Chapter 43: The Antidote to the Wrong Symptoms (1/2)
Loneliness is the most mellow poison in the world, and it doesn't feel any pain, but only corrodes the already broken soul little by little like acid.
Xiao Meiyan walked alone in the city of Takikara, looking at the starlight in the sky alone, and savoring the world world where only one person existed.
She walked slowly, as if every step had taken her entire effort. She walked quickly, as if she wanted to escape from this world.
Suddenly, Xiao Meiyan raised her head and looked at the girl who appeared in front of her.
It was a girl with a yellow ribbon and beautiful pink hair. The girl smiled and looked at Xiao Meiyan, and suddenly appeared in front of Xiao Meiyan, smiling calmly and gently, like a warm spring breeze, slowly and gently caressing Xiao Meiyan's cheeks.
I saw the girl smile and walk to Xiao Meiyan's side and stand up. Her breathing softened, as if she was worried that she was causing Xiao Meiyan to feel pain. The pair of hands as white as jade, but delicate and warm, gently lay on Xiao Meiyan's shoulders, and a trace of heat passed down the girl's palm to Xiao Meiyan's body, which was cold.
Xiao Meiyan subconsciously squirmed the corners of her lips, wanting to speak. Xiao Meiyan subconsciously wanted to turn her head, escaping the warmth and warmth of her dreams.
It's just that in the end, Xiao Meiyan still didn't move, she just stood quietly in place, waiting, carefully looking at the girl who appeared in front of her, looking at the girl she swore to save.
"Madoka ......"
Xiao Meiyan's squirming lips were finally overwhelmed, and she said the name of the girl hidden in the deepest part of her heart. I saw Xiao Meiyan frowning slightly, looking at the girl who appeared in front of her.
At this moment, the starlight also became gentle, and together with the street lamps on the side of the road, it slowly and warmly shone on the white jade-like cheeks of the two girls, caressing the equally restless hearts of the two girls.
"Flame ......"
The girl named Madoka Shikame softly called out the name of the girl in front of her. I just heard her smile and say,
"Although I am very useless. But I guess I can still be the person to confide in Xiaoyan. ”
Kameka said with a smile, not explaining the reason for his appearance. It seems that she should have appeared in front of Xiao Meiyan, gently caressed Xiao Meiyan's shoulder, and softly comforted this girl called Xiao Meiyan.
"Madoka ......"
Xiao Meiyan muttered, her tone shaking. Starlight sprinkled quietly beside the maidens as always, quietly and gently watching their faces.
Xiao Meiyan frowned, waited, and looked at it carefully, with a pleading look in her expression. She pleaded, expectant. Looking forward to this person who has the deepest and most painful secret of her soul can bring her a trace of comfort and warmth.
"Well, I'm here."
Shikameen said softly, the corners of her mouth slightly curled. Even though her face still shows the immaturity of a girl, her body already exudes a warm and warm smell, and she gently wraps Xiao Meiyan like a dreamland.
"The ......"
"Xiaoyan, Sister Ma Mei is very worried about you, not only Sister Ma Mei. And the companions I just met today, and Sayaka, they are all worried about you. ”
Without speaking, Xiao Meiyan subconsciously raised her head. Unbelievably looked at the deer who appeared in front of him, listening to what she said.
They...... Everyone is worried about themselves?
What is this for?
couldn't think of an answer, and before he even asked the question, Lumeyuan's warm words had already come to Xiao Meiyan's side again.
This is the meadow on the river. The meadow was full of small green grass, and on the green grass was full of small white flowers. And the soft words were witnessed by the small white flowers. Like a clear spring in the mountains, it slowly poured out and poured into Xiao Meiyan's ears.
"Even if it's me, listening to you talk about this, I can still do it."
Smiling like a flower, Lu Muyuan said to Xiao Meiyan gently as always. Xiao Meiyan knelt on the sea full of small white flowers, listening, expecting, longing for the words of the deer.
"Maybe it doesn't work, but it's much better than you worrying alone."
Facing Xiao Meiyan's bewildered gaze, Lu Muyuan said with a smile, and at this moment, a gentle wind blew past the two girls. Those little white flowers, blown by this breeze, rippled little by little under the night sky, like flying snow, floating around the girls.
"When Xiao Yan was in pain, I couldn't help anything. I...... I'm going to be miserable, too. ”
The white Kewpie was bouncing around Kamedo, as if he wanted to comfort Kameen, who was already in great pain. Xiao Meiyan raised her head, but her eyes were completely puzzled.
She looked at Lumu Yuan who appeared in front of her suspiciously, looked at the white Kewpie beside Lu Mu Yuan suspiciously, looked at this starry world with confusion, and then ...... The corners of his mouth quirmed.
"Me...... I had a terrible dream. ”
Saying that she didn't even know what she knew, Xiao Meiyan found that a force that even she couldn't control suddenly emerged from the deepest part of her heart, and this power made her subconsciously say, saying that maybe it was the deepest feeling she wanted to express.
"Dreams?"
"I went to a place where I'll never see you again." The head gradually lowered, and Xiao Meiyan's voice couldn't help but be lowered, dodging Lu Muyuan's pink eyes, "And everyone in the world has forgotten about this." ”
Forgetting is a betrayal.
Myself...... Did you betray the girl in front of you too? Xiao Meiyan raised her head and looked at Lu Muyuan in front of her, and her breathing gradually became short.
The feeling of guilt that was like a black curtain and pressed against herself made this originally strong-looking girl almost collapse.
"I'm the only one who remembers Madoka...... It's left! ”
As soon as Xiao Meiyan's words fell, she had already begun to run irrepressibly. The white flowers kept lifting at Xiao Meiyan's feet, innocently and delicately floating in the air, forming a white ribbon that fluttered behind Xiao Meiyan.
Flee! Flee! Escape from the place where there is a deer eye circle. I don't have the strength to look into her eyes anymore, and I don't have the strength to say such a thing to her.
Gradually, his shoulders began to tremble, and his body began to tremble. His breath began to tremble, and even the tears in his eyes began to tremble.
His hands felt the incomparably cold of the earth, but tears had already erupted uncontrollably from Xiao Meiyan's eyes. All of this is because of the guilt generated by forgetting, and all of this is because of the memory that has suddenly recovered.
Hurry up and save me......
Although she shouted in her heart, Xiao Meiyan lowered her head and collapsed to the ground with her back to Lu Muyuan. She is not worth saving, and the irrevocable guilt is completely crushing this seemingly strong girl.
"It's lonely...... Obviously very sad...... This mood is not lost to anyone......"
Xiao Meiyan argued weakly. Crying helplessly, the last almost pleading said the words hidden in the deepest part of his heart, and erupted with emotions that he had never felt before.
"During that time, I couldn't even believe that Madoka's memories were made by me at will."
Tears fell like pearls from those black eyes full of tears, until a pair of delicate and warm hands retouched Xiao Meiyan's back.
Kamedoka had already walked behind Xiao Meiyan and gently hugged the crying girl from behind. She still spoke softly, like the warm and warm sunshine in spring. Shine on all the hearts that have been frozen.
"Hmm...... It was a nasty dream. But it's okay," the corners of Shikame's round mouth curled slightly, and his smile was reflected in Xiao Meiyan's eyes, soothing Xiao Meiyan's almost collapsed heart. "I'm left alone far away, this kind of thing won't happen."
"For what...... Why are you so sure? ”
Xiao Meiyan asked with a crying voice, at this moment, the originally heroic girl did not exist at all. All that existed was a girl wrapped in helplessness, and a girl who was just looking up. A girl waiting to be saved.
Kameka smiled, and then hugged Xiao Meiyan tightly, completely close to herself and Xiao Meiyan. The heartbeat and breathing are all conveying the mind of the deer eye.
"Because I can't stand it...... What can make Homura cry in pain......"
Feeling Lu Muyuan's palm gently caressing his long black hair, Xiao Meiyan's black eyes suddenly contracted, and her voice trembled even more.
"Is that unbearable pain for you?"
"Yes, Koho, Sayaka, Sister Asami, Apricot, Dad and Mom and Tatsuya, and Xiao Hitomi and everyone in the class......"
Kameen said slowly, stroking Xiao Meiyan's long black hair with her hand and slowly braiding the girl's hair. The long black hair was quietly knotted and intertwined.
"I don't want to be separated from anyone...... If I had to do that, I wouldn't have the courage to do that......"
Madoka Shikame's soft tone drifted around Xiao Meiyan like mist.
Through this thin layer of mist, all the time that she had spent with Shikame Yuan appeared one after another in front of Xiao Meiyan's eyes.
Oh, yes...... Kameka is such a girl, she ...... She must have been in pain, in pain, in pain of being separated from everyone...... She...... She must have been suffering from loneliness too......
"Yes...... yes......"
Her lips trembled, and the mist in front of Xiao Meiyan's eyes disappeared little by little, condensing into ice in her black eyes, melting into tears, pouring down irrepressibly.
"If that's what you really think......"
With Xiao Meiyan as the center of the circle, the unstoppable black poured out, staining all the white flowers, leaving Xiao Meiyan alone to cry with grief and regret.
"I ...... What a stupid mistake I made! ”
Xiao Meiyan's voice trembled, but slowly stabilized.
"I have to admit it...... At that time, no matter what means are used...... I...... should all stop you. ”
"Madoka, even though you know how painful it is, you have the courage to believe in her. When you come across something that only you can do, you ...... Unconsciously, it becomes very gentle and very powerful. Me...... Zhilu Dao. ”
"...... Xiaoyan?"
Gently pushing away Lu Meiyuan's embrace, Xiao Meiyan had already stopped crying. I saw her slowly stand up, and the long black braids that had just been half-braided also floated away again.
"yes...... Sure enough, Madoka can't remember anything. Perhaps, even you are an illusion, a fake that someone else has prepared. If not, I can see you again...... No matter how you think about it, I think it's too strange. But I know that you really are Madoka. To be comforted by you like this, to be gentle with me again......"
Her eyes were locked together, and Xiao Meiyan's tone became more gentle and firm than ever.
"I'm really happy! Thank you! That's all...... It's enough to make me feel happy. ”
The words fell, and the small white flowers that covered the grass floated silently towards the sky, as if to see off the girl who suddenly disappeared.
"It's time to go, I still have things to do."
At the puzzled Xiaoyuan, Xiao Meiyan smiled goodbye, her long black hair fluttering behind her, not saying a word, but extremely firm. (To be continued......)
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