Xiong Xiaobai sat quietly in front of the computer, and before he knew it, two hours had passed, but not a word was typed on the newly created document.

The mind is empty, as ...... Xiong Xiaobai's gaze moved to the empty sofa.

He ran away like that. Just when I walked up to him.

And...... When he left, I was by his side, but he didn't even look at me, as if he was ...... I don't exist at all......

watched An Weichen get into the taxi, and let her call his name in the back, but he turned a deaf ear. What the hell is going on? Xiong Xiaobai doesn't remember the first time he asked himself this question.

It wasn't until the taxi disappeared without a trace that Xiong Xiaobai turned around blankly and looked at the window An Weichen was looking at before, trying to find out what made him escape.

It was an ordinary small shop, specializing in some handmade crystal products, Xiong Xiaobai's eyes swept over the staggered display items in the window, but he didn't see anything special.

Or, it should be said, something, has a special meaning only for certain people.

Xiong Xiaobai can't see anything special because she is not An Weichen.

Sighing, Xiong Xiaobai shook her head, she couldn't think like this anymore, she should hurry up and make up for the previously lost manuscript. An Weichen disappeared for two days, and she actually wrote less than 2,000 words in these two days, but in the end she deleted all of them because she felt that the writing was too bad. Even if Kavinka were to die, it wouldn't be like this.

What's wrong with you? And he ...... What's wrong again?

Suddenly feeling a little hungry, Xiong Xiaobai glanced at the kitchen, the things that she and An Weichen went to the supermarket to buy before were still piled up on the ground as soon as she entered the door, I don't know why, she couldn't get the slightest energy to tidy up, and she didn't even want to touch it.

What to eat? Xiong Xiaobai hesitated, in the past two days, she only ate two pieces of pizza, and if she felt hungry, she would make herself a cup of goat's milk to satisfy her hunger.

Glancing at the already empty cup, well, this meal can also be done with a cup of goat's milk.

Raising his hand, he reached for the cup, but his hand stopped in the air.

It hurts! Xiong Xiaobai retracted his outstretched right hand and massaged his right arm with his left hand, but because of this, he felt a stinging pain in his left wrist.

That day, after An Weichen ran away, she stood there for a long time, and only then picked up the fruits and cans that had fallen to the ground in the surprised eyes of others, and then picked up all the bags by herself, gritted her teeth, and took all the things she bought in the supermarket home. Even the tableware that has been broken after falling on the ground, obviously it can't be used anymore, and throwing it away can reduce some weight, but, I don't know why, she just stubbornly doesn't want to throw away anything.

And the consequence of stubbornness is that the next day her arm hurts so much that she can't lift it, the bones in her whole body seem to fall apart, and most importantly, the wrists of both hands hurt so much that she almost dare not move, which is one of the reasons why she hasn't coded much.

Why bother? Xiong Xiaobai let out a long sigh, it was really not worth it to make himself like this, just to be angry with that "abandoned dog".

Enduring all kinds of discomfort in his body, he stood up and walked to the kitchen with his cup. Now, it's the stomach that counts.

Stomach is the most important ...... Is it? Xiong Xiaobai couldn't help but think of the "abandoned dog" again. He shouldn't be hungry when he leaves me, right? You'll be able to eat what he wants, right? It's just that...... Did he sleep well?

Stopping and slowly looking at the empty sofa, Xiong Xiaobai had to admit that after the "abandoned dog" suddenly ran away, she was more or less lost in her heart. Especially...... Whenever she remembered that he had passed her as he was leaving, he hadn't even looked at her, as if she were completely transparent and non-existent.

As if there was some kind of emotion that made his heart inexplicably uncomfortable, Xiong Xiaobai's hand moved to his chest.

This feeling...... Is it because of unwillingness? Xiong Xiaobai thought about it, but she couldn't find any other answer.

Well, that's right, it should be unwilling. Well, yes, there seems to be no other possibility than being unwilling. Xiong Xiaobai nodded vigorously, as if he was making himself more certain and more identified. There is nothing else but unwillingness!

At the height of the 33rd floor, An Weichen stood in front of the glass window, looking up at the dark sky, waiting for dawn.

On the big bed behind him, there was the sound of a woman's even breathing.

From the bathroom to the living room to the bed, after being tossed by An Weichen all night, Du Meishan had already fallen asleep exhausted.

And An Weichen, the initiator, couldn't sleep no matter how tired he was. It's just sleeping, which is obviously a normal thing, but it is an undesirable luxury for him.

He hadn't closed his eyes for three days since he left Stupid Bear that day without a sound. And during these three days, the only thing he did was crazy to/sex.

first two starlets whose names they can't remember, and then Du Meishan. He focused all his energy and energy on the woman on or under him, just to stop thinking of the woman he thought he had forgotten and should have died in his memories - Ding Yalan.

He finally knew why he was picked up by Stupid Bear, and why he was near Stupid Bear's house. All of this is because of that woman, the woman named Ding Yalan. The first woman he liked, and the first and only woman who rejected him.

The sky finally dawned, and An Weichen squinted his eyes and looked at the rising sun. Suddenly, something seemed to flash and stung his eyes and even more his heart.

Many years ago, on such a morning, he held a crystal pendant designed by an international jewelry designer and exclusively customized for Ding Yalan, facing the rising sun, cheering for himself, because he finally decided to confess to her.

However, his eight-year crush ended without any room for turning as soon as he spoke, looking at Ding Yalan's ruthless back, he picked up the stone on the ground and smashed the crystal pendant as a courtship gift.

The crystal was shattered, but the pendant was forever seared on his heart, just like his pain and hatred for Ding Yalan.

It's just that An Weichen didn't expect that eight years later, he would see the same pendant in the window of a store that was not high-grade. No, it can't be said to be exactly the same, the same is only the design, but not the material. The pendant in the window knew at a glance that the crystal used was just an ordinary color, how could it be compared with the pendant he had worked so hard to order.

It was just a resemblance, but it was enough to tear apart the scars that had healed him. This is also the reason why he felt a dull pain in his chest the morning when he woke up at Stupid Bear's house.

If only I hadn't seen that pendant in the window again.

If the car hadn't gone that way that night, if he hadn't drunk too much and wanted to breathe, if he hadn't driven the driver and his girlfriend for a walk alone, if it hadn't been for a song that attracted him to walk over, if it hadn't been for a little girl standing in the corner eating a lollipop that attracted his attention...... Then he wouldn't have stopped, and he wouldn't have seen the knockoff version of the pendant in the window.

Stupid bear, it's bad where you stand, why are you standing in that damn place?