61. Change

Ye Zhiyuan discovered one thing - Zhou Xuan has been making trouble recently, and he is still quiet.

Always going out early in the morning and coming back very late. But he always looked well-behaved and clever, seeing that Ye Zhiyuan's face was not good, he even posted all kinds of soft words and soft tones, accompanied by flattering actions, so that Ye Zhiyuan couldn't get angry even if he wanted to.

It's the same today.

It was almost one o'clock in the morning before I secretly opened the door, and when I saw that there was no light in the room, I touched my chest and breathed a sigh of relief.

He drank a little wine, and because of the wind, his original drunken state had recovered a lot. It's just that he has a big red face when he drinks, and he can't get rid of it with a big red face for a while.

slapped his face fiercely, estimating that Ye Zhiyuan didn't come over, Zhou Xuan stumbled into the house.

He hasn't been to the company for a long time, and if he goes, he will probably be blown out, after all, he has done such a rebellious thing to his immediate boss, and he can't guarantee that he will be beaten up when he walks into that office building. But the appearance still has to be done, Ye Zhiyuan doesn't know when he will come back, and he really doesn't want to face him, so he has to go out and wander around the street every day, following the flow of people until he can no longer walk. Or run to the coffee house and order a cup of coffee, and watch the scenery outside the window from the bustling day to the bright lights at night.

I don't know when it was formed.

When he encounters an unsolvable problem or a situation that he can't choose, he always does this to relieve his anxiety.

His feelings for Ye Zhiyuan now are really delicate.

He admitted that he did deliberately seduce Ye Zhiyuan that night, and his mood at that time was extremely awkward, on the one hand, he was afraid that Ye Zhiyuan would mention that incident and then make some moves, on the other hand, he was afraid that Ye Zhiyuan would not take this as a thing at all, face-to-face conversation and naked ignorance, he didn't know which one he was more afraid of. It's just that neither of the two trends will have any good results in his mind.

That's why he pestered Ye Zhiyuan, and even did what he was usually unwilling to do, and the two of them rolled the sheets a few times with great fun. It seems that only in this way can the hollowness in the mind be filled.

He thought, he was probably going to be a turtle with a shrunken head. It's just that he no longer wants to treat Ye Zhiyuan with the same caution as before.

What pretends to be generous, what breaks self-esteem, he no longer knows how to maintain it.

I only remember that his brain was empty that day, his body was writhing, and his hand was tightly grasping Ye Zhiyuan's arm.

But what could he really grasp?

Obviously, he has been so careful to maintain the relationship between the two, and he has been squatting in place, and he is honestly afraid that he will not dare to take a step, for fear that Ye Zhiyuan will suddenly get bored of him, and then tell him the same thing as he has said to other lovers.

"We're just having fun, are you serious?"

He could even imagine Ye Zhiyuan's indifferent demeanor, his tone frivolous and arrogant, as if he was a scum underground.

So, I had insomnia all night long, looking at the sleeping person next to me with red eyes, but my mind kept surrounding what Ye Zhiyuan said that night.

- "We're just playing, are you serious?" ”

- "You take Zhou Xuan too seriously. ”

Maybe things aren't that bad. It's just that after things have been brain-supplemented and processed, they have become out of control. Zhou Xuan also tried to comfort himself, maybe maybe maybe it wasn't Ye Zhiyuan's true words, he was just talking, there was no need to be more serious at all. But how can we explain that the tone was so genuine? In addition, he is the party concerned, so everything is like a mess, and there is no trace of the original truth.

He said he wasn't the same thing, he said he liked him, which one was true? Zhou Xuan couldn't figure it out, so he broke the jar and broke it.

Instead of waiting for Ye Zhiyuan's disgust at some point, it is better to let him hate himself early and get rid of it as soon as possible.

......

The stomach is burning, and not long after it was raised, it seems that there is a tendency to get sick again. Zhou Xuan smiled bitterly, took out a bottle of milk from the refrigerator, and drank it with a gurgling taste. I don't know if it's an hangover cure, what is the harm to the stomach of drinking milk just after drinking, I just know that he can feel more comfortable by drinking a little before stomach problems.

Zhou Xuan threw the bottle on the trash can, but just turned around, and couldn't help but be startled.

Ye Zhiyuan stood at the door against the light, half light and half dark, Zhou Xuan could only see half of his deep face. After a long time, Ye Zhiyuan slowly walked into the kitchen, and the shadow in his eyes was slowly exposed to the light.

Slowly lowering his head and looking at the person at eye level, Ye Zhiyuan smelled the smell on his body before he spoke in an unkind tone: "Have you drunk?" ”

Zhou Xuan almost silently took a small step back, and his waist was on the cooking table. Ye Zhiyuan's air pressure was too strong, as if he had done something terrible wrong.

"Just a little." Zhou Xuan swallowed his saliva before whispering.

Ye Zhiyuan pinched his chin, under the illumination of the light, Zhou Xuan's cheeks flushed from alcohol seemed to be dripping blood, and he could even smell his faint smell of wine between breaths.

"Do you know what time it is? It's a pleasure to drink outside. ”

"I know~" Zhou Xuan really couldn't stand this cold and cold gaze, pulled down Ye Zhiyuan's hand and nestled it into his arms, and rubbed his soft hair on his shoulder: "But Lan Nan, they have to let me drink until now, and I can't help it." ”

The tone is sincere, and there is a slight tail note, lying and not typing a little draft. Zhou Xuan buried his face on the person's chest and hugged Ye Zhiyuan tightly, like a cat who had done something wrong, but had a good attitude of admitting his mistakes, and tried his best to remedy the cute and coquettish cat.

"I won't do this next time, don't be angry."

Ye Zhiyuan froze, and it was not that he didn't scold at the moment. I had no choice but to hold his face viciously and take a bite: "You'd better do what you say!" I'm going to be back in the apartment by nine o'clock at the latest! ”

"But......" Zhou Xuan looked at Ye Zhiyuan in embarrassment, and finally lowered his eyes and nodded slowly.

In the past, his cleverness was reluctant to use Ye Zhiyuan, and he unconsciously played the role of stupid, stupid, and indifferent to anything next to Ye Zhiyuan. It's just that he has already said that no matter how unequal the identity and status between them are, he will no longer care about Ye Zhiyuan's disgust at his dissatisfaction. Now he is trying to pursue a balance point, perhaps the last bit of self he can keep for himself.

"Only, relatively, you have to come back here by nine o'clock. Can you do that? ”

Ye Zhiyuan didn't expect him to make this request. Looking at Zhou Xuan's eyes, he couldn't help but become more and more incomprehensible. It's just that Zhou Xuan didn't avoid his eyes as before, looking straight at him, and had to let him give an answer.

"Otherwise, there's no need for me to come back so early, right?"

Very good! Step by step.

"Okay, I promise you."