"Go ahead." He Liang took Hengyan in his arms and said, "It's okay to go and relax." ”

He Liang didn't know that Hengyan had been a little restless recently, but He Liang felt it after cutting his hand that time, instead of letting him think about it here, it was better to let him go out and sort out his emotions.

In fact, He Liang is also afraid, afraid that Hengyan and Ji Mingyu will rekindle their old relationship.

In the years when he left, Heng Yan had too many things with him, and there was no shadow of him He Liang in these things, he had been missing Heng Yan for so many years, he tried his best to make up for it, but he was afraid that he would not be able to make up for such a big gap.

It has always been his original intention to make Hengyan happy, whether to be with Ji Mingyu or with him is Hengyan's own choice in the final analysis, if being with Ji Mingyu can make Hengyan happy......

Thinking of this, He Liang didn't dare to think about it, he was not so generous, and he hadn't come that far now, he really didn't know what choice he would make if it really came to that time.

This night, the two of them had their own thoughts and had insomnia at the same time.

Estimating that Hengyan might stay there for a night, He Liang specially went to the community supermarket to buy him a bunch of dry food and stuffed it in his bag, Hengyan didn't know about the stinky problem of not eating on time.

When sending Heng Yan to the station on Saturday, He Liang looked at the moment when Heng Yan, who was carrying a schoolbag and looked like a student, waved goodbye to him, and the uneasiness in his heart was like boiling boiling water.

He suddenly regretted letting Hengyan go to the north alone.

"Do you want me to come with you?" He Liang asked uncomfortably before Hengyan left, but Hengyan just waved his hand and said, "No." ”

Hengyan took the ticket and sat in the waiting room, looking at all the train information displayed on the big screen, and suddenly had a feeling when he was in school, at that time, every time he went to the north, his mother desperately stuffed him with food in the suitcase, as if the famine in the north would starve him to death.

Seeing that his train number was displayed at the ticket gate, Heng Yan took out his mobile phone and was about to tell He Liang about checking the ticket, but the information couldn't go out, and He Liang's phone came out first.

"Checked the ticket?"

There is still the horn of the car on He Liang's side, it should be on the way, and he has not yet arrived at the hospital.

Hengyan smiled and said to He Liang: "Did you install a camera on me?" ”

"I'm afraid you'll fall asleep in the waiting room, so I'll give you a call to remind you."

"I'm not a pig, how can I fall asleep in such a short time?" Heng Yan took the ticket and handed it to the staff at the manual ticket gate and said, took the ticket with a hole, and Heng Yan went downstairs with the flow of stairs.

"You...... You'll be back the day after tomorrow, right? ”

He Liang didn't know why he asked this question, but he always had the illusion that he didn't know when he would come back after Hengyan had passed.

"Fool."

"Huh?"

Hengyan stood at the tuyere and said to He Liang: "Fool He Liang! ”

He Liang looked at the red light in front of him, slowed down the speed of the car, and let out an "ah" with a puzzled expression.

"The car is coming." Heng Yan looked at the red train coming from afar and said, "You drive slower on the road." ”

"Okay, I see."

Hengyan searched for a long time with his schoolbag on his back before finding his seat and sat down, and sent a WeChat message of "has been on the bus" to Gu Bei's Wang Ba calf.

The noisy sound next to him, Hengyan couldn't sleep even if he wanted to, looking at the trees whistling outside the window, he couldn't help but sigh in his heart.

There has never been a problem of distance, the distance that can be solved by a ticket or a ticket is not called far, what is really far is actually the distance between two people.

He and Ji Mingyu walked too far, as if two people were standing at the poles of the earth, and the sense of distance was there, and it would not change.

In fact, he and Ji Mingyu both knew in their hearts that they couldn't go back to the past, but the past was stubbornly pestering them and not letting go, maybe Hengyan was the only one trapped inside.

Hengyan sent the ticket to Gu Bei yesterday, and Gu Bei hurriedly answered his phone call today, telling him to wait for him at the exit and hang up the phone. Just now he sent Gu Bei a WeChat message, but Gu Bei didn't reply for a long time.

Heng Yan frowned and looked at his face printed in the window, was Gu Bei playing with him?

If Gu Bei gets married, those media will definitely smell some rumors and want to release the news, and even if it is a low-key marriage, the groom should be preparing for the wedding at this time, but listening to the noise on the other end of Gu Bei's phone, Gu Bei is obviously filming.

The cranky Hengyan looked at the text message sent by He Liang on his phone: Have a good trip.

I didn't know how to reply to him for a while, so I replied to He Liang with a "um" in half a day.

There are many people who come to the north to work, the metropolis, the job is easy to find, Hengyan also took a fancy to this at the beginning, after graduating from the college entrance examination, he wanted to come to the north to study, and he would stay in the north in the future.

Who knows that after staying for so many years, earning a lot, losing a lot, and finally being like a puppy in the water, he pitifully packed up his bed and went back to the south.

In fact, after returning to the south, Hengyan will miss the heating in the north from time to time, and if he is asked to say something that the north misses, I am afraid it will be Gu Bei.

That forgetful guy, it's hard for him to get along with rebirth, why Gu Bei is obsessed with rebirth, Hengyan doesn't know, but the reason is no longer important, looking at Gu Bei's appearance of happily showing off his object every day, in fact, Hengyan also has a little jealousy in his heart.

If Gu Bei could teach him how to quickly forget a person, remove Ji Mingyu from his mind and delete it, he would be able to live happily with He Liang.

There is no need to feel a little guilty about He Liang from time to time like now.

Heng Yan opened the schoolbag and looked at the schoolbag that He Liang stuffed for him to eat, he was stunned at first, and then couldn't help laughing, no wonder He Liang didn't let him open the schoolbag, if he saw it, he would definitely take these things down.

Hengyan took out a pack of Fuji family, and just took out one to eat, the child in the opposite seat had already stretched out his hand to grab the lollipop in Hengyan's hand.

The middle-aged woman holding the child smiled embarrassedly at Hengyan, and then said to the child in her arms who was not fluent in speech: "Be good, don't rob my brother's things, mom will get out of the car and buy it for you." ”

Heng Yan handed the lollipop in his hand to the middle-aged woman and said, "It's okay, I still have it." ”

The woman in the opposite seat kept saying "thank you" to Hengyan, and then peeled off the candy paper and put it in the child's hand, and the child who was holding the lollipop to eat smiled at Hengyan with satisfaction.

I really envy these children, at least they live cleanly, they don't have to think about all kinds of messy things like them, when they were young, they envied adults, they envied that they could make their own decisions about everything, and when they grew up, they envied children, and envied that they had someone to help them do everything.

"Are you going to school in the North?" The middle-aged woman looked at Hengyan and asked.

"No, I'm going to a friend's wedding."

"I saw you carrying a school bag, and I thought you were ......," the middle-aged woman smiled awkwardly and said, "You look so small." ”

"It's almost thirty."

"Huh?" The woman in the opposite seat was a little frightened, she was only thirty-two this year, and compared to Hengyan, it was the feeling of aunt and little fresh meat, "I really envy you, like me, I have already given birth to two children, the eldest child is in kindergarten, and my main energy is now on this little thing, making trouble." ”

"Don't envy me, I have a lot of things to worry about." Hengyan waved his hand and said.

Hengyan is living a bad life now, he doesn't even have a serious job, and he barely survives on the money he earned before, and he is also a mess emotionally.

"You're thirty, how old is the child? As soon as you look at the child, you will be well-behaved and will not let you bother. ”

Hengyan smiled politely at her and said, "I'm not married yet." ”

The middle-aged woman felt as if she had poked someone's heart, so she smiled awkwardly and didn't say anything more.

When Hengyan got out of the car, he took two lollipops and stuffed them into the hands of the middle-aged woman and said, "I bought a little too much, and I can't finish it." ”

By the time the middle-aged woman reacted and wanted to say thank you, Hengyan had already squeezed out of the car with her schoolbag and the crowd.

In the north, summer has always been winter, so when Hengyan got off the train, a gust of wind blew on him and gave him goosebumps, Hengyan shivered from the wind, he took out his mobile phone and said to himself: "I knew I should have worn a coat here." ”

Because the train has a timetable, I remember clearly when and where I arrived, so Hengyan received a call from He Liang not long after getting off the train.

"Have you arrived?"

He Liang's voice was gentle, just like the drizzle in the south, and the train station was full of people coming and going, noisy, and the sound of "woo" was deafening when the train started, and Hengyan had to pull his throat and say: "It's here!" ”

Even so, Hengyan was a little worried that He Liang didn't hear clearly.

He Liang said with a worried face: "Pay attention to safety on the road." ”

"I'm a little noisy right now! I'll tell you when I get to the hotel! ”

Heng Yan finished saying this sentence with his throat pulled, and before He Liang could speak, he put the phone away.

This place that has been here countless times, Hengyan can feel the road with his eyes closed, go down the escalator, walk to the exit and stuff the ticket, but when he looks up, he sees Ji Mingyu standing in front of him, and there is a partition between the two people.

Heng Yan was stunned for a long time and didn't know what the situation was now, the people behind him kept urging him to get the ticket out quickly, Heng Yan reached out and took out the ticket, and the partition was opened.

Ji Mingyu is still wearing a neat suit, wearing a white shirt and Zhou Zheng's tie, he hasn't seen it for a long time, he seems to have lost a lot of weight, and the whole person looks the same as before, but he feels that something is missing from his body.

"Hengyan, long time no see."