Chapter 201 Tampering with my life, how do you want me to forgive

"There is no reason, my life is short, and it is a waste of money to continue to live in this hospital, rather than becoming a burden to you, it is better to let me die with dignity!" Zhou Ze smiled sadly and said resolutely.

At this moment, he bravely made this decision.

He has already figured out that instead of being used by Dong Xin, it is better to cut off the back road by himself.

Mo Lan looked at Zhou Ze in surprise, she couldn't believe that her husband would say such a thing to her.

Tears burst out in his eyes at this moment, and Mo Lan waved his hand and hit Zhou Ze's body.

"How can you say such a thing? How can you say such a thing? ”

Mo Lan's mouth repeated these two sentences over and over again, and the anger in his heart became even worse every time he said it.

Zhou Ze let Mo Lan's hands beat on his body, and he sat on the edge of the bed, his emaciated body like a hard stone, motionless.

Mo Lan was tired, the movements of his hands slowly stopped, and his crying gradually decreased.

"Why...... Why say such things to hurt the feelings between us as a couple? Mo Lan fell crookedly on Zhou Ze's body and complained weakly.

Zhou Ze endured the distress and did not sigh.

Why would he want to say such a thing? He endured the torture of illness and did not choose to die with dignity, didn't he just want to be able to live a few more days with her?

Even though he knew that her love did not belong to him in the first place, although he knew that maybe she would leave him when she regained her memory......

What's the use of knowing that? From the moment Mo Lan woke up, Zhou Ze's heart fell, he fell in love with Mo Lan's simple and clear eyebrows, and he could no longer cherish other landscapes from now on.

"I didn't want to hurt the feelings between us, the husband and wife between you and me are exhausted, I can marry you in this life, and I die without regrets." Zhou Ze raised his smiling face and said these words extremely calmly.

Perhaps, his past behavior was really as despicable as Dong Xin said, but he must not be despicable. Once he helped Dong Xin persuade his wife to hurt others, that was the real defilement of their love.

Mo Lan couldn't cry, she didn't know why her husband made such a choice.

Is it because you don't want to accept Dong Xin's alms? Or is it because Dong Xin said something to him that shouldn't be said?

"Is it because of Dong Xin?" Mo Lan asked in a hoarse voice.

Before Dong Xin appeared, Zhou Ze had never said such a thing. She knew that he was reluctant to die, and she knew that he was reluctant to give up his son.

Mo Lan clearly remembered that when he was just pregnant with Dabao, Zhou Ze said that he would accompany her to old age, and he would watch their son grow up.

Now, her son is only five years old, and she is also in her prime, and he has no reason to leave.

They have all walked hand in hand in so many difficult days, except for Dong Xin, Mo Lan really can't find any other reason to explain Zhou Ze's statement.

Zhou Ze didn't answer, which strengthened Mo Lan's guess.

So, she then asked, "Are you angry because Dong Xin wants to take me back to Yizhou to find my lost memories?" ”

She asked to herself, and replied to herself: "If you are unhappy for this reason, then I won't go back to Yizhou with her." My home is in Meicheng, my husband and son are here, everything in Yizhou is in the past tense for me, and those memories of the past are not good. Brother Ze, don't give up on yourself, don't leave us. You can't bear to see your child without a father, and you can't bear to leave us behind, right? ”

Mo Lan's series of questions made Zhou Ze's throat tighten. He couldn't say anything, only felt like his chest was about to burst.

He silently said to Mo Lan in his heart: "Fool, how could I be willing to leave you, in this world, you and your son are my closest people, if I can, let me become a ghost and a demon in the next life, I just want to be able to accompany you through this life through this life." ”

It's a pity that Zhou Ze couldn't say these words. He had to make Mo Lan think he was desperate and give up, making her feel disheartened and let go.

Mo Lan didn't know that Zhou Ze had lied about her identity, let alone that he had hidden anything from her past.

She also has expectations for Zhou Ze, hoping that he can change his mind and rekindle his fighting spirit to live.

Mo Lan knows very well that for a seriously ill person, giving up is tantamount to killing himself.

She didn't want to lose her husband, and she didn't want to watch her son lose his father.

In the ward, Mo Lan comforted Zhou Ze bitterly, and his mouth was about to dry.

Zhou Ze's eyes kept looking out of the door, and his attitude was very resolute. He kept praying, hoping that his wife would be ruthless, and then leave him with his son.

But his wife was so kind, no matter how indifferent Zhou Ze's attitude was, Mo Lan did not give up persuading him to change his mind.

Zhou Ze didn't know that everything he said with his wife was being monitored by Dong Xin's subordinates, and when she learned that this man who didn't know whether he was alive or dead wanted to force Mo Lan away, she didn't care that Zhou Nan was still in class, so she directly led someone into the classroom and kidnapped him.

When Mo Lan received a call from the head teacher, her first reaction was that she thought that her son had caused something at school. When she heard that her son was taken away by a strange woman, she was stunned.

Finally forced himself to calm down, Mo Lan rushed to school as soon as possible.

After asking the classroom teacher, with the help of the dean, they looked up the surveillance camera in the classroom.

From the video, Mo Lan was horrified to find that it was none other than Dong Xin who was carrying her son.

She called Dong Xin anxiously and asked her why she took her son away.

Dong Xin laughed on the phone, she said that she ate and drank well for her son, and as long as her husband agreed to her suggestion, she would immediately send Zhou Nan back.

Mo Lan didn't believe what Dong Xin said, she confirmed it on the phone, and did not call the police after making sure that her son was really safe.

After apologizing to the school teacher, Mo Lan hurried back to the hospital.

She had anticipated what was happening between Dong Xin and her husband early on, but Zhou Ze didn't mention it, and her words were strange, which confirmed Mo Lan's thoughts even more.

What did the two of them talk about?

On the way back to the hospital, Mo Lan kept speculating.

She always felt that Dong Xin's attitude towards her had changed a little abnormally, not only saying that she wanted to be friends with her, but also generously shouldering Zhou Ze's medical expenses. This has to remind Mo Lan of an ancient adage, as the saying goes, if you have nothing to do, you will be a thief.

Mo Lan was suspicious of Dong Xin, but she didn't know what Dong Xin's purpose was.

Now, his son is under house arrest by Dong Xin. Mo Lan had no choice but to go back to the hospital to discuss countermeasures with her husband.

Knowing that Dong Xin turned his target to his son, Zhou Ze was furious. He rolled over and got out of bed, wanting to leave immediately to find his son.

Mo Lan stopped him and asked what agreement had been reached between him and Dong Xin?

Zhou Ze was silent, and his face became extremely ugly.

Her husband's attitude annoyed Mo Lan. She has always been mild-mannered, but suddenly became angry.

"Zhou Ze, do you say it or not?!"

She no longer affectionately called him 'Brother Ze' and 'husband', but angrily called him by his name.

Zhou Ze's figure paused, and after taking a deep breath, he decided to confide the truth to his wife.

He has already realized that since he is not even afraid of death, what secret is there that cannot be spoken?

If Dong Xin hadn't appeared, Zhou Ze would have been ready to take Mo Lan's past to the grave. God's routine, he didn't follow his script, so he had to admit it.

Zhou Ze was ready to confess, and after organizing the words in his heart, he finally spoke heavily.

"Before I tell this story, I hope you are mentally prepared, this story will subvert your previous perception of me, it will hurt the feelings between us, and it will make you realize that the husband you once trusted so much may be a big liar."

Mo Lan looked at Zhou Ze in shock, the surprise written on her face had replaced anger.

She didn't know what Zhou Ze was going to tell her, but she had a hunch that the story he told must be closely related to her.

"No, what could hurt the relationship between us......" Mo Lan instinctively wanted to resist, but she couldn't help but be curious.

The blank past was suddenly opened, and Mo Lan couldn't stop his strong feeling of wanting to know everything about the past.

Zhou Ze smiled forcefully, of course he hoped that the relationship between him and Mo Lan would be indestructible.

But he concealed her past and changed the trajectory of Mo Lan's life for his own selfishness, in such a situation, no one can accept it calmly, right?

"Don't jump to conclusions, just listen to me tell this story." Zhou Ze said slowly.

Mo Lan nervously grabbed the edge of the bed, forcing herself to be as calm as possible.

Her actions inadvertently reminded Zhou Ze, considering that the two of them were under surveillance, he glanced at Mo Lan and decided to change the environment and talk to his wife again.

Mo Lan immediately understood what her husband meant, she pretended to go out and asked a nurse to help her husband change the dressing, and took the opportunity to take the man guarding the door away.

As soon as the man left, Mo Lan quickly closed the door and returned to the room.

Time is running out, so Zhou Ze chooses to make a long story short.

He gave a general account of what happened when he met Mo Lan six years ago, and then told him about the past that he had deliberately hidden.

It was only at this time that Mo Lan knew that the Ou Yin that Dong Xin was talking about turned out to be her first love, and the reason why she flew to Meicheng on that day and then crashed the plane was precisely because she quarreled with Ou Yin.

Ou Yin's mother looked down on her background and felt that Mo Lan was not worthy of her son. Mrs. Lu took one million to let Mo Lan leave Ou Yin.

Mo Lan was not with Ou Yin because of his family background, she went to him to ask for an explanation, she wanted to know if he really loved her.

Before she had a chance to ask questions, Ou Yin began to question her and Jin Chen'an what was going on, and asked her if she was with him because of him or because of his family?

Mo Lan felt very powerless and had a big fight with Ou Yin. In addition to being sad, he chose to fly back to his hometown Meicheng.

Zhou Zeyou said that the Ou family and the Jin family had sent people to Meicheng to look for her, but Mo Lan had amnesia at that time, and Zhou Ze deliberately concealed it, so everyone thought that Mo Lan was dead.

Listening to this old story again, Mo Lan suddenly felt strange.

She couldn't believe that she still had such a past, and she was the son of two rich families in Yizhou.

Mo Lan looked at her husband, and she listened to him speak, her expression unexpectedly calm.

Zhou Ze saw that his wife was silent, and he was extremely worried in his heart. After telling this story, he began to confess deeply.

"Ah Lan, you blame me, I took away your past. Blame me for being too selfish, blame me for falling in love with you. It's all my fault, it's all my fault for making you disconnected from the past, it's all to blame for making you live a hard life......"

Zhou Ze slapped himself while repenting.

Mo Lan stiffened, she watched Zhou Ze beat herself and didn't go over to stop her.

She was silent, and after about three minutes, Zhou Ze felt like a century had passed.

Just when he thought that his wife would ignore him, Mo Lan suddenly laughed. Her smile was a little desolate, which made Zhou Ze feel inexplicably flustered.

"Alan, will you forgive me?" Zhou Ze asked.

Mo Lan didn't answer, but asked a question instead: "You tampered with my life without authorization, how do you want me to forgive you?" ”