My head hurt more and more, and several times, different people and Mo Yin said the same thing: Li Ke, you have become weaker.

The faces, the words, all came to my head. The memory drifted back to a year ago, when Jiang Jun was framed by Sun Xiang, and with great difficulty, we rescued Jiang Jun. On the day I went to the police station to see Jiang Jun, it was raining heavily, and the rain drenched Xu Yi and me.

I walked in the rain with Xu Yi in despair, I had no energy, no mood, and no emotion, but I couldn't show anything. I smoked a cigarette and let the rain hit me, and the coldness of my bones spread all the way to the depths of my heart, all from the report of the medical examination.

I had never seen a physical examination, and that was the first time I went to the hospital for a full body examination. If it weren't for Xu Yi, who saw that I often had headaches and insisted that I go for a check-up, I might not know my physical condition. The test results showed that my body was seriously abnormal.

Glancing at the physical test sheet, my heart was cold. But Xu Yi was right next to me, and I could only force a smile and pretend to be calm. I threw the test sheet in the trash, and I told Xu Yi that I was just too tired, but only I knew that something was wrong with my body.

I don't know what disease I have, but my heart is very disturbed. Later, while Xu Yi was asleep, I secretly went to the hospital once, and I also asked Jiang Jun to keep an eye on Xu Yi for me to avoid danger. Jiang Jun only thought that I was going out to investigate the case, so he agreed.

Sitting in the doctor's office, the doctor suggested that I do a more comprehensive examination, because I often had a headache and cold sweats, and the doctor focused on my brain. The test results came back, a brain tumor. The doctor told me that I had to be hospitalized immediately and that I had to take therapeutic measures.

It was still raining outside the window, and the heavy rain was falling on the glass window bit by bit, and the listeners were even more upset. I kept everything hidden, the doctor prescribed medicine for me, I was secretly eating it all the time, and I didn't want anyone to worry about me, especially Xu Yi and my mother.

I wanted to solve all the cases as soon as possible and then proceed with treatment, but after that, the cases and mysteries became more and more, and the danger touched me and Xu Yi, and I had no chance to be treated, so I could only rely on medicine to maintain my health. But day after day, my skills weakened, my memory deteriorated, my head hurt more and more, and my body became worse and worse.

I deliberately concealed it, but what I didn't expect was that the test sheet that I threw into the trash can was actually seen by Moyin, and since then, Moyin has been following me. My hands were shaking, and if I hadn't mentioned it, I would have forgotten about it.

When I really realized the importance of life, I saw many people dying in the hospital. Dr. Liu is gone, he made me feel the fragility of life, Dr. Zhou's illness made me know how small people are in the face of illness. I wanted to let go of everything, go to treatment, and spend a good life with Xu Yi and my mother, starting from my suspicion of Xu Yi.

I told Xu Yi that I wanted to quit my job, and that was the first time I wanted to let go of my ideals. However, Xu Yi was gone, and I had to shoulder my responsibilities again.

In addition to Moyin, there are two other people who know about my condition, one of whom is Dr. Zhou. In City B, I took Xu Yi for a physical examination, Xu Yi's body was always cold, she often had nightmares, saying that she was put together, and her body was also very weak.

At Xu Yi's request, I once again went for a full body examination with her. It's just that I have already asked Dr. Zhou to hide it for me. Dr. Zhou put our test results on the table in front of Xu Yi, but my one had already been manipulated.

Dr. Zhou told Xu Yi that I was fine, but I was too tired. This is my first and only lie to Xu Yi. At that time, only I knew how much my heart hurt, and I didn't expect that one day I would cheat Xu Yi in such a way. Xu Yi's world is only me, and my mother's world is only me, and I can't imagine how they will react when they learn about my condition.

So, I've been hiding it all along. Dr. Chow's main focus is not brain disease, he knew my problem and found the best doctor in the hospital for me, who told me that it was a few months before the first sign of the disease and that it was best to treat it immediately. I still refuse, there are too many mysteries, too many dangers, I don't want the people around me to be in danger, only by solving the case, I can feel at ease.

I relied on medicine to maintain my health, and I have continued to this day, and every time I take medicine, I dare not let anyone see it.

Dr. Zhou hid it for me, and another person hid it for me, and he was also another person who knew about my condition: Shen Cheng.

Shen Cheng knew about this incident when I was injured in Yu City. The first time Wang Xin, Tanuki and Jiang Jun met together, it was also the last time the three of them met together. In that shabby little rental house, a tanuki bullet grazed my arm and I was poisoned.

When I woke up in the hospital, I immediately asked Shen Nuo and Jiang Jun where my examination report was, but Shen Nuo told me that it was with her brother. It didn't take long for Shen Cheng to enter the ward, and he directly threw the examination report in a bag to me. When I talked to Shen Cheng alone, although we didn't say it explicitly, Shen Cheng told me between the lines that he didn't tell anyone about my situation.

It was Shen Cheng who did the hospitalization for me, and it was he who connected with the doctor, my life was dying, and it was inevitable to do a full body examination in the hospital, and thanks to Shen Cheng, this secret could continue to be hidden.

But everything was exposed at this moment. The bitterness that had been lost for a long time came to my heart in an instant.

"Poor man, there must be something hateful, Li Ke, you are so arrogant, so arrogant that you can't even notice that you have become weaker, how long do you have to endure it, I keep telling you, don't check it anymore, you just don't listen, do you know, if you check it again, you don't need others to kill you, you will die at your own hands!" The murky voice became a little agitated.

The words of the murmur shook me, and I have always thought that this disease makes my body feel pain the most, and this pain is bearable for me, and I feel that I have the ability to solve all the cases, and at that time, I will be able to treat the disease with peace of mind, and be with my relatives and lovers with peace of mind.

But after Mo Yin said these words, I realized that I had really changed. My heart was full of confusion and worry, and I began to wonder if I was really capable of solving the case again and finding out the black hand behind the scenes.

Mo Yin's shoulders trembled: "Li Ke, everything is your own choice, you have worked hard enough, why do you still have to carry all the burden on yourself?" You participated in the game, I waited and helped according to the agreement, but your body has become like this, how to carry out the agreement! ”

I suddenly noticed that the murky voice was choked. I had a splitting headache, I didn't have the strength to think about what Mo Yin said, I don't know if it was a psychological effect, when everything was exposed, I felt that my whole body had no strength, and I even had a feeling: I was about to become a waste.

I sat down on the ground, spinning around.

The glory of the police academy career flashed through my mind scene by scene. I don't love fame, but when I compare the past me with the current me, how bleak it feels. Others may not be aware of it, because only I know how difficult it is and how much help I get from others to solve the case.

In this world, the most unbearable thing is injury. Birth, old age, sickness and death, the rules of nature, in the face of disease, people can resist, but people's resistance is like a mantis arm blocking the car.

"Li Ke, I advise you one last time, go for treatment, while the disease will not endanger your life, let go of all the burdens on your body, no one will bother you again, leave with peace of mind. Because, there are more than a few people in this world who care about you......"