Chapter 164: Surrender

"How do you say to coax"

Su Shun waited for a long time, but when he waited for such a sentence, he was pleasantly surprised, but he didn't dare to show it on his face. Copied URL visit: 7777772e766f6474772e636f6d

Even if he is not a real man, he has never had a woman, and he does not understand the woman's mind, but at this moment, he can't say this, and his eyes are closed.

After thinking about it, he said, "The slave thinks that this matter has to be said better, and the emperor should let the mother know your mind." ”

Zong Zhengjin was blocked in his heart, indeed, he regretted it.

After listening to Meng Wentian's words that day, he began to realize that his feelings were contrary to the way of the emperor he accepted, and there was a precedent for his father, emperor and concubine, so he didn't dare to gamble anymore and try again.

So if there is a manifestation of nothingness, the point is that she is aware of it.

Take the initiative to retreat and live alone.

If he didn't meet, he thought he could forget, but the reality made him realize that he was very wrong.

Even if we don't see each other, I still miss her from time to time, I want to know if she has woken up, eaten well, or felt uncomfortable, guessing what she is doing at the moment, and guessing whether she is unhappy.

With the enlightenment of the fifth inkstone, he also figured it out, even if he fell in love, so what.

With his ability, it's not that he can't protect her, on the contrary, he can get along with the woman he loves, grow old, and it's not as difficult to accept as he imagined.

He knew he was obsessed, so he wanted to change the situation.

The reason why I went to the peach orchard was because I knew that she liked peaches, and maybe she would go to enjoy the blooming peach blossoms, and she stayed in the peach orchard for several days, nominally to enjoy the flowers, but in fact it was just to see her.

In the end, he saw and saw, there was no frowning, no displeasure, and the contentment of his children made him very unhappy.

took Zong Zhengjun away, although it was a momentary anger, but it was also so that she could take the initiative to come to him.

He can't erase the emperor's face, but she is more stubborn than him.

Now chanting Buddha all day long, and being with Concubine Shun, it is true that his heart is dead, ignoring the mundane things, and escaping into the empty door

He absolutely did not allow it.

Before he could figure out how to not break his face and let her know his mind, such a perfect method came out, and the secret guard came with news that Zhen Zhaoyi was seriously ill. "It's still raining outside," Su Jingxi asked softly while lying on the bed, looking sad.

Hearing Yao go over and close the window tightly, she replied, "But no, it's been raining for a day, why did Niangniang go to Yonghe Palace in heavy rain, she was drenched in the rain, and now she is sick, and she refuses to take medicine, if so"

It rained when I got up early, and I had breakfast, and I persuaded and persuaded her, but Niangniang still insisted on going to Yonghe Palace, and now she is sick, except for a few of them, no one cares about it.

I'm not tired of myself.

Su Jingxi chuckled lightly and interrupted her words, "The Buddha kneels in his heart, it's okay, I'm sick now, and I can't go tomorrow, you, don't talk about it anymore." ”

Listening to Yao said helplessly, "If the mother is good, no disease and no pain, the slave and maid will also be at ease, how can she chatter, if you let the old lady know, the mother is so bad to abuse her body, I am afraid that she will be distressed." ”

No matter how good it is to enter the palace, no matter how rich and noble it is, how high its position is, and how powerful it is, it never has the comfort of home.

Su Jingxi was a little stunned, unwilling to recall the past, highlighting only the vicissitudes of the present.

Hearing Yao, she also knew that she had said the wrong thing, so she hurriedly walked over, "Niangniang, it's late at night, why don't you rest early, sweat, tomorrow may be fine." ”

Su Jingxi nodded, "Well, you should go to bed earlier." ”

"Niangniang is asleep, the slave and maid are watching from the side, if the niangniang is uncomfortable, call the slave and maid."

Su Jingxi knew that even if she persuaded her, it would be useless, so she simply didn't persuade her, took off her coat, and lay down.

I thought I wouldn't be able to sleep, but I didn't expect to fall asleep as soon as I got into the bed, closed my eyes, and fell asleep.

In the middle of the night, I woke up, but I was very thirsty.

Someone helped her up, put the glass of water to her lips, and almost instinctively leaned over and drank it in small sips.

After a few more sips, the dryness in his mouth was relieved, and he lay down, closed his eyes, and was about to continue to sleep, but he sensed that a palm was placed on his forehead to test the temperature, which was slightly hot.

I thought I heard him cursing in my sleep, but when I thought about it, something was wrong, and I opened my eyes suddenly, and I saw him sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at her.

The candlelight in the room was dim and she couldn't see clearly, but Su Jingxi knew that he was looking at her.

He also knew she was watching him.

A sudden cough broke the silence of the room, curled up, panting on his chest, his head heavy, and his consciousness was not very clear.

Zong Zhengjin was unhappy when she saw that she would rather be uncomfortable than ask him for help, but seeing her stubborn appearance, she was a little soft-hearted.

The first time I saw her sick, it was also the first time I was so vulnerable.

Gently patting her on the back, "I asked someone to call the Imperial Doctor." ”

"Don't," Su Jingxi shook her head and refused.

Zong Zhengjin frowned, "You're sick, don't you want to get better?"

"You don't care anyway.

If she could, she would rather die in front of him like this, so that he could remember it for the rest of his life.

Zong Zhengjin got up and was about to walk out, but he was pulled by the corner of his clothes and held her hand in his hand, which was a little abnormally hot.

"It's just a matter of drinking two patches of medicine, I promise it won't be very bitter," Zong Zhengjin thought she was afraid of taking medicine, and patiently persuaded her.

Su Jingxi bit her lip, became conscious, and her eyes fell on the hands of the two of them, "Can you give me my child back?"

Zong Zhengjin was stunned for a moment, and then became extremely angry, "You are sick on purpose"

For the sake of the child, she deliberately made herself look like this, wanting to die and be lifeless.

She may have used this excuse many times before, but she didn't really do anything, but this time, she put it into action, whether she expected him to be soft-hearted or didn't care at all.

Su Jingxi twisted her head, but he forcibly pulled it back, forcing her to look at him, "Answer me, otherwise I will make you never see your child in your life." ”

This threat doesn't work

Su Jingxi was also angry when she heard this, her stubborn temper came up, she was a little broken, and said angrily, "Then the emperor might as well let me die." ”

"Do you think I don't dare" Zong Zhengjin approached, the distance between the two was extremely close, but one was lying on the bed, and the other was leaning over and half-lying on his stomach, which should have been an extremely ambiguous action, but at the moment there was some sabre-rattling.

The dignity of the emperor really does not allow a woman to trample on it again and again, and her repeated patience is still exchanged for her incomprehension.

Su Jingxi held back the tears in her eyes, "The emperor doesn't dare to dare or not, and he doesn't even need you to do it himself, as long as you leave now, I will die in a few days." ”

If he wanted her life, she didn't want to, she just didn't want to get his hands dirty.

"If you die, I will let the entire Su family be buried with you."

Su Jingxi was extremely angry, it was simply a naked threat, her eyes widened slightly, and warm tears couldn't stop sliding down her cheeks, "You will bully me"

If you can't die, that's what he wants.

Seeing her tears, Zong Zhengjin realized what he had just said, and couldn't help but regret it in his heart, and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with his thumb, his lips squirmed, and he didn't say anything.

Su Jingxi is a typical person who doesn't know how to accept it, someone comforts her, even if she is silent, she still lets go of her crying, intending to cry out all the grievances she has suffered these days.

Seeing that she didn't want to stop at all, Zong Zhengjin was a little helpless, but she didn't walk away in the end.

When Su Jingxi woke up, it was already past the hour, not only did her throat be dry, but her eyes were slightly painful.

He must have been here last night.

It's not a dream.

"Niangniang, what's wrong with your eyes" Hearing Yao walk in, she was startled when she saw it, it was so swollen that she knew that she had cried.

Su Jingxi was a little unnatural, observing the appearance of several of them, obviously she didn't know that he had been here last night, and since that was the case, she didn't want to say it.

If it weren't for the timely braking of the car last night, I was afraid that it would really cause unforeseen consequences, and it didn't matter what she was, but if the Su family was a little bit wrong because of her, I was afraid that she would have an uneasy conscience for the rest of her life, and it would be difficult to escape the blame and live in peace.

He can use the Su family to threaten her, but what will he do with the Su family, presumably he also knows that if the Su family has anything wrong because of him, she will not forgive him in this life.

That's how the two of them came to an end.

He knows her bottom line, and she knows his.

What's more, after what happened last night, she thinks she's understood a lot.

"Let's wait for the palace to freshen up," Su Jingxi got up and said with a smile.

Hearing Yao's heartfelt smile after not seeing her for a long time, she was a little stunned, and she couldn't figure it out and didn't ask much, "Yes, the slave maid went to get something to reduce the swelling for the mother." ”

After finally freshening up, and applying a hot cloth for a long time, my eyes have improved a lot.

"Niangniang can put on some makeup and cover up one or two," Ting Yao asked. After all, it is always easy to give people a handle when outsiders see it.

Su Jingxi shook her head, "No need, this palace doesn't care what others think." ”

Besides, she still wants him to see it.

After a simple meal, Su Jingxi walked around the yard twice, it was fragrant after the rain, the weather was sunny, cloudless, and the air was fresh.

"Okay, let's go," counting the time, Su Jingxi walked out.

"Don't mothers drink medicine?"

"Come back and drink again." Su Shunxian stood at the door, thinking hard, guessing what happened to the two of them last night, and he saw that the person in his mind was appearing in front of him.

hurriedly walked over, "The slave asked Zhen Zhaoyi to say goodbye." ”

"Father-in-law Su doesn't have to be polite," Su Jingxi took two steps closer, and without waiting for him to continue speaking, he knelt down directly, "This palace is here to find the emperor." ”

P.S. If I bother you again, you can ignore me

There is still half of this month, every day is two watches, respectively at ten o'clock in the morning and one o'clock in the afternoon, the time has never changed, after this month, the beginning of next month will be over, in the blink of an eye it has been almost three months, thank you for your continued support

For the last twenty days or so, don't abandon me

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