Chapter 197: If you don't love it, please don't hurt
An Ran'er, who came back very late, returned to the East Courtyard, it was very deserted, except for the busy maids, she didn't see Su Ling'er and Leng Hanxuan.
"Miss An, you're back." Xiaoice greeted him.
"Hmm!" An Ran'er nodded and asked, "What about Xuan and Ling'er?" ”
"The eldest young master has never come out of the room, and Miss Su ....... her gone." Xiaoice replied.
"Gone? Where did she go? An Ran'er was still a little puzzled, the two of them were fine just now, why did Su Ling'er leave suddenly.
Xiaoice shook his head: "I don't know very well, I only heard a quarrel upstairs, and then Miss Su left angrily." ”
Quarrel? This made An Ran'er even more curious.
"You go and rest, I'll go up and have a look."
"Yes!" Xiaoice retreated.
An Ran'er went upstairs to the door of Leng Hanxuan's room, hesitated for a moment, knocked on the door, and there was no response inside.
An Ran'er pushed the door open, the room was dark, and the smell of alcohol in the room was very pungent.
An Ran'er turned on the light, Leng Hanxuan leaned on the chair in front of the window, looking out the window, there were already several empty wine bottles on the ground, and he didn't know how much he had drunk.
"Xuan!" An Ran'er called softly.
Leng Hanxuan didn't respond, as if he couldn't hear any sound anymore.
An Ran'er walked over slowly, squatting in front of Leng Hanxuan, it was only two or three hours, and Leng Hanxuan was almost haggard at this time, and it was very distressing to watch.
"Xuan, let it go, she has forgotten you, why should you be persistent."
Although An Ran'er didn't know what happened between Su Ling'er and Leng Hanxuan, from Leng Hanxuan's tone, it seemed that Su Ling'er had forgotten him.
"It's easy to put it down, it's easy to say, it's really hard to do." The hoarse voice was too much grief, and Leng Hanxuan at this time was once again suffering the pain of loss.
Ben had already made up his mind that no matter what happened, he would never let Su Ling'er leave his side again, but his life experience knocked him back to reality, which was a problem he had to face.
He loved her, and he didn't want her to be sad again.
"As long as you are willing, you will definitely be able to do it, Xuan, I will always be by your side." An Ran'er clenched Leng Hanxuan's hand.
Leng Hanxuan, who retracted his thoughts, looked at An Ran'er in front of him, choked up and couldn't speak, now he didn't want to see An Ran'er's face at all, because it would remind him of all his past with Ling'er, how could he forget if he wanted to forget.
"Yes, I want to be alone for a while."
An Ran'er nodded, got up and glanced at Leng Hanxuan, and slowly walked out.
An Ran'er, who returned to the room, seemed to have a different face, and the corners of her mouth hooked up a terrible sinister smile.
Su Linger left? It really made her run for nothing.
Looking at the phone number on the mobile phone, the smile on An Ran'er's face deepened, and her hand gently pressed the dial button.
"Hey!"
"Su Ling'er has left the Leng family, this is your chance."
After speaking, An Ran'er hung up the phone, held the phone tightly, and whispered: "Su Ling'er, don't blame me, Xuan can only belong to me." ”
In the morning, she made breakfast with her, and when she came to the villa in the western suburbs, the corners of her mouth were filled with a happy smile, and she might be the happiest thing to send breakfast to Luo Feng every day.
Before the word "Luo ......." could be spoken, the whole person froze when he saw Su Ling'er walking down from the upper floor.
Su Ling'er also looked at her in surprise, today is the first time she got up early, maybe there is something in her heart, she couldn't sleep well all night, and she got up early in the morning.
"Blood Rose?" Su Linger exclaimed in surprise.
She had never known Blood Rose and since she knew Luo Feng, it seemed that there were many things she didn't know.
"Su Ling'er, you're back." Rather than squeezing out a smile reluctantly.
She just learned the news, knew that Su Linger had been in the Leng family, and when she heard that Su Linger had forgotten something, she didn't go to the Leng family to look for her.
In fact, she didn't know what to say to Su Ling'er, when she was in Liberia, although the two of them met late, but after all, the relationship between the two was still rivals.
"You and Luo Feng ......." Su Ling'er was curious and puzzled.
"It seems that your amnesia is real." With it whispering.
At this time, Luo Feng walked out of the kitchen, looking at him and Su Ling'er, he didn't know what to say for a while.
The scene of the three people, in the atmosphere, Su Ling'er felt very embarrassed, just like in the Leng family and Leng Hanxuan, An Ran'er faced, this feeling, she really didn't like it.
After a long time, Luo Feng slowly spoke: "With you, I'm here." ”
"Hmm!" Instead of nodding back to his senses, he raised the breakfast in his hand and said, "I said that I would send you a full month's breakfast, but I didn't know that Ling'er was also back, so I ......."
"It's okay, I'm not in the habit of eating breakfast." Su Ling'er replied repeatedly, hoping to alleviate this embarrassing atmosphere.
When they met that morning, they prepared breakfast for Luo Feng and Leng Hanxuan, and after Leng Hanxuan left, she shared breakfast with Luo Feng.
Luo Feng's unintentional words.
"No, you've made a really good breakfast."
"Okay, why don't I make it for you every day?"
"Every day?" Luo Feng chuckled: "It's easy to say, but it may not be possible. ”
"Really? Do you think I can't hold on? Unable to stand the provocation, he was unconvinced and said: "Why don't you do this, if I can last for a month, then how about you be my boyfriend?" ”
"Okay!" Luo Feng said with a smile.
It was just a joke, Luo Feng didn't expect that instead of taking it seriously, he would make breakfast every day for the past two days and send it to his home.
It's really nothing to send a month's worth of breakfast to her, a person who has been silently liking for five years, what can't she insist on.
"I've done it." Luo Feng whispered, he knew that saying this would hurt him a lot, he couldn't give it, he just hoped that he could give up.
Instead of nodding in understanding, he handed the breakfast to Luo Feng's hand: "What I said, I have done it, as for whether to eat or not, it is your own business." ”
"Su Ling'er, can I talk to you?" Instead of looking back at Su Ling'er, he asked.
"Uh......." Su Ling'er nodded smugly.
Although she knows her, the two don't have anything to do with each other, so what can they talk about instead of looking for her?
However, she admires it, not only is she the world's No. 1 female killer, but she has never missed a job when she has been on a mission over the years, and now she is still living the life she wants to live, with her own café, Western restaurant, and wedding photo studio in country Z.
Not to mention a strong woman, it is not an exaggeration to use a female saint on her.
with its café
It was just nine o'clock in the morning, and the café had not yet opened at this time, and the entire café was filled with Su Linger and the two of them.
Instead of brewing coffee for the two of them, handed a cup to Su Ling'er, and asked for a cup for themselves, the two found a window seat and sat down.
Su Linger likes to sit by the window, because she feels that she can see the scenery outside the window in this way, and she has an inexplicable sense of security.
Su Linger lowered her head and stirred the coffee in the cup, to be honest, she really didn't know what to talk to her.
After a long time, he slowly spoke: "Ling'er, I'm really happy that you can live, when I first heard the news of your misfortune, you didn't know how sad I was and how sad Chu'er was." ”
"I seem to have forgotten something." Su Ling'er smiled.
Instead of smiling, she was not surprised by Su Linger's words, she knew about Su Linger's amnesia.
"I didn't expect you to forget about Xuan."
With such an unforgettable love, it is hard to imagine why Su Linger only forgot Leng Hanxuan.
"Xuan? You also know Leng Hanxuan? Su Linger was curious, and listening to her tone, the relationship between the two should be good.
Since she came back to meet Leng Hanxuan, she always felt that there were many things that made her wonder, curious, and surprised.
"When we know, we are like brothers and sisters." Instead of answering.
Su Ling'er nodded, although she was surprised by Leng Hanxuan and her acquaintance, she didn't ask deeply.
"Do you remember how you got into trouble?" Instead of asking.
Su Linger shook her head: "I only remember that I was injured by Zuo Tianao, it was Luo Feng who saved me, and when I woke up, it was Luo Feng who was by my side, and I have been recuperating in Poland for a year." ”
Without reservation, Su Linger told everything to him, and she didn't know why she talked so much about it, as if she didn't want her to have any misunderstanding.
Instead of being with Luo Feng, it seems that they are really compatible, if the two of them can really be together, Luo Feng can be happy, and she can feel less guilty in her heart.
"Poland." With a slight bow.
"Ling'er, do you like Luo Feng?"
The sudden question caught Su Linger a little off guard, although she only had the affection of brother and sister and friend to Luo Feng, but it was still a little difficult to answer when she was suddenly asked so nakedly.
Seeing that Su Ling'er didn't reply, she continued: "You don't like Luo Feng, do you?" ”
Su Linger, who was being pressed step by step, looked at him seriously, smiled, and asked rhetorically, "You like Luo Feng, right?" ”
"Yes, I like him, I like him for five years, no, I should say six years." Rather than respond very calmly.
Six years, there is still a gap of one year, when she got the unfortunate news of Luo Feng and Su Ling'er, she thought that he was no longer there, so she put this deeply in her heart, although she had been to many places this year, hoping to have news of him, but slowly she had accepted the fact that he left, so she showed this year as a blank.
"Ling'er, let Luo Feng go, since you don't love him, please don't hurt him, you also know his heart for you, can you bear to see him go on like this?" Instead of mustering up the courage to speak out what is in your heart.
With his words hitting Su Linger's heart deeply, she didn't know what Luo Feng had done for her.
"What do you want me to do?" Su Linger whispered.
"Leave him, stay away from him, let him break his thoughts about you." Instead of saying it bluntly, she didn't want to see Luo Feng lose her soul for Su Ling'er again.
"Good!" Su Ling'er bowed.
"Ling'er, I'm sorry, forgive me for my selfishness, I really don't want to see Luo Feng sad for you anymore." Rather than apologetically.
Su Linger shook her head and smiled: "There's nothing to be sorry for, love is inherently selfish, besides, I should also leave him, just like you said, don't hurt if you don't love." ”