Although Xiong Xiaobai doesn't drink often, the amount of alcohol is not as good as An Weichen. However, it doesn't matter, the most important thing is that she knows very well that the purpose of her proposal to drink today is to let An Weichen use a little drunkenness to speak freely about all the things that are pressing on his heart.

In the past few days, the two of them have been tired of being together every day, although An Weichen is very careful not to show his depressed mood, for fear of affecting Xiong Xiaobai's rush to the draft. But the person he wanted to hide was Xiong Xiaobai, and she was a person who was super sensitive to negative emotions.

If it goes on like this, it's really going to suffocate. Although he could understand An Weichen's poor mood, Xiong Xiaobai was suffering from the fact that he couldn't persuade him. Fortunately, he proposed to go out to buy a mobile phone today, so that she could design an opportunity for him to drink to drown his sorrows without a trace.

One is deliberately trying to keep yourself awake, and the other is deliberately trying to get yourself drunk.

Xiong Xiaobai opened a can, and An Weichen drank a can.

In less than half an hour, almost all the beers he bought were drunk by An Weichen alone. The strength of the wine soon came up, and he was already a little drunk.

An Weichen has always been very drunk, even if he drinks too much and no matter how drunk he is, he will not talk much. Only today, he seems to have a heart to confide.

Originally, he didn't want Xiong Xiaobai to see his weak side, but after a few days, that frustration not only did not disappear at all, but became stronger and stronger, almost torturing him crazy.

This feeling of almost collapse, he doesn't want to say it to others, let alone disdain to say it to others, he just wants to get himself drunk and wants to use wine to drown his sorrows.

The wine was sad, and it did not turn into lovesick tears, but it gave him a desire to talk to someone. And the only person he allowed to listen to was Xiong Xiaobai.

"You know what? I escaped from the company the other day...... I, I'm An Weichen, the dignified heir of the An family, was actually laughed at by my subordinates, saying that the plan I made was not as good as ...... rookie who had just joined the company" At the end of the words, An Weichen grinned, trying to squeeze out a little smile, but found that he couldn't do it at all.

Is there really a problem with the plan? Xiong Xiaobai had guessed that this was the case before. It's just that she doesn't understand that failure is a common thing, and An Weichen won't even be able to withstand this level of blow, so that he can't even laugh at himself.

Now it seems that I overestimated his endurance. Xiong Xiaobai secretly thought in his heart.

No, or should I say, I underestimated his self-esteem too much. Xiong Xiaobai shook his head, denying what he had just thought.

A pretentious young master, who confidently made a project plan, was actually ridiculed by his subordinates, this blow was heavier than he imagined for An Weichen, this is something he will never allow to happen.

However, what surprised Xiong Xiaobai even more was that he actually escaped back in embarrassment? It seems that when something happens, his first reaction is to run away.

Thinking of the way he looked when he came back that day, Xiong Xiaobai couldn't help but sigh: An Weichen, An Weichen, you are really just a child.

Although I feel that An Weichen's approach is a bit too irresponsible. However, it is useless to blame him now. Moreover, he has now lost confidence and cannot hit him again at this time.

Xiong Xiaobai looked at An Weichen, who was still desperately pouring wine, and she had a feeling that the whole thing was not so simple. Seem...... There were other things she didn't know about, and they were persecuting him behind him, which was why he looked so miserable.

"I want to...... Prove to him that I can do it......" An Weichen muttered, his tone rather unwilling.

Prove? To whom is he going to prove it? Is that person, to him, important?

By the way, is it ...... Xiong Xiaobai thought of the "you" mentioned in An Weichen's first sentence to her, as well as the crystal jewelry store. Could the person he just mentioned have something to do with this? Is she a woman who is very important to him?

An Weichen suddenly looked at Xiong Xiaobai with drunken eyes, and asked vaguely, "Do you think I'm happy?" ”

"You're happier than many people." Xiong Xiaobai answered his question softly, although she felt that no matter what she said, An Weichen would not listen. He's drunk like that, and I'm afraid that tomorrow, when he wakes up, he won't remember what he said tonight.

"Hahaha...... Actually, I don't think I'm happy at all, I even envy you, really, at least, you have your mother by your side......" An Weichen seemed to hear Xiong Xiaobai's answer, and talked to himself as if he hadn't heard anything.

Mom Bear? Xiong Xiaobai suddenly shuddered, she glared at An Weichen, this "abandoned dog" is really indebted anytime and anywhere, don't suddenly mention such a terrible person for no reason!

An Weichen pointed to his chest with a finger holding a beer can, and said intermittently: "Me...... There was no mother since childhood...... She died in childbirth when she gave birth to me, and I've only seen pictures of her...... However, the person is dead, and no amount of photos can replace a living mother...... I didn't want to make myself sad, so I stopped looking at her pictures, and gradually, I started to forget about her...... Right now...... I can't remember what she looked like, and even if I tried to remember, I couldn't......"

Xiong Xiaobai once heard An Weichen say to Xiong's mother that he had no mother since he was a child, but the feeling that day was completely different from today, and now she is a little heartbroken, for him.

An Weichen, who had red eyes, took a deep breath and continued to tell his story: "And my father...... That stinky old man, blamed me entirely for my mother's death, he hated me, he didn't want to see me......"

"How could it be ......" Xiong Xiaobai didn't expect An Weichen's relationship with his father to be so bad.

"You know, I was raised by a nanny who would never visit me, no matter how sick I was. For me, the word father doesn't mean anything to me at all. The so-called father is not as cordial as his uncle and Uncle Du. For as long as I can remember, I knew there was a man I would only see once a year, on the day of my mother's memorial day. Later, when I was three years old, Uncle Du told me that the man was my father and asked me to go over and say hello to him...... I walked over to greet him, and in my eyes, who was only three years old at the time, he looked so tall that I had to try to tiptoe to barely reach the corners of his clothes...... Hahahaha...... Do you know what's going on? No, I don't think you'd have guessed it......" An Weichen looked like he was telling a joke that had nothing to do with him, but his eyes were moist.

Xiong Xiaobai didn't speak, seeing An Weichen's expression so painful, she seemed to have guessed the answer.

"He actually opened my hand fiercely, coldly threw down the sentence 'Don't touch me', completely ignored me who was frightened and cried, and left like that...... The next time I saw him was, of course, a year later, on my mother's memorial day...... Hahaha...... Woo...... Haha......" In the end, An Weichen's voice couldn't tell whether he was crying or laughing.

Perhaps, from this point of view, I am indeed happier than him. Xiong Xiaobai thought of his family. Although Mama Xiong is more tough, and Dad Xiong is afraid of being useless, the two of them still love me very much; As for the stupid bear brother, of course, it goes without saying, he has taken care of me since I was a child, and no matter how I bullied him, he has always accommodated me and doted on me.

An Weichen rubbed his eyes, gasped heavily, and waited until his breathing stabilized a little before continuing: "When I was a child, I always felt sad because that stinky old man didn't even look at me. Later, it was because of Uncle Du that he taught him a lesson in front of his mother's tombstone. Uncle Du said that I was my mother's favorite child, a son who was willing to exchange my life, and asked him how he could be so ruthless to the child of the woman he loved the most, and how could he put all the fault on me...... Uncle Du said a lot that day, perhaps, he thought that I was still a child and didn't understand anything, so I was unscrupulous when I spoke; Maybe it was because he was too excited, and he vented all the words that had been suppressed in his heart for several years...... At that time, I was just five years old, and I really didn't understand what they were saying, I just remember that from that day on, my relationship with my father finally improved, and he became very fond of me...... As I grew up, I happened to hear a conversation between people, and I suddenly remembered what Uncle Du said, I was fifteen years old at that time, so I immediately understood the meaning of those words, and I asked the nanny who had taken care of me since I was a child...... It turned out that I was not the one who killed my mother at all, and that stinky old man was the culprit. ”

Speaking of this, An Weichen drank a few more big sips of wine, and was choked because he drank too quickly, but he didn't care at all, and the coughing didn't stop completely, so he couldn't wait to say: "It was the stubbornness of that stinky old man that caused me to lose my mother." There was nothing wrong with him loving my mother, but his love was so selfish that it couldn't even accommodate their children...... After getting married, he insisted on refusing to have children, saying that he wanted to live in a two-person world...... Later, as my mother got older, she insisted on having a child. At that time, she was already considered an advanced maternal age...... In the end, she died in childbirth to give birth to me. ”

Xiong Xiaobai's brows suddenly wrinkled slightly, there seemed to be a sense of disobedience in what An Weichen said just now, but she couldn't say what was wrong for a while.

"It's his fault, it's all the fault of the stinky old man, and he wants to blame me for all the faults...... After I knew this, I applied to a foreign school without permission and wanted to study abroad with her...... However, she disappeared, and I did not look for her, but I could not find her, nowhere to be found...... I left this sad place alone, and I didn't want to come back for the rest of my life......" An Weichen suddenly retracted, his expression became very painful, no, not only pain, but also humiliation.

Ah~ appeared again, the disappeared "she" in his words, the woman who was very important to him. It turned out that An Weichen and that "she" seemed to have known each other a long time ago. Only, why did she leave?

That woman is really lucky, there is a man who is so affectionate for her.

No matter what reason she left An Weichen, however, she rooted herself deeply in his heart.

It turns out that An Weichen used to be a dedicated person.

No, or should I say, it is precisely because he was so devoted to a woman that he could not accept the fact that the woman left him, and he became an abusive person.

If the heart is beating, it hurts. After the pain, everyone heals differently, but An Weichen chose to use physical conquest to forget the person and the injury in his heart.

An Weichen's lips trembled for a long time before he opened his mouth again, saying all the past that he didn't want to recall and talk about: "Damn, I really don't want to come back...... However, the stinky old man cut off my funds in order to get me back, and I, a waste of firewood, actually lost the support of the stinky old man, and couldn't even live for a week...... In the end, I came back with my tail between my legs like a mourning dog...... So, you can't call me 'abandon dog,' you can't call me ...... I hate dogs the most...... The most hated ......"

Xiong Xiaobai finally understood why An Weichen hated her so much and called him "abandon the dog".

"Just a few days ago, the stinky old man was laughing at and questioning my ability in front of me, and it was Uncle Du who helped me get a project. I originally wanted to do a good job and prove to the stinky old man that I have the strength to inherit An's, and I don't want to be looked down upon by him for the rest of my life, but ...... Three days, less than three days, I escaped from the company...... The plan I made is not as good as ...... rookie" In the end, An Weichen's voice was almost inaudible.

The beer can fell from An Weichen's hand to the ground, and he fell asleep like that.

Xiong Xiaobai stood up, walked to his side, helped him, let him lie down, and covered him with a quilt.

Gently, wiping away the tears from An Weichen's face, Xiong Xiaobai whispered softly in his ear: "Don't be sad, everything will be fine, although my ability is limited, however, I will do my best to help you, believe me." ”