Text Chapter 27 The Love That Can't Be Allowed 1
"Okay, I see, thank you for your kindness."
It's not that Xiao Jing didn't think that Wang Tong would really go to the United States, but she has always had the illusion that he could stay for her. Wang Tong hasn't contacted her since she came back that day, she thinks he's solving the problem, thinking he's working hard for their future. However, it was too naΓ―ve, things turned out to be developing in the opposite direction, and the verdict was not Wang Tong, but his new girlfriend. What is this?
The call was made by Wang Tongrang, who was his godmother's daughter and had a crush on her since she was a child. happened to go to the United States this time, and she also went there to study together, so Wang Tong simply asked her to act in this scene for Xiao Jing. Not for anything else, in order to make Xiao Jing feel better, in order to make Xiao Jing think of him in the future full of hatred instead of love. It's easy to hate someone who has left, and it's painful to love someone who has left. This was the last thing Wang Tong did for Xiao Jing. He wanted to draw a cruel end to his love with Xiao Jing with his own hands.
Xiao Jing walked out of the campus in despair, she didn't know where to go, and she didn't want to find Wang Lin. She was physically and mentally exhausted, and her mind was full of Wang Tong, walking posture, smiling expression, chic and naughty appearance of playing basketball. How could this be, how could the man who said he should love himself well become so ruthless now. What's going on? Could there be any hidden reason for him to be so ruthless and insist on leaving? She wants to go to Wang Tong to ask clearly, and she must ask clearly.
In addition to going to the school to go through the handover procedures these days, Wang Tong spent most of the rest of his time hiding at home and drinking. He couldn't control his thoughts about Xiao Jing, so he could only rely on alcohol to numb himself, sleep when he was drunk, and drink again when he woke up. He even wanted to change the ticket in advance, and as soon as he left, no matter how much reluctance and attachment there was, there was no way back. When the person is gone, everything is over.
Xiao Jing was already familiar with Wang Tong's home, and she even imagined that after graduation, she would be able to become the hostess of this place and move in with dignity. So she deliberately memorized it many times before she could remember the address clearly. She walked to the door, her raised hand trembling a little, still a little scared, afraid that there would be another woman inside. But in the end, she forced herself to ring the doorbell.
The door opened, Wang Tong's haggard face, empty eyes and sloppy clothes startled Xiao Jing, this was something she had never seen before, compared with Wang Tong's sunny and cheerful image in the past, this was simply another person.
Xiao Jing forced her vocal cords to make a faint sound, "Can I go in?" β
Wang Tong didn't speak, turned around and walked into the house, Xiao Jing followed into the house, and closed the door with his hand.
The room was dead and silent, dimly lit, with about a dozen empty beer bottles poured on the coffee table, and a new box on the floor. Xiao Jing looked at Wang Tong and was speechless for a while.
"Are you still doing it?" Wang Tong lost the warmth of the past and looked at her indifferently.
"I have something to tell you." Although Xiao Jing was heartbroken, she still wanted to find out, because she never believed that Wang Tong, who loved her so much, would become so ruthless, leaving herself to go to the United States alone, and she had no nostalgia.
"Say it." Wang Tong picked up the wine and took a big sip.
"You can't drink, why do you drink so much, what an uncomfortable appetite!" Xiao Jing stepped forward to grab the cup.
Wang Tong pushed her away, which almost made her fall. Wang Tong wanted to grab her for a moment, but he still held back, he slammed the cup on the ground, "Use your care!" β
Xiao Jing was frightened by the scene in front of her, Wang Tong's gaffe made her unacceptable for a while, and tears fell from her eyes.
Wang Tong saw Xiao Jing crying, his heart was like a knife, but at this moment, he couldn't care about her anymore. He's almost out of here, he's about to abandon this woman, and it would be cruel to her to leave her with any hope.
"If you cry, go out and cry, don't bother me here!"
"Wang Tong," Xiao Jing sobbed timidly, "don't you love me?" β
"What do you love or not, you forget!" Wang Tong turned his back to Xiao Jing, afraid that her deliberately disguised ruthlessness would be discovered by her.
"You tell me, what the hell is wrong, why are you suddenly like this? It was me who was bad before, I didn't face it with you, I left all the problems on you alone, I was bad, I was wrong, you forgive me, don't be so indifferent to me, okay Wang Tong..."
Wang Tong couldn't listen to it anymore, he didn't want his beloved woman to become so undignified in front of him, he didn't want to see her pleading so sadly again, he grabbed Xiao Jing and dragged her to the door, he had to let her go quickly, he had to squeeze this woman out of his heart, he was afraid that he would be ruthless, and he was even more afraid that Xiao Jing would not be able to die. He can suffer, but he can't let Xiao Jing suffer, because he knows that it is not a day or two of pain, it will be a lifetime of pain.
"You let me go!" Wang Tong almost went crazy, "I don't love you anymore!" Don't pester me here! Get lost! β
Xiao Jing used all her strength to break free of Wang Tong's hand, stepped forward and hugged Wang Tong tightly, she cried, "Wang Tong, don't go!" Please don't go! I won't let you go! You're gone, what should I do! You said you would marry me, you said you would love me well..."
Wang Tong finally couldn't restrain the reluctance in his heart, and tears fell. How much he wanted to tell her that he still loved her deeply, how much he wanted her to know that he really didn't want to leave. But there is no choice, there is only one way. He wants to go, he can't stay, he can't stay.
"Xiao Jing, you forgot about me, I'm sorry for you, I broke my promise." Wang Tong cried.
"I can't forget, Wang Tong," Xiao Jing hugged her tighter and couldn't cry, "Love is really, it takes it, courage, to face it, gossip, as long as you, a look, sure, my love is meaningful..."
"I beg you, let's go, I really don't love you anymore, I don't want you anymore," Wang Tong bit his lip, "Just when I owe you, okay, Xiao Jing!" β
Xiao Jing slowly moved her body away from Wang Tong, her red and swollen eyes, and her lips trembled slightly, "You say it again." β
"I don't love you anymore, I don't want you anymore, do you understand!"
"Please remember this sentence, Wang Tong, I won't give you another chance, never."
Xiao Jing opened the door and disappeared into the darkness.
Wang Tong looked at Xiao Jing's departing back, his heart seemed to have been cut off, and he leaned against the wall weakly, "I'm sorry, Xiao Jing, I love you." β
The next time I heard the news of Wang Tong was three days later, Wang Lin dragged Xiao Jing to the infusion, and she had not eaten for three days and three nights. She didn't want to die, she just couldn't find a reason to live for the time being.
"Xiao Jing, if you have a good one, I will never spare you." Wang Lin held Xiao Jing's hand, tears flowing, "He left, he left yesterday, he called me and asked me to tell you, he's sorry for you." β
"Don't talk about it, Wang Lin." Xiao Jing twisted her head to the side, tears welling up in her eyes.
"Jing, forget it, it's just a dream, he doesn't deserve it like this." Wang Lin didn't say any more. Actually, Wang Tong didn't call her. When Wang Lin went to look for him in class, her classmates told her that he had gone to the United States and had left no letters.
Just think of it as an illusion, Xiao Jing has been persuading herself since then, no matter what, life still has to go on, no matter how it is, life is still the same. There will be no more heartbreaking, no more pain, you and I will have no intersection from now on, you will no longer be my paradise, I will no longer be your only one.
Goodbye, Wang Tong.
Qi Xiao walked out of Wang Tong's community, his head was a little dazed, he still had a slight amount of alcohol, but the half bottle of pure wine just now was in his stomach, and he was a little drunk, so after careful consideration, he decided not to drive. After waiting for a long time, I finally stopped a taxi, reported the address of my home, and leaned comfortably on the seat, thinking about these messy things tonight, I didn't feel annoyed, I looked at the watch time It was still early, I really didn't know what to do when I went home, and I thought of the wine that was abducted by Wang Tong and sighed slightly.
Ignorantly, he suddenly remembered that there should be a bar coupon in his bag, and he was busy rummaging through it. Like many other things, when you don't look for it, it always dangles in front of your eyes, and when you really want to look for it, it doesn't know where to go. Finally, in one of the inner pockets of the wallet, he pulled out a crumpled piece of green paper, opened it to see the time on it, it was not expired, and said to the driver apologetically, "Master, I'm in a bit of a hurry, can you see if you can..." β
Seeing that it was past the time for nightclub activities, and people had begun to leave the bar one after another, Qi Xiao hurriedly paid the fare and walked in calmly, chose one of the empty seats around the bar, called the waiter, and handed him the wine storage coupon. Took out the key, mobile phone, cigarette, lighter from his pocket, and put it on the bar side by side, checked his two hands again, and felt that there was no problem, so he sat down steadily, took the leaflet on the bar and saw what snacks he ordered.
"No way!" A shrill female voice came through, Qi Xiao didn't watch out for being frightened and trembled, and hurriedly turned his head to look, he was so shocked that he couldn't close his mouth, He Xinxin sat three or four seats away from him, and yelled at the phone angrily.
Qi Xiao thought that he had hit a ghost and was about to turn around and leave, but how could there be such a coincidence? I settled down and looked carefully, and saw that this woman was dressed in high-end black professional clothes, with long black and beautiful hair scattered on her shoulders, and her skin was more and more lined like clotted fat and could be broken by blowing, but looking at that face, isn't this He Xinxin?
The woman felt that she was being watched and looked over, and after a short contact with Qi Xiao's gaze, she immediately moved away, probably realizing her gaffe, so she stood up and walked towards the place where there were few people.
Qi Xiao thought that he was recognized by He Xinxin, and he was so shocked that his heart was about to jump out of his cavity, but seeing the other party's reaction was not like knowing himself, he didn't feel at a loss. Thinking about it carefully, the temperament, clothing, and voice are not the same, but a face seems to be carved out of a mold, and I breathe a sigh of relief, and my heart is still jumping.
"Your wine, sir." The waiter's words interrupted his train of thought.
"Oh, thanks, huh? How are two bottles?" Qi Xiao raised his head and asked.
"Yes, sir, your wine deposit ticket will expire in a week, and if you don't use it after the expiration date, it will be automatically invalid." The waiter said.
"Shall I take it?" Qi Xiao asked.
"The rule of our store is that you can only use the wine in the store, you can't take it away, if you can't use it up today, you can come back another day." The waiter was a little impatient, he was about to get off work, and there was such a person, and it was impossible to leave early today.
"I don't have that much time," seeing the waiter's expression, Qi Xiao felt tired, "Then can I invite you to drink?"
"I'm sorry, sir, we are not responsible for accompanying the wine, if you need someone to accompany you, I can help you find it, but they charge a fee, and we don't know how much it is, you negotiate by yourself, and it has nothing to do with our store." The waiter's expression was indifferent
"I don't have that much money to spare." Qi Xiao said in a loud voice: "You just say whether you drink or not!" β
"As I told you, we don't have this obligation." The waiter's voice was also a few degrees higher.
"Is your manager here? Let me ask your manager. Qi Xiao tilted his head and looked at the waiter, and said indifferently, "If you don't call, then I'll go by myself." β