Chapter 113 Without You, I'd Go Crazy Hanjia's 8,000-word chapter begging for diamonds and rewards!

Lan Tianyou tore his coat, helped me bandage the wound on my palm, and pulled me to get up: "I'll go to you to the hospital." ”

I shook my head.

I'm going to wait here for Mo Han to come back, and he won't let me get hurt.

The picture of Mo Han leaving with the woman reappeared in my mind again and again, and I just stubbornly didn't want to admit it.

Lan Tianyou helplessly squatted down with me and pressed the wound on my hand tightly: "Purple pupil, don't be stupid, such a deep wound, you can't deal with it!" ”

"I'm going to wait for Mo Han." I think I must be a capitalized and bold stupid person right now.

Lan Tianyou sighed helplessly: "Don't wait...... He's not coming back......"

"He will!" I'm unusually stubborn.

Lan Tianyou sighed again: "Purple Pupil, I know he is the Hades King. He must have other intentions when he follows you. Yun Zhi's analysis is right, he must want to resurrect another woman with you. ”

I'm not going to listen to Lan Tianyou.

"Purple pupil ......" Lan Tianyou shouted to me helplessly, and I covered my ears and ignored him.

But somehow, the woman's memories of following Mo Han were used one by one.

They stood together in Tianchi Xinghe Fat, listened to Xue Feng's sass, and even drank under the moon together.

"Purple Pupil, let's go. Whether you agree to my proposal or not, I will be good to you. Lan Tianyou said again.

"I'm not leaving! I'm going to wait for Mo Han to come back! "I'm like a vexatious bear child.

Lan Tianyou really has no choice but to accompany me on the side.

There was a strange feeling in my body, as if something was restless.

Suddenly, my eyes went dark, and I saw Mo Han's figure.

I was about to catch up, but suddenly I found that I couldn't move.

Looking at the quaint buildings around me, I gradually realized that this was the memory of that woman again.

This is a mourning hall with a coffin in the middle. My eyes were suddenly pulled in, and it was me lying in the coffin!

Wrong!

It's that woman!

Mo Han was standing next to this coffin, his back to me, I couldn't see his expression clearly, but I could clearly see his hands held on the edge of the coffin clenched tightly, and even bulging green tendons.

He was angry and sad.

My heart twitched violently.

Mo Han said that there was no other woman, but that woman was real!

He was heartbroken for her, sad for her!

"I will resurrect you!"

Suddenly, Mo Han spoke.

He looked at the woman, raised his hand and put his hand on her woman's forehead, and with a ghostly aura, a small milky white thing rose from the center of the woman's eyebrows, and was tightly held in his hand by Mo Han.

"Pure Yin Spirit, I will definitely find it for you! Resurrect you with her body! ”

Mo Han looked at the woman, word by word, every word was like a knife, cutting on my heart.

In the blink of an eye, the scene became the cave where Mo Han was sealed.

I saw me covered in blood walking in the crystal coffin of Mo Han, it seemed that I had fainted from excessive blood loss after being bled by those ghosts.

Mo Han also stood by the coffin and looked at me.

Slowly, he raised his hand, and a small milky white cloud appeared in his hand.

Without any hesitation, he stuffed the soul in his hand into my body, and also placed a magic circle in the center of my eyebrows to prevent the breath of the soul from escaping!

For a moment, it was as if my whole world had collapsed.

Mo Han still looked at me sleeping in the crystal coffin, but I didn't want to see him again, desperately trying to escape from here.

A huge amount of spiritual power erupted from his body, breaking through the fragments of these memories. Lan Tianyou's face appeared in front of me again, and I returned to the real world.

A fishy sweet smell suddenly gushed out from my throat, and there was a sharp pain of spiritual power rushing all over my body, and I suddenly vomited a small mouthful of blood.

"The spiritual power is unstable, the veins are reversed, purple pupils, calm down!" Lan Tianyou shouted at me.

I also want to meditate, but after seeing those scenes, I can still calm down.

The spiritual power in the body was not controlled enough to run around desperately, and it hurt all over the body, as if the blood vessels were no longer blood, but sharp broken glass.

Another mouthful of blood spit out, and there was a strong pain in the center of his eyebrows, and in the distance, as if there was a woman's voice.

"Tired, isn't it?" She asked.

yes, I'm tired......

"It's hard to be betrayed by the person you love the most, isn't it?"

It's like the heart has been delayed......

"He doesn't love you, he never loves you......" The woman's voice became compassionate, and I suddenly remembered the way Mo Yuan looked at me on the train back to Zeyun City that night.

It is also with such compassion.

This...... Is it just a stand-in that can only get......

"Do you love him?" The voice asked suddenly.

I laughed at myself in the bottom of my heart. If I don't love him, how can I still believe in him when everyone doesn't believe him.

It's just that those trusts are wrongly paid after all.

Mo Han's promise to me echoed in his mind, as if he was mercilessly mocking at the moment. I finally understood how sweet it was before, and how cruel it can be in the future.

"You love him, don't you? I love it. The nasty voice rang out again.

What do you want!

I asked the voice irritably.

"Is he good to you?" The voice asked again.

Of course it's good, otherwise, how could I have fallen into it step by step.

"You want him to be happy, don't you?" The voice asked.

Of course, I want Mo Han to be happy, but when I think that the person who can make him happy is not me, I am sad to death.

"So, will you make him happy? He wants you to be happy, and you make him happy, okay? ”

What do you mean?

"Give me your body, and you can still follow Mo Han. I will guard him for you, as I do now. I will take care of your family and friends. They'll all be fine, and so will Mo Han. ”

Everyone...... Will it be good?

"You are so painful, every day when you look at Mo Han, you have to remember that he doesn't love you. Isn't it good to love silently? Everything in this world has a price, you have enjoyed Mo Han's kindness to you for so long, and for Mo Han's happiness, are you unwilling to do a little thing? ”

Like, I'm selfish......

"You want him to be happy, don't you?" The voice asked tirelessly.

Scenes from the past with Mo Han flashed back to me, and indeed, I may have enjoyed happiness that no one else could experience.

So, is it time to pay off the debt?

I wish Mo Han happiness.

I said to the voice.

"Then give me your body, and I will make Mo Han happy. Debts owed must be repaid. Mo Han will be happy, and everyone will be fine, okay? ”

As long as I give up my body?

Mo Han will be happy, and everyone will be fine......

I remembered that I never seemed to have seen Mo Han smile so much, it turned out that he had never been happy......

So, so be it......

Let Mo Han be happy.

The thought only appeared for a moment, and I felt a powerful external spiritual force sweeping through my body at a rapid speed, and my consciousness seemed to be pulled into a bottomless vortex by an invisible hand.

It seems that after a long time, I regained some consciousness in an extremely difficult state.

It's so dark......

It's quiet......

What is this place? Am I the only one?

I tried to open my eyes, but I couldn't seem to do that.

"You should disappear." Suddenly, such a voice sounded.

Why should I disappear?

"You stole his tenderness from Mo Han for the person he loves the most, you damn it!" The voice said.

I suddenly remembered what another woman's voice had said to me before I came here.

"You're just a replacement, you shouldn't exist."

"Substitutes, used should be thrown away."

That's right......

If you use it, you can throw it away, how does it feel a bit like toilet paper......

"Who are you?" I asked.

The voice was silent.

Just when I thought the darkness was going to die again, the voice sounded again.

"Disappear, if you disappear, Mo Han will be happy."

Why did Mo Han be happy when I disappeared?

I was puzzled, but the voice repeated the sentence over and over again, and I was a little irritated to hear it.

"It's noisy! Shut up! I roared, and the world fell silent again.

I'm the only one again.

I unconsciously remembered Mo Han again.

He, will he come?

Or is he already living happily with that woman?

A reluctance crossed my heart.

Just thinking like this, a bright light appeared not far away, and Mo Han's figure also appeared in that bright light.

I was overjoyed, and I immediately wanted to chase after it, but I found that I couldn't move at all. This situation is a bit like a dream, I can't control my body, and I can't shout.

I could only stare wide-eyed at the bright light where Mo Han appeared, and gradually recognized that it was the Tianchi Galaxy under the snow maple forest.

I suddenly had a bad premonition, and I subconsciously wanted not to see it, but I found that I couldn't do it either.

In the bright light, sure enough, a woman walked to Mo Han's side with her back to me.

There was an indescribable familiarity in the background, and Mo Han turned around and hugged the woman into his arms.

Looking at the familiar beige coat on the woman's body, I finally recognized that it was me!

No, it's not me anymore!

The body has been controlled by that woman!

I wanted to rush over and question Mo Han, but I didn't know what to ask him.

He said we went our separate ways......

It was the second I hesitated that I heard the woman using my body to ask Mo Han, "What about Mu Zitong's soul?" ”

"Then the soul shouldn't exist." Mo Han replied without hesitation.

He said this sentence without any emotion, and my heart was once again overwhelmed.

The heart that had just eagerly awaited seeing him was as silent as ashes for a moment.

Shouldn't it exist......

Others say thousands of hurtful words, but they are not as good as Mo Han's fluttering sentence.

The urge to rush to him disappeared without a trace, and I cowered in the corner, desperately trying to escape, trying not to look at the two figures leaning together in the bright light.

They were talking about how much silver sand there was in the Tianchi Galaxy, how old the snow maple trees were in the snow maple forest, and they were also talking about the jar of wine that Mo Han had buried......

I couldn't hear what they were talking about, but I knew it, I knew it......

The happiness between them drives me crazy.

Sure enough, if I just disappeared, I wouldn't see their happiness, and I wouldn't be so miserable.

I should be gone......

The figures of the embracing people gradually blurred away, and as the light gradually dissipated, I curled up in the darkness, tired and uncomfortable like never before.

"Disappear...... If it's gone, it's not painful......"

Since even Mo Han said that, then ...... Just disappear......

It seemed like I could close my eyes, and my whole consciousness was sunk into the darkness.

In the darkness, it seemed that something was absorbing my consciousness, and I became more and more sleepy, and my consciousness became less and less awake.

This seems to be a precursor to the dissipation of the soul.

In this way, it's good, no one will drag it down......

Just as I was about to fall into a coma again, a dazzling light suddenly flashed in the darkness, dispelling the coldness of this darkness for me.

It seems to be a wedding ring that Mo Han specially forged for me......

I was stunned, and before I could confirm it, the light dimmed.

Once again, I was plunged into this chaotic darkness.

In the darkness of death, it was as if some invisible monster was wriggling, waiting for an opportunity to seize the power of my remaining soul.

There was a strange contagious power to this space, and the glimmer of hope I had for the appearance of the ring was once again eroded away in the darkness as time passed.

The diamond ring has never appeared again, perhaps, the flash just now, has used up all the mana in the ring.

The darkness and its coldness corroded me, and the picture of Mo Han and the woman snuggling up together was turned out in my mind one by one, and I couldn't escape it.

Negative emotions are getting more and more, almost filling up the whole consciousness.

My consciousness was about to pass out again, and the ring once again glowed with a dazzling white light, dispelling the eerie chill.

Is the ring protecting me? Won't let me sleep?

Does that mean that Mo Han is also protecting me?

However, Mo Han said that I should not exist......

He forgot to take the ring back......

The thought killed my hope for the ink cold, and the coldness in the darkness was no longer directed at me, but instead flocked to the place where the ring glowed.

I don't know if it's because Mo Han let the ring recognize me, but I clearly feel the attack of that cold aura on the ring.

After two attacks, the mana of the ring has been consumed a lot.

The ring is the only thing here that has anything to do with Mo Han, and I don't want the ring to have an accident, so I try my best to snatch the ring.

My hand seemed to be able to move, and I grabbed it hard in the direction of the bright light before, and I really grabbed a small hard object in my hand.

Before I could do anything, the ring cleverly followed my ring finger and fell back on my finger.

The feeling from the root of my fingers reminded me of Mo Han's proposal under the tree at the junction of yin and yang, and my heart warmed up in an instant.

"Mu'er, don't be afraid."

Mo Han's voice suddenly sounded, and I was busy looking around, but I couldn't see anything, let alone sense his ghostly energy.

"Mu'er, this is the voice I left in the ring. If you hear it, it means that your soul is no longer able to control your body. Don't be afraid, stay there obediently, I'll come and take you out. ”

Mo Han !!

In an instant, I was so moved that I didn't know what to say except for his name.

This darkness that can't be seen is not so terrifying in an instant.

I held the ring and waited for Mo Han with hope.

However, time seems to have passed extraordinarily long.

I don't know how long it has been, but Mo Han hasn't appeared yet. But I heard another voice: "He won't come to save you." ”

Ignore you! Mo Han will definitely come!

"He just wants to trap you here so that you don't go out and ruin his happiness."

Swindler! I don't believe you!

"That ring is not a soul protector artifact at all, it's a soul eater!"

You're the soul eater! The ring that Mo Han gave me was a soul protector!

"His words are just to trap you in the ring."

Talk nonsense! Talk nonsense! Talk nonsense!

I just ignored the annoying voice while holding the ring, which probably didn't know what to say, and quieted down, and I slowly had a physical presence in this space.

After waiting for a long time, Mo Han never appeared.

I rubbed the ring, still a little lonely: "I really want to know how Mo Han is......"

Before the words fell, a large ball of light appeared not far away, which was the background of Mo Han and the woman clinging together.

My good mood disappeared in an instant!

The woman who occupied my body was holding Mo Han and talking to Mo Han at the same time: "Mo Han, Mu Zitong's soul really doesn't have to worry?" ”

"Hmm." Mo Han answered, and my heart was dull.

"She really can't escape your ring?" The woman asked again.

Mo Han's face was expressionless: "It's just a weak living person, how can you escape." What's more, I left her a message, and she would wait inside with all her heart. ”

The woman chuckled, "You're still so thoughtful. Mu Zitong's soul was so afraid that it would be swallowed up by the ring, and she would not have thought that those words were you bluffing her. ”

"Mortal only." Mo Han only had a bare in his eyes.

How so......

Mo Han won't lie to me!

Why is this happening!

"Mo Han, when is our marriage going to be?" The woman asked again.

"Naturally, our marriage must be handled well, and it will be held grandly in the Hades Palace."

The woman happily held Mo Han: "What about Mu Zitong's wedding?" ”

"It's just perfunctory."

Perfunctory......

The heartache is indescribable, and the ring between the fingers seems to be open for a moment as if it is a big mouth that eats people.

I took off the ring and wanted to throw it out, but my arm was raised high, and just as I was about to throw it out, I clenched the ring again and curled up on my knees.

This is the last thing Mo Han left me, even if my soul is gone, I have to hold it!

It's just that there is no hope in my heart.

That cold feeling came, the ring was protected by me, and the cold sentimentality could not hurt the ring, so it could only attack me.

I've always been a person who likes to look at the optimistic side of everything, but there seems to be a special magic here, and since I entered here, those negative, negative emotions have taken over most of them.

At this moment, hearing Mo Han's words, I was even more discouraged, and let that cold feeling absorb the power of my soul.

The ring vibrated uneasily in the palm of my hand, and I didn't want to pay attention to anyone.

I was covered in indescribable exhaustion, my consciousness was sometimes blurry and sometimes sober, and I didn't care.

I can't get out of here, and Mo Han won't come to save me.

My mind was filled with such thoughts, and finally, I couldn't hold it anymore and collapsed.

At this moment, the sky was shining not far away, as if a bright light had been split into the dark night.

Do you want to see the picture of Mo Han and that woman falling in love with each other again......

I refused, and simply closed my eyes.

"Mu'er!"

Mo Han's anxious voice rang out, and I opened my eyes in surprise to see him lifting me from the ground into his arms.

"I'm late!" His tone was full of distress and self-blame.

I don't understand, isn't he with that woman......

"Mo Han......" I tried to call him, but found that my voice was weak and weak.

"I'll get you out of here." He frowned and tried to wrap me up, but I abruptly rejected him.

I don't want to go out and see him and the woman fall in love!

"Mu'er, be obedient, you can't stay in this place any longer." Mo Han's tone was a little more serious.

But I didn't want to care, "I'm not going out...... I just don't go out...... I'm just a substitute anyway...... A soul that shouldn't be there......"

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Mo Han interrupted me.

was murdered by Mo Han, and I felt even more aggrieved: "For you...... I'm just a superfluous ......."

"Mu Zitong!" For the first time, Mo Han stopped me in such a stern tone.

He looked at me, his eyes were more serious than ever: "I don't care what I show you here, but you remember, you are my wife, my cold woman, and it is by no means superfluous!" ”

"You can lose your temper, you can be petty, but you must not talk nonsense like this again!"

His tone was stern and domineering, and the first time he spoke in such a tone, I was stunned in place.

There was a moist sensation on his lips, and he forcibly kissed me. The picture of him with another woman frantically poured into my mind, and I subconsciously wanted to refuse Mo Han, but he was tightly bound and couldn't move.

It wasn't until much later, when those images disappeared, that the lingering kiss ended.

Mo Han stared at me, but still sighed, and tenderness and reluctance appeared in his eyes again.

He hugged me tightly and whispered in my ear, "You are the only one in this world, without you, I would really be dead in this life." ”

He gently rubbed my neck, and his words unconsciously brought three points of loneliness and loneliness: "Do you want to leave me a ghost wandering in the yin and yang worlds?" Without you, I'd be crazy......"

Without you, I'd be crazy.

This sentence was in my ears for a long time, and I suddenly remembered that night in Huaishu Village, Mo Han hugged me, and his eyes were lonely like never before.

He said he didn't want to be alone anymore.

I said, he's not a man, he's a ghost.

Looking back now, my heart is full of bitterness and sweetness.

"Mo Han......" I tentatively called out to him, and he let go of me a little and met my eyes.

"I'm here." He said.

"I ...... Saw a lot of ...... Bad things...... "I hesitated and was uneasy, "I ......" is a stand-in......

The soul was unprecedentedly tired, I looked at Mo Han, tried to speak several times, but failed to speak, and finally fell into a coma weakly.

It's just that before falling unconscious, it seems that a woman's voice was heard again: "He lied to you." It's just that the plan failed, so you can't die yet. ”

Nonsense! Mo Han came to save me! Still nonsense! Shameless!

I tried to argue with the voice, but my consciousness was so tired that I fell asleep.

When I woke up again, there was no longer that tiredness that made people dissipate. And Mo Han is by his side. When he saw me wake up, he leaned over and hugged me tightly for the first time.

Holding his cold body, my heart is extremely warm: "Mo Han ......"

"I'm here."

It's good you're here......

He kissed me, and it took a long time for the lingering kiss to end, and then I realized where we were.

"Yin and Yang Junction Tree?" I looked at the big tree above us with black and white fruits, and was slightly surprised.

Mo Han shook his head: "It's in the ring." He motioned for me to look around the area, "This is a space in the ring, modeled after the scene near the Yin and Yang Junction Tree, which can be used to nourish your soul. ”

I lowered my head, only then did I realize that I was still in the state of a soul, and Mo Han was not the entity when he was a ghost, but his primordial god.

"What about our bodies?" It won't be in the woman's hands!

Mo Han motioned for me to be calm: "In Mo Yu." ”

"Not snatched by someone else?" I'm a little apprehensive.

Mo Han shook his head: "No." ”

That...... What about the woman......

I secretly glanced at Mo Han, but saw that he was looking at me, and the peek happened to be discovered by him, so I suddenly felt a little weak and hurriedly looked away.

Just as I was about to bend my knees and hug my knees, Mo Han had already taken the first step to hug me into his arms.

"Mu'er, the biggest feature of the Lost Soul Devouring Array is that it can grasp the crack in the human heart, expand this crack infinitely, make people hallucinate, repeatedly torture this person's soul, and finally devour it clean."

As he spoke, he let go of me and cupped my face: "Did you see a terrible hallucination after I left?" ”

Those...... Are they all hallucinations?

No, I saw the woman before Mo Han left.

"What did you tell me when you left?" I asked Mo Han.

"I'll let you wait for me where you are."

"What else?" I had a glimmer of hope.

Mo Han shook his head: "No, that's it." When I saw you nod my head in agreement, I went to break the formation. ”

Could it be that when he turned around, I was already in a hallucination?

That's right! And one more!

"What about Lan Tianyou? Have you seen him! "It was because I was sure that Lan Tianyou was not an illusion, and then I was sure that the appearance of that woman was not an illusion.

Mo Han shook his head: "No, when I came back from breaking the formation, I saw you lying there alone, so I knew something was wrong." ”

He said with three more points of chagrin, "I thought that if I went to break the formation, all the attacks of the formation would fall on me, and if you were separated from me, you would be safe." Unexpectedly, there was a second set of Lost Soul Eater Array there. ”

In other words, in fact, Lan Tianyou is also an illusion......

Catching a glimpse of Mo Han's hand, I asked him, "When you came back, did I have a wound on my hand?" ”

Mo Han's eyes were filled with distress: "Yes, there is a residual breath of Wuji Jade, did you draw it yourself?" ”

I nodded, thinking that the wound and the pain were hallucinations as well.

Could it be that the illusion created by the Lost Soul Eater Array can't even be broken by pain?

I was stabbed in vain......

Mo Han lowered his head slightly, put his forehead against my forehead, and looked at me: "I don't know what hallucination you saw here, which made you lose all your thoughts." But, believe me, it's all fake, it's all an illusion created to devour your soul. ”

In this way, Mo Han did not betray me......

That woman didn't show up either?

"We ...... No...... Parted? I asked with some trembling eyes.

Mo Han frowned: "No! He solemnly promised me, "No matter what happens, I will never break up with you." ”

"Mo Han ......" I was so moved that I didn't know what to say, "I should believe your ...... Sorry ......"

"Fool, I didn't get back in time." Mo Han comforted me distressedly, "The illusion of the Lost Soul Devouring Array is extraordinary, your cultivation is still shallow, and it is not easy to survive until now. ”

He lovingly dropped a kiss, and a raging fire ignited in his eyes that had always been calm: "I will definitely find out about this matter!" ”

Thinking of those hallucinations that frightened me, I nodded: "Check it out, don't let go of any of them!" ”

Let it go, can't you wait for them to harm me next time!

Mo Han crossed me up a little bit and took me away from the ring. According to him, I was tormented by those hallucinations for three days and three nights in that darkness.

This set of Lost Soul Devouring Array was improved in the later stage, and it was a hundred times more complicated than the one he had seen before Mo Han's seal, and it was even more tricky because it was a formation within a formation.

Mo Han was afraid of hurting me, so he was very careful when he broke the formation, and it took him most of the day. By the time he broke the first formation and came back to me, he couldn't see me anymore.

I was teleported into a rift space by a second, more subtle formation.

It took Mo Han more than half a day to crack the second formation, but he only found my body, and my soul had been pulled into that darkness.

When I returned to my body, I breathed a long sigh of relief when I saw the familiar outfit in Moyuli. Mo Han was next to me, and I was about to hug him, when I suddenly felt that something was wrong.

Mo Han's body seemed to be a little more transparent......

"Mo Han......" I was shocked, "are you injured?" ”

"It's just a small injury." He reached out to smooth my frowning brow, "Don't frown, you have to be happy." ”

"The body is transparent, how can it be a small injury!" I got out of bed in a hurry, ran to the side of the pool barefoot, and picked a black lotus for him.

Mo Han took it, picked a small petal and sent it to my lips: "The evil qi on that formation is too heavy, you eat a black lotus petal to stabilize your soul." ”

I opened my mouth and ate: "I'm fine, you can heal quickly!" Why is that formation so powerful! It can hurt you! It's so damning! ”

"It's not that formation...... Mo Han said as if he had thought of something, looked at me, and didn't say any more: "It's just a small injury, I refined the Black Lotus, you accompany me to heal." ”

Heal him with him...... It is...... Double ......

I nodded solemnly: "Okay!" ”

At this time, being reserved is a ball, and Mo Han's body is the most important thing!

He pinched my chin and gave me a kiss, then sat down and refined the black lotus to heal my wounds.

I sat on the side and looked at him, remembering what he had just said halfway through, a little confused, wondering what had caused him to be so badly injured.

If I had known, I wouldn't have wanted him to give me the repair.

However, since Mo Han didn't want to say it, then I wouldn't ask. In short, I believe in Him. If you know in the future, you will avenge Mo Han!

With the assistance of Black Lotus and Double Cultivation, it wasn't until the third day that Mo Han recovered most of his strength.

I let him continue to cultivate in Moyu, and chose to go home alone.

Mo Han was not at ease, but I insisted, he could only follow me, and called Xiaobai to protect me at any time.

Looking at the three-headed vicious dog beside me who blinked six big eyes and asked me for beef jerky, I felt that I would make a lot of contributions to the beef industry in the coming days.

I made it the size of a stuffed animal, evaded security at the train station, and put it in my backpack.

On the way, I thought about it, but I still called Lan Jingrun.