Chapter 135: It's useless to fight the dead!
Ji Xiao shook his head and smiled lightly: "No, how many months have you been a child?" ”
Xu Suixin touched his belly, with a soft glow on his face: "It's not even three months, but do you think they are growing up fast?" ”
her belly. It's bigger than others, Ji Xiao has to be, when she was pregnant with a child, it was almost five months before she could see her belly, Ji Xiao put her hand on Xu Suixin's flat lower abdomen, and asked her: "Have you been to the hospital for a checkup?" ”
Xu Suixin nodded: "I checked it once, and the doctor said that the child is very healthy." ”
has a child, after all, it can't be like a single person, Ji Xiao chattered endlessly and told her, this can't be eaten, that can't be touched, don't overwork, and can't stay up late...
Ji Xiao turned into a chatter, and Xu Suixin patted her on the shoulder: "Okay, okay, I know all this, when you are pregnant." I also looked up the book for you, have you forgotten? ”
Hearing Xu Suixin say this, Ji Xiao remembered that when she was pregnant with a child. Xu Suixin seems to do the same to her.
They are really good sisters, and they care more about each other's affairs than themselves.
After sitting for a while, Ji Xiao still got up to leave, she was sick now, she was always coughing, and she had to let Xu Suixin take care of her if she stayed here, not to mention, the most important thing was that Ji Xiao was also afraid that her disease would be transmitted to Xu Suixin.
Coming out of the café, the sun actually came out. Shining warmly on his body, Ji Xiao's eyes blinked for a while before he got used to the light, which was actually not strong.
Jing Moxian's Land Rover was still parked there, Ji Xiao walked down, and Jing Moxian leaned in the car, as if asleep.
The sunlight shone through the glass on his face, a little less serious than before, but a little softer.
As if sensing that someone was watching him, Jing Moxian opened his eyes, and Ji Xiao immediately moved his gaze to other places. In order to hide her embarrassment, she coughed lightly a few times, but fortunately, she was already sick, and Jing Moxian didn't think about other places with such a cough.
How embarrassing it would be for him to know that he was staring at his sleeping face for a while.
She opened the door of the back seat and sat in, Jing Moxian turned her head from the front seat and looked at her: "Finished talking?" ”
"Hmm."
"What's the matter?"
"A little bit of a personal matter."
Ji Xiao didn't want to say anything more about Xu Suixin's affairs, so Jing Moxian didn't ask anymore and started the car directly.
She was thinking about her own affairs all the way, so she didn't care where Jing Moxian's car went. When she came to her senses and saw that the scenery outside had become unfamiliar, Ji Xiao asked in hindsight: "Where are you going to take me?" ”
"You'll know when you get there."
Jing Moxian said lightly.
It's the same sentence again.
Ji Xiao looked at the road outside the window that was getting more and more desolate, and even a person couldn't see it, and suddenly skipped an answer in his heart, this scene seemed familiar, and a name suddenly floated in Ji Xiao's heart.
A woman's name.
Thinking of this woman, Ji Xiao felt inexplicably unhappy, although she had only had a few encounters with her, but she had affected her life to a great extent.
"Are you going to see Jing Moxin?"
Ji Xiao's voice suddenly turned cold, with a cold breath.
Jing Moxian was obviously stunned for a moment when he heard her say this, he slowed down the car, turned his head, and looked at Ji Xiao thoughtfully: "Do you think I'm going to take you to see Moxin?" ”
"Or else?"
Ji Xiao didn't look at Jing Moxian's eyes, and always looked at the increasingly bleak and solemn roadside scenery outside the window.
Jing Moxian simply stopped the car, he parked the car on the side of the road, turned his head, and looked at Ji Xiao seriously: "You look at me." ”
Ji Xiao didn't move.
Jing Moxian simply got out of the car and opened the door of the back seat, he looked at her with dark eyes, Angzang's body covered the sunlight outside the car window, and the wind leaked in through the open door, bringing a coolness.
"What are you going to do?"
Ji Xiao couldn't guess what he meant. Tubu Hugh died.
"Come down."
His voice was more serious than ever.
Although Ji Xiao didn't know why, she still got out of the car, and from beginning to end, in front of Jing Moxian, she was never afraid.
When she came down, Jing Moxian wanted to hold her hand, but Ji Xiao avoided it without moving.
Thinking of Jing Moxin, Ji Xiao's heart felt a burst of mustard, as if she had an untiring knot in her heart, which always made her depressed.
Jing Moxian didn't force it, but just said: "Follow me, if you lose it, you go back by yourself." ”
There was a hint of anger in his tone, but it didn't come out.
Ji Xiao followed him silently, and after walking for a while, he finally understood the meaning of Jing Moxian's words, it is indeed difficult to identify here, many places are exactly the same, there are crossroads everywhere, and the forks in the road everywhere make Ji Xiao can't help but follow closely behind Jing Moxian.
Here, obviously, it is also a cemetery, but it seems that there is a big difference from the cemetery of Jing Moxin that Jing Moxian took her to last time, the cemetery here is more solemn, and although it is such a cold weather, you can still see the management personnel.
Although Ji Xiao had a lot of questions in her heart, she didn't say anything and kept following Jing Moxian.
She is sick now, and after walking a few steps, she feels uncomfortable in her nose, and she doesn't dare to stop, so she can only endure it as much as possible.
After walking for a while, Jing Moxian finally realized this.
The weather becomes very fast, it is said that the day in June is a woman's face, very fickle, but the winter weather in Jingzhou is also very changeable, just now it was still cloudy, now it is cloudy, a large area of ink clouds rolling from the sky, snow, about to start falling.
Jing Moxian stopped, waited for Ji Xiao to walk in, frowned at her nose and face, which was already red from the cold, took off his coat, and wanted to put it on her.
Ji Xiao subconsciously dodged away.
She didn't want to refuse his coat, she just habitually avoided him.
Although he thought so, the expression on his face was indifferent.
Jing Moxian stretched out his hand and forcibly pulled her to his side, looked at her red nose, and said in a calm voice: "Will you die if you soften?" Do you want me to take you directly to the hospital next? Put on! ”
He undoubtedly put his smoky gray coat on her body, and seriously buttoned it up for her.
Jing Moxian's coat is very large, like wearing a sack on his body, and even his sleeves have to be turned over two big pleats to be exposed, and the hem of the trench coat is slightly mopped.
Except for his coat, he only wore a very thin shirt, and on such a cold day, no one would come out dressed like this unless it was a nervous disorder.
Ji Xiao wanted to take off his coat and return it to him, but Jing Moxian said in a deep voice: "Wear." ”
Ji Xiao glared at him and stopped caring about him.
The cemetery here is layer by layer, Ji Xiao followed behind Jing Moxian, walked four floors, and a thin layer of sweat appeared on his face, but Jing Moxian did not stop at all.
Ji Xiao looked at his back as he walked more and more energetically, and even thought hatefully, no wonder he would put his coat on her, it turned out that he wanted to lighten the burden on his body!
How can it still be cold when you climb like this?
The more Ji Xiao walked, the more she felt that her legs were weak, and as she walked, she had to carefully hold on to Jing Moxian's windbreaker, beware of tripping over this damn clothes, and after a while, Jing Moxian had already pulled down a large distance from her.
Sensing that Ji Xiao had pulled down a long distance, Jing Moxian stopped his steps, and saw Ji Xiao panting at a distance of about seventy or eighty steps from him, and the look on his face finally eased a little.
He walked slowly to Ji Xiao's side and did not speak.
Ji Xiao glared at him: "What are you going to take me for?" I'm a patient! ”
She was angry in her heart, and finally roared out.
Jing Moxian looked her up and down: "Can the patient's voice be so loud?" ”
Ji Xiao simply didn't want to pay attention to him.
A smile rose at the corner of Jing Moxian's mouth, stretched out his hand, and forcibly grabbed Ji Xiao's hand, although his hand was always exposed, it was unexpectedly very warm, but it was himself, no matter how sweaty his body was, his hand was cold.
Ji Xiao didn't struggle, and let him hold his hand.
One is that she is really tired and can't crawl anymore, and the other is that she really doesn't want to let go of the warmth in her palms...
With Jing Moxian pulling, Ji Xiao was obviously much faster, and when he climbed to the seventh floor, Jing Moxian finally stopped.
The look on his face instantly changed tone, and the whole person became solemn.
Ji Xiao looked at him like this and knew that it was here.
Although Jing Moxian didn't speak, Ji Xiao vaguely guessed who the person he took her to see this time was.
When he walked to the third cemetery on the left, Ji Xiao looked at the photos and letterings on the tombstone, and sure enough, he guessed correctly at all, Jing Moxian took him to see it, it was really his mother.
Once the child of the Jing family.
Jing Moxian didn't say anything for a long time, just kept staring at the face on the tombstone that was very similar to him.
Ji Xiao didn't speak, on the tombstone, Jing Moxian's mother was very young and her face was very beautiful, she understood why Jing Moxian was obviously Lu Guoshan's child, but there was nothing similar to him on his face, Jing Moxian completely inherited his mother's appearance.
"Ji Xiao, call Mom."
After a long time, Jing Moxian finally said this.
Ji Xiao was stunned for a moment, and looked at Jing Moxian with a look that you were joking: "I heard you right, right?" ”
Jing Moxian removed her eyes from the tombstone and looked at her: "Aren't you going to marry me?" It's not too much to call a mom, right? ”
Ji Xiao looked at him, thought about it, but still spoke, and shouted very distractedly at the photo on the tombstone: "Mom." ”
Jing Moxian glanced at her meaningfully, and in the end, he didn't say anything, he sat in front of the tombstone, and pulled Ji Xiao to sit there too.
Although Jing Moxian had a sad look on his face, it was a rare relaxation, he looked into the distance and said with a smile: "Actually, I don't have any impression of her. ”
"Hmm."
Ji Xiao replied lightly, as soon as he was born, his mother died in childbirth, this Ji Xiao knew very early on, if it weren't for this, maybe his surname was Lu now, not Jing.
"It's a little ridiculous to say, I actually killed her."
Jing Moxian's side was stained with the same frost as this weather.
Although he had never met his mother, and he had never had any impression of her, he had the blood she gave him in his body, and even his appearance was very similar to her.
When Jing Moxian first came to her tombstone, he didn't feel anything, but after being sensible, this feeling became stronger and stronger, because without his mother, he had to become a little stronger himself, and he had to please everyone in the Jing family with excellent grades in everything.
Even, Jing Moxian felt that his current strength, or excellence, was actually because of this woman he had never met.
Ji Xiao didn't say anything, she just sat quietly by Jing Moxian's side, compared to him, maybe she was a lucky child, after all, her mother was by her side for a few years, and she was still alive now, and she would soon be out of prison.
Ji Xiao couldn't estimate how important the impact of mother's love was on a person, but looking at Jing Moxian's appearance, she couldn't help but want to comfort him.
"It's all gone."
Jing Moxian looked into the distance and shook his head lightly: "For me, it's just the beginning." ”
Ji Xiao didn't understand the meaning of his words, but he didn't plan to ask.
They sat quietly in front of the cemetery for a while, and Jing Moxian suddenly asked her, "Ji Xiao, do you care about Moxin very much?" ”
She hadn't mentioned it yet, but he did bring it up first.
Ji Xiao was stunned for a moment, although he didn't want to answer, he didn't want to lie to him.
"I think for any woman, she cares."
Jing Moxian's eyes looked at her tightly: "Ji Xiao, you have to understand that Moxin is dead, and it has no effect to compete with the dead, do you understand?" ”
He looked at her with burning eyes.
Of course, Ji Xiao also understood what he meant, but maybe it was because of a dead person that she particularly minded?
She can be against anyone alive, and it is precisely because Jing Moxin is dead and completely frozen in his heart that she will never be able to compare to her...
When this thought jumped into her mind, Ji Xiao was startled, when did she become so cautious?
In the past, she was always very disdainful when she heard similar things from various magazines and life, thinking that these things would not happen to her at all, and even, in her marriage with Lu Suyao, Ji Xiao also thought that she was completely different from others.
However, it was only now that she found out that at the beginning, why she could divorce Lu Suyao so simply, not because he cheated, but because she didn't love him at all.