"Eh, it's okay, Brother Tianyu, I understand, after all, in your eyes, I am indeed an outsider." At this point, Li Xiaowan is very calm, and it is also an undeniable fact.

"Xiaowan, don't say that, you are Zheng's fiancée, how can you be considered an outsider? In fact, if you have to say that it is an outsider, then you have to count me as one. Feng Tianyu said abruptly, in the eyes of others, he is not an outsider.

Li Xiaowan didn't understand what Feng Tianyu meant at first, but suddenly remembered that Qi Xin'er had mentioned it before, saying that Feng Tianyu was not a child of the Feng family, and he must also be a person with an extraordinary story!

"Brother Tianyu, I have heard my friend mention your life experience, but she also said that the Feng family treats you as if you were your own child, so you must not be influenced by me." Li Xiaowan felt a little guilty in her heart, it was she who provoked a topic that Feng Tianyu did not want to touch.

"Really? What the truth is, only the parties themselves know, even if it is good to me, compared with Zheng and Yan'er, it can't be the same. Feng Tianyu's face gradually became solemn.

Li Xiaowan didn't know how to answer, and just when she was distressed, she heard Feng Tianyu ask: "Xiaowan, can you understand the feeling of being under the fence?" ”

"I feel the same way." Li Xiaowan blurted out.

"Then do you understand the feeling of striving for the top all the time, just to hear a word of appreciation? And if you are lucky enough to be praised, you will be happy for several days? Feng Tianyu seemed to be asking Li Xiaowan, but in fact he seemed to be asking himself.

"I don't really understand the latter things, Brother Tianyu, are you not happy in the Feng family?" Li Xiaowan asked tentatively.

"There is no so-called happiness and unhappiness, and it is not easy to live." Feng Tianyu's words became more and more profound, but Li Xiaowan could hear that in fact, he was not as good as Qi Xin'er said, at least she didn't feel the slightest heartfelt happiness from Feng Tianyu.

"Brother Tianyu, don't think about it so much, as you said, it's already very gratifying to be alive, like me, I never thought that I could live healthy and safe to this day." What Feng Tianyu just said made Li Xiaowan think of her troubled life.

"Xiaowan, listening to what you said aroused my curiosity, don't you mind opening your heart? I always felt like the two of us were in the same category. Feng Tianyu spoke very directly.

His miserable experience, except for Qi Xin'er and the parents and villagers who are familiar with him, no one else knows, should he be told? Maybe two people with the same disease can resonate more!

"Don't mind, don't hide it from Brother Tianyu, when I was five years old, one day, hateful human traffickers abducted my brother and sister at the same time, and my parents were also on the way to look for that day, they were ruthlessly run over their thin bodies by a speeding truck, so far, I have become an orphan completely, although it was later found out that it was because the truck driver was drunk driving, which led to the accident, and then considering that I was young, so I was given a lot of compensation, but so what, There used to be a happy family, but it was all gone overnight. ”

"After that, many people persuaded me, saying that people can't be resurrected after death, so I don't have to live so hard, but when I think of the tragic situation when my parents left, I can't bear to say that I can't bear to exchange my parents' lives for money, even if it is hard and difficult, I have never embezzled a cent."

"Fortunately, I did not give up on my life after all, and I secretly vowed in my heart that one day, I would find my lost relatives to comfort my parents' souls in heaven."

For more than ten years, I didn't know how many missing person notices I had printed and posted, and I had begged newspapers and TV stations to help me publish and insert them, but in the end, they were all lost in the sea and there was no news." Li Xiaowan revealed her heart to an unfamiliar person for the first time, but it was not as difficult to say as expected, but after saying it, her heart seemed to be much more relaxed.

"Xiaowan, I'm sorry, I touched your sad past, do you know these kites?" Feng Tianyu sighed in his heart, he couldn't imagine that Li Xiaowan's life experience was so bumpy.

"He doesn't know, except for my good friends and some people in my hometown who know the situation, he has never told anyone about my past, you are the first, and I hope you will be the last." Li Xiaowan said without concealment.

"Xiaowan, thank you for your trust, I understand." Why did he feel an inexplicable joy in his heart when he heard Li Xiaowan say that he was the first and the last, Feng Tianyu shook his head, he had seen all the winds and waves, how could he be swayed by speechless emotions.

"Brother Tianyu, I should thank you, thank you for being willing to listen to me talk about my own troubles." Li Xiaowan could see that Feng Tianyu had been listening carefully to her about her past.

"You're welcome, do you need me to help you find it?" In addition to sympathizing with Li Xiaowan's life experience, Feng Tianyu also saw her own shadow from her, she still has her biological brother and sister, although she has not found it yet, but there is always a hope, and she only knows that she is a wild child who was picked up by her current parents from the side of the road, and she doesn't remember everything in the past at all.

"Thank you Brother Tianyu for your kindness, but I don't want to look for it with such fanfare, I believe that as long as there is fate, I will definitely see you again." Although she has hesitated and despaired, Li Xiaowan firmly believes that one day, they will meet again.

"good luck, I hope you can get your wish in the near future." Feng Tianyu said, his eyes as dazzling as stars revealed all sincerity.

"Thank you, Brother Tianyu." Li Xiaowan didn't choose to ask back, because she knew that Feng Tianyu was not like herself, he was a person with status, so he would definitely not casually mention his dusty heart to outsiders, since this was the case, why bother asking.

Although it was a small detail, it won Feng Tianyu's further favor, and his attitude towards Li Xiaowan was gradually changing slightly, but it was so subtle that he didn't even notice it in time.

"Goo-goo..."Li Xiaowan's stomach screamed unhappily at this moment, but it was no wonder that her stomach capacity had always been larger than that of ordinary people, and in the early morning, she was changing clothes, putting on makeup, and choosing jewelry, and in the end, she only had time to drink a glass of milk.

"Xiaowan, you're hungry, presumably they won't be back at noon, if you don't mind, can you have lunch with me?" Feng Tianyu did not laugh at Li Xiaowan because of this.

"I definitely don't mind, don't hide it from Brother Tianyu, I'm indeed a little hungry." Li Xiaowan replied with a red face, but at this moment, in the eyes of others, it added a touch of charm to the original innocence, and Feng Tianyu couldn't help but be stunned.

"Brother Tianyu, why do you keep staring at me, is the makeup on my face? I don't usually wear makeup, but today I forced it on. Li Xiaowan unconsciously remembered someone in her heart, so she blamed him.

"No, it's good, let's dine first!" Feng Tianyu, who was discovered, did not look flustered because of this, but said extremely calmly.

"Okay, huh! Grandparents don't dine with us? Li Xiaowan suddenly thought that Feng Lingkite's grandparents were still on the second floor, and she was too forgetful to chat just now, but when she called them grandparents, she didn't feel the slightest awkwardness.

"Grandparents aren't with us, they have their own specific recipes, and because of my grandmother's deteriorating health, she's generally more quiet now." Feng Tianyu patiently explained, and carefully discovered the natural color on Li Xiaowan's face.

"I see, although it is the first time I have met my grandparents, the kindness and easy-going on their faces have deeply attracted me, Brother Tianyu, I really envy your family." Originally, I could have a happy family, but who would have thought that it would be gone overnight.

"Xiaowan, are you confused, won't we be able to become a family soon? You can feel the warmth that we can feel at that time. Feng Tianyu knew that Li Xiaowan remembered her bleak life experience again, so he reminded and comforted him in time.

"Brother Tianyu, you don't have to comfort me, I know that we have never been all the way, let alone become a family, and I don't want to live like a walking dead every day, even if it's only for one year, Brother Tianyu, since you know everything about me, then I... I just want to beg Brother Tianyu to help me. Li Xiaowan couldn't even take care of the good food in front of her, she felt like she had grabbed a life-saving straw, how could she let it go easily.

"Xiaowan, I can agree to other requests, but on this point, I really can't do anything, you should also know the character of my younger brother, he usually says the same, once the matter is determined, in him, there is no room for maneuver." Feng Tianyu said from the bottom of his heart that he really wanted to help Li Xiaowan, who was suffering from the same illness, but in the face of his younger brother, who had always been resolute, it was really difficult to find a reason to convince him, not to mention that in the final analysis, he was just fortunate enough to live under the haven of the Feng family, and when it came to the weight of speaking, I am afraid that he would not be as good as Xiaotong at night.

Li Xiaowan saw the look of embarrassment on Feng Tianyu's face, "Brother Tianyu, I'm sorry, I'm too abrupt, don't worry about it." ”