Chapter 13: Tears of Remorse

Two days before leaving, Paper Kite received a call from Shen Yiran.

"Hey, little kite? I'm Yiran. The voice on the other end of the line was hoarse and weak, apparently having just cried.

"Yiran, what's wrong with you?!"

"It's okay, I want to see you, can I go to you tomorrow?"

"yes, okay."

……

This is the first time that Paper Kite has seen Shen Yiran in three years, and Paper Kite once thought that he would never see this girl again in his life.

Shen Yiran stood quietly at the door of Paper Kite's dormitory, her hair growing a lot, spreading out to her waist. The white dress made her full of fairy spirit, but a pair of fox eyes lost their former vigor and became dull, and she lost a lot of weight.

"Little kite, your hair has grown long and become pretty." Shen Yiran smiled faintly at the paper kite, and that smile was more uncomfortable than crying.

"You, too, are more beautiful than before."

The two of them chatted without saying a word, and there was no longer the tacit understanding in the past, and the air was full of embarrassment.

"Tan Miao works in the same place with me, or I'll ask him out, and the three of us will have a meal together."

"No, I'm just here to meet you, can you invite me to drink?"

"Drinking?"

"Oh, I'm sorry, I forgot, you never drink."

"No, you're wrong, not only can I drink now, but I'm drinking well."

Shen Yiran looked at the paper kite, as if she knew her for the first time.

"When did you start to learn to drink?"

"After Xia Yang is gone!"

"Hehe, it's still for Xia Yang, you really like him very much."

"Yes, I like him very much! But he prefers you. Let's go, I'll go buy wine. ”

In the garden, Paper Kites and Shen Yiran sat on the grass, drinking and talking, and suddenly seemed to have returned to the scene when they first met, but the two are no longer the original two.

"Little kite, do you remember? We became friends from the cranes, and at that time, I was really happy. There are you, and Xia Yang, but now I have nothing! Shen Yiran sobbed in pain, tears falling on the lawn one by one.

"Don't you still have Gu Lingchuan?"

"Gu Lingchuan, hehe..."A trace of desolation flashed in Shen Yiran's eyes. Yes, I still want Gu Lingchuan. But it was Gu Lingchuan, whom I liked so much, and Gu Lingchuan, whom I loved so much, who ruined Xia Yang's college dream, ruined his life, and completely lost your friends!! ”

"What do you say? What does Xia Yang's dropout have to do with Gu Lingchuan, didn't he drop out of school because he didn't want to see your affection?! ”

"If that's the case, he can be transferred to another department at all, and there is no need to drop out at all."

Yes, it's really unnecessary, the paper kite's heart was as if it had been hit by a stone in an instant, and it was suppressed and breathless. Paper Kite tried hard to keep herself calm, but her hand unconsciously shook Shen Yiran, who had already cried into tears.

"You tell me why Xiang Yang dropped out of school back then? What does this matter have to do with Gu Lingchuan, you tell me... Tell me! ”

Shen Yiran was silent, no matter how the paper kite, she didn't say a word, and when the paper kite, when she was tired and quiet, Shen Yiran told her the truth about the year.

"Xia Yang and Gu Lingchuan fought back then. Xia Yang accidentally injured Gu Lingchuan. ”

"How is it possible, Xia Yang has never fought since he was a child!" Paper Kite, who didn't believe that Xia Yang, who was so gentle and elegant in his heart, would raise his fist and fight with others.

"Because of me!" Shen Yiran's face turned pale and he bit his lip tightly.

"Because of you! Why! ”

"Xia Yang once went to Gu Lingchuan and wanted Gu Lingchuan to treat me well, but it inspired Gu Lingchuan's jealousy. He was originally an arrogant person, and he said that Xia Yang was not as good as him, and he was not worthy of me at all, so the two of them had a dispute and scuffled, but they did not expect to cause Gu Lingchuan to suffer a head injury and go to the hospital. But Gu Lingchuan didn't tell his parents about Xia Yang accidentally hurting him, but only said that he was accidentally smashed on the way out of school. After he recovered from his injury, he returned to school and found Xia Yang, so that Xia Yang would drop out of school automatically, as long as Xia Yang voluntarily dropped out of school, he would treat me well and spoil me, and the matter of his injury and hospitalization would be written off. ”

"No wonder, no wonder Xia Yang dropped out of school so firmly. Why didn't you tell the truth sooner?! ”

"At that time, I didn't know about it at all, it was accidentally said by Gu Lingchuan at a class reunion a few days ago when he drank too much."

"What about you? After knowing the truth, will you choose to be with Gu Lingchuan? ”

"I don't know, I also thought about breaking up with him, but after four years, this kind of relationship can't be broken."

Paper Kites and Shen Yiran were relatively speechless, drinking wine silently, and both of them had unspeakable pain in their hearts. But Paper Kite knew that Shen Yiran was more painful than herself. In addition to the guilt for Xia Yang, there is also heartache for Gu Lingchuan.

On this day, Shen Yiran drank a lot of wine, slept in the paper kite's dormitory, and cried and talked drunk. Paper Kite thought of the scene when she slept in her own house a few years ago, and it was painful in her dreams. This is a poor girl who does not receive love from her parents and siblings at home, and finally meets a boy she likes, but when she covets the love he gives, she has to bear the guilt of another boy. And it was this boy who made him give up everything, hurt her heart, hurt her feelings, and filled her eyes with tears of remorse.

Paper Kite-chan originally wanted Shen Yiran to go to City A with her to see Xia Yang and Lu Xi, but Shen Yiran said that she didn't have the face to see Xia Yang again, and she insisted on leaving the next day.

Paper Kite-kite called Lu Xi and told her that she would arrive in City A that night. Lu Xi was very happy and said that he would go to the station to pick up the paper kite at night.

Paper Kite, who simply packed her luggage, took the train to City A by herself with a backpack on her back. After getting off the train, the paper kite, in the distance, saw Lu Xi waiting at the exit to wave to him. She has lost a lot of weight than before, but her complexion is obviously better than before. The moment the paper kite, walking in front of Lu Xi, Lu Xi gave her a big hug and touched her hair scattered on her shoulders, "The hair has grown and become beautiful!" ”

"Let's go, take me to your house for a visit."

"Wait a minute!"

"What are you waiting for?"

"My brother! He said that he was coming over tonight, and asked me to pick him up at the station, and you two are really, it would be good to come together, and you have to take two buses. ”

"Tan Miao is coming too?"

"yes, didn't he tell you? Said he came to see me. ”

"Oh!"