Lu Sheng invited all the wealthy businessmen in the city, except for a few who had just made a fortune in the past two years, and I knew most of the others. It's just that my appearance has changed so much now that they don't recognize me.

Or maybe they just pretended they didn't recognize me.

The relationship between people is more or less like this, they are close to each other because they need each other, and they are repelled because they don't need each other. The cycle repeats, and the cycle repeats. Now that my family is forced to do this, Lu Sheng is still in the right time when the wind and water are rising, and no one will be stupid enough to offend Lu Sheng for me, an ex-wife who is not welcomed.

During the reception, I whispered to my aunt, "Who gave you the invitation card?" ”

"I'm your aunt," my aunt whispered to me, "but I'm also Zhou Ling." ”

Yes, the power of women can never be underestimated by men. A woman like my aunt, who is torn between the wealthy and powerful, should not be underestimated. It's really easy to get an invitation card for Lu Sheng's banquet.

In the banquet hall are five large tables, and one table can hold about ten people. I took a look and saw that they were all elite entrepreneurs in the city. It is not an exaggeration to say that these people occupy four-fifths of the city's money, and they are the top figures in the pyramid. And Lu Sheng seems to have stood at the top of the cutting-edge position, and he is the same for a while.

I never understood why my aunt brought me here, but she said let me eat, and I ate according to the rules. When Lu Sheng and Li Qinghe were toasting, she held me down and didn't let me get up. I didn't ask too much, and ate my meal in silence.

After the first round of toasts for the bride and groom, it's the guests' turn to toast. My aunt saw that it was about the same time, and whispered in my ear, "You go to the outer corridor." ”

When my aunt said this, I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, got up and walked out against the toasting crowd.

There were fewer people in the hallway, and the temperature seemed to be a little lower than in the banquet hall. If my aunt hadn't allowed it, I might have rushed out a long time ago. I used to be like that, I don't like to tell lies, and I don't like people telling lies in front of me. So when there is usually such an occasion to socialize, my dad rarely brings me here.

After Lu Sheng married me, he took me to socialize a few times, but I was not as circuitous as his thoughts. After a few socials, I was a little stiff, and he didn't take me there.

Li Qinghe is also a child, but judging from the situation just now, she is more like a wife than me. At the very least, she will try her best to change herself for Lu Sheng. Occasionally, there was a scene where she couldn't get off the stage because she spoke heavily, so she didn't hear it, and she blushed.

The door of the banquet hall opened again, and the noise rushed to the ceiling. As soon as the door closed, the sound became quiet again. I didn't look back to see who came out, still lying quietly on the railing and stunned me. It wasn't until the smell of wine beside me became strong that I saw Lu Sheng through the reflective side of the wall.

It's only been three years, and Lu Sheng has become more and more calm. He leaned against the railing next to me and quietly lit a cigarette for himself. After a round of toasting, his face flushed.

It wasn't until Lu Sheng finished smoking a cigarette that he rubbed his hands and said in a deep voice, "You still hate me, right?" ”

This question is really too unreckless, meaningless and substandard. My father's evaluation of Lu Sheng is very pertinent, Lu Sheng is the kind of person who has eighteen bends in one intestine. Even if he was drunk, if he wanted to ask something, he would find a way to turn around and ask it.

Even if Lu Sheng is so direct now, I will no longer be stupid and ask rhetorically: "Is it worth it?" ”

"Is it worth it?" Lu Sheng muttered and repeated my words, his melancholy expression did not seem to be fake: "You will finally think about the question of whether it is worth it for me one day." ”

said that he didn't hate Lu Sheng, that was false. To say that I am not sad to watch Lu Sheng and Li Qinghe receive blessings together, that is also false. Lu Sheng's existence is not just an ex-husband who makes me resentful, more often than not, we are a hurdle for each other.

The two of us have been entangled for too many years, from teenager to youth, from youth to adulthood. I can't get over this hurdle in any way, either I can't move forward because I am tripped up, or I am stumbled all over my body after passing through it.

"Hate, I hate you." This is not a false accusation, four words, four years. Every word carries a bloody hatred: "You may never imagine how much I hate you." ”

I was expressionless and said slowly, "But like I said, it's not worth it anymore." ”

"Lu Nuo," Lu Sheng lit another cigarette, maybe he wasn't used to the way I looked now, he always paused for a few seconds when he spoke: "I haven't married Qinghe yet." ”

In my memory, Lu Sheng had never called my name so seriously, and his attitude towards me was always casual. As if he had done to me, he had never used the slightest bit of sincerity. Lu Sheng's words made me hear too many emotions, and his emotions made me puzzled, and I couldn't say what kind of mood it was.

If it had been earlier, I would have always been more concerned about Lu Sheng's affairs than my own. In the past, Lu Nuo would pull him cry and ask him why he didn't marry Li Qinghe, and he would wonder if he didn't marry Li Qinghe because of me.

But now, I'm just looking at the reflective side ahead with a blank face. The man in the reflective side has not changed much, he is decent, capable and introverted.

And the me inside has changed too much. I'm wearing a thick winter coat in winter, but I'm already thin. His face was pale, and his eyes were large and hollow.

The fear of violence is always deeply ingrained, and it is most devastating to a person, both mentally and physically...... Although Lu Sheng never beat me, he was the culprit who caused my three years of life as a pig and dog. Beaten every day, scolded every day, raped every day, tortured every day. I can't wait to show Lu Sheng everything that happened to me, and show him everything.

Let him know what I've been through, and he can't ask me lightly if I hate him.

I swallowed my mouth full of blood and closed my eyes.

Lu Sheng said: "Lu Nuo, what I said in the supermarket last time was serious. As soon as our divorce agreement takes effect, Qinghe and I will get married. You don't hate me, that's for the best. If you hate me, I can't help it. I owe you so much more than I can pay you back. ”

"In the future, we will try to avoid the occasions we will encounter!" Lu Sheng completely issued an expulsion order to me: "Lest everyone remember the past." ”

As he spoke, the door to another banquet hall not far away was opened. In the noisy greetings, what was sent out was a middle-aged man with a shiny head.

Seeing the man's face clearly, the expression on my face stiffened even more, and the palms of the hands in my pockets trembled violently in the invisible space.

If the person I hate the most is Lu Sheng, then this man can definitely be ranked second.