451 Hide from the sky and cross the sea
Today is the first day of April.
I have to say that she still has a glimmer of illusions, hoping that last month's vomiting of blood was just an accident, because she was overworked, or she was just poisoned by a Gu similar to a concentric knot, which is not actually incurable, or just a strange disease......
How ridiculous it is for people to confront themselves with fantasies in the face of the terrible truth that has been confirmed.
However, she didn't dare to take it lightly.
Yuwen Xuanyi had something to go out, she didn't need an excuse to get Qiu'e and Fan Yingbo out, and then soaked in the ginkgo wood bath bucket, buried herself under the petals, grabbed the bath towel in her hand, and waited nervously for that moment.
In fact, this month has been very quiet, and there has not even been a gossamer coolness, does this mean that everything is really an accident?
She was hopeful, apprehensive, but when two louder noises came in succession, an unknown coolness swam from all over her body, like entities, and she even saw them as long, twisted worms, like pale threads, like snakes with only white bones, swimming slowly and gloomily towards her chest, and breaking into countless pieces, all small worms, crawling up her heart with great joy, bending up, trying to get in. Then she was amazed to find that countless worms had emerged from the countless holes they had made, as if they had come out of a new shell, and they probed their brains, but as if they were afraid of something, they shrank back again.
Fear overshadowed the indescribable pain, and the worms were attacking her heart. She clutched her chest tremblingly, but it felt as if they had crawled out of her body and stuck to her hands.
She wanted to scream, but she didn't want to be discovered.
The insects of Baihuahua gathered more and more, rolled over her heart, and then burrowed into it, working like earthworms.
She wanted to throw up, she wanted to vomit out the disgusting bugs, but she retched several times to no avail.
However, there was no need for her to do useless work, and when all the insects had gotten in, and when she thought that her fear was about to end, something seemed to be rolling in her heart, and her whole heart was beating and trembling, as if it was about to explode in the next moment. Her body writhed uncontrollably in the water, splashing all over the ground.
She was unconscious, and she still didn't forget to grab the bath towel in her hand even as she lost consciousness.
The water ripples, the water splashes, and the consciousness fluctuates.
Is she hallucinating? She faintly heard a quarrel outside, as if it was Qiu'e and Fan Yingbo, and the back door panel was knocked, and Yuwen Xuanyi was calling her name.
The louder the door, the more urgent the call......
Maybe it was a hallucination of the rush of blood, but she wanted to go to the man who called her name, which was the warmth of her for years, and yet she didn't want him to see her miserable condition, which she didn't want even to see.
She wanted to hide, but she was so weak that she could only watch her body writhe strangely, as if she had also turned into a worm.
I couldn't even feel the fear, but my heart was swollen, and there were countless insects beating inside, pestering, screaming, and rushing out......
Everything was just a moment, but for her, it was a long torture.
Finally, she seemed to hear a cracking sound of "boom", and countless insects erupted like fireworks......
She didn't care about the pain that seemed to explode, and hurriedly covered her mouth with a bath towel......
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"Jinling ......"
With a cracking sound, the door panel of the Nuan Yu Shengxiang Pavilion fell to the ground with a bang.
Yuwen Xuanyi rushed through the door, followed by Qiu'e and Fan Yingbo...... I saw that the ground was full of water stains and flower petals, and the outside of the bath bucket was also dripping, and Su Jinling was already sleeping in the tent, and when she heard the movement, she was extremely puzzled and a little lazy and sleepy from the tightly wrapped Jinhua tent: "What's wrong?" ”
Qiu'e looked at Yuwen Xuanyi with questioning eyes...... Yuwen Xuanyi was staring at the Jinhua tent for a moment, his eyebrows frowning. She set her eyes on Fan Yingbo regardless of her previous suspicions...... Fan Yingbo was staring intently at the wet ground, expressionless. Then the prince turned his head, and Fan Yingbo also happened to raise his eyes...... The two looked at each other, but they only skimmed her.
She vaguely felt that there was something strange in it, and it was not easy to ask questions, so she was uncomfortable, who had always been curious, and then finally heard the prince say lightly: "Qiu'e, pack up your things......"
The prince called her, not Fan Yingbo, does this mean that the prince still values her very much? Otherwise, when they quarreled outside just now, the prince would not have blamed her, and the prince has always liked to criticize her for causing trouble......
She responded happily, took a step forward, deliberately knocked Fan Yingbo aside, and then ......
"These little girls are getting more and more careless about their work, why haven't they found the insects hidden in the petals?"
The corner of Yuwen Xuanyi's eyes jumped, and he squinted into the bathtub for a moment......
The thin insects, lying on the peach petals like threads, are still slowly wriggling......
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Su Jinling grabbed the quilt tightly and listened nervously to the movement outside the tent.
Just now, she tried her best to cover her mouth, how could she still leak insects? She looked unconsciously in the direction of the sandalwood suitcase...... They must not find out that she hid a bath towel wrapped in blood and bugs......
“…… Don't you know that the princess hates bugs the most? These people are too much, and they refuse to do things seriously because of the princess's good temperament, no wonder the princess wants to be angry with them......"
Qiu Ewu chattered endlessly, and had a great state of meritorious atonement.
"Tell them to be more careful in the future......" Yuwen Xuanyi still said in a casual tone.
Su Jinling breathed a sigh of relief...... It seems that he is not suspicious.
She closed her eyes, feeling tired.
Bugs don't completely spit out, and when the bugs burst out like fireworks, she seemed to see the few bugs in her body leave her heart and crawl everywhere to hide.
It's gathering energy for next month's outburst, and the cycle goes on until she ......
She suddenly felt scared...... When she first learned that she had fallen into the same Gu as Concubine Yu, she was also afraid, it was a shocking fear; It was a cold fear when it was confirmed that the concentric knot could not be unsolved, and now ...... She didn't know how long she would live. She longs to live, but to live is to endure the torture once a month, which makes her simple expectation become pain, and makes her face despair every day of her life, and the road ahead is uncertain, and she can only go on alone...... In this way, death becomes relief.
She sincerely admired Concubine Yu, who was able to silently endure more than 20 years of fear and torture, all to protect the people she loved.
She can also ......
But she was so sad that she just wanted to cry.
The house is quiet, let's go.
She bit her lip, but finally let out a sob.
A shadow blocked the faint light of the candle, and at the same time, the curtain opened......
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Yuwen Xuanyi sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her "sleeping" for a moment.
Her face was too pale, and her lips were bloody. She was very quiet, not deliberately concealing, she must be too weak.
He took her hand, and felt the little hand tremble, but he didn't withdraw it, because ...... She "fell asleep".
She tried to deceive him...... He smiled wryly, but the little hand had betrayed her.
Her hands were never so cold, and her palms were still sweating......
Jinling, what kind of illness do you have? You must already know about it, but why didn't you tell me?
After getting along for so many years, he deeply understands Su Jinling's temper. She didn't say much, and if she didn't want to say anything, no matter how hard you tried, she couldn't get half a word, he was only afraid that he would force her and do something unbelievable, so he could only pay attention to it secretly and pay attention to it at any time. However, she also guarded against him, and actually destroyed the most important content in "Tianhao Zhi"!
In fact, if you don't look closely, you can't find the missing page at all, but there is a barely visible gap between the spine of the book......
She is so diligent, she can hide the world under her nose, what else does she want to do?
At that moment, the uneasiness in my heart began to intensify.
He also began to "watch out" of her.
He didn't know what the hell she was doing by locking herself in the Nuan Yusheng Xiang Pavilion every day, and she deliberately provoked him to kick him out. He can "save the day", but he is willing to give her a chance to "steal joy", otherwise how will he find out about her movements?
He spotted her sorting out...... His clothes were rearranged according to the seasons, old and new, and to his liking. She could have left it to her subordinates to do it, but she did it herself...... There are many people in the house, and it is inevitable that there will be cheaters and tricksters, and she can also use both grace and power on weekdays, but why is she in a hurry to put everything in order?
There is air conditioning rising from the bottom of my heart...... She's leaving? Goodbye without saying goodbye? Where is she going?
Rage!
has been married for many years, and her love is deep, how can she still want to hide something from him? Or is it something that has to do with her life? Where did she leave him?
All of a sudden, I wanted to catch her back and ask her clearly.
But he endured it.
Su Jinling is no longer what she used to be, maybe she is still not shrewd enough, but she is no longer the little girl who will show her feet when he uses a little trick, otherwise how can she be shocked and not pass on the most important message of Fengxian Sect to him? And she is stubborn enough, and his stubbornness towards her is simply helpless.
He has met an "opponent", or is it an "opponent" that he has personally cultivated to know him very well.
Smile.
He ordered some people in charge of the gatehouse patrol in the mansion to pay attention to Su Jinling's movements, and not to let her out of the mansion, and in addition, he found Fan Yingbo.
The person trained by King Yu is really different, even under his forced gaze, his face will not change.
And so, very well.
He was also straightforward and clearly told her that if Su Jinling made any mistakes, even if he would open up to her, that person would not spare her, and why was she willing to follow Su Jinling's side, did she think that others really couldn't see her thoughts?