"The college exam was held the year after tomorrow, and I couldn't wait. Moreover, if you win the Jinshi, I am afraid that you will be controlled by Zheng Shangshu. I don't care if I am an official or not, I am just coerced by others, and I am unwilling. Luo Qian said in a deep voice.

Xia Jin looked at him and was speechless for a long time.

In fact, after listening to Luo Weitao's words, she felt that Luo Qian's best choice was to obey her parents and marry the young lady of the Shangshu family. In this way, not only can the family house be harmonious and peaceful, but his future career will also go more smoothly. What has to be sacrificed is just a love affair when I was young.

On the one hand, there are parents and careers, and on the other hand, she is a woman who has only known each other for two years. It is clear which is more important and which is lighter.

She didn't think that Luo Qian didn't choose her parents and career, but chose the third path, and then took a detour and still wanted to be with her.

In addition to being moved, she suddenly felt a panic, and there was a feeling of overwhelm in her heart.

She is cold by nature, and she will not entrust her life, future, or even feelings to anyone. In her previous life, because she saw too much of the dark side, and saw too much of the husband and wife plotting against each other, dumping and even mutilating each other, she would not trust anyone. No matter how good that man is, she may be tempted, she may fall in love, but she will never pay for it. As long as he flinched slightly, she would immediately withdraw and leave, without a trace of nostalgia.

She protects herself well, she doesn't let herself get hurt.

She is such a selfish and indifferent person.

With such a she, how could she let Luo Qian run to join the army on impulse for her? If he had three longs and two shorts on the front line, wouldn't she have a troubled conscience for the rest of her life, and she would have to bear the crazy revenge of the Luo family?

"How easy is it to join the army?" She advised, "Life and death on the battlefield are unpredictable. If you go to the battlefield, you may not be able to see the sun tomorrow. Your mother sees you as her life. You went to the battlefield, have you ever thought about how she couldn't sleep in the rear? If you have three longs and two shorts, how can she live? ”

"Jin'er." Luo Qian was deeply moved.

His mother. I always look down on Xia Jin, whether from family background or personality. is very critical of her, and even said a lot of ugly things to her. But what about Xia Jin? but stood in his mother's position to think about her problems and speak for her. How broad-minded is this woman, how generous is her heart?

"If my mother listens to your words, she will definitely know what is good about you." He sighed.

Xia Jin didn't expect that his words didn't persuade Luo Qian, but made Luo Qian feel that her good was coming.

She couldn't help but have a headache.

"And me." She said again.

Luo Qian's eyes lit up, and he looked at her expectantly. I hope that if she leaves him, she will not be able to sleep and live. The two have known each other for two years, and Xia Jin has never said a sweet word to him.

But he didn't want Xia Jin to say: "You went to join the army because of me." If you have three longs and two shorts, how will your family treat me, what will the world say about me, and how will I deal with myself? ”

People in love are sensitive and awkward, especially Luo Qian. Those who devote themselves to this relationship hope that the other party can respond to them with the same feelings.

Xia Jin's words were heard in the ears of others. Just the big truth; can hear Luo Qian's ears, but there is a different meaning.

The smile on his lips faded.

He stared at Xia Jin, his gaze was a little sharp: "Then what do you mean...... Let me not go to the army. Then you tell me, what should I do. ”

"What else can I do?" Xia Jin sighed, and a wry smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, "Naturally, it is the order of the parents, the words of the matchmaker." That Miss Zheng is also a good woman, you married her. I'm sure I'll be happy too. ”

The last trace of softness at the corner of Luo Qian's mouth finally disappeared. He looked at Xia Jin, his face full of pain and disappointment: "For you." I disobeyed my parents and chose to join the army. put life on the line; Don't you even bear some reproach for me? Let me marry the daughter of the Zheng family, it is so easy for you to say this. What am I in your heart? ”

Xia Jin lowered his eyelids and looked at the ground in front of him, but did not make a sound.

She was ashamed.

She really doesn't love Luo Qian enough.

Luo Qian was silent for a moment, opened his mouth, and seemed to want to say something, but for a while, not a word came out.

He banged, punched the table, stood up, and walked out quickly.

Xia Jin raised his head, watched his tall figure fade away, and sighed deeply.

That's fine. In this way, it may be the best ending.

She slowly stood up and walked out.

Back home, Xia Jin tossed and turned for a long time, and for the first time in his life, he lost sleep. She simply sat up, put on her cloak, and walked out the door.

Tonight is the full moon, and the moon is shining white on the ground, and it is very bright. A few bamboo trees in front of the door show mottled black shadows on the ground, swaying in the breeze. Unknown insects squeaked under the bamboo roots, adding a bit of life to the quiet night.

Xia Jin walked to the stone bench under the bamboo and sat down, put his hands on his cheeks, and raised his eyes to look at the sky.

At this look, she was stunned.

I saw a person sitting on the roof of the outer courtyard opposite. The man was dressed in white, which stood out in the moonlight and against the black roof. The man should have seen her too, and his movements were obviously stunned.

Looking at that familiar figure, Xia Jin's heart rolled.

That's Luo Qian.

He was wearing a moon-white brocade robe today.

His feelings for her are deeper than hers. So the torment is even more uncomfortable than her. He couldn't sleep, so he ran here and stared at her yard in a daze.

Xia Jin hesitated, not knowing whether to go over and talk to Luo Qian. But she really didn't know what else to say.

Luo Qian on the other side seemed to understand her mind very well. He looked at this side quietly, then stood up, turned around, and disappeared into the moonlit night.

Xia Jin thought about it, but he was not at ease, so he jumped on the roof and chased Luo Qian. It wasn't until she saw Luo Qian enter the courtyard of Luo's Mansion from a distance and never came out that she returned home with confidence.

When he got up early the next morning, Xia Jin took twenty taels of silver to Calamus: "Tell your father to find a few people, look at the prefect's house day and night, and keep an eye on Luo Gongzi." If he shows signs of packing up and leaving home, let me know immediately. ”

Calamus opened her eyes in surprise: "Girl......"

Xia Jin waved his hand: "Go quickly." ”

Calamus did not dare to delay, and took the silver and went quickly.

Xia Jin sighed with a headache.

As a result, she finished washing. Just as he was about to go to the main courtyard for breakfast, he heard a mother-in-law running in as if she were flying, panting and saying, "Auntie, girl." Go quickly, the prefect's wife is here. It's very fierce, and I'm looking for you by name. ”

"Lady of the Prefect? Looking for me? Xia Jin was taken aback. The heart is not good, so I lift the skirt and run out.

When I arrived at the gate of the front yard, I heard Mrs. Luo's crying voice: "...... If it weren't for your daughter, how would my son want to join the army? I'm just such a son, what should I do if he has something to do? You are also a mother, if your son leaves his mother behind for the sake of a woman. Don't even want your life, what does it feel like in your heart? ”

Xia Jin was in a hurry, ran in three steps and two steps, and asked Mrs. Luo: "Brother Luo went to join the army?" He left last night? "Did she see him go home?

"It's you, it's you." As soon as Mrs. Luo saw Xia Jin, she rushed over, looking crazy, "You vixen, how did you seduce my son?" He doesn't even want his parents, huh? You vixen, stay at home. You have to run around in men's clothes and seduce men. Well, now my son doesn't even want his parents. Run to war. If there are three long and two short, woo...... I'll beat you shamelessly, beat you shameless ......"

"What are you doing?" As soon as Shu Shi saw Mrs. Luo greeting her daughter, she rushed forward desperately, stopped in front of Xia Jin and fought with Mrs. Luo, "You don't have a bad mouth, who are you scolding fox spirits?" Your own son can't discipline him, and he still has the face to run to other people's homes to make trouble! You're still an official lady, I'm sorry! ”

Xia Zhengqian was stunned by this big fight. It's not to stand next to it and pull it, and it's not to pull it. was so anxious that he called the maid woman: "Hurry up and pull them away." ”

The maid's wife is hindered by the fact that Mrs. Luo is a prefect's wife, and her status is extremely noble. For fear of hurting or hurting her and causing trouble to the Xia family, they all held their hands and shrank back and didn't dare to go to Mrs. Laluo. There were two subordinates on Shu's side to pull her. But her two arms were pulled by this, and Mrs. Luo's two paws stretched out, if it weren't for a mother-in-law who used her face to block, Shu's face would have been scratched by her.

With a "bang", Xia Jin kicked off the big banyan tree next to him, and shouted: "Stop it!" The banyan tree "clicked" and fell to the side.

The subordinates standing there hurriedly avoided to the side. With a "bang", the tree pole fell to the ground with leaves, making a loud noise.

This change suddenly startled the two people who were fighting. The two of them each took a few steps back.

A maid brought by Mrs. Luo stepped forward tremblingly and supported her master.

"Let me ask you, is Brother Luo really gone? Did he leave a note, saying which direction to go? Xia Jin asked Mrs. Luo.

Mrs. Luo was frightened by Xia Jin's momentum, and shook her head in a daze: "No, I didn't leave." ”

"Didn't leave?" Xia Jin's brows furrowed, "Then what did you just say?" Why did he go to the army? ”

"He asked Leshui to pack his things last night, and gave him silver to go back and arrange his family, saying that he would go to the northwest together today. Leshui felt that it was inappropriate, and came to tell me early this morning. Mrs. Luo said 1511.

Xia Jin let out a long breath.

It turned out to be a false alarm.

"Then why are you not at home watching your son, why are you running here to make trouble?" Xia Jin asked in a cold voice again.

As soon as she talked about this, Mrs. Luo instantly came back to life full of blood, pointed at Xia Jin and said, "You still ask me, I haven't asked you yet." Why are you trying to instigate my son to join the army? Did you know that fighting a war kills people? He lifted a man by one, and he was powerless...... "Balabala."

"Mother!" A loud voice rang out behind the crowd.

Everyone turned their heads to see that Luo Qian was standing at the gate of the courtyard with a face full of shame, and he was still holding Luo Weitao in his hand. (To be continued)

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