Body Chapter 694 - Self-deprecation
The air seemed to have frozen for a long time, until Liang Anyue thought that Qin Yu would not speak again, when she suddenly heard his voice.
"Ever since I was going to chase you, have you seen any other women around me?"
Qin Yu didn't answer Liang Anyue's question just now, just frowned, looked at Liang Anyue helplessly, and asked a question that couldn't be more obvious.
Hearing Qin Yu's words, Liang Anyue's whole person was stunned and fell into deep contemplation.
Next, Liang Anyue stood in place for a long time before withdrawing her hand and leaving melancholy.
Seeing her like this, Qin Yu didn't open his mouth to stop her, wanting to give her some time and let her calm down alone.
He has already made everything clear to her, if this is the case now, Liang Anyue still can't accept herself, Qin Yu really has no choice.
At the end of the day, Liang Anyue's mind was filled with Qin Yu's words, and there was no extra energy at all. Think about other things.
Finally got off work, Liang Anyue dragged her swelling head back to her home.
When Liang Anyue came back, she didn't even take a shower or change her clothes, so she lay straight on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze.
Qin Yu's words, how could Liang Anyue not understand!
Qin Yu just told himself in disguise that if he was really just because of a man's possessiveness, then he could continue to spend time outside, and then in the company, thinking about how to conquer Liang Anyue.
But Qin Yu didn't do this, he just treated Liang Anyue wholeheartedly from beginning to end, and there was never any warbler Yanyan around him again.
Liang Anyue knew that Qin Yu was sincere to herself, and now she gradually understood that she really had Qin Yu in her heart.
Even Qin Yu's position in Liang Anyue's heart seemed to have exceeded Liang Anyue's expectations.
But so what?
Liang Anyue suddenly realized a cruel reality, even if Qin Yu likes herself, she also likes Qin Yu, but the two of them are also destined to be impossible.
Because from the moment she was born, the difference between her and Qin Yu was already doomed.
Just like the difference between Liang Anyue and Lin Xiaoxiao before.
One decides that as soon as he is born, he is a human being, while the other, from birth, is destined to run for a living all his life.
Maybe it's okay to be friends, but it's too difficult to be a lifelong partner.
Not all lovers will be like Peng Yunxi and Zhang Yifei, because of some kind of opportunity, they met early, they had a strong emotional foundation at the beginning, and then they could be together.
She and Qin Yu have only known each other for such a short time, although there is a child between the two, but it is just an accidental crystallization, not a testimony of love, and it has no practical effect.
Maybe even if there is, Liang Anyue won't agree to use it!
Thinking of this, Liang Anyue suddenly felt that it was ridiculous that she had thought before.
Thinking that Qin Yu likes himself and likes her, the two of them can be together, but they are too naΓ―ve!
It's simply not possible!
Under the pressure of reality, with an unequal background, and without the backing of deep feelings, it is difficult for the two of them to come together.
The more she thought about things thoroughly, the more Liang Anyue felt that her heart was empty and uncomfortable.
"Godmother, this amusement park is so fun today, next time you have a chance, can you take us there again?"
Just when Liang Anyue was secretly sad and sad, Tuan Tuan's voice came from the living room, and faintly, Liang Anyue also heard the footsteps of others.
Liang Anyue remembered that Lin Xiaoxiao said again in the morning that she was going to take the two children to the amusement park to play, and now she should have come back after playing!
Knowing that the children were back, Liang Anyue sniffed, rubbed her hand, put on a far-fetched smile, and walked out of the room.
"You're back? Is it fun? β
Liang Anyue opened the door, pretended to be casual as much as possible, and asked the two children.
Even if she feels uncomfortable, but when facing the two children, Liang Anyue doesn't want to show a little bit, the two children are already very sensible, and Liang Anyue doesn't want them to worry about themselves in turn.
"Mom's ......"
Because of Liang Anyue's work, he rarely gets along with Liang Anyue, and recently, the company is very busy, Liang Anyue is still working overtime every day, and the two little guys haven't seen Liang Anyue for a long time, and now when they see her at home, they immediately pounce.
"Godmother took us to a fun amusement park today, and we had a great time."
As soon as he entered Liang Anyue's words, Tuan Tuan immediately couldn't wait to share today's experience with Liang Anyue.
"Really? Are you tired of playing? Are the clothes sweaty? β
Liang Anyue touched the little faces of the two little guys, then leaned closer and sniffed on their bodies.
"Huh? A smell of sweat, why don't you hurry up and take a bath, after taking a shower, and then tell your mother about today's events, okay? β
Liang Anyue covered her nose, looking really disgusted with them.
In fact, she was afraid that she had been with the children for a long time, and when she thought of Qin Yulai, she would not be able to hold it for a while and would collapse in front of the children.
"Okay! Mom, you're waiting for me! β
When Tiantian and Tuan Tuan saw Liang Anyue's appearance, they thought that their bodies were really smelly, and they were afraid that Liang Anyue would dislike them, so they immediately ran into the room to pack up their things and take a shower.
"Oops! I'm so tired today! β
Lin Xiaoxiao put down the things of the two little guys in his hand, and then the whole person collapsed on the sofa.
"Thank you!"
Liang Anyue was in a bad mood, and she didn't make fun of Lin Xiaoxiao as usual, but just said a word softly.
"What's wrong with you?"
Lin Xiaoxiao raised her head from the sofa and looked at Liang Anyue a little strangely.
Liang Anyue's behavior was too abnormal, and Lin Xiaoxiao immediately felt that something was wrong.
"It's nothing, maybe I'm too tired to go to work! I'm going to cook first! β
Afraid of being seen through by Lin Xiaoxiao, Liang Anyue immediately ran away under the pretext of cooking.
Lin Xiaoxiao was sweating a lot, and she was very uncomfortable, so she didn't continue to ask Liang Anyue, but just got up and went back to the room to freshen up.
"Salty ......"
As soon as he tasted a plate of green vegetables made by Liang Anyue every day, he immediately exaggerated that his whole little face wrinkled together, spit out the vegetables in his mouth, and quickly ran to the kitchen to drink water.
"It's so light......"
Tuan Tuan, a carnivore, took a piece of meat in the first bite, but just now, he spit out what he ate with a strange face.
It was so light that she really couldn't swallow it.
As for Lin Xiaoxiao, seeing the two little guys who are usually not picky eaters, they were disgusted, so they didn't eat a bite, put down the chopsticks in their hands, and looked at Liang Anyue puzzled.
"What's the matter with you? Missed? β
Lin Xiaoxiao thought about Liang Anyue and could give herself a reasonable explanation.
Liang Anyue made a total of four dishes today, but either she forgot to put salt, or she put too much salt, and some of them were not cooked at all.
"Forget it, don't eat it, I'll give you money and order takeout."
Liang Anyue looked embarrassed after seeing the dishes she made one by one, and she couldn't stand it anymore, so she put down her chopsticks and planned to pay for them to order takeout.
It seems that a person's mood can really affect the taste of the person's cooking.
When Liang Anyue used to cook, she thought about her two lovely children, and the meals she cooked were no less than those made in the hotel.
But today, when Liang Anyue was cooking, Qin Yu's face was always dangling in front of his eyes all the time, which made her upset and uncomfortable, so in a trance, the things she made became like this.
"No need, there is still a little instant noodles in my room, you two can go to my room and eat it, as for you, come in with me, I have something to say to you."
For the first time, Liang Anyue ordered takeout after speaking, but was vetoed by Lin Xiaoxiao.
She sent the two children to her room to eat instant noodles, pulled Liang Anyue into Liang Anyue's room, and then gently closed the door.
"Say it! What the hell is going on? β
Lin Xiaoxiao stood in front of Liang Anyue, put on a face, and opened her mouth bluntly.
She has known Liang Anyue for so long, and she has never seen Liang Anyue like today.
Although Liang Anyue didn't say it, Lin Xiaoxiao was sure that something must have happened to Liang Anyue.
And it seems, it's still a big deal.
As a result, in the face of Lin Xiaoxiao's naked and serious questioning, Liang Anyue just lowered her head, sat on the edge of the bed with her hands clenched, and said nothing, like a lifeless ragdoll.
"What's wrong with you? The Liang Anyue I know is not like this! β
Lin Xiaoxiao was furious when she saw Liang Anyue like this.
She would rather see what happened to Liang Anyue, yell at herself, maybe vent.
I don't want to see Liang Anyue like this, without saying a word, and stuffing everything in her heart.
Then she will feel powerless and not know what to do to help her.
"What does Liang Anyue look like in your acquaintance? Poor? Down and out? Shabby? Ordinary people? β
Liang Anyue finally raised her head, and looked at Lin Xiaoxiao in a daze with a pair of eyes that were already red at some point, as if her soul had been taken away.
"No, you're not like that in my eyes!"
Seeing Liang Anyue like this, Lin Xiaoxiao panicked, and immediately rushed over and sat down next to Liang Anyue.
She even thought that she was speaking in too heavy a tone that hurt Liang Anyue's self-esteem.
"I've never seen you like this, really!"
This kind of Liang Anyue made Lin Xiaoxiao feel scared, she grabbed Liang Anyue's shoulders and assured, she was afraid that Liang Anyue would not believe in herself.
She also wanted to give Liang Anyue a little confidence through her own assurance.
However, for the current Liang Anyue, Lin Xiaoxiao's words can't play any role at all.
"Even if you don't look at me like this, it's useless, I'm such a person myself, I'm just the most inconspicuous little secretary in this vast metropolis, running around every day for my own livelihood."
"Even so, I can't do my best to work hard, I still need the help of a rich man like you, so that I can have a shelter from the wind and rain, and I can raise two children."
"I'm so useless, I can't even support myself and my two children, I'm too humble, my life is so bad."
Liang Anyue was simply intoxicated with her own world, crying and self-deprecating.
Ever since she realized the gap between herself and Qin Yu, she felt more and more that Qin Yu was really unattainable for him.
He has a large company, a high degree of education, and a good family.
But what about yourself?
With two little tails, although it is said that he has studied abroad, but he can go to school, how can he be compared with Qin Yu's!
The family room is convenient, Liang Anyue didn't need to ask, she knew that she was definitely not comparable to Qin Yu.
So now, she has simply gotten into a dead end and can't get out.
She even felt that only by constantly belittling herself could she feel a little bit in her heart.
But the tears that kept leaving on her face ironically expressed her painful heart.