Chapter 42: Encounter and Questioning
When he touched the alarm clock, his movements moved, and then he raised the alarm clock in his hand, this alarm clock was incompatible with his room, and the price of everything in the bedroom was thousands of times that of it, but it was such a small thing that made Han Lengxuan lose his mind.
This is a birthday gift given to him by Shi Yuzhu in junior high school, I heard her say that she bought it after saving pocket money for a long time, and he still remembers her painful appearance at that time.
I remember that he was very disgusted at the time, which one of the people he knew was not the son of a family, and which of the things he gave was not a limited edition, just such a thing that could be bought casually on the street, he really couldn't look at it.
If it wasn't for Shi Yuzhu giving it to him, he would have thrown it away as garbage a long time ago, so that it wouldn't have been kept until now, and as for those limited edition gifts, he doesn't know where he threw them away.
It's still Shi Yuzhu's favorite panda pattern, although it's not very exquisite, but for Shi Yuzhu, who was only in junior high school, he really saved a long time to buy it, just with this intention, even if this panda alarm clock will damage his image, he is reluctant to throw it away.
He looked at the panda alarm clock in his hand in a daze for a long time, and finally he put down the alarm clock, stood up, picked up his coat and ran out, and he didn't even have time to respond to Uncle Zhang's call.
Shi Yuzhu also sat on the bed for a long time, after thinking about it, she still wanted to go out for a walk, although it was quite late now, but it was really not good to stay in the room like this on Chinese New Year's Eve.
Walking out of the door of his house, he felt even colder, Shi Yuzhu really wanted to turn around and enter the house, but finally opened his legs and walked forward slowly.
She wandered aimlessly on the road, fortunately the security in City B was good, otherwise she would have had an accident if she was a girl wandering alone on the road at ten o'clock in the evening.
It wasn't until she felt that this road was somewhat familiar, and she realized that this road was the direction to Han Lengxuan's apartment.
Suddenly her feet stopped moving, and she told herself to turn away at once, and not to go any further, but her legs kept going as if they were not at her command.
It wasn't until she finally stopped downstairs in the apartment building, she smiled wryly, and looked up at the top of the apartment building, where the highest floor was pitch black, and it was clear that its owner was not in the apartment.
It seems that Han Lengxuan stayed in the Han family's villa at the time, too, if she hadn't come here to eat the dishes he made before, how could Han Lengxuan leave his luxury villa and brave such cold weather to come here?
Shi Yuzhu stood upstairs and looked up for a long time, she felt that her legs were a little frozen before she felt that she should go back, anyway, there was nothing to shop, let's go back.
Shi Yuzhu turned around in disappointment, but was stunned the moment he looked up.
I saw Han Lengxuan, who was wearing a black windbreaker, standing a few meters away, there was still no expression on his handsome face, the cold wind was howling, it seemed that he was the only one in heaven and earth, and Shi Yuzhu could no longer see anything else.
Han Lengxuan just looked at her quietly and didn't speak, didn't ask her why she came here, Shi Yuzhu opened his mouth and didn't know what to say, or that it was not appropriate to say anything between them.
Shi Yuzhu looked straight at him, firmly remembered the figure of the other party, and then used her greatest willpower in this life to order herself to walk forward on her legs.
Approaching Han Lengxuan's side step by step, this road is not wide, so when Shi Yuzhu passed by Han Lengxuan, it was very close, so close that the hem of the other party's clothes that were blown by the wind were all on her legs.
Shi Yuzhu's eyes widened, her fists clenched and she walked past where Han Lengxuan was standing, she didn't look back, and the other party didn't open her mouth to stay, Shi Yuzhu just walked forward, and the distance between the two became farther and farther.
Just when Shi Yuzhu thought that the other party would not speak again, Han Lengxuan suddenly asked lightly, "Why can't we be the same as before?" ”
For Han Lengxuan, he has never changed, what has changed is Shi Yuzhu, it is she who has been avoiding him, refusing his approach, and widening the distance between them, he doesn't know why, he wants to question loudly in pain, but his self-esteem does not allow him to do this, but when he feels that Shi Yuzhu is getting more and more away from him, he still can't help it after all.
Shi Yuzhu didn't turn around, "We can't go back to the past." "You have a girlfriend, how can I dominate your tenderness, dominate your sight, and dominate your people like before? She couldn't be so selfish, and her conscience wouldn't allow her to do that.
Han Lengxuan asked in a low voice, "I don't understand. Shi Yuzhu tugged at the corners of his mouth, "You don't need to understand, I'm going home." "He never understood what he wanted for him.
"Yes, I don't understand, but I just know that you can't leave me!" Han Lengxuan suddenly stepped forward and grabbed her hand and yelled at her.
"Han Lengxuan!" Shi Yuzhu shook off his hand and yelled at him, "You can't be so selfish, you can't have both, you never think about my feelings!" ”
Seeing the tears on Shi Yuzhu's face, Han Lengxuan was shocked, "Am I selfish? Is it selfish to ask you to be by my side? But haven't you always been with me like this? Do you want to abandon me like Ruonan? ”
Shi Yuzhu bit his lip, "That's different, it's different, you should do it well, just think about it for me for more than ten years of friendship." Shi Yuzhu didn't want to look at Han Lengxuan anymore, turned around and strode home, wiping tears as he ran.
She shouldn't have come out, she should have stayed at home all the time, she knew that she would definitely not be able to control it, why couldn't she be firm? Shi Yuzhu, you have to be strong, you can't be so cowardly, you can't cry, you cry enough.
She didn't want to resent anyone, she knew that everything was her own doing, and Han Lengxuan didn't know her thoughts, so he was innocent, but he was angry with himself, who told her to fall in love with Han Lengxuan without her own strength, and she was cowardly and didn't dare to confess.
But she was still aggrieved, although she didn't explicitly confess to Han Lengxuan, but when she was a freshman in high school, she also said that she liked people like him, and even said that they made do with boyfriend and girlfriend, and even many people said in front of Han Lengxuan that the two of them directly made up a couple.
But she clearly remembered Han Lengxuan's expression at that time and what he said at that time, he seemed to be frightened at the time, his face was very repulsive, he retorted directly, "I only regard Shi Yuzhu as a brother for life, who would treat my brother as his girlfriend, I plan to live with Shi Yuzhu as a brother for the rest of my life, as for a girlfriend, of course I have to find a girlfriend that meets my requirements." ”
And Han Lengxuan's requirements for his girlfriend are also very clear to her, long hair reaches her waist, she looks pure and soft, her waist is thin and her buttocks are upright, her skin is fair, her personality is gentle, her family background is comparable to his, her cooking skills are also good, she can get out of the hall and enter the kitchen, Wu Qingyu meets all these requirements, so when facing Wu Qingyu, she will quit willingly.
After staying at home for a few days, Shi Yuzhu really couldn't stay any longer, she only felt that even being at home made her feel suffocated, and this place in City B was a memory between her and Han Lengxuan.
So she packed her bags and prepared to go back to school on the sixth day of the Lunar New Year.
This year's Chinese New Year is a little late, the eighth day of the Lunar New Year is February 14th, which happens to be Valentine's Day, and she arrived at school on the afternoon of February 13th.
She didn't sleep well in these days at home, and now she has been riding for more than 20 hours, and she is extremely tired physically and psychologically, so she only ate some New Year's goods she brought back, washed up, and hurried to bed.
After a good night's sleep, everything passed, and she didn't want to think about any sad things, but she didn't expect that she Shi Yuzhu had never been in love when she was so old, and she only liked Han Lengxuan alone, and her crush failed, and her life was too much of a failure.
She slept until noon the next day, and slept for more than ten hours, and when she got up, she was a little dizzy, and she didn't know what day it was.
Splashing a handful of cold water on his face, Shi Yuzhu hit a fierce spirit, the whole person was sober, stretched his waist, it was really comfortable, the depression in his heart seemed to have all dissipated, and Shi Yuzhu felt that he was about to regain his life in an instant.
Fortunately, the school canteen is still open, but only one is open, and there are few dishes, which is enough for her poor ghost, although after a year, her wallet is bulging a lot, but thinking of her parents' hard work, she feels reluctant to spend.
Shi Yuzhu was eating in a big gulp when his mobile phone suddenly rang, "Hey? ”
"Little bamboo! I'm Xiao Qian, when are you going back to school? Xiao Gan's hearty voice came from the phone.
Shi Yuzhu said while eating, "I arrived at school yesterday, how did I have fun during the New Year?" ”
"Why did you go back to school so early and didn't let me know." Xiao Qian complained on his mobile phone, "I'm bored at home, I don't dare to play more games, my parents are strict, and I don't feel comfortable at all." Since you're all back to school, I'm going back to school too. ”
Xiao Qian said that he really came over in the afternoon when he went back to school, and his home was in City A, which was very close, and he arrived at school in a few hours.
Shi Yuzhu wanted to go to the canteen for dinner again, but was pulled out by Xiao Qian.
Xiao Qian said as he walked in front, "Why is it so lively today?" "There are people coming and going on the street, it stands to reason that only half of the year has passed, and many people who have returned to their hometowns have not returned to City A, which is still relatively cold at this time.
Shi Yuzhu looked at the couples who were in pairs, most of the girls were holding a bouquet of flowers in their hands, "Today is Valentine's Day, so there are more people, but most of them are couples." ”
Xiao Qian took a closer look, and it was true, he didn't notice this because of his nerves, "I forgot about this holiday, hey, I'm a single dog, how can I have the energy to remember Valentine's Day." "Xiao Qian and Shi Yuzhu have never been in love, so they can't remember this holiday, Valentine's Day or anything belongs to those who have company.