiaobai, who were guarding outside, were already knocking on the door to ask about my situation, and even the red ghost was anxious.

"Madame, open the door!"

"Madame, how are you?"

"Madam, let's go and inform Lord Mo Han immediately!"

As soon as I heard Mo Han's name, I immediately opened the door.

The red ghost rushed in and extinguished the violent yin and yang fire, and Tinglan helped me who was crumbling: "Madam, are you okay?" ”

I shook my head and looked at the red ghost again: "Don't go to Mo Han......"

I don't want to see him now.

The mana rage and small explosions have just appeared, indicating that Mo Han's mana is indeed the medium of the woman's possession.

He may not have told me because he didn't remember, but my heart seemed to be penetrated by the yin qi just now, and I couldn't tell how suffocated and sad.

I don't want to see him.

At least not yet.

However, the red ghost didn't understand: "No, the yin qi rage just now is too strange, you must tell Lord Mo Han immediately!" ”

"If I say no, I can't!" I said angrily.

The red ghost was trained by me for the first time, and he was nervous. Looking at my ugly face again, he exchanged glances with Tinglan, and hesitated to agree: "Okay." ”

"You all go out, I want to be alone for a while." I pushed Tinglan away and went into the inner room alone.

Xiaobai shouted twice at the door, and Lan saw that I was in a bad mood and took it away with me.

They all left, and I collapsed on the bed as if all my strength had been drained, curled up, and for the first time felt helpless and lonely that I had never felt before.

Using the power of Mo Han as a medium, the woman possessed me.

This thought tormented me over and over again, almost driving me crazy.

However, the door was opened again.

I thought it was because Lan was worried that I was turning back again, and I didn't reply, "I'm fine, you go out." ”

The man stood in the doorway and paused for a moment, then closed the door and came over.

"What's wrong?" It's actually Mo Han!

I was shocked, and subconsciously turned around to see him sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at me worriedly.

I thought of the result of Nayin Town again, and an inexplicable irritability swelled up in my heart, and I pulled the quilt on the side to cover my head, avoiding Mo Han's gaze.

"Mu'er?" Mo Han reached out to pull the quilt off me, and I rolled in a circle, wrapping myself tightly from beginning to end.

Mo Han was even more confused: "Mu'er? What happened? Tell me. ”

Ignore it, ignore it!

I'm afraid I'll cry when I talk to him!

When I returned to school from Huaishu Village, the figure of that woman shuttled between us all the time, and she responded to me all the time.

Normally, I can suppress those negative emotions, but now that I have seen the results with my own eyes, the accumulated emotions can explode at any time.

I don't want to be hypocritical in front of Mo Han!

"Am I angry because I'm busy with official business during this time and don't have time to accompany you?" Mo Han asked again.

I ignored it, Mo Han pondered all the details of these days, and asked, "Is that thinking of your parents and younger brother, do you want to go back to the sun to see them?" ”

Speaking of which, I really miss them a little.

And, if I go back, it will help me calm down.

"I'm going back." With the quilt over my head, my voice came out muffled.

Mo Han agreed: "Okay." Will you go back today, or will you leave tomorrow? I'll be with you. ”

"Today, I'll go back alone." I said in a low voice.

Mo Han was silent.

After a while, he hugged me through the quilt and lay down next to me: "Why? ”

"No...... why," I pouted.

He hugged him tighter, and his tone suddenly lowered than mine: "Don't you want me?" ”

My heart was clenched tightly for a moment, and I couldn't breathe in pain.

How could I not want him!

I was just...... It's just that my heart is too messy......

"Mo Han ......" I don't know what's wrong, my tone has already taken on a heavy nasal tone: "I'm not...... It's not that I don't want you to ......."

I cried unexpectedly!

Mo Han was anxious when he heard my crying, and immediately vigorously ripped off the quilt that covered my head and hugged me into his arms: "What's wrong?" Who bullied you? Or are you unhappy in Hades? ”

I shook my head, desperately trying to hold back my tears, but the tears couldn't stop flowing.

Mo Han hugged me tightly with one hand, wiped my tears with the other, and his eyebrows were full of distress and puzzlement: "Then why are you crying?" Is pregnancy uncomfortable? ”

I shook my head again: "No...... Yes, yes...... It's that woman! ”

Mo Han immediately frowned: "That remnant soul hurt you?" ”

His hand holding my body clenched into a fist angrily, and I finally held back the tears that wanted to gush out, and sobbed and handed Mo Han the paper with the method of sealing written in Mo Yuli.

Mo Han looked at it, and his brows furrowed even tighter.

After a long time, he asked me, "That remnant soul is possessed by my mana?" ”

I pouted and looked at him, nodded in a choked voice, and said the results of the experiment I had just done in fits and starts.

Mo Han glanced at the place outside the bedroom where I was doing the experiment, lowered his head and kissed me, and said with a frown: "Mu'er, I don't remember who I gave my mana. ”

I knew it was going to be like this!

"But I'll find out." He added, looking at me with extremely solemn and sincere eyes, "No matter who hurts you and the child, I will never allow it!" ”

I suddenly felt strange. Mo Han still remembered that he was taken to the Ling family when he was a child, why didn't he remember such a big thing as giving his mana to whom.

"Why don't you remember so many things......" My voice was still deep and nasal.

Mo Han thought about it with a serious expression, and said in a deep voice: "Perhaps, I should ask Mo Yuan." ”

"I'll go too!"

"Okay." Mo Han agreed, kissed my red and swollen eyes in distress, and he performed a healing operation on me to restore my eyes to normal.

"In the future, no matter what happens, tell me quickly, don't be alone. If you cry, I'll break my heart. Hugging me, Mo Han's light kisses kept falling on my eyelids and cheeks, and I nodded, but my heart was a little bottomless.

"Mo Han...... If...... Did you really give the mana to the woman......" I asked nervously and uneasily.

Mo Han held my hand tighter, and said, "Then it's cheaper for her." "Then why cheapen her......

This question was in my heart, and looking at Mo Han, I still didn't have the courage to ask it.

Mo Han sent a ghost to find Mo Yuan, and after a while, he came.

He looked at me and was a little puzzled: "What's wrong?" Crying with a sad face, my brother doesn't want you, is he going to send you back to the yang world as an abandoned woman? ”

I picked up the empty cup on the coffee table and threw it at Mo Yuan, and he followed effortlessly. At the same time, another teacup flew over his face, which was lost by Mo Han and was still filled with tea.

Mo Yuan had a dog's expression on his face, wiped the tea on his face, and threw away the cup in disgust: "Brother! Anyway, I'm your own brother, can I leave some affection? ”

"Keep your mouth shut." Mo said coldly.

Mo Yuan pouted and sat down across from him, and unceremoniously picked up my snacks to eat: "What are you looking for me?" ”

"I seem to have forgotten a lot of important things, do you know what's going on?" Mo Han asked.

Mo Yuan tore the bag of potato chips for a moment, glanced at Mo Han, glanced at me again, and continued to tear open the bag of cucumber-flavored potato chips with his head casually: "We've been around for so long, isn't it normal to forget something." ”

"A lot of things." Mo Han emphasized.

Mo Han lowered his head and looked at a pack of hawthorn chips while eating potato chips: "A lot of things are normal." There are so many useless things that we can't remember them all. ”

It makes sense for him to say this, but he always feels that he is avoiding the important and trivial, and he is avoiding Mo Han's problem.

Mo Han reminded in a deep voice: "Did I give my mana to anyone?" ”

Mo Yuan's hawthorn slices were stunned, seeing that Mo Han and I were staring at him, for fear of being seen that he was weak-hearted, after letting go of the hawthorn slices and pretending that he didn't want to eat them, he picked up the duck neck on the side again, and laughed: "How is it possible?" Who dares to ask Hades for mana. ”

"Didn't give it to anyone?" Mo Han asked emphatically.

Mo Yuan nodded: "Well, no." ”

"You're lying!" I immediately pierced him.

Mo Yuan immediately stopped: "What am I lying?" ”

"At the beginning, in the cave under the Qingxuguan Well, that Taoist priest Fei Stiff had a piece of Mo Han's mana crystal in his hand, and you said that Mo Han gave it to a woman!"

Mo Yuan's face instantly froze, and when he saw Mo Han's frosty face, he barely squeezed out a smile: "I didn't say it, you remembered wrong." ”

"When you brought back the crystals, tell me that I gave them to you before." Mo Han stared at Mo Yuan.

Mo Yuan had such an expression: "That's right, it's what you gave me before!" ”

"What's going on with the cave under the Clear Void Cave?" I asked again.

Mo Yuan glared at me, and was killed back by Mo Han with his eyes: "To be honest." ”

"I'm telling the truth." Mo Yuan had a sincere expression on his face.

Mo Han stared at him, Mo Yuan silently bowed his head, and ignored the ghost by eating snacks.

In a fit of rage, I snatched all the snacks from his side.

Mo Yuan subconsciously wanted to grab it, but before he stretched out his hand, he was beaten back by Mo Han.

Mo Yuan let out a long sigh and looked at Mo Han: "Brother, since you have forgotten everything, why bother remembering it again." ”

"The remnant soul on Mu'er's body is very likely to be possessed by my mana, so we can't see it." Mo Han's eyes sank as he spoke, "Yes, I have to remember." ”

Mo Yuan glanced at it in surprise, and Mo Han handed him the papers. After reading it, Mo Yuan's eyes looked at me with complicated eyes.

After thinking for a while, Mo Yuan discussed with me: "You go out for a walk?" My little nephew should be suffocated. ”

As soon as I saw it, I was going to break away, and the brothers were going to whisper something!

I don't!

With a blank look at Mo Yuan, I sat still with a stinky face.

Mo Han said: "Mu'er is my wife, but it doesn't hurt to say it. ”

Mo Yuan looked at me with a desperate expression and sighed again.

He didn't speak again, there was silence in the room for a long time, but Mo Han didn't urge him, but his face became more and more ugly.

There was a faint fluctuation of yin qi in the room, and if it weren't for the fact that I was too sensitive to the yin qi of these two ghosts, I really wouldn't have noticed it for a while.

Are they speaking with a voice that I can't hear?

I was instantly unhappy!

Good things don't carry people, and it's not good to carry people!

It must have something to do with that woman, that's why you don't want me to know!

I stood up and walked out, and Mo Han hurriedly chased after me: "Mu'er." ”

I shook him off and said angrily, "I'll go for a walk!" ”

"I'll be with you." Mo Han said.

"No, you don't! You can spread the word to Mo Yuan! I walked out in a rage, and didn't forget to add: "Don't come with me!" ”

In the distance, I heard Mo Yuan's ridicule: "Brother, look at what you spoil her now!" ”

Cut! If you have the ability, you can also find a husband who spoils you so much!

I walked angrily all the way for a long time, and when Lan was not there, only Xiaobai, who was guarding the door, found me out and followed me.

However, after walking a long distance, I found that Mo Han's Yin Qi always stayed not far behind me.

Could it be that Mo Han is keeping up?

I'm a little snickering, and a little awkward. Unconsciously he glanced back, but he didn't see Mo Han's figure, and at the same time, Mo Han's yin qi disappeared.

I'm very familiar with Mo Han's yin qi, and I can't detect mistakes.

He must have been afraid that I would be angry and deliberately hid it!

Thinking of this, I glanced at the still clean floor tiles, sat down, and shouted, "It hurts!" ”

Mo Han's body appeared beside me: "Where did it hurt?" ”

I pouted and looked at him, and when he saw that I didn't speak, he enveloped me with healing: "Does it still hurt?" ”

I nodded aggrievedly, and Mo Han performed another healing technique.

What a sincere Hades!

"Get up." Mo Han tried to help me stand up, but I stopped me.

"I fell, and I had to be kissed by Mo Han to get up." That's right, I'm just hypocritical!

Hearing this, Mo Han leaned down again, pecked me lightly on the lips, and whispered, "If you need something else to get up, you can do it as a husband." ”

Why is my face red?

Glaring at the unscrupulous ghost, he helped me to my feet.

Holding my waist, Mo Han stroked my stomach and said to me, "Don't be angry, Mo Yuan doesn't want you to hear it, and it's also to keep you from getting angry." ”

"Am I so easily angry?" I asked.

Mo Han shook his head: "You have a good temper. ”

It's just that what Mo Yuan said has something to do with that woman, and I just blew up because of that woman, Mo Han didn't let Mo Yuan know!

I guessed it all.

Mo Han touched my head: "There are some things, if you don't know that you can be happier, I still hope you don't know." Because, I want you to be happy. ”

But the feeling of being deliberately concealed is even more uncomfortable!

"Is it like euthanasia?" I couldn't help but ask.

Mo Han was stunned for a moment, and was about to say something, but I interrupted: "Forget it, I don't want to know your transmission." ”

"Mu'er, Mo Yuan said ......"

"I don't want to know!" I interrupted him again, "You said I didn't know I could be happy, and you wanted me to be happy, so I don't want to know!" I want to be happy! ”

Mo Han looked at me hesitantly, and what he wanted to say finally turned into his usual compromise with me: "Okay." ”

But why can't I be happy?

When raising a pig, it is also delicious and drinkable, and the pig eats, sleeps, sleeps, eats, and lives happily. However, as soon as the New Year comes, no matter how happy the pig is, it will be cut down and eaten with a knife.

One person and one ghost walked silently on the stone road of the Hades Palace for a long time before I returned, and I fell asleep without even eating.

Mo Han hugged me through the quilt and seemed to sigh faintly.

The work and rest of the underworld are the opposite of the human world, sleeping during the day and traveling at night. At night the next day, Mo Han did not deal with the file as usual, but kept holding me.

It wasn't until he heard Lan come to report the other ghosts and waited for him to reply several times that Mo Han got up.

"Mu'er," I heard him calling out to me in a deep voice, pretending to be asleep, "You can be happy according to your own heart, you don't have to accommodate my thoughts." ”

However, every time he accommodated me, I didn't want him to regress all the time.

I will definitely be unhappy when I know about that woman, and it may even make it difficult for Mo Han to do, so Mo Yuan won't let me know.

I chose not to know, firstly, I was indeed a little angry, and secondly, it was actually to give Mo Han a room to circulate.

What's more, even Mo Han said that there are some things that I don't know, maybe I'm happier.

Suddenly, there was a feeling of being pressed on my body, and it was Mo Han who leaned over and hugged me tightly.

"I won't fail you." His voice was low, with indescribable emotion and solemnity.

My eyes were wet.

When he wiped away his tears and ripped off the quilt, Mo Han was already gone.

I feel like I've been a bit of a trick for the past two days.

No way! Be sure to correct it!

What if Mo Han really loved that woman! Now the person he loves is me!

Just don't live up to what he just said, I will believe him!

I immediately got out of bed, Mo Han was not in the dormitory or in the study, I asked the red ghost guarding the door, saying that the seal of the underworld was a little loose, and Mo Han took the ghost to inspect.

I wanted to go, but the red ghost said that he didn't agree: "Madam, you can rest in peace!" The ghost of the dead place is angry, even if you are not afraid, you have to think about the little master! ”

When it comes to the safety of my children, the urge to die disappears without a trace in an instant.

Listening to Lan brought me breakfast, I ate a few bites, and the baby was fussing in his stomach and wanted to go out.

When I walked into the garden, I happened to meet the angry Mo Yuan.

As soon as he saw me, he asked me dissatisfiedly, "What did you say to my eldest brother?" He'll beat me up as soon as he comes! ”

"I didn't say anything...... I was at a loss, could it be that Mo Han had sprinkled all his anger on Mo Yuan's head.

Mo Yuan snorted coldly: "I don't believe it!" My brother blames me for sending him a message yesterday, not in front of you! You're angry! ”

It turned out that this is the ......

"So why don't you dare say it to my face?" The mention of this reminds me of the woman who has never been wronged, and I am also very angry.

"I'm not good for you!" Mo Yuan roared out.

I don't believe it, it's almost the same for the sake of Mo Han.

Feeling the roll of my eyes, Mo Yuan said unhappily: "I heard that you don't want to know what I said to my brother now?" ”

"So what?" I suddenly had a bad feeling again.

Sure enough, Mo Yuan sneered, and drew a soundproof barrier, and shouted at me in a very childish voice in the barrier: "You don't want to know that I want you to know!" My brother did have a part of his memory missing, and it was about the woman he loved the most! The mana he gave to the woman too! He loved that woman the most! Not you! I told him all yesterday! ”

My whole body shuddered unconsciously, as if I had been thrown into icy water in the coldest of winters.

Even though I didn't want to believe Mo Yuan's words in my heart, I couldn't help but ask, "Really...... Target? ”

"Really!" Mo Yuan couldn't be more sure.

Sure enough, I still don't know better.

I looked at Mo Yuan for a long time, wanting to ask him why Mo Han had amnesia, why did that woman die, and what am I now......

I wanted to ask many, many questions, but in the end, I bowed my head and walked away in frustration.

Mo Han is right, there are some things I don't know, I can be much happier.

"Mu Zitong?"

"Mu Zitong, are you okay?"

Mo Yuan looked at my back and shouted twice, I ignored him, and he chased after him: "Hey? Don't scare me, my brother will kill me if something happens to you! ”

Sucking in my somewhat plugged nose, I whispered, "I'm fine." ”

Mo Yuan was a little unconvinced, and followed me two steps, as if he regretted what he had just said, and wanted to make amends: "That...... What the! My brother actually loves you the most! It's true! Believe me! I know my brother best! ”