Chapter 60: Liu Mengchao...... Helpless! (2nd Update)
Gao Xiaowan didn't know that she was completely stuck in place, completely ignorant of the outside world. He only felt that since he saw Liu Mengchao's eyes, all the images in his mind had begun to emerge in front of him one after another.
He was no stranger to such dreams, or very familiar with them. After all, he had also fallen into boundless dreams in the world of the Guilty Crown, and that time he was constantly experiencing images of his own death. Those images appeared in front of him all the time, and he kept repeating them.
For Gao Xiaowan, this not only opened his eyes, but also strengthened his whole heart at the same time. Yes, it's augmentation.
His heart has now become as hard as iron, and it can be said that no matter what kind of situation he faces, he can easily face it.
It's just that now, the world that appeared in front of Gao Xiaowan has completely exceeded Gao Xiaowan's imagination.
What kind of scene should not have been able to shake Gao Xiaowan's heart. It's just that the scene that appeared in front of Gao Xiaowan this time was so appalling, no, it was better to say that there was a person who sneaked directly into his mind and excavated all the terrifying, regretful, and unforgettable scenes.
It's an incredible thing. In Gao Xiaowan's memory, the only thing that can do this level is the Holy Grail in the Holy Grail War, and it is also the Holy Grail that has been completely polluted by black mud.
The Holy Grail, which is completely contaminated with sludge, may have the ability to plunge a person into infinite misery completely. But even that Holy Grail will not be like now, let the scenes in front of him continue to unfold in front of him, constantly hitting his heart, just like a boundless tide whistling from the sky, constantly impacting Gao Xiaowan's originally hard heart defense.
How hard can a person's heart be. to be able to continue to face the hardships that I have experienced. How hard is a person's heart, so that he can still make his heart and intestines become like iron and stone under repeated viewing again and again, so that his whole body will not be shaken in the slightest?
This is not an easy thing to do, even an incredible thing.
But now, all this has happened to Gao Xiaowan, so that he can't serve himself. Let him not be able to raise his head from the depressed world, let him be like a person who has drowned, he can only subconsciously raise his hand and subconsciously open his mouth. I want to grasp the straw that saves my life, I want to breathe the air that saves my life, but everything is in return...... There was only the boundless darkness and the river water that kept pouring in from Liman's mouth.
I don't know how long this time lasted, Gao Xiaowan only felt that during this long and desperate period of time, her original vivid emotions were constantly suppressed, and gradually seemed to become the rising sun evaporated by the sun, but in a short moment, it disappeared without a trace.
This doesn't feel right, Gao Xiaowan wants to speak out. But he had already found that his tongue had already been unable to say a word at that moment, not only could he not say a word, but even his breathing was stagnant at this moment.
Liu Mengchao seemed to have woken up at this time, and he subconsciously raised his head. Gaze at the person standing in front of him.
Gao Xiaowan, the person whose forehead was all covered with sweat, and his whole body was already covered with sweat.
Liu Mengchao subconsciously closed his eyes, and then opened them again. In an instant. The situation that had just brought all the starlight in the sky into his eyes seemed to have disappeared in an instant.
Liu Mengchao's eyes turned back into a deep pool, even if there were still one or two starlight flickering in this deep ebony. But it has already become much darker, much softer.
At this moment, Gao Xiaowan, who originally felt Liu Mengchao's gaze, suddenly collapsed and sat on the ground. The sweat instantly came out like a flood that broke out, coming out along all the holes in Gao Xiaowan's body. The sweat also seemed to be frightened and bubbled non-stop. "What just happened?"
Seeing that everything seemed to be back to normal again, L's voice rang in Liu Mengchao's ears again. I saw him raise his head again, look at Liu Mengchao, look at Liu Mengchao's eyes that have regained their calmness, and say quietly, as if waiting for an echo to come from Liu Mengchao's eyes.
This is a kind of nonsense, but at this moment, L really feels that his guess just now seems to be really coming true.
Liu Mengchao didn't speak, he just shook his head lightly first. With Liu Mengchao's movements, sweat finally came out of Liu Mengchao's forehead. Immediately, in the blink of an eye, Liu Mengchao had already shown a tired demeanor. He seemed so tired that he couldn't even speak.
"What the hell is going on?"
Liu Ling looked at Liu Mengchao's appearance and asked subconsciously. Like L, her mind is now full of questions, not just questions, but lots of speculations.
"I want to ...... You didn't make it? ”
At this moment, Lelouch's voice also sounded. I saw him standing beside Liu Mengchao, gently supporting the crumbling Liu Mengchao with one hand, looking at this pale-faced friend and saying slowly.
Liu Mengchao still didn't answer, it seemed that the incident just now had completely exhausted Liu Mengchao's own energy, so that he couldn't even speak.
Liu Mengchao couldn't speak, so he just expressed his words with his actions. He struggled to lift his head, letting the sweat run down his neck, and then looked directly at Lelouch.
Left ...... Take a right ......
Liu Mengchao shook his head.
"It really didn't work out?"
At this moment, although Liu Mengchao has not answered, L has already reflected. He followed Lu Xiu's question and then asked Liu Mengchao.
Left ...... One to the right
Liu Mengchao was still shaking his head. His meaning was made very clear at this moment. And it is precisely because Liu Mengchao's meaning is expressed too clearly that it makes people fear from the bottom of their hearts. After all, no matter how you look at it, it's an incredible thing.
"You really didn't make it, it can't be!" 、
Liu Ling's reaction was not slow, but when her exclamation sounded among the three of them, it was already a little late. It's just that although it's late, it's still not too late as long as you come.
Gao Xiaowan seemed to have broken free from the desperate whirlpool just now. His face still had a sickly flush on his face, no, or rather a trace of exhaustion that could not be concealed at all. The exhaustion was so palpable that it was as if he would even be able to stand up on his own again.
It's just that in the next second, the corners of Gao Xiaowan's mouth slowly curled. His movements were so difficult, it was originally just a simple smiling action, but at this moment Gao Xiaowan did it, it was like an old city gate, being pulled up little by little by a steel cable, which made people not feel frowning.
Everyone saw Gao Xiaowan's expression. followed by a frown. Although they wanted to smile bitterly, they couldn't even smile when they thought of the situation they were facing.
They just frowned, and then frowned without saying a word.
"Liu Mengchao's attainments in psychology can be said to be unparalleled, but on the other hand, if someone can achieve something that Liu Mengchao can't do in psychology, the blow to Liu Mengchao is just as huge. This will make Liu Mengchao realize the real gap, and this gap can make Liu Mengchao's psychological defense almost collapse. You say...... Isn't it? ”
Gao Xiaowan puffed out her chest. Trying to squeeze the last trace of air out of his body, he said slowly and hard to Liu Ling, Lu Luxiu and L.
They didn't answer Gao Xiaowan's words, but they all nodded in unison. After all. The scene that happened in front of them really illustrates all this.
That's just the way it is.
"I didn't do it, or rather, I don't know how Chu Zhi succeeded now."
The wise men are silent. Liu Mengchao's voice slowly sounded at this time. I saw that his face was covered with sweat, like a person who had just been fished out of the water, which made people unbearable to look at. Just this moment. Everyone's hearts are already hanging in the air, and they only want the news of Liu Mengchao.
"What the hell is going on, why did Gao Xiaowan become like that just now? Could it be ......" Liu Ling asked softly subconsciously, but there was already a look of fear on his face.
"That's true."
Liu Mengchao nodded slowly.
"I've just tried to imitate in my mind how to make a person look like a sea warrior, in other words......"
In other words, when Liu Mengchao saw the appearance of Haixia Jinping, you substituted yourself into Chu Zhi's thinking. Unconsciously, you want to imitate Chu Zhi's actions, imitate his thoughts, and then grasp the reasons why he can make a person completely lose his feelings, and at the same time know the reasons why he was suddenly able to gain feelings? ”
Gao Xiaowan had already stood up at this time, although he was still a little shaky, but his face was unconsciously full of smiles, subconsciously supporting Liu Mengchao, and subconsciously saying his opinion.
"That's it."
Liu Mengchao didn't refute, just nodded slowly. It's just that his simple actions are shocking enough, after all, no one would have thought that in psychology, or in the confrontation in the emotional field, Liu Mengchao would be at a disadvantage, and he would not even be able to imitate the other party's emotions.
This kind of thing is really incredible, it is unbelievable to the extreme. No one made a sound, not even the sound of breathing faded, and the only thing left was the sound of the heart beating in fear.
Bang bang ...... Bang bang ...... Boom............
"I want to know how Chu Zhi snatched a person's emotions, so I have already started to simulate it in my mind subconsciously, Gao Xiaowan subconsciously glanced at me at that time, and then ......"
Liu Mengchao didn't finish speaking, Gao Xiaowan had already continued.
Then I just felt like I was in the endless starry sky, and the things that had scared and painful me kept coming before my eyes, like the boundless sea that completely submerged my whole body with despair. But ......"
"But in any case, this can only increase Gao Xiaowan's pain," Liu Mengchao said slowly, his brows furrowed unconsciously, "If a person experiences too much pain, it may completely damage his emotional mechanism, but such damage is not irreversible, and even in the most subtle places, there will still be remnants of feelings." This is something that no one can hide. ”
In other words...... Didn't Chu Zhi use this method to make a person completely lose his feelings? ”
Hearing Liu Mengchao's words, L nodded subconsciously and asked. (To be continued......)
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