Chapter 31: I'm not leaving

Liu Yuyuan couldn't understand Gu Bei Wenhan's love for death and love for life, he felt that his love was very simple, as long as he could live happily in his life, it was his love.

Therefore, Liu Yuyuan deleted the memories of the floating life, rather than dying and resurrecting one day in the future because of those painful memories, it is better to delete those memories little by little.

When Liu Yuyuan looked at Gu Bei who was kneeling on the ground and said, "If you really like Wen Han, then you will experience the physical pain he suffered first, and then you will say whether you really like him", he thought that Gu Bei would be afraid and retreat, the relationship between two people, it is good for one person to suffer and be tired, why toss two people to toss and toss half dead.

Liu Yuyuan was in his love, he was the one who suffered and suffered, he thought that Wen Han was too, but Gu Bei, who was kneeling on the ground, resolutely looked at Liu Yuyuan and said, "Okay." ”

The kind of pain that seems to tear the skin off the face alive is not something that normal people can bear, Liu Yuyuan just made a small piece of artificial skin of the same material as Wen Han's mask for Gu Bei and pasted it on Gu Bei's neck,

"Aren't you curious about who Wen Han is, aren't you curious about why he can become another in a short period of time." He looked at Gu Bei's ridiculous appearance and continued: "Gu Bei, when it was warm and cold, he wore a mask and lived by your side for so many years, when you were the anchor, he took the video of your live broadcast and said to me, 'Look, this is my friend, my favorite person when I was a child'." ”

"Later, when he saw you going to school with that kid named Lin Duxiao, he came to me with two swollen light bulb eyes and said, 'Liu Yuyuan, will you turn me into him?' ”

Gu Bei looked at Liu Yuyuan in shock, he didn't know this, he didn't know at all, he had even forgotten about his acquaintance with Wen Han before.

It seems that Wen Han said goodbye back then, because he was too hit, so he selectively cleared all the memories with Wen Han, he didn't want to remember this, he felt that Wen Han was lying to him, he tied a high wall to protect himself inside, and no one was allowed to enter.

"I asked him, I said Wen Han, will you regret it, the kid blinked his bright eyes and said he didn't regret it, he said that as long as he can become what you like, he is willing."

"With someone else's face, he has lived for so many years, he said he wanted to be closer to you, so he also did a live broadcast, he was embarrassed to do a live broadcast on someone else's face, he was afraid of ruining the reputation of the child you liked, so he dressed up as a woman, he dressed himself up as a girl, and quietly watched you be your first, and he was his second."

Liu Yuyuan looked at Gu Bei's surprised face and smiled coldly and said, "You don't know, Gu Bei, you don't know anything." You lied to him, you were his financier, you were afraid that he would defile Lin Duxiao by doing anything wrong, so you tied him to the side to stop him from doing anything wrong. But Wen Han was as clean as a piece of paper, how could he ever think of hurting someone he didn't know. ”

"What's wrong with him liking you, who doesn't want to be themselves? Because you like it, you like Lin Duxiao's kind of thing, and he wants to be like that. ”

"He gave up so much for you, he liked you so humbly, he did the screenwriter for you, he showed up at that damn press conference to save you, you know, he broke his arm in the middle of the night by those fans of yours in the alley, but he didn't say a word, and endured it silently."

Gu Bei looked at his hands blankly, he always felt that the whole world owed him, he hated his mother for being a junior, he hated his powerlessness, he hated that he couldn't snatch Lin Duxiao, he hated too much, but he only left aside a person who regarded "Gu Bei" as the whole world.

"Gu Bei, do you know? When Wen Han knew that you were the one who had been supporting him, that night, it was raining so heavily, he stood outside the door with his whole body wet and told me that he was tired, Wen Han was so strong and alone, he was so tempered by you Gu Bei that he had no temper at all. ”

His heart was almost out of breath, Gu Bei tugged at the clothes in his heart, tears slid down his cheeks and dripped on his clothes, he looked at Liu Yuyuan, opened his mouth but couldn't speak, it hurt so much, his heart hurt as if a hand was holding it.

Gu Bei remembered the way Wen Han gave him all the food back then, he thought of the boy sitting on the ground, and stretched out his hand to him with a smile on his face: "My name is Wen Han, warm Wen, cold Han." ”

But back then, why did he leave without saying a word, and he didn't even have time to say goodbye.

Liu Yuyuan swiped his fingers across the bionic skin on Gu Bei's neck, after so long, this bionic skin has been well attached to the original skin, and only by looking very carefully can you see the unnatural side slit on the neck.

"Gu Bei, you don't know how painful this kind of thing hurts to take off, don't you want to try it, you come, you try to see how it feels to tear it off without anesthetic."

Liu Yuyuan looked at Gu Bei's painful look in his heart, but he didn't sympathize with him at all, this person deserved it.

Gu Bei took the mirror that Liu Yuyuan handed him, and touched the gap in his neck, which was obviously a very small piece, but when he just uncovered a corner, Gu Bei already had goosebumps all over his body.

Wen Han, a whole face, how did you tear it off.

It hurts, why don't you tell me anything?

Liu Yuyuan sighed, stretched out his hand and pulled away the mirror in Gu Bei's hand and said, "I'll anesthetize you." ”

Gu Bei shook his head, bit his lower lip, and with a hard hand of his hand, he tore off the small piece of skin, and the skin that had just been exposed to the air immediately had a small red rash, Gu Bei looked at the small piece in his palm, and said softly: "Can I ask you something?" ”

Liu Yuyuan looked at Gu Bei's allergic skin, took out a tube of ointment from the cabinet and threw it into his arms and said, "It's good to wipe it for about half a month."

"Can you not tell Wen Han that I know his identity?"

Gu Bei clenched the tube of ointment in his palm, wanting to be good to him, wanting to tie Wen Han to his side and not let him go.

Looking at Gu Bei's appearance, Liu Yuyuan was still very surprised, he thought that Gu Bei would tell Wen Han that he knew, he thought that Gu Bei would be moved to say to Wen Han, "Thank you for doing so much for me", but he was very surprised that Gu Bei chose to be silent, Gu Bei chose the quietest way to carefully protect Wen Han's careful thoughts.

Gu Bei now somewhat understands what the stylist meant by the words before, it turned out to be trust, believing that he will always be by his side and never give up.

It's simple to get a person's body, it's really hard to get a person's heart.

When you really love, you won't leave, it's Gu Bei's, Wen Han has been himself, Lin Duxiao, rebirth, and love, no matter what kind of role he puts himself into, he is by Gu Bei's side, silently protecting the person he likes, and carefully caring for his humble like.

Liu Yuyuan threw the small piece of artificial skin into the trash can and whispered, "I promise you." ”

He felt that he was a little underestimating Gu Bei, he had always thought that Gu Bei was a coward, and he couldn't hide in that king eight shells all day long, waiting for Wen Han to be the superhero and rescue him.

But now looking at Gu Bei's eyes, he felt that he might be wrong.

If Gu Bei is like this, what about Fusheng?

Will Fusheng be like Gu Bei, who would rather suffer than passively clear his memory.

After Gu Bei left, until midnight, Liu Yu Duyuan had been thinking about this problem, and he couldn't understand if he had done something wrong.

He looked at Fusheng, watched him obediently go back to the room, looked at the appearance of Fusheng who had been erased from his memory, and didn't know why his heart was like a ball of cotton, which made him uncomfortable.

"Fusheng, have you slept?"

Fusheng didn't expect Liu Yuyuan to suddenly enter the house, he didn't know what he was doing, so he stuffed the notebook in his hand under the pillow, and closed his eyes and pretended to sleep as if he didn't know anything.

After pretending to be an ordinary person for a long time, Fusheng almost forgot that he didn't have to sleep as a robot.

Liu Yuyuan looked at his notebook revealing a corner, suddenly smiled, reached out and touched Fusheng's face, the slightly trembling eyelashes, and the way he pretended to be asleep all made Liu Yuyuan really feel that Fusheng was a real person.

Liu Yuyuan bent down and lightly tapped on Fusheng's lips: "Fusheng, good night." ”

But as soon as Fusheng stretched out his hand and wrapped his arms around Liu Yuyuan's neck, he deepened the kiss, he opened his eyes and looked at the good-looking face and asked, "Master, do you like me?" ”

"Why are you asking me that all of a sudden?"

"The girl in the next class handed me a love letter, and she said that only people who love each other will kiss, and asked me if I would like to kiss her."

Liu Yuyuan looked at Fusheng's blank face and suddenly laughed: "Did you kiss her later?" ”

Fusheng shook his head and said, "I don't know what I like." ”

"You don't have to know."

Liu Yuyuan gently touched his eyelashes with his fingertips, then slid down the bridge of his nose and finally stopped on his lips, he did do it to him according to Yang Jinyao's appearance at first, but the more he looked at it, the more he felt that the two of them were not very similar.

"Fusheng, if one day, I am gone, what will you do?" I really want to hear the answer to Fusheng, and I want to hear him say it himself.

"Master, are you leaving?"

Fusheng actually felt that Liu Yuyuan had something to hide from them, and he had always admired him as a master, because he felt that Liu Yuyuan was so smart, and he must have his own reasons for doing so, so he silently swallowed this sentence in his stomach and didn't ask.

However, today he really couldn't help it, when the confessing girl told him that "only those who love each other will kiss", he wanted to stand on tiptoe to kiss Liu Yuyuan, he didn't understand why the lips of the two people touched together, so every time Liu Yuyuan kissed him, he obediently closed his eyes and let him kiss, as long as Liu Yuyuan liked it, he was okay with everything.

Only this time, after knowing the meaning of kissing, Fusheng felt that maybe the feeling of this part of his body collapsing was like, he liked the feeling of Liu Yuyuan being by his side, and he didn't want him to go.

"I'm not leaving." Liu Yuyuan stretched out his hand and hugged Fusheng.

Fusheng, I'm not leaving.