Text Chapter 19 The Unrecoverable Past
After a long time, "Are you okay?" Wang Tong choked up a little, "Xiao Jing, are you okay?" ”
"I'm fine, I'm happy in every way, I'm happy now."
"Xiao Jing, I'm sorry," Wang Tong said tremblingly, "I once thought I would never have the chance to say this to you again." I think I was wrong, I chose a lost path, and when I was near the end, I found that I was not happy. ”
"Don't talk about that." Xiao Jing's face was expressionless and trembling.
"I lost myself, I lost you, I have nothing now." Wang Tong said in a low voice.
"That's your choice, isn't it? No one forced you to abandon it, but you don't want it! Nothing more! ”
"I regret it, Xiao Jing, I really regret it! I want to get back everything I once discarded, all of them! ”
"Retrieved? Do you want to get it back? Wang Tong, why are you still so selfish? Just like at the beginning, when you shook off your hands and left, you walked so freely and so simply, do you think you can control everything?! In the past few years, I have tried to forget, tried to start over, tried to destroy your mark, I even told myself that you are dead, until one day, I feel that I am about to get better, I want to start again, I want to live a happy life, I want to marry myself while I am still young, marry a reliable man, marry a man who loves me, he can not be handsome, he can be poor, he can achieve nothing, but he just can't be without a heart, like you. However, at this time, you just came back again, and you are still here to ask me justifiably, okay? ”
Xiao Jing has been holding back these words for many years, and she has always imagined that one day, if she meets Wang Tong again, she must tell him about them. After saying that, this relationship is over, and then you live your life, and I spend my youth.
"I didn't!" Wang Tong's eyes were full of tears, "Xiao Jing, I'm sorry!" I don't want to justify the mistakes I've made, I just want to make up for it as best I can! I've been looking for you all the time, I can't forget you, really, even if I gave up on you at the beginning, my heart is not without feelings! You have to believe me, Xiao Jing! I'm not without a heart! Not really! ”
"Wang Tong, does it still make sense for you to say this now!" Xiao Jing couldn't cry.
"Xiao Jing, if I ever gave up on you, I am willing to use the rest of my life to compensate! Shall we get married, Xiao Jing, marry me. Let's never part again. I will never leave you again! Believe me! Trust me?! ”
Wang Lin couldn't hold back any longer, and scolded loudly, "You bastard! He got up, rounded his arm, and slapped Wang Tong in the face with a loud slap. Suddenly, a purple-red slap print protruded.
Xiao Jing had realized that she was still in love with Wang Tong, but when she thought of the word love, she felt uncomfortable, and she felt deep fear when she thought of the purgatory-like days she had experienced over the years. Although I still want him, the pain is like a fiery iron, seared on my heart. hurriedly shouted "I don't want it, I don't want it", and after saying that, he lay on the table and cried.
What a ridiculous life. Xiao Jing has not fantasized about such a scene, if Wang Tong really comes back to her one day, she will definitely happily throw herself into his arms, and everything in the past will no longer be pursued, because it is the man she has loved deeply, and she doesn't want to lose him, even if she was ruthlessly abandoned by him. And now Wang Tong, who was once high, and Wang Tong, who was once ruthless and unjust, is standing haggard in front of him, begging to accept him. However, no, Xiao Jing has Zhang Hao, another name that moved her. She can't lose Zhang Hao, Zhang Hao is so warm, so hot, and the calm Zhang Hao gives is irreplaceable by Wang Tong. Wang Tong, I'm sorry, you're in the past, and there's really nothing I can do about it.
Since the class reunion, Xiao Jing has not mentioned the events of that night, she is not without feelings, she has not forgotten, and she is not as strong as she imagined. Every word Wang Tong said was clearly engraved in his mind and could not be brushed away.
Wang Tong is Xiao Jing's senior brother, Xiao Jing is one term, and the two of them got together because of a basketball game. At first, Xiao Jing thought that Wang Tong must have a girlfriend, who is so handsome in appearance and has a good hand to play a boy, it is really rare, and there must be countless little girls chasing behind her ass. But later inquired through multiple channels, Wang Tong turned out to be single. Xiao Jing was overjoyed, and hurriedly pulled Wu Liang to discuss for a night, and finally decided to take the initiative to attack, with Wu Liang going deep into the enemy army, and meeting with the outside. For this reason, Wu Liang also sacrificed a lot of personal time and handed over most of his daily life to the basketball court. Later, Wu Liang said to Xiao Jing, if you don't succeed again, I am ready to join the national team.
Wang Tong had actually paid attention to Xiao Jing for a long time. When practicing in the afternoon, there must be a small figure, dangling on the edge of the playground, not strange for a day or two, for two months in a row, they all come, no matter whether the weather is sunny or cloudy, they are never absent. Xiao Jing has a problem, although she is very arrogant on weekdays, but when she sees the object she likes, it is called a conservative and that is called an inkblot. If Wang Tong hadn't taken the initiative to walk over and say the first sentence, it is estimated that she would have been willing to let Xiao Jing watch the blue ball for another three years.
"Do you see clearly here?" Wang Tong took the opportunity to pick up the ball and said to Xiao Jing. In fact, it was a ploy of his, the ball was deliberately thrown by him, and he was glad that Xiao Jing was not standing too far, otherwise, he might have to consider switching to softball.
"Huh? Me? Oh, it's okay, you can see clearly, you can see clearly, hehe. Xiao Jing's face turned red.
When Wang Tong saw it, he couldn't help but be happy, thinking to himself, how could the little girl still be so shy now? Those girls who shouted Wang Tong under the court, I love you, no matter how you look at it, it is not like the elm pimple in front of you.
"You've been here for two months, haven't you?" Wang Tong continued to ask.
Xiao Jing saw that Wang Tong had no intention of leaving, and instantly panicked, and stammered, "Is there one?" It didn't take that long, huh. ”
"It should have been that long, you think, I've been training here for almost fifty days this semester, not counting weekends, three times I didn't come for something, and the rest of the time depends on you're basically there, how long have you calculated?"
Xiao Jing didn't know how to answer for a while, her mouth puffed out, her eyes looked up, and she looked like a stupid girl. Wang Tong was even happier when he saw it, and felt more and more that this girl was playful and cute.
"How old are you?" Wang Tong took a step forward, his eyes looking directly at Xiao Jing.
"Freshman." Xiao Jing is as serious and nervous as a student answering a teacher's question.
"Oh, one year younger than me, which department? What is it called? ”
"Foreign trade and economic cooperation, Xiao Jing."
Wang Tong saw that Xiao Jing's face was red for a while and pale for a while, and his expression was panicked and embarrassed, so he didn't ask any more questions, turned around and slapped the basketball, and ran towards the playground.
"If you're okay in the evening, let's have dinner together, see you at the door of the cafeteria at 6:30!"
When Xiao Jing came to his senses, Wang Tong had already run away, oh my God, Xiao Jing pinched herself hard, I wasn't dreaming, right? Pinched it again, and it's true. Dine? Eating together? Xiao Jing couldn't help the corners of her mouth from rising, her heart seemed to be filled with honey, looking at Wang Tong sweating like rain on the playground, she felt that the whole world was hers.
She rushed back to her dorm room, spread out all her clothes on the bed, and tried them on one by one. Looking at the watch, it's 4:30 and there are still two hours until 6:30. Two hours, two hours later, she will have dinner with her dear Wang Tong. What a wonderful world it is, what seemed impossible one second, becomes beautiful the next. She suddenly thought of Wu Liang, no, she had to tell people quickly that she had succeeded, and she took Wang Tong down in person without any difficulty. He finally didn't have to go to the playground to get close to Wang Tongtao. Wang Tong is a relatively isolated person, even if Wu Liang has played basketball with him on the playground for more than a month, they have not talked more than ten words between them. For this reason, Wu Liang has been very distressed.
"Da Liangliang, congratulations, you have successfully graduated~" Xiao Jing came up to sell Guanzi.
"Oh, what are you doing? If you have something to say, you can release a fart quickly, I am still in a hurry to go to the court, and my daughter-in-law just came to me, and it was delayed for half an hour. Didn't you say you were looking for something for me, you still have to think about dating Wang Tong every day, he is more important than my daughter-in-law now! ”
"I'm just telling you this, you're liberated, you're free, you can finally raise your head and be a man, and you can finally get rid of the identity of a dog traitor and return to the organization!" Xiao Jing said seriously, "I got Wang Tong done!" ”
"Huh? Just kidding! Yesterday I saw him go back to the dormitory alone, why did you take it so quickly? "The second monk Wu Liang couldn't figure it out.
"Anyway, this matter is over for the time being, I will come by myself for the rest, I have worked hard these days, and when I come back, I will have an eyebrow, and my little sister will definitely feast my brother and sister-in-law!"
"Okay, you, I really underestimate you Xiao Jing. Okay, then I'm not going today, I'm losing weight from playing, I have to eat something good today! Wu Liang was full of joy.
"Go, go, put it on my account, and come back for reimbursement!"
Xiao Jing put down the phone and smirked in the mirror, all this is not a dream! Why is it that God loves him so much all of a sudden? Growing up so big, I haven't experienced how my wishes come true, how can I go so smoothly emotionally. Come on, Xiao Jing, your future will be bright.
After Wang Tong finished playing, he habitually went to the bathhouse to take a bath. He also wanted to meet Xiao Jing in the evening and say something? In fact, Wang Tong is not a casual person, although there are many people who pursue him on weekdays, and there are some outstanding class flowers and school flowers, but he just doesn't like girls to be too active, and he doesn't like them to talk about love at every turn. And like Xiao Jing, the type of quiet and silent paying, he appreciates more, and Xiao Jingchang is not only beautiful, but also has a good temperament, except for some woodenness, it is definitely not inferior to those vases, so he still wants to know more, or, the surprise is in front of him, maybe.
"Wang Tong, hurry up! Han Xiaowei's foot is twisted, it's quite serious, let's hurry up and carry him out! ”
"Really? Yesterday I played and saw his leg limp, wait for me! ”
Wang Tong hurriedly got dressed, followed everyone, and carried Han Xiaowei, who was slumped on the ground, out of the bathroom, and several people hurriedly took two taxis and went straight to the orthopedic hospital.
Xiao Jing went to the door of the cafeteria half an hour early, during which she watched Wang Lin, Wu Liang, and other classmates go to the cafeteria, eat dinner, and come out again, one after another, one after another, but she was like a door god, standing there motionless.
"What time is it? Is it still here? Wang Lin leaned over and asked with concern, "What time do you decide?" It's getting dark, I'll stay with you for a while! ”
"No, no, wait a minute, it's not there yet." Xiao Jing looked at her phone, it was already half past seven.
"Isn't it a meal together? Are people making fun of you, Xiao Jing? The more Wang Lin spoke, the more anxious she became.
"You don't care, it's really annoying, hurry back to the dormitory and help me wash the clothes in the basin, I'll wait, I'll go back if I don't come, I'm not a nymphomaniac." Xiao Jing also suddenly felt bottomless in her heart.
"Okay, I'll wait for you in the dormitory, if you don't come at eight o'clock, you can go back for me!"
Looking at Wang Lin's distant back, Xiao Jing felt lonely for a while. What's going on with Wang Tong? Why didn't you come so late? It seems that it was not just a matter of being late, or that he didn't plan to come in the first place. No, was it tricked? Xiao Jing was suddenly shocked, and all the episodes of the infatuated girl being played by a flowery man on TV appeared in her mind.
Xiao Jing looked at the table below, it was already eight o'clock, she looked in the direction of the basketball court again, there was no one, "I'm so stupid." Xiao Jing muttered in a low voice, raised her foot and ran towards the girls' dormitory building without hesitation.
Wang Tong, you really can!
Everyone sent Han Xiaowei to the hospital and took a film, but he only had a slight sprain and a swollen hamstring, and the doctor put him on bed rest for a month. Several people sent Han Xiaowei back to his home in the North District, but he didn't sit down, and hurried to school. Wang Tong was even more anxious, and he bit his lip while looking at his watch.