Chapter 313: The pillow seat is cold when it is cold
"If you don't obey me today, I'll solve it myself in front of you......"
He Angelica didn't know how to face such a coquettish and stupid Meng Xuan, and was even more angry at Meng Xuan when she mentioned Zhu Quan, why couldn't she get rid of the shadow brought by Zhu Quan?
"Why doesn't Zhu Quan take the normal route? Can your principles be an exception for him? He can do it, why can't I? ”
It seems that these words have been held back in Meng Xuan's heart for a long time, and it is difficult for him to say them until now. That day, she was groggy and hot, and she didn't know what Zhu Quan had done to her, and what Meng Xuan had seen, but she could still tell whether she had lost her virginity or not, not to mention that she was completely innocent in this matter, why was she so misunderstood. Zhu Quan, Zhu Quan, why can't she never hear the word "Zhu Quan" again!
He Angelica dragged a quilt and left silently, quickly put on his dress behind the screen, and after turning out of the screen, he saw Meng Xuan still lying on the bed in the same position, staring at her directly. She walked over with the quilt, covered him with the quilt, tucked the corners of the quilt again, and said in the tone of the doctor telling the patient: "Your sword wound needs to be recuperated for at least five days before it can improve, I will go to the bamboo courtyard tonight to find silver needles, and after the fourth watch, I will decoct the medicine and put it on the table, you remember to drink it while it is hot." After speaking, he began to bend down to clean up the tea cup on the small table.
Meng Xuan regretted it as soon as she spoke, Xiao Yi also knew a little about Zhu Quan's attitude, and he could also feel her stiff actions every time she heard Zhu Quan's name.
"Xiaoyi, you ......" Meng Xuan stared at her indifferent face as she cleaned up the teacup, and said while she took advantage of it, "I will write a letter to my family tomorrow, ask my parents to allow marriage, and then I will marry you as soon as possible, okay?" ”
He Angelica drooped his eyelids and said: "Seventh son, think twice, I really don't deserve you, and I can't afford to be your wife." ”
Meng Xuan paused, and then said slowly in a consultative tone: "Xiaoyi, that's the case...... My parents were old-fashioned people, and they took marriage seriously, and I couldn't convince them to change for a while...... So, I want to marry you as a concubine first, and when we have a son in the future, I will try to get my mother to nod and raise you as a wife, okay? ”
It turns out that this is the case, why should he return to his heart, is this the trajectory of the development of things-
Meng Xuan came to her when she was injured, saying that she liked her and wanted to marry her, and used the bloody wound to make her heart soft, so she might as well lose herself to him for a while, and then, when there was no room for turning back, she changed her words and said that her status was too low, and she was not good enough to be his wife, so let's start with a concubine first, and go up one level at a time. What else can she say when she has become his woman, Meng Xuan always looks affectionate, so she compromised and married him as a concubine.
Then, according to the situation described by Meng Xuan three years later, they wanted a child, but they couldn't give birth, Zhu Quan played a trick, and Su Xiaoxiao had Meng Xuan's child - or is it already now, according to Meng Ying - After that, Meng Xuan's mother made Su Xiaoxiao Meng Xuan's concubine in order not to let her grandson's identity be flawed. With the addition of himself, plus Zixiao, plus the daughter of a member of the staff, and a young lady who looks a little similar to herself, Meng Xuan has five concubines at once.
Subsequently, three years later, the emperor Zhu Yunwen gave marriage and assigned his cousin, the Xiancao County Lord of Lin'an Princess's Mansion to Meng Xuan. One is a brave and invincible general, and the other is a county lord who is like a flower, what a good couple.
According to Meng Xuan's statement three years later, he only had himself in his heart, and he did not have a round house with the Xiancao County Lord. Oh, the cave house with a high fever of red candles actually threw the county lord aside, it was really too much, the county lord was also accused of marrying, and he had no right to say no, but he was unlucky to have an indifferent and ruthless husband, and as soon as he passed the door, it was like falling into an ice cellar. In this way, the superfluous person is himself, no wonder he chose to quit automatically after three years.
According to Meng Xuan's statement three years later, he couldn't change his mind by many methods, and returned to Meng's house to continue to be his concubine.
According to Meng Xuan's statement three years later, he would find a way to deal with the county lord of Xiancao and the other three concubines who had never touched him, but Su Xiaoxiao, who already had his children, couldn't bear to deal with it, so he thought of going back to three years ago and letting her strangle the belly of her rival in the cradle. Heh, he still has a lot of scruples between his words, for fear that she will endanger Su Xiaoxiao. Su Xiaoxiao, the adopted daughter of the rebellious Prime Minister Hu Weiyong? A confidante in his previous life? He's a good match for her.
According to Meng Xuan's statement three years later, he spent three months and tried all means to find himself, but he was still as hard as a stone, insisting that a good horse would not eat back grass...... What kind of person is she, doesn't she know herself? If her husband Meng Xuan is really as innocent as he said, and is single-minded about himself, he is not moved enough to run back to Meng's house immediately? If Meng Xuan could spend three months battling wits with her and trying to get her to return to the Meng family, why didn't he use the first month to remove the factors that forced her to leave the Meng family?
According to Meng Xuan's statement three years later, his other wives and concubines are still "being processed", how to deal with them? Even if he was really high enough to never touch a finger of those women, but after marrying him as a wife and concubine for a few years, he was once sent to the Meng family and sent back to his mother's house, so how could those women who regarded their husbands as their heavens live? Just for her own awkward thoughts, she has harmed so many people! Is she the only one who can't accept that her husband has other wives and concubines, or is it the same for all women?
All the misfortunes started today, from the warmth and affection between her and Meng Xuan, and the private lifelong commitment.
If she is cut off from here, she doesn't marry Meng Xuan, ignores Meng Xuan, and breaks off her friendship with him from now on, will all misfortunes be annihilated from here? She doesn't have to grieve herself to adapt to a husband with other wives and concubines, she doesn't have to be sandwiched between Meng Xuan and his wife and concubine, and she doesn't have to worry about Qi Xuanyu's warning in the dream, saying that after marrying Meng Xuan, Meng Xuan will die, and after marrying Bai Yangbai, she changed her mind to find Zhu Quan, and after becoming Princess Ning, Bai Yangbai also died unexpectedly due to sadness.
If she doesn't marry Meng Xuan, doesn't marry Bai Yangbai, and of course it is impossible to marry Zhu Quan, but marry others like Zhang San and Li Si, will everything be different?
Looking at Meng Xuan, who was staring at him intently on the bed, He Angelica secretly made up his mind that this was the best way to deal with it. Don't let Meng Xuan continue to like her, you can't marry Meng Xuan, while things haven't reached the point of being out of control, while Meng Xuan hasn't been infatuated to the point of dying, cut off the relationship between the two from here and change the direction of the story.
Sure enough, no matter how Meng Xuan persuaded and moved herself three years later, no matter how she persuaded and hypnotized herself, when the matter really came, she would become the most selfish He Angelica, who could neither dedicate herself to Meng Xuan, nor accept to be one of his wives and concubines. She has experienced the vicissitudes of life in two lives, and she has extraordinary reason and wisdom, neither of which allows her to live up to herself anymore, and she really doesn't want to live a life soaked in tears anymore.
Sure enough, the momentary emotion couldn't make her insist on going to a relationship against her heart and into an incomplete marriage. She chose to give up before she even started.
I'm sorry, Meng Xuan three years later, I'm still the same selfish me, as ruthless as me three years later, since I already know the ending, then, in order to prevent you from losing your life because of me, I want to use another way to save you...... I'm sorry, Meng Xuan......
Meng Xuan on the bed raised her head with her elbows, lying on her side to look at her face, the expression on it was clear and disillusioned, as if there were a lot of thoughts passing by, what was she thinking?
couldn't wait for her answer, Meng Xuan spoke again: "Xiaoyi, I know that with your character and talent, I really wronged you by letting you be my concubine, but you have to believe that my heart for you is as solid as a rock, and I will definitely be considerate to you in the future to make up for your regret that you can't be a wife." As long as we have a child, I can talk to my mother and raise you to be my wife, okay? ”
"Yesterday ......" He Angelica also found his voice, "Yesterday I heard Meng Sangongzi mention, you have a good friend named Xiao Suxin, right?" ”
"Suxin?" Meng Xuan was stunned for a moment, blinked and asked, "That's right, what's wrong?" ”
"She's got a son, isn't she?" He Angelica was skeptical of Meng Ying's words, Meng Ying said that she could ask Meng Xuan directly for verification, then she asked hello - she had a crush on her three years ago, and stole things related to her, missed her for three years, and Meng Xuan, who didn't come to her for three years, had a son with another woman?
Meng Xuan nodded and gave her a positive answer: "Yes, Su Xin has a son," the good-looking sword eyebrows tied a knot, and said in a complaining tone, "My brother is really, how can I mention this matter to people everywhere, we obviously agreed not to make it public." ”
He Angelica's heart sank suddenly, so she understood this as a reasonable reason for her to finally find a reasonable reason to let go of Meng Xuan, and he should use his love for Xiao Suxin's mother and son who had his children, rather than a cowardly woman who always avoided feelings. Dare to love and hate, she can only do the latter half. To love someone, it's really hard for her to do it now. It's just that reason and wisdom tell her that love often only brings a little sweetness at the beginning, and the bitterness after the sweetness makes her daunting, so that she can't love or hurt.
"Little ......"
"Meng Xuan......"
The two spoke at the same time, and stopped at the same time. Meng Xuan motioned to her to speak first with her eyes, so He Angelica began to phrase: "Meng Xuan, I have thought about it......"
"Shen Shi," Meng Xuan corrected her, "You forgot the word to call me again!" ”
He Angelica shook his head, stubbornly not calling him a new name, but calling his name clearly: "Meng Xuan, I've thought about it, I still won't marry you, you won't come to me again in the future, and we won't even be friends anymore." When your injuries are almost healed, you can leave Luofu. ”
Meng Xuan was stunned for a moment before he conveyed the words in his ears to his mind, and he slowly understood the meaning of the words. He sat up on the pillow and stared at He Angelica's cherry mouth, unable to believe that such words came out of it.
"Why?!" Meng Xuan shouted in surprise, "Didn't you confess to me just now, saying that you wanted to marry me!" ”
He Angelica's pupils were so dark that he couldn't see through the light, and said calmly: "But you also said it, you don't believe my confession, in fact, it makes sense that you don't believe it, there is no truth in my words, and they are completely silent." Meng Xuan, sure enough, I still can't force myself to like you. I'm sorry, Meng Xuan, let's stop here. ”