Chapter Twenty-Eight: There Is No Cure for Medicine
Liu Ye and Weng Guimi looked at Fuma calmly, they were called out by the medicine gourd, and when they heard that Chang Hui had caught a female madman, they all thought of her.
Fuma's love for Weng Guimi is almost crazy, especially since she has experienced emotional trauma, and after reuniting with Weng Guimi, she has become fragile and can't bear the slightest blow.
Weng Guimi ran away from the marriage the day before they got married, which he himself did not expect, if it wasn't for the old sage king who persuaded him to leave, he really didn't think about regretting the marriage, and he didn't have the courage to come to Liu Ye. Everything has become a fact, he does not regret his original choice, he is glad that he can be with the woman he loves.
For Fuma, he felt guilty, he hurt her one after another, whether intentionally or unintentionally, he did hurt her deeply. Weng Guimi is not a hard-hearted person, and Fuma was also a woman he loved, even if she is not, he can't bear to see her sad.
The old sage king was careless, and the scene he arranged was concealed from Ubuji and Jun Sumi, but Weng Guimi's mount was not counted. As Fuma said, the white horse was a gift from Weng Guimi that she raised single-handedly. She loved him, remembered everything he said, knew his habits and hobbies, and paid attention to his every move.
Knowing that Weng Guimi was held hostage by the Xiongnu's horse bandits, Fuma was heartbroken and washed his face with tears all day long. After the sadness, she made up her mind to find him, even if it was to the ends of the earth. The old sage king used the excuse to find Weng Guimi and never returned, Ubuji and Jun Sumi escaped public opinion by starting construction in Akaya City, and in the days when they left the grassland, Fuma searched every corner where Weng Guimi went.
Gradually, she discovered the strangeness, no one knew the whereabouts of Weng Guimi's mount, but it was certain that no one had touched the white horse, and it could only be said that the horse had run away on its own or disappeared out of thin air.
Fuma didn't believe that the horse ran away on its own, nor did she believe that it could disappear out of thin air, and no one who could think of it had touched the horse, so what about the people who couldn't think of it? For example, the kidnapped Weng Guimi? When Fuma thought of this possibility, her opinion was very different from that of others, and according to Weng Guimi's idea of escaping marriage, what the old sage king did could be explained.
The old sage king made trouble to this extent is nothing more than to evade responsibility for Weng Guimi, their father and son treacherously first, but they also have to blame Jun Xu for being unkind, but Ubuji has not been kept in the dark, hiding far away, for fear that the old sage king and Jun Su Mi will compete, and he will suffer.
Fu Ma would rather die than swallow her anger, she was sure that Weng Guimi went to Liu Ye, so she also came to Chigu City. She tells Ubuji about her discovery, but Ubuji doesn't believe it if she thinks she's crazy. So, Fuma had to look everywhere by herself, she was very stubborn and stubborn, no matter how many times she was taken back by Ubuji, she still insisted on coming out every night to find Weng Guimi's hiding place.
Fuma was convinced that her judgment was not wrong, and she had to find Weng Guimi and ask him in front of him why he betrayed her.
Now, Weng Guimi and Liu Ye are in front of her, and they are still together after all. At the expense of her, the two secretly want to be together.
When Chang Hui grabbed Fuma, she didn't cry, Feng Yan threatened and intimidated her, and she didn't cry, but Weng Guimi looked at her quietly like this, but she cried.
Fuma cried very sadly, she thought she could see remorse in his eyes, she thought he would beg her forgiveness and go back with her, but it was just wishful thinking on her part. Weng Guimi didn't regret leaving her, not at all, even in front of her, he still held Liu Ye's hand tightly, as if he wouldn't let go even if he was dead.
Weng Guimi betrayed her without hesitation, because he no longer loved her, Weng Guimi threw himself into Liu Ye's arms without hesitation, because he loved her.
To love or not to love, that's the best reason!
In fact, Fuma understands in her heart, she understands that Weng Guimi's heart will never come back, and she also knows that she can only keep his people. But she still retains a trace of fantasy, Weng Guimi still loves her fantasy, she can tolerate him love other women more, but she can't accept that he has no love for her at all.
Heartbreak tears slipped silently, every time she looked at him, her heart was like a knife, and the last thing she understood was why she still loved him, why she couldn't forget him. He doesn't love her anymore, why is she still so obsessed.
Fuma's thin shoulders trembled violently, and she hung her head weakly and sobbed softly. In front of him, she has no self-esteem at all, she reverently holds her hot heart in front of him, but he turns a blind eye, she is really incurable, she herself looks down on herself.
Weng Guimi felt pity, in this world, the last person he wanted to hurt was her. He lost his mother at a young age and grew up with Fuma. In his heart, she was not only the person he fell in love with for the first time, but also an indispensable loved one in his life. Even if he has no love for her now, there is still a place in his heart for her.
Weng Guimi slowly let go of Liu Ye's hand, walked to Fuma, untied the rope on her body, smoothed her long hair, and gently rubbed her bruised wrists.
With tears in her eyes, Fuma looked at her sweetheart who she loved and hated, and stubbornly bit her lip, refusing to let out a painful moan. He clearly doesn't love her anymore, why should he be nice to her, is he going to say those things that he wants her to live well. She doesn't need sympathy, especially his sympathy, love is love, hate is very, if you can't be a lover, you will become a stranger, don't be good to her and sometimes bad, let her be ruthless and cut off relations with him.
At the thought of this, Fuma shook off his hand hatefully and screamed, "If you don't love me, don't be nice to me!" I'm not a wretched wretch that no one loves, put away your fake mask! ”
Weng Guimi looked at her sadly and said softly: "Don't hurt yourself again, okay?" I'm sorry for you, you can't punish yourself for my faults! ”
"Yes, I punish myself for your faults, so that I don't look like a human or a ghost. I cried for three days and three nights for your lies, thinking that I would never see you again in my life. Ha, held hostage by horse bandits? Thanks to your dad to figure it out! Except for me, they couldn't imagine that you were held hostage by a slut, do you know why? Because no one knows you better than I do, and I know that if you are really taken hostage, the horse will not be gone. ”
"Solang, do you know how long I've been looking for you in order to see you again? I've searched all the places you've been on the grassland, and this Akaya Castle, I hide from my grandfather that I'm looking for you every night, and I blow a whistle every few steps, hoping that the horse will find me and take me to you! I've done so much for you, do you still doubt my sincerity? ”
"I never doubted your sincerity, Fuma......" Weng Guimi lowered his head sadly, "It's me who has changed, I can't keep my promise to love you forever, all I can do is take care of you for the rest of my life!" Fuma, people like me don't deserve your forgiveness, don't have illusions about me anymore, leave me, you will meet better people, you still have a long way to go, why torture yourself for me! ”
Fuma knelt up, held Weng Guimi's face with both hands, shook his head with tears in his eyes, and said, "Don't, don't let me leave you...... Solang, I only love you alone, I can't live without you...... You said you want to take care of me for the rest of your life, okay, then that's it, I don't want to be your lover, I just want to stay by your side and accompany you every day, and we will stay together for the rest of our lives, okay? Good no good? Is it good ......?"
Weng Guimi couldn't say the word "good", his heart was full of apologies, he felt that he couldn't pay off his debt to Fuma in this life and this life.
Fuma put her arms around his shoulders and snuggled into his arms as if no one was around, feeling the warmth for a moment. Breathing his breath, she was very happy, the suffering of these days disappeared in an instant, and what she wanted was this feeling, the feeling of being attached to him. Even if it is a delusion of self-deception, she is willing to eat it.
Weng Guimi was held by her, and he couldn't think of a reason to push her away, but what he was thinking about was Liu Ye behind him, and he was afraid that his indecision would hurt Liu Ye.
Feng Yan looked at Liu Ye worriedly, and couldn't wait to rush up and pick up Fuma and throw it out. Liu Ye didn't see any emotion on his face, and after listening to Fuma's crying, he didn't hate her so much, and even began to sympathize with her bitter love. Liu Ye also has times when she is sad for love, but she can't do it to the extent of Fuma, she can't give up everything for Weng Guimi regardless of life and death.
Fuma is deeply in love with Weng Guimi, her persistence and perseverance are moving, but Liu Ye is not a spectator, she will not give up her lover because of sympathy. They are rivals in love, an antagonistic relationship, even if she agrees with Weng Guimi to take care of Fuma, Fuma will not let go of her old suspicions.
Liu Ye is not so stupid, she knows that Fuma will only be good to Weng Guimi, Fuma can't wait for her to die, where is there any love for the house and Wu!
"Solang, let's talk!" Liu Ye called softly, turned around and walked out of the stable.
Weng Guimi immediately let go of Fuma, Fuma reluctantly took his hand, shook his head with teary eyes, Weng Guimi was ruthless, and comforted: "Wait for me to come back!" ”
Fuma looked at Weng Guimi's back helplessly, facing Feng Yan, she didn't need to disguise, she glared at Feng Yan viciously, full of hatred and nowhere to vent. Like Liu Ye, Feng Yan was not confused by her, and she was not surprised by her transformation.
Weng Guimi followed Liu Ye to the secluded forest, stepping on the leaves under his feet, and the rustling sound was particularly clear in this silent night. They were only a few steps apart, but it seemed like an insurmountable chasm was separating them, and he didn't want Fuma's presence to affect their feelings, he had to make it clear.
"Ye'er, don't get me wrong, I just treat Fuma as my sister, I can't rest assured that she is like this......"
Liu Ye turned to look at him and said with a slight smile: "Where did you think of going, of course I won't misunderstand." What I want to tell you is that we can't let Fuma go back, and if Ubuji finds out about us, we'll all be finished. ”
Weng Guimi was a little nervous: "Then what do you mean...... No, Fuma can't, I promised her to take care of her......"
Liu Yewaner: "Look, you think too much about it again, what can I do to Fuma, I mean don't let her go back for the time being, I can't let her see Ubuji." Before you go back, we can only grieve her for a while, otherwise, our plan will fall through, and all the Han craftsmen will not want to escape. ”
Weng Guimi thought for a while and hugged Liu Ye in his arms: "Okay, I'll try to convince her, and when we succeed, I'll take her back with us." ”
"Well, that's for the best!" Liu Ye leaned on his shoulder, nodded meekly, and looked at the stable with mixed feelings.