340: Heart-rending pain
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After talking to Han Ji, Lu Zhanke quietly entered the ward to see Ai Changhuan, because her nerves are very fragile now, so she has to go to bed early every day, and the 'medicine' will make her sleep longer, and her memory will slowly disappear in her deep sleep. [To see the latest chapter of this book, please go to Marshmallow] iron-fisted official career >
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Lu Zhanke gently lay down beside Ai Changhuan, stretched out his hand to take her into his arms, pinched her shoulder with great distress, and said, "You are getting thinner and thinner day by day, are you unhappy because you are hospitalized?" ”
Ai Changhuan naturally wouldn't give him any answer.
Lu Zhanke was already used to it, so he said to himself: "Don't worry, I'll take you out after this week, and I'll take you wherever you forget, and pick up all the lost memories." ”
"Chang Huan ......" Lu Zhanke let out a long sigh and continued, "How do I feel that you are getting farther and farther away from me, although you are obviously in my arms, but there seems to be an invisible barrier between us, and what I touch is not the real you." It felt terrible, worse than the three years we were apart, and although we weren't together at that time, I knew you had me in your heart and I still loved you. But now? Will you really forget me one day? ”
He was answered only by endless silence.
"I'm scared if you really don't remember anything...... I'm really afraid that I won't be able to make you fall in love with me again......" just this time almost exhausted his life's strength, if he did it again, he really had no confidence, sometimes the more he cared, the more afraid he was of losing, Ai Changhuan was the biggest unstable factor in his life, he couldn't judge with common sense, let alone use reason to restrain him, it seemed that everything was under his control, but he knew that the person who really took the initiative was Ai Changhuan, love or not, close or leave, never by him.
He couldn't imagine the day when Ai Changhuan completely forgot him, how he should face her, how to express his love for her that was so hot that he couldn't describe it in words. [.Lots of good]
"Chang Huan, will you really forget me?" He looked at her sleeping face, his eyes full of uncertainty. [.]
Ai Changhuan moved lightly in his arms, his little head unconsciously rubbed his 'chest', and then went back to sleep.
Lu Zhanke looked at her series of unintentional actions, and his originally depressed heart couldn't help but come back to life: "You still love me, don't you?" ”
"Grandpa......" Ai Changhuan muttered in her sleep, and then her eyebrows wrinkled together, it was a very terrible dream, there were things in the dream that she didn't want to happen, people she didn't want to see, she desperately wanted to escape, but the whole person seemed to be bound by something, so she couldn't move at all, she could only stand there, listening to the hideous-looking 'woman' say extremely cruel words The wealthy family forced marriage: The bride runs >
"You are a 'woman' like you who is disrespectful and unfilial to your in-laws, get out of our Lu family immediately, I want you to divorce Zhan Ke, divorce!"
"If you can give birth to a son and a half 'girl' for Lu Zhanke, the things of the Lu family, you will be qualified to use them. However, are you still alive? ”
"In the end, you still can't bear the Lu family's property."
She was angry, she was angry, she struggled to retort loudly: "No, it's not like that, what you say isn't true!! ”
But she couldn't say anything, and the black pressure on her heart became heavier and heavier, and she couldn't even breathe, so she could only struggle in vain.
Her hands were waving wildly in the air, as if to drive something away, but the terrible sound still lingered in her ears.
"Don't pretend to be pitiful and sympathetic in front of me, in short, in a word, you have to divorce this marriage, and you have to divorce if you don't leave."
"Huh, can't you hear me? Who knows if it's real or not? What if he also wants to rely on our Lu family, so he deliberately doesn't squeak? ”
She was so angry that she almost exploded, tears flowed down her eyes at once, and the words that pressed deep in her throat finally broke through the captivity and shouted loudly: "Grandpa, come quickly, doctor, come quickly, please, come quickly!" ”
Ai Changhuan struggled to sit up from the sick bed, and shouted, "Come on, come on!! ”
"Come on, people......" When he said the last sentence, he couldn't cry.
This time, her memories go back to when her grandfather died.
Lu Zhanke had noticed that Ai Changhuan might be waking up, so he hurried away, but he didn't expect that he had only walked out not far before he heard Ai Changhuan's shouts from the ward, he couldn't care about anything at the moment and immediately rushed back, pushed open the 'door' and turned on the light, rushed over and hugged Ai Changhuan as soon as possible: "Chang Huan, what's wrong with you?" ”
Ai Changhuan was startled when she was suddenly hugged, but after seeing clearly that the person who came was Lu Zhanke, she cried again, and she hugged Lu Zhanke and cried heartbreakingly: "Lu Zhanke...... Lu Zhanke...... Grandpa he ...... Grandpa he's gone......"
"I know, I know, I'm sorry, I'm late for the Ming General Wang >
! Lu Zhanke hugged Ai Changhuan with great self-blame, and at the same time, the thing he was most worried about also came, Ai Changhuan's memory was regressing, so she had to go through the pain she had experienced in the past again, and that pain took her three full years to recover, but this time there was no way to give her another three years, so he was really worried about her, worried that she couldn't bear such pain at all.
"Woo woo...... Ai Changhuan cried very sadly, tears poured down, Lu Zhanke could feel her sadness completely, but he couldn't do anything.
He once regretted it, regretted why he couldn't be by Ai Changhuan's side when she was the saddest and most helpless, now her memory has regressed, and everything is back to before, but he found that he was still powerless, he couldn't let Old Man Ai come back from the dead, nor could he bear all this pain and blow on behalf of Ai Changhuan, all he gave her was such a hug.
But this hug is useless, and the person who hurts is still Ai Changhuan.
"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry......" He kept saying sorry words, but they didn't convey a ten-thousandth of his apology.
"Lu Zhanke...... Lu Zhanke, where have you been, why are you only here now......" Ai Changhuan slammed Lu Zhanke's shoulder hard, "Do you know, do you know that I'm really scared, those people have been surrounding the 'door' to ask for debts, I don't have so much money, I'm useless, I can't help anything, I'm scared, I need you, but where are you, when I need you the most, you are not by my side at all, grandpa has an accident and I don't even have someone to rely on, do you know how helpless I am?" I think about you every minute and every second of every day, why aren't you there, didn't you promise me to be there for me all the time? But why didn't you come? I started out with hope, then it turned into disappointment, then despair, you know? No, you don't know at all! ”
These words, she should have told Lu Zhanke a long time ago, but Lu Zhanke was not by her side at that time, and now that Lu Zhanke is here, she can finally 'reveal' her heartache and grievances, these words have been hidden in her heart for three years, and she almost 'driven' herself crazy.
"Others bullied me, even your mother bullied me, and he ...... hurt my grandfather" Ai Changhuan suddenly remembered that his grandfather was no longer there, and his grandfather's death was still because of Mrs. Lu......
She pushed Lu Zhanke away suddenly, and a strong hatred burst out of her eyes: "You go, you go away, I don't want to see you Yingfeng still towards the latest chapter!" ”
"Chang Huan!" Lu Zhanke was pushed, and his back slammed into the corner of the table, it hurt, but he couldn't take care of it anymore, "Chang Huan, you see clearly, I'm Lu Zhanke, I'm back, I'll never leave you again......"
"Liar, I don't want to trust you anymore!" Ai Changhuan's emotions are very 'excited', she hates Mrs. Lu, so she also hates Lu Zhanke, if it weren't for Lu Zhanke, Mrs. Lu wouldn't have deliberately come over to tell her those words, then her grandfather wouldn't have died suddenly, so it's all to blame him!
Hate is Ai Changhuan's first reaction after seeing Lu Zhanke, at the beginning she was able to convince herself not to hate Lu Zhanke It also 'spent' for a long time, and finally she found that she had no choice but to go away, using time to let herself slowly fade her hatred, after three years, when Lu Zhanke appeared again, she was cold and indifferent to him, but her hatred was not as obvious as it is now.
But now, her memory is the memory of three years ago, very vivid, so the hatred is extremely strong.
"It's all because of you...... It's all because of your grandfather that he ...... You go, I don't want to see you, you go! The angry Ai Changhuan grabbed the pillow next to him and threw it at Lu Zhanke, "Don't appear in front of me again!" ”
"Chang Huan ......" Lu Zhanke tried to get close to Ai Changhuan, wanting her to calm down first, but Ai Changhuan resisted very fiercely, he couldn't get close at all, and his face was scratched, leaving three finger marks.
Ai Changhuan is like a trapped beast that is 'provoked', attacking anyone who dares to approach her.
Lu Zhanke couldn't, so he had to leave first and called Han Ji and Qin Zhan over.
Ai Changhuan still trusted Qin Zhan a lot, because she remembered that Qin Zhan had been taking care of her when she was injured, and Han Ji was a stranger to her, so she didn't have too strong hostility.
In the end, Qin Zhan told Ai Changhuan what had happened in the past few days again, and when Ai Changhuan heard that his grandfather had been buried, and he hadn't gone back to see him for three years, he suddenly cried guilty again, and he cried very sadly, and it was useless to persuade anyone.
No, they had to take out the video and show it to her, telling her that this matter had been a long time coming, and now she was facing a new challenge, and Ai Changhuan fell into a long silence after watching it.
Han Ji said that he and Ai Changhuan talked alone and asked Qin Zhan to go out first.
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