Chapter 116: Traces in a Dream
As soon as the news of Wannian's imminent departure from Wusun came out, it immediately caused a lot of discussion, and the ministers of the court and China thought that Weng Guimi and Liu Ye's move was inappropriate, and even bluntly said that the king of Yache used the throne as a bait to take this young and promising general for himself.
Some elders think that Weng Guimi's decision is not wrong, although Wannian is very important to Wusun, and he is indeed an important person who is quite good at leading troops to fight, but his talent is more than that, he is fully capable of being the king, and besides, Wannian becoming the king of Shache is also beneficial to Wusun.
The two sides argued for a long time and failed to decide the winner, after all, Weng Guimi and Liu Ye had already decided to do so, and Wan Nian himself promised to accompany the old king back to familiarize himself with the situation of Shache Kingdom first, and lay a good foundation for the future succession. Seeing that everything was a foregone conclusion, gradually no one was fighting anymore.
Feng Yan suggested that Liu Ye find a good in-law for his younger brother Shi as soon as possible, lest she delay her lifelong events for the sake of thinking about it for ten thousand years. It's just that Liu Ye's side hasn't moved yet, and Brother Shi can't wait.
The appearance of "Aunt Xiao's ......" brother Shi is not so unexpected, Feng Yan has already guessed eight or nine points in his heart, and now the most widely circulated news on the grassland is the news of ten thousand years, and those who care about him must be impatient.
"What, what are you looking for Aunt Xiao, why are you talking like this?" Feng Yan didn't say it to her face, and waited patiently for her to speak.
"I, I ......" Brother Shi was embarrassed to ask Liu Ye for clarification, let alone ask Wan Nian directly, so he had to ask Feng Yan for help after thinking about it again and again, "I want to ask Aunt Xiao about something, but before I say it, I want to beg my aunt not to tell my father and mother about this." ”
"Okay, let's hear it first." Feng Yan knew that what she said must be related to Wan Nian, and it was impossible not to tell Liu Ye, because it depended on the severity of this matter. If it's just that Brother Shi can't think about it for a while, it's just a matter of talking about her heart, if she really has some terrible thoughts, what can she do if she doesn't inform Liu Ye.
"Brother Wannian wants to go back with the king of Shache and succeed to the throne, is this true?" Brother Shi's big eyes full of sorrow stared at Feng Yan without blinking, hoping that she could give a negative answer.
Feng Yan didn't want to lie to her: "Yes, it's true. ”
"However, Brother Wannian is the general of our Wusun, how can he abandon Wusun to go to Shache Country?" Brother Shi was confirmed from Feng Yan's mouth, and his mood could no longer be calm, "If he leaves like this, will he never come back?" If he becomes the king of Shache, he will have to stay there for the rest of his life! ”
"Yes, not only will I stay there for the rest of my life, but I will also marry and have children there." Feng Yan said tentatively, carefully observing the changes in his younger brother's expression.
Brother Shi lowered his head, stared at his toes in a daze, and said faintly: "Brother Wannian will also raise a few tribal tribute beauties in the harem like his father?" ”
"Well, it should be, he is the king of a country, and it is very common to have a few beauties in the harem." Seeing this, Feng Yan had already determined that Brother Shi had unusual feelings for Wan Nian, sighed, and comforted, "Brother Shi, Wan Nian is your brother, even if you have a good relationship and a close relationship when you were young, it is a fact that cannot be changed. ”
"But I'm not his own sister." Brother Shi raised his head, his beautiful eyes filled with tears, "I have no blood relationship with him at all, why can't we be together?" Is it just because the queen mother arranged for us to be brothers and sisters? Auntie, you know, we are not brothers and sisters! ”
"Yes, I know, but you are now brothers and sisters, and as a royal family, you must be extra careful in everything, and you must not be used as a laughing stock by outsiders. If you are involved, you will be able to say whatever it is, no matter how ugly it is. Brother Shi, can you put up with other people's gossip? Feng Yan comforted from the bottom of her heart, "You may still remember that situation, he had just lost his father in ten thousand years, and the Wusun Dynasty was in turmoil, and your queen mother could only do this in order to protect you." ”
"I don't mean to blame the queen mother, I also understand that she is all for our sake." Brother Shi sobbed, "However, now that I have grown up, I have the right to choose the man I like, and I don't want to marry someone else in the future." So I don't want Brother Wannian to go to Shache Country, I just want him to stay in Wusun and stay by my side, even if I don't marry in my life, it doesn't matter, I just need to be his sister. ”
Feng Yan hugged her shoulders and said softly: "You are too dependent on him, you have been with Wannian since you were a child, and you comfort each other in the most difficult times." When your queen mother is not around, she will accompany you for ten thousand years. After the death of your father for ten thousand years, your brothers and sisters have become closer. The two of you are inseparable, you don't want to be separated from him, and my aunt can understand it. Child, do you understand, in fact, this is not love, you will understand when you grow up. ”
"No, I'm not dependent, I just like him, I like Brother Wannian, the kind of like I want to marry him." Brother Shi bit his lip stubbornly, and tears of grievance fell, "Auntie, I believe that my feelings for Brother Wannian are no less than your feelings for General Chang, can you understand my heart?" ”
Feng Yan's nose was pantothenic, and she couldn't help but reddened her eyes: "But child, do you understand your intentions?" Is he willing to stay in Wusun for you? If all this is wishful thinking on your part, and he only treats you as a sister all along, are you just watching him marry and have children in the future? ”
"It doesn't matter, Brother Wannian, it doesn't matter if he doesn't understand. I said that as long as I can be his sister, even if he marries and has children in the future, he will love my sister, and he and I can still be together. I just hope he doesn't go, doesn't stay so far away from me. ”
Brother Shi's stubbornness moved Feng Yan, and she sighed: "Silly boy, you are still too young, you don't know how to love!" Loving someone, sometimes selfish, wanting to selfishly possess him, let him belong to you alone. You can say that it doesn't matter now, but when you really see him and others staying sweet, you will understand what kind of torment it is. If you have pain in your heart, you can't say it, but you still have to force your face to laugh, and you will be the most miserable person in the world. ”
"How so? I like Brother Wannian, I look at him every day, it's too late to be happy, where is the pain? Brother Shi asked as if he didn't understand.
"Without love, there can be no pain, and vice versa. Because you care, so you will be extra sensitive, and your emotions are easily affected by him, you know, brother, a man is much better to his wife than to his sister. After marrying a wife for ten thousand years, his love for you will be transferred to his wife, and he will no longer be as considerate and meticulous to you as before. Even if he still has the strength to take care of your feelings and be as good to you as before, this kind of kindness is not the same as being good to his lover. Feng Yan persuaded carefully, hoping to persuade Di Shi to give up this hopeless love.
Brother Shi was silent for a long time before he said: "Auntie, I seem to understand, if Brother Wannian only treats me as a sister, he only has family affection for me, no matter whether we are together or not, family affection will always exist." But if I want to be his lover, he has to be with me, and he has to feel love for me. ”
Feng Yan nodded: "That's roughly what it means, Brother Shi, if you just want to be his sister, this is not a wish in the first place, because you are yourself, no matter where you go in the future, your relationship will not change." But if you want to become a lover, you can't just look at your wishes, but you have to respond with the heart for ten thousand years. ”
Brother Shi's little face gradually turned pale: "If Brother Wannian doesn't have love for me, he won't be with me, sooner or later he will accompany another woman and spend his life with other women, and he will forget my sister." ”
"Of course, love can't be forced, but Brother Shi, you are his sister, he will definitely not forget you, there is family affection between you, he will not leave you, you are always together! If you think about it this way, can you figure it out? ”
"I'm ......" Brother Shi looked at Feng Yan, not knowing how to answer for a while, "I'll go back and think about it, Aunt Xiao, what I told you today, can you not tell my mother?" ”
Feng Yan smiled and nodded: "Okay, I won't tell her, Brother Shi, if you have something on your mind in the future, even if you come to talk to your aunt, there is nothing that can't be solved, don't hide it in your heart." ”
"Well, I feel much more comfortable to be able to say it......" Brother Shi hugged Feng Yan, his chin rubbing against her shoulder, "Auntie, am I very wrong, I actually fell in love with Brother Wannian." ”
"No, it's a beautiful thing to fall in love with someone, but sometimes, it's sweet to think of that love as a nostalgia." Feng Yan patted her on the back, "Good boy, my aunt knows that you have always been smart and sensible, and you know what to do." ”
When Di Shi came out of the yurt, she was still full of worries, and when she thought that Wan Nian was about to leave her, her heart was as uncomfortable as being gnawed by tens of thousands of ants.
"I'm sorry, Aunt Xiao, I don't know what I should do, I can't take this love as nostalgia, I can't watch Brother Wannian leave."
Brother Shi trotted all the way, panting and running to Wannian's residence, the huge yurt was empty, and he heard the attendant say that he had gone to practice martial arts. Brother Shi stayed in the yurt and waited for him to come back, looking at the simple furnishings around him, it seemed particularly lonely and lonely, Wannian liked a simple life, and the things that his father and mother gave him were all given to him by him, except for the oily black and shiny fur on the bed, there was no such magnificent object in the whole yurt.
Sitting on the bed, Brother Shi stroked the soft fur back and forth, thinking about Wannian sleeping on it every night, and a trace of sweetness welled up in his heart. How can we be with Wannian forever? Does it have to become his lover to do it? She doesn't want to be his sister anymore, he wants to be his lover, even if he has no name!
As night fell, Wan Nian still did not return, and his brother Shi was anxious, for fear that he had gone with the king of Shache. If it weren't for his sword and bow hanging from the bedside, she didn't think he would have returned. The grassland at night was cold, even in the yurt, I felt cold, in the past, at this time, my brother Shi had slept, but in order to wait for ten thousand years, she did not feel sleepy at all.
Brother Shi took off her shoes and lay down on the warm fur, and gradually, her body warmed up, and she relied on the courage to sleep on the pillow for ten thousand years, and breathed deeply the smell of him, which was the smell she loved. Brother Shi suddenly had an idea to not let Wannian leave her.
Wan Nian accompanied the king of Shache and other distinguished guests to drink late at night, attracting the forces of the Western Regions and paving the way for him to ascend to the throne in the future. The old king didn't expect that Wannian was a good hand at leading troops to fight, and he also had two brushes for social entertainment, so he couldn't help but appreciate him more, and when the distinguished guests left the table, he pulled him to drink a few cups, and said to him a lot of heart-wrenching words, asking him to inherit his throne.
When he returned to his residence, Wan Nian realized that he had drunk too much, his head was dizzy, his feet were vain, and he had not been so out of shape since he went to the battlefield, maybe he was moved by the sincerity of the old king! In addition, this is the home he is most familiar with, which can allow him to unwind his guard and relax completely.
"General, you're back." The attendant on duty at night heard that Princess Di Shi had come to look for Wan Nian before, and before helping him into the yurt, he honestly said, "Earlier, the princess came to look for you, and she said that she was going to wait for you to come back, and she didn't know if she was still there, do you want to go down and inform him?" ”
"Brother Shi?" Wan Nian shook his head helplessly and smiled, "It's all this time, how can she still be there?" Did she say what she was looking for me? ”
"The subordinates don't know, the subordinates just heard that the princess came to the general."
"Well, that's it, I'll go to her again tomorrow." Wan Nian pushed the attendant away, "I'll rest now, I don't have to serve." ”
Wan Nian staggered into the yurt, looking around by the moonlight, and on this quiet night, the only person he wanted to see was her. But he couldn't. Since they have become brother and sister, they can no longer think of wrongdoing, the father and the queen mother are kind to him, and he cannot do ungrateful things.
Brother Shi, his lovely sister, is also his first love, she is his baby, the baby who is cared for in the palm of his hand. He will do everything in his power to protect her until she finds a place for life. Maybe he will have a wife and children in the future, but his younger brother will still be the love of his heart.
The love of brother and sister, the love of men and women, he can't have both, it is already his blessing to be her brother, how can he ask for too much. Soon after, he will leave Wusun, I heard that the prince of Qiuzi also asked his father and queen mother to marry, if the younger brother Shi marries Qiuzi must also be very happy, like their mother, become the queen of Qiuzi, for the husband and the people's support.
Yes, this is the glory that Brother Shi deserves, as perfect as Brother Shi, she deserves the best in the world.
Wannian shook his head, didn't he already understand this, why did he feel sad again tonight, no wonder some people said that wine was more sad and sad, and he hooked out his past sorrows. Forget it, don't think about it so much, waking up tomorrow is just a dream.
Wan Nian fell on the bed, pillowing his soft fur and closing his eyes, feeling hot all around his body, thinking that it was because of drinking. He irritably unbuttoned his stuffy clothes, threw them on the ground, turned around and hugged the soft and delicate body, breathing in the familiar fragrance, and wondering a little, but his heavy eyelids could no longer be raised.
"Brother Shi, Brother Shi ......" Maybe this is a dream, Brother Shi often comes to his dreams, leaving her breath, and only in dreams can they talk and laugh freely, just like back to when they were children.
As soon as she fell asleep, she heard the sound of talking outside the yurt, and she curled up in the corner of the bed, holding her breath and waiting for Wan Nian to approach. Wan Nian's body was full of wine, it turned out that he was going to socialize again, was he about to leave, and there were a lot of people who came to see him off? Thinking of this, the uneasiness in his heart increased a little, and he couldn't help but complain a little, does he just want to leave like this, he can't leave Wusun tomorrow and never come back, right? Everyone on the grassland knew that he was leaving, but he didn't come to see her for a long time, so he should come to see her as a farewell!
There was a complaint in her heart, and Di Shi's eyes involuntarily turned red again, if she hadn't been waiting here, she wouldn't have been able to see him. Ten thousand years, ten thousand years, why do you only think about national affairs in your heart, but forget your sister who wants to look forward to your return!
Wan Nian lay beside her, Di Shi's heart fluttered wildly, his warm breath hit like waves, and the Wan Nian she thought about was right in front of her. Watching him take off his clothes to reveal his strong chest, Di Shi only felt that his heart was about to jump out of his throat, and she covered her cheeks with her hands, but her palms were so hot that they were about to burn.
Brother Shi looked at Wannian in a daze and turned around and hugged her, she didn't dare to breathe, she didn't dare to alarm him, she didn't know how to face him, lest he would scold her for being shameless.
However, when Di Shi was worried, he suddenly heard him call her name affectionately. At this time, Di Shi's heart was extremely moved, it turned out that he also had her in his heart, he had never forgotten her, even if they got together less and left more, he often cared about her.
Is Wannian like her, not only family affection, but also love for her? She didn't feel that her love was wishful thinking, she felt his heart, and she knew that he was also in love with her. They love each other, but they don't confess their identities because of each other. In order to repay the kindness of his father and mother, he can sacrifice everything, even his own love.
Is that so? Years? Brother Shi's tearful eyes stared at Wannian's sleeping face, and he couldn't help but reach out to touch his handsome face, wanting to ask if he loved her too.
Wan Nian opened his eyes in a daze, and saw his tearful brother Shi in the dark, he didn't know if this was reality or a dream, he was confused, but he saw his brother Shi coming up and kissing his lips hard.
Brother Shi's kiss was very jerky, but she also tried her best, and she tried her best to ignite her passion for ten thousand years. Wan Nian really couldn't tell the difference between reality and dream, this kiss was so real, so real that he couldn't resist it, but it was impossible, it was impossible for Brother Shi to sleep next to him, and it was impossible for him to take the initiative to kiss him.
If it's just a dream, why should he wake up, he can only hug his beloved woman in his dream, let him indulge in his dream!