Chapter 24 I miss you so much

"Xiao Jing, what's wrong with you today?" Wang Tong said in a slightly worried tone.

"It's okay, I just miss you. Let's go and go home. Xiao Jing took Wang Tong's arm, her eyes looked at the neon lights not far away, and her face was full of joy. How happy, satisfied, and fortunate she was, she almost lost her love, and almost ruined all her beauty by that shameful self-esteem.

The two of them trotted all the way home, watched another movie, had a snack, and pointed to two o'clock in the morning. Wang Tong still had class the next morning, so he said to Xiao Jing, "Go to sleep, don't be too late." ”

When Xiao Jing heard the word sleep, her whole body was numb, she felt the blood flowing backwards, and her head was confused.

But Wang Tong laid out the quilt as usual, and the two pillows still deliberately kept a distance, which was the three chapters of the covenant given to him by Xiao Jingding, and he had been strictly abiding by it.

Turning off the light, Xiao Jing felt a little strange, why didn't Wang Tong come over to say good night as usual today, nor did he have his usual intimate behavior, not even a word, like a dead man, with his back to her, motionless.

Xiao Jing tried to stretch her hand out of the quilt and slowly moved towards Wang Tong, and her body also moved over, she felt an unprecedented sense of weakness and tension.

Just when Xiao Jing was halfway through, Wang Tong suddenly turned his body around, at this moment, two young and immature faces, facing each other, by the moonlight, Xiao Jing could clearly see Wang Tong's eyes in the dark, where there was a suppressed turbulence and heat.

"I want you." Wang Tong's voice trembled a little.

Xiao Jing understood the meaning of wanting, and she was ready to be asked, but when this moment really came, she was inexplicably scared. But she thought of Wang Lin's words again, youth should leave some traces, if it can't be for the people we love, what a pity.

Xiao Jing nodded vigorously.

Wang Tong was not the first time, so he was not nervous, he guided Xiao Jing step by step, but Xiao Jing always froze there like a corpse, unable to focus, and the severe pain made her unwilling to enjoy the happiness of tasting the forbidden fruit for the first time. Although Wang Tong had been as careful as possible, she still had unbearable pain.

At a certain moment, Wang Tong even wanted to stop, he couldn't bear to watch Xiao Jing in such pain, but the flood of lust caused him to fail to restrain himself, he wanted Xiao Jing too much, wanted to possess her too much, and wanted her to be his own woman too much. He had been waiting for this day for a long time.

"Jing, I'm sorry." Wang Tong gasped.

Xiao Jing closed her eyes tightly, she was afraid that as soon as she opened them, tears would pour out. It turned out that the first time was so heartbreaking, and it turned out that the first time was so painful.

"I'm fine." Xiao Jing bit her lip.

Wang Tong became more and more excited, and the ensuing pain also intensified, and finally at the moment when he broke out, Xiao Jing cried out, crying loudly. Wang Tong also shed tears in an instant, he felt so sorry for this woman, his heart was about to break.

This was Xiao Jing's first man, and she held him and gently stroked his hair. His sweat penetrated every inch of her skin, and his breath seeped into her soul. Since then, she has only been beautiful for him, and she has only been beautiful for him since then. Wang Tong, please remember, I gave you love, I gave you youth, and I gave you everything. Don't let me down, don't let me down, okay.

"I'll love you so much, trust me." Wang Tong buried his head deep in her shoulders and cried quietly.

The pool of bright red blood on the bed recorded Xiao Jing's first deep love in her life, so poignant and painful. She snuggled in Wang Tong's arms exhausted and never left all night.

When Xiao Jing woke up, it was already noon the next day, she was so tired last night, and her spirit was highly nervous, so she slept very hard, and she didn't even dream.

Wang Tong had actually woken up a long time ago, or almost never slept. Last night's scene touched him a lot. He didn't expect Xiao Jing to be so miserable, and he even regretted that he was too beastly, and his impulse brought her so much trauma. He was worried that Xiao Jing would be uncomfortable, so he didn't dare to close his eyes, but kept staring at her face, his heart was like a knife.

"What about bronze?" Xiao Jing saw Wang Tong's sunken eyes, knowing that he must not have slept well, and deliberately joked, "Are you so excited?" ”

Wang Tong was amused by Xiao Jing's words, "It seems that she is sleeping beautifully, and her mouth is beginning to yaw again." ”

"Ah, don't you still have classes?" Xiao Jing suddenly remembered what Wang Tong said before going to bed yesterday.

"I'm not going." Wang Tong smiled faintly and hugged Xiao Jing, "I have a wife now, what is the class, whoever falls in love will go up." "I look proud.

"Who's your wife?" Xiao Jing said this, but her heart was beautiful, "Who promised to be your wife, he is amorous!" ”

Wang Tong knew that Xiao Jing was coquettish, so he ignored it and continued, "Xiao Jing, I want to ask you a question, can you answer me truthfully?" ”

"Ask, depending on the situation, whether it is true or not." Let's just look like a hanger.

"Do you love me?" Wang Tong looked at her affectionately.

Love, what a strange and profound word, Xiao Jing has never been asked when she is so old, and she doesn't even know the exact meaning of this word. She also didn't think about what it would be like to love someone, or what it would be like to be loved by someone.

"What is love?" Xiao Jing already regretted it as soon as she spoke, and this retarded answer was simply an insult to her IQ.

"Love is to give everything for that person, not willing to leave, or simply not leave." Wang Tong continued to explain, "The love I am talking about is not the love under the basketball court, it is easy to say, but the other party can feel it. Like last night, that's love, you know? ”

Wang Tong paused, "Xiao Jing, you are not my first woman, but you are the only woman who poked my heart." I thought a lot about it that night, I didn't take my feelings very seriously before, and it was easy to say that those were not love. It wasn't until I met you that I felt my soul purified, and I realized that the spiritual integration of two people was the most exciting thing. So I cherish you so much, so I haven't told anyone that you're my girlfriend, not because I'm not sure, but because I'm afraid of losing. But yesterday, I still didn't control myself, I still hurt you, I feel guilty, even more distressed, seeing you so uncomfortable, but I still ... Wang Tong didn't continue, tears welling up in his eyes.

"Wang Tong," Xiao Jing touched his face with her hand, "Thank you for affirming me, thank you for your heartfelt words, thank you for making me feel what love is for the first time." I once doubted our relationship, I was confused about the future, and I almost ruined my love for that fragile dignity. Wang Tong, I don't regret it, I really don't regret it, you didn't hurt me, I still have to thank you, thank you for it, fortunately it's you. I'm not sad, I'm happy, really..."

"I'll marry you when you graduate, okay?" Wang Tong's tears slipped down.

Xiao Jing was so choked that she couldn't speak, tears filled her eyes, she couldn't see Wang Tong in front of her clearly, it was just a vague phantom, but she deeply felt the love and pity from the depths of her heart, which made her so intoxicated and so addicted.

"I'm honored to be your wife, Wang Tong." Xiao Jing stuck her head into Wang Tong's arms.

Wang Tong hugged Xiao Jing tightly. He vowed to give this woman happiness in the future and not to live up to her deep love for him. Xiao Jing, wait for me, you must wait for me.

Since that day, there has been another intimate and inseparable couple on campus. Everyone around them looked at them in surprise, because they had never seen a girlfriend by the side of the main handsome guy of the school team. Even Gao Yuanyuan at the beginning, how could she not be secretly and secretly.

In fact, this is all Wang Tong's meaning, under his repeated coercion and temptation, Xiao Jing had no choice but to compromise. Wang Tong regarded Xiao Jing as his future wife in his heart, so he didn't think about the surrounding public opinion and pressure at all, he knew that as long as he stuck to it, there would be no problems.

Therefore, Xiao Jing naturally appeared on the basketball court, she was a little embarrassed at first, and the eyes of the girls around her, whether they were envious or jealous, made her really uncomfortable for several days. But later, after a long time, coupled with Wang Tong's full affirmation of himself, during the intermission, he would always run over to greet her, and even flirt, as if he didn't take those suitors in his eyes. Therefore, Xiao Jing is also at ease when she comes, like a family member, she will come to the scene, and no one will be absent.

Wang Tong also enjoys such days, every time he sees Xiao Jing's adoring and proud eyes under the court, he feels indescribably happy and sweet in his heart. How good, to be able to meet his future wife so early, to be able to keep her by his side so early, to be able to look forward to her beautiful life in the future so early, Wang Tong even hopes that time will pass quickly, and Xiao Jing will graduate immediately, so that she really belongs to him.

And all this was seen by Gao Yuanyuan, who was secretly observing, she was wronged for herself, she was not worth it, no matter how she was, she was also one of the best school flowers in the school, she was desperate for Wang Tong, and she was very affectionate, thinking that she was not hidden by him at the beginning, and she couldn't see the light. Now she cares about this junior girl, is considerate, and even has a correct reputation, and is above board. The more she thought about it, the more angry she became, and she walked straight to Xiao Jing in the corner of the court.

"You're Wang Tong's girlfriend, right?" Gao Yuanyuan looked at Xiao Jing contemptuously.

Xiao Jing saw that the girl in front of her was menacing, and her tone was mixed with provocation and vinegar, so she knew that the person who came was not good. But she replied casually, "Yes, is there something wrong?" ”

"Hehe, I'm his ex, and we're all family." After that, he sat down beside Xiao Jing.

Xiao Jing glanced at Gao Yuanyuan, she really hadn't heard Wang Tong mention any ex, and Wang Tong had always been tight-lipped about her past.

"As a person who has come over, my sister advises you, after all, Wang Tong is in a cold place, and his relationship must be unstable, there are too many temptations now," Gao Yuanyuan sneered, "Actually, I don't mean anything else, nor do I sow discord, as a woman, I still remind you, don't take it too seriously, especially with him." ”

"Admit it or not, I guess it's none of your business, right?" Xiao Jing looked at her indifferently, although it was the first time she encountered this kind of scene, she was not resistant, she was not the kind of little girl who panicked, and she also had a certain brain system and determination, "I haven't heard him mention anything about exes and not exes, I'm sorry, I don't want to waste saliva with you before I determine your true identity." ”

Gao Yuanyuan was a little angry when she heard Xiao Jing's words, but she was unable to maintain her elegance, and smiled at Xiao Jing, "Forget it, I won't be like you who have never seen the world, never touched a handsome guy, and never tasted sweetness." Since you think he is so good, then take advantage of it and watch it closely, by the way," Gao Yuanyuan leaned over and whispered, "Pay attention to the measures, he is quite irresponsible, don't look back and have to run to the hospital like me, it will really hurt your body too much." ”

Gao Yuanyuan wanted to say something, but when she saw Wang Tong running towards this side, she hurriedly got up and was about to leave.

"What are you doing here, what did you tell her?" Wang Tong's face was gloomy.

"Hey, what can we say, it's nothing more than to praise you, handsome and responsible, I don't congratulate her, look at your uneasy." Gao Yuanyuan didn't smile at her skin.

Wang Tong looked at Xiao Jing, he knew Gao Yuanyuan's personality too well, if Xiao Jing was bullied by her, he would definitely not let her go.

"Oh, it's okay, it's a compliment on you." Xiao Jing smiled.

"Then let's talk, I still have something to do, and we will have time to eat together in the future!" Gao Yuanyuan glanced at Xiao Jing and turned around and walked towards the teaching building.

"What did she tell you?" Wang Tong sat down and looked at Xiao Jing with concern.

"It's really okay, it's really good to compliment you." Xiao Jing lowered her head and casually flipped through the mobile phone number book, her tone was cold. In fact, she has been holding back tears for a long time, she is looking for Wang Lin to call, and the tense nerve in her heart was almost broken by Gao Yuanyuan. For a long time, she didn't dare to touch Wang Tong's past, didn't want to worry about those past things, and didn't want to be jealous of those women in the past tense. However, Gao Yuanyuan's words just now were like a thunderbolt from the sky, instantly crushing the defenses in her heart.