Chapter 204: Your Majesty, Let Me Go
Shao Ziqing was silent when he heard this, but his knuckles were faintly white, and he kneaded the plaster into a ball.
Yuehua became more and more puzzled: "Isn't it wrong?" β
His face sank suddenly, and he said in a muffled voice: "Niangniang will try not to use this plaster in the future, let's lose it all." β
"Why?" Yuehua asked puzzledly: "It feels quite effective, and after pasting it, the waist is hot, and it is very ironing." β
Shao Ziqing refused to speak, and Yuehua's doubts became heavier, and his face fell: "In front of Yuehua, what else can't Shao Xiang say?" β
Shao Ziqing thought about it for a while, and finally made up his mind: "Speaking of Niang Niang Mo Duoxin, there are too many blood-invigorating ingredients such as musk in this ointment, the medicinal properties are too strong, and Niang Niang has been using it on the waist for a long time, which is not very good for the body." β
Shao Ziqing's words were vague, Yuehua was stunned for a moment, and instantly understood the meaning of his words.
She stood up suddenly, her lips trembled and she asked, "You, you mean to say that after using this medicine for a long time, you will not get pregnant, right?" β
Shao Ziqing didn't speak, just said "um" in a low voice.
Yuehua was dizzy for a while, staggered back two steps, and almost fell to the ground.
Shao Ziqing hurriedly stepped forward and hugged her: "What's wrong with Niangniang?" β
Yuehua was stunned, and her snow-white teeth almost bit her delicate red lips blood, and her whole body began to tremble slightly. was originally weak, but now he has almost lost his muscles and bones, and he is paralyzed on the ground.
Shao Ziqing didn't know why, she didn't know how to give birth to her, she suddenly had this look, and ordered Xiangshen in a panic: "Hurry up and bring the silver needle in my bag, otherwise her body will spasm, she can't control herself, and she will bite her lip through."
Xiang Shen was also shocked, and hurriedly went through the deerskin needle bag placed by Shao Ziqing, in a hurry.
Yuehua had slowly recovered her breath and shook her head with difficulty: "No need, I'm fine." β
Shao Ziqing listened to her talk, and it was indeed no longer in the way, so she put her mind at ease, and said with palpitations: "I said it well two days ago, I have relaxed my mind and no longer have trouble with myself, why is it so terrifying in a blink of an eye?" β
Yuehua smiled bitterly, was supported by Shao Ziqing and sat down slowly, lowered her head and was silent for a long time, before she raised her head and said slowly: "It's just a moment of bitterness." β
Shao Ziqing instructed Xiang Shen: "Go and bring a bowl of warm water, turn a pill into a pill for your master." β
Xiang Shen responded, immediately turned around and went out, still closing the door.
Shao Ziqing asked in a deep voice: "Say, who gave you this plaster?" β
Yuehua buried her face in her knees, shrunk her thin shoulders, and said with difficulty: "Your Majesty." It was specially prepared by him at the doctor's behest of all. β
Shao Ziqing was also silent for a while, not knowing how to persuade: "Perhaps, it's just that the minions below don't know the severity." β
"If you can't even measure this measurement, what kind of doctor is you worth?" Yuehua shook her head slowly: "If it was in the past, perhaps, I would have been stupid to have a little naΓ―ve expectations and fantasies, but now, it's just that, just accept my fate." β
"The emperor treats you with sincerity, and will never do such a thing. We summoned the imperial doctor over and interrogated him strictly, so we know that you shouldn't speculate about the emperor for no reason like this, you will only misunderstand more and more. β
The water vapor in Yuehua's eyes gradually steamed, slowly condensed, and crumbled. Then I finally couldn't bear it anymore, and it was like rain in a flash.
This is the first time Yuehua has cried so recklessly in front of Shao Ziqing, so heartbroken, she suddenly didn't want to hide it anymore, and she didn't want to hold her grievances in her heart anymore.
Crystal tears, like pearls with broken threads, wet her face, trickled into the corners of her mouth, and hung on her delicate chin, silently.
Yuehua finally said softly: "No matter what I do, even if it is for him, I can do without my life, my heart can be cut out, and I am honest in front of him, what's the use?" After all, I am still a Chang family, and my mother is still surnamed Chang, and I can't give it up.
No matter how much he loves me and spoils me, he will never truly believe me. He kept saying that he was in trouble, but he would rather see me sad than let me know the inside story, and he didn't even want me to have his children.
Ten thousand people are not as good as one person, I don't want him to spoil me, even if he is in the twilight, left and right, I can bear it, who let himself marry into the emperor's family in the first place? I humbly hope that he will understand my mind. In the end, it turned out that everything was just a flash in the pan. β
Her tears, her sentimentality and desolation, are all naked and frank in front of Shao Ziqing, and there is nothing to hide.
Shao Ziqing stood up suddenly: "Ziqing went to the emperor to ask for an understanding." β
Yuehua stood up, reached out to stop him, and grabbed his sleeve: "Don't go." β
"Why are you holding me back, are you just going to let me watch you sad and helpless? And then you continue to be depressed, depressed, and carry this knot for the rest of your life? Niangniang, if you still regard Ziqing as a confidant, let go of your hand. β
Yuehua shook his head firmly: "He has a misunderstanding about me now, and he will not believe me no matter what." If you go and question him, it will make him suspicious, and it will only be like my brother's humiliation, so why bother you again? β
"Do you think Ziqing will be afraid?"
"You're not afraid, but I'm afraid!" Yuehua smiled bitterly: "Mourning is greater than dying, Yuehua feels that it doesn't matter anymore." Shao Xiang, that's it. β
With a bang, Shao Ziqing was also stunned, letting Yuehua hold his sleeve tightly, in a trance, as if going back in time, and remembering the night before she entered the palace, it was also a light sigh, between the two, all the grievances were gone.
The door was slammed open from the outside, and the harsh sunlight shone in.
Mo Guhan stood outside the door, staring coldly at Yuehua's hand, his face sinking like water.
"I'm curious about how Xiang Shao has been diagnosed for so long today, and he hasn't seen him back, it turns out that the queen has been graciously retained."
Yuehua's hand let go little by little, turned around slowly, and bowed to Mo Guhan: "See the emperor." β
Mo Guhan stepped in one step, but what he brought in was a cold to the bone. He stepped forward to help Yuehua up, and his solid hand, like an iron tong, clamped her painfully.
Yuehua couldn't help frowning, but she stubbornly endured it, unwilling to show weakness and exhale in pain.
Mo Guhan didn't notice his involuntary increase in strength, and asked unhappily, "The queen seems to be very reluctant to see me?" So what did you do when you approached me like that? β
Yuehua smiled coldly: "Since the emperor doesn't believe in the concubine, is it necessary to explain the concubine?" β
"When did I stop believing you? I don't believe you're going to spoil you like that? Let you do it willfully? Will you rest assured that Shao Xiang will enter and leave this palace and treat you? Even if the two of you are in the same room, pulling and pulling, so ambiguous, I don't dare to ask you, lest you accuse me of being narrow-minded and suspicious. But you don't even bother to explain, do you? β
The strength of Mo Guhan's hand was greater, and Yuehua finally couldn't help the pain and broke free of his hand: "Since you believe it, then what do you say the concubine needs to explain to you?" β
Her disgusted look made Mo Guhan more and more annoyed: "You need to explain a lot, I just want to know your mind, what are you thinking?" β
Yuehua is petite, and when she looks at Mo Guhan, she needs to look up, and the sunlight outside the door jumps in and shines on her face, refracting the rippling waves from the crystal in her eyes.
Yuehua opened her heart again and again and showed it to the emperor, does the emperor really not understand, or does he not want to understand? Yuehua's mind is very simple, there is nothing else to ask for, I want to have one heart, and the white head will not be separated. Now, this wish is broken, my heart is empty, devastated, barren, nothing, and Yuehua has nothing to show the emperor - Emperor, let Yuehua go? β
"!" Shao Ziqing was shocked and took a step forward: "Think twice!" β
Mo Guhan looked at her in disbelief, almost roaring in a low voice: "I beg your forgiveness in such a low voice, looking at your face tremblingly, what do you want?" What am I not good enough for you? β
Yuehua smiled bitterly and slowly knelt down: "The emperor's kindness to Yuehua is like a mountain, and Yuehua is blessed, and he can't afford the emperor's kindness." Your Majesty, you once promised to be a concubine, if, one day, you are disgusted with Yuehua, Yuehua begs you to let me go, let me go back to the maple forest, and accompany my parents who are sleeping in the world. Your Majesty, now the concubine begs you, let it go? Let me go? β
"Impossible!" Mo Guhan's angry flames rose, and the whole person seemed to have lost his mind, and his eyes were about to split: "Chu Yuehua, I tell you, if you want me to let go, it's completely impossible!" In this life, you are the queen of my strange and lonely cold, even if you die, you will be in the coffin with me and go to the other side of the Lethe River together! β
His words, vows, if they are left in the past, for Chu Yuehua, it is a touching sonorous oath. But now, Yuehua only regards it as possession and domineering, and her heart is bitter.
"The emperor's heart is this cold Forbidden City, and now for Yuehua, it is just a tomb that imprisons freedom. Yuehua was detained here, and he only hated to pick up pieces of bluestone and bury himself. If the emperor still cares about a little old feelings, he will let Yuehua go. β
"Impossible! Never! β
Mo Guhan was furious, turned around suddenly, and with a loud "bang", the carved wooden door behind him suddenly shattered into powder. Fragmented wood chips scattered and splattered all over the ground.
"My heart is your grave? Chu Yuehua, are you just doing what I think about you? Then you will be buried in my heart, at least, I can still let you see if there is you in my heart! β
Mo Guhan brushed his sleeves away violently, and the room fell silent in an instant.
Shao Ziqing stomped his feet helplessly, but he couldn't stay for a long time, and sighed secretly: "Why bother? β
can only reluctantly follow each other away.
Still uneasy, he instructed Xiang Shen: "Take care of your master." β