Chapter 330 is extremely depressing
Hearing what the water vein said, Lu Caier suddenly understood the water vein a little. If you can't stay with your beloved, it's better to die alone. She and Shui Mai are also the same kind of people, they are both in love. The difference is that Chi Le is not willing to marry her. If Chi Le was willing to marry her, she probably wouldn't refuse.
"Why are you in trouble?" Lu Cai'er looked at her with a complicated expression. After half a ring, she asked again, "Then when are you going to Qingliu Mountain?" ”
Shui Mai replied in a low voice: "After his martial arts recover, I will go to see Li Chourong, worship her as a teacher, and always guard Guang'an Hall." ”
Lu Cai'er sighed heavily.
Yanxiang went to the Zhongyong Palace, but only saw Mei'er and Steward Hu, but did not see Chi Le and Lan Ayayu. According to the people of the palace, the two of them went to the palace. She had no choice but to return to Lingcui Pavilion again.
In the Lingcui Pavilion, Lu Cai'er and Shui Wei chatted in the room for a long time. Lu Cai'er got up and said goodbye: "Tiankuo is handed over to you to take care of." I'll have to go back to Zuifang Building. ”
After Lu Cai'er left, Shui Wei walked towards the bed. She sat down on the edge of the bed and looked at the sleeping man.
His eyes were slightly closed, his face gradually improved, and his lips were bloody. It is this face that makes her never get tired of looking at it and fascinates her.
Chu Tiankuo was awake, and his nostrils were full of her breath. Of course he could feel her gaze wandering across his face. He was stared at like a man's back.
The atmosphere was extremely oppressive, and the sound of even breathing was extremely clear. Because of the nervousness and rapid heartbeat, he actually broke out in a cold sweat on his forehead.
The water vein only thinks that he is weak, but he does not know that he is sweating nervously.
Chu Tiankuo's heart was turbulent. For his sake, Shui Mai agreed to Li Chourong's unreasonable request.
There is no greater mourning than death. The meaning of the water vein is very clear. The conditions she promised Li Chourong, in addition to exchanging the antidote, another point is that she is like ashes about her feelings, and she is determined to be lonely and old.
He caused all this.
In an instant, the pressure was huge.
What should he do? What to do? How could he stop the veins of water?
If he married her, she would not go to Qingliu Mountain to be a Taoist aunt.
In that case, what about the cigarettes? He lives and dies with the cigarette, shares the weal and woe, and asks him to put down the cigarette, but he can't do it.
However, he can't just watch the water vein, because he will never marry. She is both talented and beautiful, and her heart is only for him. For him, she can be indifferent to fame and fortune, and is willing to accompany him to retreat to the mountains and forests. For him, she would rather never marry and stay in Guang'an Hall forever.
They had known each other for more than ten years, and he thought he liked her and said that he wanted to marry her. However, he failed her.
He owes too much to the water veins. He planned to repay her in the next life. However, what about this life?
Between the smoke and the water vein, he could only choose one. One is a woman he loves so much that he can't extricate himself, and the other is a woman who loves him so much that he has no regrets. One is in love with her, and the other is deeply in love with her.
On one side is love, on the other side is righteousness. It's hard to have both love and righteousness.
If he chooses to smoke, then for the rest of his life, he can only spend the rest of his life with the guilt of the water vein.
If, he chose the water vein, gave up the cigarette incense. Then, in the future, he can only carry the thoughts of cigarettes and spend it in regret.
What is the trade-off? Is it her, or is it her? It's very tormenting. No matter what, he had to find a way to prevent the water veins from going to Qingliu Mountain to become a Dao Gu.
Shui Wei saw that he was sweating coldly on his forehead, and took out a handkerchief to help him wipe his sweat. Rubbing and rubbing, she inexplicably gave birth to a lot of sadness in her heart, full of reluctance. She couldn't help but reach out and rub his face.
Chu Tiankuo suddenly opened his eyes and looked at her, and reached out to hold her hand.
At that moment, Shui Pulse was embarrassed and abnormal, like a child who had done something wrong, and his face turned red. She glanced at him sheepishly, and stood up a little uncomfortably.
Chu Tiankuo held her hand and stood up.
Shui Mai gently broke free of his hand, and said in embarrassment: "I didn't expect you to wake up so soon." How are you feeling right now? ”
At this moment, the incense had already rushed back from the Zhongyong Palace. As she approached the door of the elder brother's room, she stopped and heard a conversation coming from inside.
"Water veins. You don't want to go to Qingliu Mountain to become a monk. If you don't dislike me like a weak scholar, I am determined to marry you! Chu Tiankuo's voice. He faced the question posed by the water vein, and the answer was not what he asked.
When she first heard the voice of the senior brother and knew that he was fine, she was in an extremely cheerful mood and smiled. It's just that when she heard it clearly, the senior brother said that he wanted to marry Shui Mai, she smiled bitterly.
What's going on here? She's only been away for a while, how did things come to this? If it was according to her previous temperament, she would have rushed in, sneered at the senior brother, and then turned away in a dashing manner.
Even she felt strange. There was no big fluctuation in her heart. Perhaps, because of the promise she made in the mountain temple, as long as the senior brother can live well, she doesn't care who he loves or who he marries.
has experienced the test of life and death, and these are nothing.
She stood in the doorway, silent.
The water veins in the room were stunned by Chu Tiankuo's words. It turned out that he had woken up a long time ago. He heard all the conversations between her and Lu Caier. Therefore, in order to prevent her from going to Qingliu Mountain, he said that he would marry her.
She knows better than anyone that he chose to do this only because he repaid his gratitude, for compensation, for benevolence, not because he loved her.
Although she knew it in her heart, hearing it with her own ears, the words that came out of Chu Tiankuo's mouth and determined to marry her still made her shake for a moment.
In her heart, there was an undercurrent surging for a while, and a huge wave for a while.
Originally, she thought that she could do it like water. Unexpectedly, because of his words, his heart swayed.
After a moment of silence, she struggled to make her choice. She said lightly: "No." I don't promise. ”
The cigarette incense standing outside the door breathed a sigh of relief. However, she quickly sighed again. Why did Sister Shuimai fall in love with the elder brother like her. Sister Shuimai is such a good woman, but she is trapped by love.
However, feelings really can't be forced. Love is love, and not love is not love. It doesn't make any sense at all. It's not like she can let it if she wants to.
"Why?" Chu Tiankuo asked.
"You married me just to compensate me, how can I agree." Shui Pulse hesitated for a moment and said.
"There's no way I'll let you go to Qingliu Mountain to become a monk!" Chu Tiankuo's smile suddenly disappeared, and his expression was extremely solemn. She never married in order to seek medicine for him. With such a big sacrifice, how can he feel at ease for the rest of his life?
Chu Tiankuo said categorically: "You don't have to go to Qingliu Mountain. Li Chourong saved me with medicine, and I will repay her. ”
Shui Mai smiled gently: "The sky is wide." The incense of smoke is true to you, and your afflictions are deeper than the sea. Bless you all. I have promised Li Chou to worship her as a teacher. When you're healed, I'll go up to Qingliu Mountain. ”