Chapter 40: Complicated Thoughts

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"Why did it take so long?"

As soon as Ye Qingping pushed open the door, he saw Jiang Siyi leaning his head against the wall, looking sad, he walked over and looked down at her, and asked in a deep voice, "Uncomfortable?" ”

"Nope." Jiang Siyi brushed his face with his hand, then pressed his face to it, and pulled out a smile with difficulty, "It should be alcohol, I'm a little tired." ”

"Then let's go back." Ye Qingping replaced the wall with his own shoulders and walked into the room with his arms around her.

"You have to leave so early, Ye San, you are too uninteresting." Qiao Yan muttered, then shook her body, "Okay, okay, let's go." Anyway, sister, I'm going to rush to another grand party, so I won't play with the two of you. ”

As she spoke, Qiao Yan picked up her glass, "The last glass tonight, I wish my sister a happy birthday, and I will always be as beautiful as a flower." ”

Ye Qingping waved his hand to block the wine glass that Duan Qi handed over, "No." ”

Duan Qi smiled lightly, and his long gaze swirled around Qiao Yan's strange bright eyes and lively body, "Drink, otherwise don't think about leaving tonight." ”

"Yes, don't think about leaving tonight if you don't drink it. Jiang Siyi, you don't give me face, I have a birthday today, and the birthday star is the biggest! ”

"Jojo!" Ye Qingping's voice was very soft, but his voice was an unquestionable rejection.

Jiang Siyi smiled, she had already drunk so many cups, where was this missing. What's more, tonight, she would love to numb herself with alcohol to make sure she forgot something.

The crisp sound of glass clashing sounded in the room, and Jiang Siyi raised his head and drank the wine in the wine glass.

……

Ye Qingping quickly left the room with Jiang Siyi.

As soon as their figures disappeared, Qiao Yan squatted down in frustration as if she had been drained of all her strength, and the intense drunkenness in her eyes dissipated at the same time.

Duan Qi tilted his head and touched her with his own wine glass.

"Regrets? It's too late to catch up, I have a way to make your medicine not work. ”

"No, it's done, when did you see me regret it."

Qiao Yan raised her head, her eyes resolute.

——

The night was cold and the lights were sparse.

Ye Qingping breathed a long sigh of relief and threw the coat on his wrist on the sofa.

"Handsome guy, you look so good."

In his arms, a drunken woman was staring at him with a pair of sparkling eyes. At the same time, her hands were also moving uneasily.

"You shouldn't be allowed to drink."

Ye Qingping took her in his arms with his backhand and hugged her to the bathroom.

"Ah, where is this? I'm going home, ...... home."

"This is your home." He comforted softly, wishing she was quieter.

"No, it's not, it's not my home." She lay on the couch, her flexible eyes looking around, "Here, great, how can I have such a good home." ”

Ye Qingping was just about to put some water to clean her, but just turning on the water and electricity switch, she disappeared in an instant.

For the first time, Ye Qingping felt that too many rooms and excellent sound insulation were annoying.

Fortunately, the drop of his high heels on the stairs made him realize that she had gone to the second floor.

"Ahh In the distance, there was a scream from her, Ye Qingping's heart was stunned, and he hurriedly quickened his pace.

As soon as he stepped into the study, Ye Qingping's breathing stagnated for a moment. "Yiyi, behave, sit still, obedient, don't move."

On the bay window, she had already opened the window, and the whole person was hanging on the bed rail, her hands outstretched.

"Are you afraid I'll jump?" She leaned sideways, and her body moved a little further out because of the movement.

……

Ye Qingping frowned slightly, but he couldn't bother to check the knee he bumped on the bay window. She's too excited, and she's too perverse. The smiling eyes in his eyes, which she had just sat on the bed, almost made him think that she had made up her mind to end her life by leaping down.

He had seen that kind of look many times, and he was not unfamiliar at all.

"Why did you leave me? You are the only one in this world who loves me, but you have left me. They all hate me, only you will secretly share the meat in the bowl with me, you will also give me medicine, tell me stories, you will take me to set off fireworks, every time the fireworks are set off during the New Year, you say that I am a little fairy as beautiful as fireworks. ”

Jiang Siyi clasped her knees with her hands and shrank in the corner of the bay window.

Her voice was so low that Ye Qingping could barely hear what she said.

She lowered her eyes, but Ye Qingping could clearly see that her deep but empty pupils were overflowing with despair and sadness.

"I'm willing to do anything for you, but I don't have a chance. Do you know? I don't think Liu Yang is dirty at all, how can I think she is dirty. What is it to accompany wine, what is it to be kissed by a disgusting man, how happy she is. I envy her, I even envy her, she can go and drink for her brother......"

"I can make money, and I'm willing to sell my body for money, but I can't give it to you. For I have killed you, and I have killed you...... You're dead, and they're still coming to interview me, so many microphones are crammed into my face, asking me, if I'm going to miss you. Of course I'm going to miss you...... I didn't even have time to tell you that I don't hate you, I love you. Damn it's me, it's me ......"

"Depend on ......"

His call made her wandering gaze finally focus on him.

"Ye Qingping, it's you." She laughed, but there was still self-deprecation and pathos in her laughter.

"It's me." Ye Qingping kept stroking her neck, and his doctor had said that touching it would make people feel safe.

"I don't deserve your liking, you heard, I killed the person I love the most and love me the most in this world."

"Who is he?"

He never knew that such a person existed in her heart.

She said she loved "him".

Love "him"?

She never said love, a word that made people happy and intoxicated, and made him look disgusting.

Even when they were at their most affectionate, she just said she liked him.

Like, compared to love, what an ethereal and vain emotion.

At this moment, in addition to the strong distress, there is monstrous jealousy.

Jealous of the man he didn't know who he was, but who firmly occupied her hottest and soft heart.

He suddenly remembered that she had faced countless microphones and was so frightened that she fainted, and she also made fireworks every Chinese New Year's Eve a must, and she even admitted for the first time that she was jealous of a person, or a woman who accompanied her in a bar. She even said that she would like to go to the bar to accompany the drink......

How ridiculous, the man he had never met, but the most intense and irreplaceable part of her life. And before tonight, he had never known of the existence of that person.

Hearing that "he" was leaving, he was even rejoicing in sin......

"He's my brother."

Shock, mixed with great joy, rushed into Ye Qingping's mind like a tide. He pressed his chest against his chest as if he heard his heart beating for joy.

"You don't know, I still have a brother. A brother who loves me, but doesn't know that I love him. I was really too young at the time, and I was afraid that I would get used to his goodness. So I shook my face and showed him, and I said I hated him, and I wanted him to die, and everyone would see me when he died. ”

"And guess what, he's really dead, he's dead. The only person in this world who loves me, is dead...... Moreover, I yelled at him, scolded him, and the last thing I said to him was to tell him to get out. He must have been sad, the last memory he had left with his sister he had so desperately cared for was a screaming and distorted ugly face. ”

"No, he loves you, and he won't blame you."

"Really?" The corners of her eyes sparkled, "You don't have to lie to me, I know." ”

"Because I love you, and I love you as much as he does." So I know that even if you scold me, I still love you.

Human beings are such complex and extremely good at self-inferiority.

Ye Qingping stared at her firmly, as if he wanted to prove that he didn't tell any lies.

"You...... Love me? ”

"I love you, Jiang Siyi, no matter what you do to me, I love you." His tone was more determined than ever.

Jiang Siyi's tear-stained face finally slowly showed a smile, like a daisy blooming at night, with a sweet and fragrant smell.

Her smile grew bigger and bigger, "Ye Qingping, do you want me?" ”

This self-loathing, but how can you love me?

Want her? Ye Qingping smiled bitterly, she already knew that he didn't want to have a closer relationship with her on the first day, and the current inquiry was meaningless.

The kiss came quickly and quickly, and she moved haphazardly, and with the strength of her gnawing, she approached him hard. At the same time, the slender arms were also entwined.

Ye Qingping's expression froze, and her body temperature was hot when she approached him, and even the hot breath exhaled was like a heat wave.

This kind of heat is by no means the temperature that should be under the cool breeze of the window.

Her eyes gradually faded from depression and sadness, and became dark and bright.

"Can you concentrate? I have no experience. ”

Jiang Siyi pursed her lips, she saw countless bodies without a wisp, and she had also seen Duan Qi's sowing everywhere, but she herself was a complete novice in this regard.

Coquettish, vague.

Jiang Siyi hooked his shirt with his hand, and called his name softly and slowly, over and over again.

Is it the cause of alcohol? Ye Qingping quickly vetoed his idea, it was not the first time he had seen her drinking. She had said she was immune to alcohol, and that tonight's champagne would never have made her react like that.

If it's not wine......

Ye Qingping's mind flashed the intriguing eyes of Duan Qi and Qiao Yan, as well as the glass of wine they had to drink her......

Obviously, that glass of wine was anything but simple champagne.

Qiao Yan wandered into the wine field, and it couldn't be easier to get something to add to the fun. But she would never dare to use this kind of thing on him or Jiang Siyi, she didn't have the courage to do so.

Unless......

Someone was encouraging her behind her back.

Duan Qi!

Ye Qingping remembered that when he went to Renhe Lishan to pick up Jiang Siyi from work a few days ago, Duan Qi kept knocking on the side to inquire about his feelings and physical condition.

His personal doctor is really wide.