Chapter 51: Heartache
Even though the Holy Voice repeatedly challenged Qili's bottom limit, Qili still decided to give him a chance. Emotional matters are inextricably linked, she is so sad that she still has nostalgia for him! Shengyin should be the same, he has decided to give up Mingyue to be with her, it doesn't mean that he can forget about her completely!
Shengyin is a person who values love and righteousness, and he is so righteous to his brothers who have been born and died, let alone the woman who is pregnant with his flesh and blood. Qili persuaded herself that she couldn't ask for too much, she got the person of the Holy Voice, and it was only a matter of time before she got his heart, she snatched him away from Mingyue, did she want to deprive him of the right to miss the child's mother occasionally?
How could a man as good as Shengyin not have the trouble of women, Qili should have thought of this a long time ago. Why should she blame the Holy Sound for this, and bury the beautiful life that is about to come with her own hands! After her grief, Qili made countless excuses for Shengyin until the anger in her heart vanished.
Yes, if you love someone, you have to learn to be tolerant, the reason why Shengyin didn't tell her and sneaked back to see Mingyue was because she was afraid that she would be angry. This shows that he cares about her, thinking of this, Qili is a little relieved, there is nothing wrong with him thinking of the old love, because he is not a heartless person, when their relationship was almost collapsed, it was Mingyue who comforted him, and now his feelings have been determined, but he can't help but have an explanation for Mingyue.
Shengyin must have said goodbye to Mingyue, he has a beginning and an end to his work, and he will not let the woman he loves be too miserable. Loved? Qili recalled these two words, smiled wryly and shook her head, it turned out that she also understood in her heart that Shengyin loved Mingyue. She couldn't deny this fact, as for why she was so sure, just from Mingyue being pregnant with his flesh and blood was enough to explain it.
When Qili and Shengyin were in love, Shengyin never let her get pregnant, even when the love was strong. Qili is not worried about getting pregnant before marriage, but Shengyin still insists, he always says that the royal princess should not leave any words for people with ulterior motives. But Qili thought that maybe he didn't want to leave her any bonds, so that even if they were separated in the future, there would be no nostalgia.
However, Mingyue was actually pregnant with his child, and it was during those few months. At that time, Shengyin thought that he could not become a member of the royal family, so Qili was no longer important to him. His pride was hurt, so he gave up his dream of holding on for many years and was willing to stay with Mingyue on the mountain.
During that time, it may be the most leisurely and happy in his life, maybe he really plans to live well with Mingyue, waiting for their child to be born with great anticipation. However, the Holy Voice is the Holy Voice after all, and the ambitious leader of the Xiling Sect, a short escape does not bring him real satisfaction, and when he learns that he has hope of entering the royal family, he immediately returns to normal.
Sheng Yin returned to Qili and stayed with her, he was sure of her true feelings, there was nothing to doubt, and he was sure that he would win the horse in his hands. So, he couldn't help but think of Mingyue's mother and son on Stara Mountain, as a responsible man, at least he should make a decision, Mingyue's future life, as well as the growth of their children, he has to think of a safe way to settle them.
It was late at night, and the holy sound had not yet returned, and Qili had been sitting in front of the window for several hours, and she looked up at the sky and took a deep breath. Shouldn't he stay with Mingyue tonight? No, Shengyin is not such an impertinent person, he just went to say goodbye and appease Mingyue's wounded heart. Mingyue also loves him deeply, she is bound to try her best to keep him, in order not to make her too sad, Shengyin has to accompany her until now.
It's like this, it must be so, the Holy Voice has made a choice, and he won't look back! Qili thought so, her heart was finally more steady, she didn't feel sleepy, she simply lay on the windowsill and counted the stars in the sky, her holy voice was on the way back, and when he came back, he would gently circle her waist from behind and give her an affectionate kiss.
Finally, Qili heard the sound of horses' hooves, she trembled with excitement, Shengyin came back, it was he who came back, he didn't stay by Mingyue's side, even if he was in a hurry, he had to rush back to sleep with her even if he was in a hurry. Isn't he afraid that she will think too much and that she will worry, such a good man, what is she not satisfied with.
Qili hurriedly closed the window, took off her coat and jumped onto the bed, quietly waiting for his hug with her back to the door. It didn't take long for Shengyin to push the door in, but instead of comforting her at the first time, he sat at the table without saying a word, not knowing what was going on in his heart.
Qili couldn't bear this torment, bit her lip, turned to look at him, and said in a slow tone: "I'm back, come and sleep!" ”
"You've been waiting for me?" Shengyin said without raising his head, grabbed the wine jug and poured a few sips, and laughed hehe, "You shouldn't be pretending to be asleep, see when I come back, right?" ”
The pungent smell of wine spread, Qili couldn't help frowning, and said forbearingly: "Why do you say that? I'm worried about you when you come back, and I don't want you to feel guilty if I'm pretending to be asleep. ”
"Guilt?" Sheng Yin snorted, a disdainful smile on the corner of his mouth, "You sent someone to follow me, who should be guilty?" Princess Qili, let's be honest, you never trusted me, you gave me the identity of a colt, just to control me, if we get married, not only will you not take care of my brothers, but you will also try to keep me away from the Xiling Sect step by step. ”
Qili was shocked, and hurriedly denied: "No, no, where someone is following you, you must have misunderstood...... Also, when did I stop trusting you, I didn't trust you, can I marry you, you, have you listened to other people's nonsense......"
"Someone else? The palace guards who worked for you turned out to be someone else? If one day, I don't listen to you anymore, I will become someone else! Sheng Yin retorted angrily.
"Shengyin, what's wrong with you, I don't understand what you're saying, you don't look right, is something going on?" Qili got out of bed and walked to him, took the wine jug in his hand, and gently put it on the table, "You can tell me if you have something on your mind, I am your wife, how can I not trust you, the palace guards you said should be a misunderstanding, there are so many guards, how can they be my subordinates......"
Qili was still trying her best to deny it, but Shengyin grabbed her hand and looked at her with an evil smile: "Is there a second Princess Qili in this world?" And a second Sacred Sound Pony? And a second Stara Hill? Your royal brother has already sent people to surround the Xiling Sect, and even attacked the followers of the Xiling Sect, do you dare to say that you don't know about this? ”
With a little force, Shengyin threw Qili away a few steps away, Qili couldn't care about crying out in pain, and her eyes widened in surprise: "This, this is what the guard told you?" No, it can't be ......."
"When a person is dying, he dares to say anything in order to survive. Don't forget that I'm a killer, and no one is better at how to make life worse than death. Why, now that you admit that you know the so-called royal secrets, oh, Qili, Qili, how many secrets do you still hide from me, will you let me know how I died when I become a lonely ghost. The more Shengyin spoke, the more angry she became, and she flipped over the table casually.
Fragments of wood were scattered on the ground, and Qili looked at the angry Shengyin in a daze, and opened her mouth with difficulty: "You killed him?" You killed the palace guards? ”
"Yes, what if I kill him, there is only one way to die for those who oppose me. Your Royal Highness Princess, you sent someone to arrest me, put me on death row, and serve me on death row, whatever you want to die, you decide. Shengyin staggered to Qili, pinched her chin with one hand, and her eyes seemed to be able to spew fire, "I hate people to deceive the most, damn it, you dare to fool me!" ”
In the face of the roar of the holy sound, Qili did not have the slightest fear, but was sad and angry, and involuntarily shouted: "What about you? Mere pariahs, you dare to fool the feelings of this princess. You don't love me at all, but you want to marry me, why do you do this! Don't you love that woman of the Xiling Sect, you already have a child, what are you still coming to me for! You're hypocritical, you're shameless, you just want to take advantage of me, have you ever loved me? Have you ever loved me? Answer me, have you ever loved me? ”
Shengyin was stunned, let go of her chin, and asked in disbelief, "You said, Mingyue came to you?" ”
"Ha, Mingyue, it's her, it's her, a woman with a pair of gray eyes, she is pregnant with your child, but you left her on the mountain, and I am merry, will you tell me that she is your true love! Holy Voice, you say, do you love me or love her, if you can only choose one, do you choose me or choose her? ”
Qili sat up, grabbed the placket of Shengyin's clothes tightly with both hands, and tears welled up wildly: "Say, do you want me or her?" Holy Voice, you say, you say! ”
Shengyin lowered his head and sat down on the ground dejectedly, yes, maybe it was really time to make a choice, he didn't have the ability to sit and enjoy the blessings of Qi people, which was unfair to Mingyue and Qili. Before, he was too greedy, he thought he could have everything, but he forgot that love is selfish, and what woman can tolerate a beloved man thinking about others!
Qili pulled at the hem of his clothes and shook back and forth, shouting like crazy: "I want you to say, I want you to say, you love me!" The only person you love is me! You won't go back to that woman, you'll forget about her completely! Say, Holy Voice, say it quickly......"
"No, I don't love you, I never loved you!" Sheng Yin opened his mouth coldly and cruelly pronounced, "Your Royal Highness, you are such an arrogant and selfish woman, how could I fall in love with you. You can't even compare to a single hair of Mingyue, she has been with me for ten years, and she has never asked for anything, she is the one who really loves me, what about you, in addition to controlling me and possessing me, have you thought about what to do for me? You don't even have the most basic respect! ”
Shengyin pushed Qili away and got up to leave, Qili hurriedly hugged his legs and begged bitterly: "That's not the case, I love you, Shengyin, I love you!" I love you more than Mingyue, I just ask you to love me, is this also greedy? Holy Voice, give me another chance, I'll prove to you how much I love you, I can't live without you, have you forgotten how happy we are together? I will do as you tell me, I will give you many, many children, as long as you want, I will do it, please, don't go, don't leave me......"
"Your Royal Highness Princess, the true love you yearn for is destined not to be obtained in this life, everything is just your delusion, now is the time to wake up." The Holy Voice broke free of her hand and walked out without hesitation, blending into the night.
"Don't, don't leave me......" The former love nest echoed with a beautiful and mournful cry, missing her loveless lover, tears drowning her beautiful face.