Chapter 19: Gone
Far away from the bustling Chang'an, away from the whirlpool of power, however, whether it is from Li Tai's position or her own position, Yu Yu has not forgotten that in the future, they will always return there again, and they will face far more problems than now.
Only two months away from Beijing, after experiencing life and death, Yu Yu knew Li Tai more than ever, and when she sacrificed her life to save her life in Yaogu, she knew that his position in her heart had risen to the same height as her family, and when her soul was most fragile, he firmly took root in her life.
However, this trip to the mountains made her clearly realize that Li Tai's feelings for her were not as good as she wanted. When he promised her "just you", although she was moved, she did not forget the conditions he attached - only when she could stand side by side with him and be strong enough to face everything.
It is not so much that Li Tai treats her as a man and a woman, but rather that he is using the standard of an absolutely loyal companion to demand her, to motivate her, and to promote her.
Undoubtedly, Li Tai's character will not silently watch her grow into what he wants little by little, so he simply chose to act, this deep mountain line, what to say in order to find medicinal herbs, it is better to say that this man is a test for her, whether it is psychological or physical.
As early as that day, after Yao Yidi told her a bunch of messy things in the valley, she realized that this was probably Li Tai's intentional arrangement, and it was later verified that it did prove her guess, if she said that she was not uncomfortable, it was impossible, and she even wanted to question Li Tai face to face as Yao Yidi said, what did she think she looked like.
After she woke up from a serious injury, Li Tai turned a blind eye for three days, although it made her even more sad, but it didn't give her a chance to think calmly. After sorting out the process before and after the incident, she had to sigh once again that Li Tai, a cold-hearted and weak-hearted person, was even more good at breaking people's hearts than her, a good hand at observing words and feelings, because of the understanding of several people in their group, she gave birth to a series of meticulous calculations, which were so precise that she was frightened.
first used himself to lure Yao Yisheng, who had different thoughts, and then used her to lure Yao Yidi, who was very obsessed with portrait people, He Shaozhi, Liu Guan, Xiao Fei, Shen Jiantang, these six people, whether they were friends or enemies, he knew better than anyone at the beginning.
I still remember that on the second day of camping, he asked her to take the sachet of insect repellent and distribute it to everyone, concealing that it was a peace charm.
Yao Yisheng, He Shaozhi, and Liu Guan bluntly rejected the sachet, the two of them have the intention of making money and killing people, and the other has the intention of interfering sideways, strictly speaking, it is not a good thing.
Shen Jiantang and Xiao Fei simply asked for the sachet, they were friends from beginning to end. What amazed her the most was that Yao Yidi, who took the sachet and was taken away by Yao Yisheng, this person who is also an enemy and a friend, not an enemy or a friend, is definitely a pivotal move in this accident carefully arranged by Li Tai.
Li Tai knew that Yao Yidi was a somewhat feminine man, quite understanding, he knew that Yao Yidi would not really hurt her, he knew that Yao Yidi would tell her what he didn't want to say, he knew that Yao Yidi would eventually take her to catch up with them, and he even knew that Yao Yidi, who had always hidden a hand, would not watch him die
What did she wake up at a critical time, and only then did she put her palms together and killed Liu Guan, Li Tai maybe, but Yao Yidi, now that she thinks about it, this bad man has one hand from beginning to end.
Undoubtedly, Li Tai chose the right method, from the perspective of a layout person, he did nothing wrong, and the result was even better than he expected. Shen Jiantang and Xiao Fei both sincerely accepted her, one no longer regarded her as Li Tai's vassal, and the other did their best to help her master pharmacology.
From the perspective of Yu Yu, as the center of this accident, she can't have any resentment towards Li Tai. You know, this ring by ring, this man is putting his life and death in it, using it to make a sublimation for her, she is aggrieved and wants to cry, and her heart aches, but she can't resent.
Yao Yidi said that Li Tai is a person who is too purposeful and too casual, which seems to be a bit contradictory, which is completely reflected in Li Tai's body, she is a new love, he is not a veteran of the love field, she even doubts whether he is also the first time to experience such a thing as feelings, with his nature to do things, calculate everything, but ignore his own emotions.
He didn't expect her to save him like a moth to a fire, he didn't expect her to explode far more violently than he had imagined, and he never measured whether he could afford to lose her.
The result of the seedlings was an unexpected tragedy, she almost died in front of him, she lost most of her life, and her young body was overwhelmed by the huge damage.
Therefore, he regretted it, he avoided seeing her afterwards, he didn't know how to explain to her frankly, in the face of her sad tears, he let go of his arrogance for the first time, he apologized, not just a sentence, but real chagrin and introspection.
But how can she let this matter pass with a word, she doesn't resent him, but it doesn't mean that she can let him continue to train and cultivate herself as a companion, so she doesn't give him a chance to explain clearly, doesn't give him a chance to speak frankly, snubbs him, gives him time to reflect, she wants him to remember the lesson of this time, and let this time life and death be firmly engraved in his heart.
Facing a powerful man who combines power, status, wisdom, and reason, wants to be the only woman by his side, and wants to go to the depths of his soul, this road, for Yuyu, is still very long, a single love, is not enough to maintain, not enough to support her to go on, she doesn't want this man to gradually move away from her one day, to firmly grasp his hand, she still has a lot of things to do.
"Tell me the truth, do you really want to be the emperor?"
In this valley in the middle of the night, a long silence flowed between the two, the big hand on the shoulder was released, Yi Yu looked up and stood up, walked a few steps forward, and stood on the edge of the valley cliff with his hand Li Tai, recently he liked to wear a comfortable white robe, his long black hair hung down behind his back, tied up by a silk rope, there was a night breeze blowing, and it flew up with the hem of his clothes, and the outline of his face under the moonlight was a little blurred, but this appearance was not like the noble and indifferent King Wei in the capital, but it had some fluttering taste, only his deep voice, For the first time, he showed a trembling ambition in front of her.
"Thousands of miles of mountains and rivers, all living beings, standing in the highest place under the sky, overlooking the various states of the world, what should it be like?"
Yi Yu's expression suddenly froze, and then she showed relief, thinking a little playfully, as early as half a year ago, she didn't dare to imagine that one day she would have the luxury of being side by side with such a person.
"Then why did you choose to leave Beijing at that time, apart from me, in addition to looking for medicine, is there any other reason?"
The prince who has the heart of the emperor, which one would be willing to leave Beijing, like Li Ke, obviously not as favored as Li Tai, and allowed no official to stay in Beijing, but he still ran back to Beijing to live in Beijing without stubble.
"I'm looking for someone," Li Tai turned his head to look at her, and said, "My mother has a legacy before her death, and she wants me to help her repay a favor, I have found the whereabouts of that person, and if the favor is returned, I will take you back to Beijing." ”
"Looking for someone?" It is still the last wish of the deceased Concubine Jin before her death, and Yu Yu didn't know what the relationship between the mother and son was, so it was inconvenient to study it at this time, so she asked:
"It's because of me that I've delayed the trip."
It is difficult to enter the mountain, and it is difficult to get out of the mountain, and with her current physical condition, she still needs to raise it for a long time before she can set off outside with them.
"It's okay, I'll send someone to follow him, and when you are healed, you can go to find someone again."
Being in the mountains, but not isolated from the world, the last time he went out of the mountain, not only to buy, Li Tai also dealt with a lot of news that reached Kemo, and at the same time gave instructions to go back.
Seeing that he was not in a hurry to do that, Yi Yu didn't ask anymore, she clasped her hands together and pinched them, looked up and said to him:
"I'll tell you a secret, come here, I'll show you something."
"Hmm." Li Tai was a little curious, and she so seriously proposed to exchange secrets, like a child's game.
When he approached, Yiyu knelt up from the ground, took out a bag from her bosom, poured out two small bottles and rolled them down on the soft grass, she poured out a bottle of the medicine she had picked the day before, found a soft soil on the ground, and pressed it hard.
He poured out a slender silver needle from a bottle, rubbed her mud-stained left hand on the blanket, and with just a few movements, a thin layer of sweat appeared in her palms, she looked up at Li Tai, licked her lips, and said:
"You've got it."
After speaking, she pricked the index finger of her left hand with a silver needle, and after a slight pain, the fingertips of the calloused slowly continued a red bead of blood, she took a breath, carefully moved her fingers to the soil where the seeds were stuffed, and squeezed her fingers hard, and saw a drop of blood rolling down, accurately falling on the soil, and quickly seeping in.
One, two, three......
"......" Yiyu's eyes widened, as if she wanted to see through a hole in the ground, but the soil where the seeds were buried did not change at all, she reached out again without giving up, and squeezed the second drop of blood on it, but there was still no change.
What's going on?
Yi Yu looked back and forth at the soil and his red fingers in astonishment, gritted his teeth, and was about to squeeze another drop, when he reached out and was grasped by a warm hand.
"What is this doing?"
"I, I, it, it-it's gone" Yu Yu's mind was clouded, and she felt like a dream, and her ability that had not been used for a long time was even gone
Seeing her helpless appearance, Li Tai's curiosity in his heart disappeared, pinched her hand, frowned, and said, "No, it's gone." ”