Am I blind?

This thought came to me, and I was suddenly awakened by a little dazed, and now I tried to open my eyes wide, and when I opened them to the fullest, I finally felt the light, and the vague vision.

I found myself still in Qin Liluo's dormitory, the room was empty and there was no one.

"Qin Liluo, Qin Liluo?"

I shouted twice, but there was no response, so I hurriedly got up from the bed, tried to look around, and finally found a card at the bedside table.

I picked up the card and put it in front of me, only to find that it was actually Qin Liluo's student card.

On the sign, the plain-faced Qin pear is as beautiful as the sky, and there is a little more pure student atmosphere, smiling, like a warm breeze in spring.

And below, I saw the name.

Qin Yuan?

What, she is not called Qin Liluo, but Qin Yuan?

Or, is the name of "Qin Yuan" just her pseudonym?

My brain still hurts, and there is a faint throbbing sensation in the wound, which is obviously the sequelae of being knocked yesterday, but what worries me the most is my eyesight.

Anything I look at at at the moment feels dark and dreary, and I can't see it at all unless it's in front of me.

Is this the reason why the stick came down?

I'm a little panicked, after all, eyesight is an extremely important thing for anyone to perceive the world, the first is vision, followed by hearing, taste and touch, if you become blind now, it's basically useless.

What's more important is that if I become a blind man, my next catastrophe will become a mirror, and at that time, wouldn't I have only one dead end?

When I think of this, my heart suddenly dies and I feel that my whole life is extremely dark.

I got out of bed, fumbled my way to the bathroom, and glanced in the mirror in front of the washstand.

In the mirror, I am a man with a mummified head and a pale face, and even if his eyes are opened to the maximum, they are squinting, and they are as miserable as they can be.

So that's what I look like, huh?

It's a shame that when I fell asleep yesterday with the quilt that exuded the fragrance of Qin Liluo, I was still a little proud in my heart, thinking that it was my handsomeness that made Qin Liluo so good to me, and even gave up my most private nest.

Now that I think about it, people really just pity me.

If you don't know me, just throw me on the side of the street with this miserable appearance, and I guess no one will care.

I was a little sad, a little sad, and depressed.

And just then, the door opened, and someone walked into the room.

My alertness was very high, and I almost subconsciously hid back, and then I heard Qin Liluo's voice coming: "Hou Mo? Are you in the bathroom? ”

I breathed a sigh of relief, pushed the door open, and said well, just got up.

Qin Li carried something in his hand, put it on the desk, and then said to me: "I just went out and bought some towels, toothbrushes and other toiletries, and I also went to the cafeteria to give you breakfast, is it okay to have soy milk in buns?" ”

I nodded and said yes, yes.

Qin Liluo walked up to me, held my temples with both hands, and put a pair of thumbs against my forehead, looked at me for a while, and said, "It's okay to look at, your recovery is faster than I thought, this is good." Okay, do you eat first, or wash first? ”

I said I'll wash it.

I took the towel and toothbrush, went into the bathroom, Qin Liluo stood at the connection between the bathroom and the room, and said to me: "What I said yesterday, sure enough, when I went to the small supermarket outside the school just now, I saw several familiar people, and I saw them last time when I went to the Qiujiabai pier." That guy from Shang Dahai is really ready to report, and he is estimated to be waiting for you at various exits of the school, as long as you go out, you will be able to know. ”

I carefully washed my face, started brushing my teeth, and took the time to say, "Really? ”

Qin Liluo said No, do you know, one of them also recognized me, ran over to greet me, and gave me a printing slip with your portrait printed on it, so that I could help find you. I almost couldn't help laughing, these guys are really looking for people......"

She was talking next to her, with a smile on her face, and I was halfway through my toothbrush, and for some reason, my nose was sore.

Seriously, I don't know why, not only did my nose hurt, but I couldn't help but cry.

Qin Liluo was still talking beside him, and it took a while to find out, a little surprised.

She said, "Oh, what's wrong with you?" What the hell is wrong with you? Let me tell you, it's okay, don't be afraid, they don't dare to come in, even if they do, they are just looking for some ordinary people to come and help find people, and it is impossible to enter my dormitory. As long as you don't go out, I can promise you......

I took a deep breath, wiped away my tears, then spit out the foam in my mouth and said softly, "Miss Qin, I'm blind." ”

"What?"

Qin Liluo didn't react at first, what did he say was blind?

I said I couldn't see anything, and when I woke up in the morning, when I opened my eyes, it was dark, and I couldn't see things clearly. Until now, you are in front of my eyes, it is a layer of fog, you don't speak, I can't recognize you, you need to be very close......

I told her, Qin Liluo was silent for a while, and then said: "You, this should be the sequelae after the impact, don't think too much, what is the situation, let's go to the hospital to take a look, and then make sure." ”

I smiled bitterly and said that you also said just now, there are fat people everywhere outside, I don't want to go to the hospital, even if I go out, I guess I have to slaughter the situation last night, and I can basically feel their attitude, that is, if you don't kill me, you won't give up.

Qin Liluo said it's okay, I'll go outside to investigate.

She didn't comfort me much, packed her things, carried a bag, and went out.

There was silence in the room again.

I sat on the bed and thought about it for a while, I don't know why, I inexplicably felt that Qin Liluo, if there was no conflict, it would still be warmer.

She didn't say anything nice, nor did she deliberately take care of her, but she gave warmth to people in every detail, making people feel her delicacy and beauty.

Speaking of which, this should be the education and literacy that everyone has received since childhood.

I got out of bed, sat on a chair, and looked at the soy milk in the enamel jar, and the buns in the paper bag.

The soy milk is added with a little sugar, it is still hot, and it tastes like a very strong bean flavor, the bun is not delicious, but it is very porcelain, three or two bites, the warm satiety feeling, my low mood is dissipated at once.

I had breakfast, washed the enamel jar, and sat down at my desk.

The desk was facing the window, and through the gap in the curtains, I could feel the sunlight shining in, the warmth, like a light, shining into my haze heart.

I don't know why, but suddenly a person's voice came to my mind.

He told me to go north.

Then he pointed to his heart and told me that there I would definitely have my own opportunities there.

I recalled all kinds of things that happened when I came to Yanjing, these things, I did them very casually, whether it was the location of the overlord meal, or the things I did, but in the end, I found that I didn't jump out of this river and lake after going around and around.

When I wasn't a nightcrawler, I had no idea that there was so much going on beneath the surface.

But when I entered the circle, I found that I had no way to break free.

At this point, I have completely figured it out, no matter how carefully I do it, as long as I have done it, in other people's land, as long as I want to investigate, I will not be able to hide.

So I'm a little worried about Liu Na and Hecheng at the moment.

Even if she has the care of that white old man, I am still very concerned.

As for my eyes at the moment, I can only be at ease.

When I really wanted to open it, I suddenly realized that between life and death, I didn't care so much.

On the contrary, it was the peace of mind when I slept under the quilt last night that I missed.

If something like this hadn't happened to me, then even if I was so close to Qin Liluo, it was estimated that there would still be two worlds after all.

It's hard to imagine that we are in a small space at this moment, spending the night.

Qin Li had been gone for a long time, and she didn't come back until almost noon, and this time, she didn't come back alone, she also brought someone else.

It was a girl, I couldn't see the specific appearance, but a little girl with a weak personality.

Her body has a faint fruity scent.

It's an orange.

Qin Liluo introduced me and said that this was a friend of hers, named Tong Xiaomi, who was a graduate student at Yan University School of Medicine, and was very interested in ophthalmology.

Tong Xiaomi stretched out her hand to shake me, her little hand was soft, smiling at me, saying hello.

As I got closer, I could feel the curiosity in her eyes and the faint doubt hidden inside.

I greeted her, and Qin Li fell to the side and whispered, "That...... I went to several nearby hospitals today, and I saw their people, those guys, it seems that they have spilled a net, so I thought about it for a while, and I have to find a friend to come over and check you first. ”

I said okay.

Tong Xiaomi asked me to sit down, then took out a flashlight and began to examine me.

She is indeed very professional, whether it is the technique or the questions raised, I feel very powerful, even if the conditions are so simple, she can quickly judge according to the situation.

After checking everything clearly, Tong Xiaomi didn't tell me immediately, but glanced at Qin Li.

After the two of them went out, I pricked up my ears and heard Tong Mi and Qin Liluo whispering in the corridor: "His retina has almost completely fallen off, I won't tell you the complicated mechanism, just one point, he is this, basically in ten days, he will be completely blind......"

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