When Xia Anhao committed suicide for the last time, he was discovered by Zhao Xiaoyuan in the grove of their school and sent to the hospital.

After that, Zhao Xiaoyuan enlightened her, and even because of Zhao Xiaoyuan's relationship, Xia Anhao became interested in martial arts and joined her club.

But to say that Zhao Xiaoyuan's significance to Xia Anhao is really very important.

"If it wasn't for you back then, I don't know what it was like now, but you let me know that there is still beauty in this world, and it is you who give me hope to live! You were the ones who showed me that even temporary suffering can be overcome! As he spoke, he looked at Zhao Xiaoyuan incomprehensibly, "But, I don't know, how did you become what you are now!" ”

Zhao Xiaoyuan's inspiration and struggle back then gave Xia Anhao a new hope for life, and made her want to become a person like Zhao Xiaoyuan who has her own goals.

But now?

The one who brought himself out of the shadows back then is now in the shadows of darkness.

Xia An, I really don't want to see Zhao Xiaoyuan like this.

And when he spoke, Xia Anhao couldn't control it at all, so he left tears.

Then, he wiped his tears and stared at Zhao Xiaoyuan, "I miss it...... You from the past! As he spoke, his expression was extremely disappointing, "But now...... You are not the Zhao Xiaoyuan I know! ”

Zhao Xiaoyuan listened to Xia Anhao say so much, and the unwilling and angry emotions just now had been gradually controlled.

Thinking about some of the past between that year and Cheyenne......

Especially those words that Cheyenne said.

Yes, in the past, even if she encountered many difficulties, she could face them with a smile.

But now she ......

She didn't even know herself anymore.

Zhao Xiaoyuan had tears in her eyes, thinking about her situation for more than a year, and then she became bitter, "Yes, I have always felt that even if it is dark now, there will always be light in front of us...... I believe that I can catch the light! ”

Zhao Xiaoyuan said this, squeezing her hands tightly, with pain and depression in her expression.

"When Yunya and I were in the orphanage, we were beaten and locked in a dark and cold room, and we said, we have each other, as long as we grow up, we can leave!"

"When I grew up, I went to school and Yoona participated in the draft...... We can escape from the orphanage! However, no matter how hard I worked in college, those opportunities that belonged to me would never belong to me, and Yunya was also troubled everywhere in the entertainment industry...... We always keep each other warm, thinking, we only have to come through this hardship, we will definitely have a future. ”

"When I was working, I was very capable, but I couldn't compare to those who were powerful! Yunya is obviously capable, but she has been forced to unspoken rules! Yun-ah and I thought at that time, we are gold and always shine......"

After saying all that, Zhao Xiaoyuan's eyes were filled with death-like sadness, "But...... At last...... Someone used those dirty methods to separate me from Yunah! ”

Zhao Xiaoyuan stared at Xia Anhao, with painful despair in her tone, "I always thought that Yunya and I would rely on ourselves to move towards the light step by step, and we could also live a bright future...... But in the end, we find that we have never been favored by the light of our faith, and we are outcasts...... We no longer have any hope for the light. ”

As she spoke, Zhao Xiaoyuan sobbed and sniffed, with a hint of heavy depression in her eyes, "Later, Yunya and I thought that since the light has abandoned us...... So, why do we still have faith in her! Since we can only live in the dark, okay...... That's a lifetime of darkness, and we don't care. ”

Xia An listened to Zhao Xiaoyuan's words, "But...... It was utter darkness. ”

Zhao Xiaoyuan listened to Xia Anhao's words, was stunned for a moment, and then laughed, "Yes, there is darkness everywhere, how can I find light in this darkness?" ”

After saying these words, Zhao Xiaoyuan looked at Xia Anhao, with boundless bitterness in her eyes, and tears on her face, "It's just that my bad life is already like this, even if I want to save it, I can't save anything!" As he spoke, his expression was filled with envy, "Well, you are different from me, you are now full of light!" Even if there has been darkness, you are still favored by the light! ”

Xia Anhao squeezed his hand and said in a deep voice: "It's not that I'm favored by the light...... It's just that people don't stay in the dark all the time! ”

Zhao Xiaoyuan paused for a moment and questioned, "Really?" ”

Cheyenne nodded solemnly, "Yes, darkness will always be dispelled by light......"

But many times, because of patience, because of various external factors...... People can't wait for the light of day.

Zhao Xiaoyuan laughed, "Maybe...... I can't wait! ”

Xia An listened to Zhao Xiaoyuan's words, and always felt that something was weird.

I don't know why, Xia An looked at Zhao Xiaoyuan's dark color, and felt a little different from before.

Zhao Xiaoyuan looked at Xia Anhao, laughed, and her tone was particularly calm, "You came to me to ask me, where is Jiang Yunya?" ”

The police have already asked before, and Zhao Xiaoyuan also understands.

Cheyenne nodded, "Yes, please cooperate......" said, looking a little uncomfortable, "You cooperated...... At least, it will be better for you! ”

Zhao Xiaoyuan laughed, "But, I really don't know where he is...... For more than a year, in order to prevent Wei Na from finding out about my relationship with him, neither of us dared to have too much contact, so we were worried...... Discovered Wei Na again. ”

"Don't you know where Jiang Yunya will go?"

"I don't know, I didn't lie to you!" Saying that, Zhao Xiaoyuan's eyes were incomparably clean and pure, "You are my friend...... I don't want to lie to you anymore! After saying this, the expression became a little gloomy again, "I took advantage of our friendship before!" I'm sorry...... Well! ”

Xia Anhao feels good at this moment, Zhao Xiaoyuan is really a little wrong.

Zhao Xiaoyuan was obviously so excited and angry before, but now ...... Wrong!

Zhao Xiaoyuan's mood change is too great.

And the feeling at the moment...... She is as calm as death, as cold as death! Especially problematic!

Cheyenne immediately realized that something was wrong, "You...... What did you do! ”

Zhao Xiaoyuan looked at Xia Anhao with a smile on her face, "I'...... Didn't do anything! As he spoke, he laughed, but... As he said this, his mouth visibly moved, as if he had bitten something.

Xia An saw Zhao Xiaoyuan's action, and was immediately surprised, and suddenly ran to Zhao Xiaoyuan's side, "What do you have in your mouth!" ”

However, when Xia Anhao ran to Zhao Xiaoyuan's side, she had already swallowed what was in her mouth directly.

It happened so suddenly that Cheyenne Hao didn't find out until then.

When Cheyenne saw the situation, she knew that it was not good, and immediately shouted outside the interrogation room, "Someone...... Save! ”

Immediately, there was a rush of people outside.

Wu Hanyi and the others have been staring at the situation inside the monitoring room, and they naturally saw Zhao Xiaoyuan's movements here.

Zhao Xiaoyuan looked at Xia Anhao and shouted so anxiously, took Xia Anhao's hand, and said in a particularly calm tone, "No...... It's useless! ”

Zhao Xiaoyuan's mouth was full of bitter almond flavor, and when they spoke, they had already slammed and spit out some blood.

Cheyenne really didn't expect such a situation.

Zhao Xiaoyuan actually wanted to commit suicide!

Zhao Xiaoyuan looked at Xia Anhao, with pain on her face, "Just like you said...... I...... I'm doing this...... I've already thought about it...... The worst outcome...... Homicide...... still have to pay for their lives...... "Even if Na Wei Na is a heinous person, but they are murderous after all."

When Zhao Xiaoyuan was arrested before, she was particularly unwilling, but ...... After Xia Anhao said what happened to them before, Zhao Xiaoyuan calmly found that she might have really done something wrong.

And such a wrong thing, she really doesn't want to face it for the rest of her life!

Xia An looked at Zhao Xiaoyuan's painful appearance at the moment, and cried uncomfortably, "Don't talk, let's go to the hospital!" ”

Zhao Xiaoyuan took Xia Anhao's hand and shook her head, "It's too late!" ”

Xia An whimpered, and looked at Zhao Xiaoyuan incomprehensibly, "You...... Why do you want to do this! You...... You don't think about yourself...... What about the baby in your belly! ”

Xia An really didn't expect that Zhao Xiaoyuan would commit suicide.

She has a child in her belly, and she shouldn't do anything to the child.

But now, he actually committed suicide.

Zhao Xiaoyuan became bitter, "Leave him behind...... He'll be with me...... The same ...... I don't want him to be as ...... as I am."

Zhao Xiaoyuan has already tasted the hardships of life, and what will happen to her children if they stay?

Without his parents by his side, he was alone...... She doesn't want her child, after she is born, it will be the same fate as before her!

That being the case, then why leave this child behind and make him miserable!

Zhao Xiaoyuan held Xia Anhao's hand tightly, "Okay...... Don't be upset...... I...... I'm to blame! If it's not you...... I...... I don't know if it's going to ...... How long is wrong! ”

Cheyenne shook her head, tears flowed down her face, like a dam that never mentioned, "Don't speak...... Don't talk anymore......"

Zhao Xiaoyuan looked at Xia An's painful appearance and touched the tears on her face, but at this time, she couldn't help but spit out a mouthful of blood, "In the future, you must ...... Okay, ......" After speaking, Zhao Xiaoyuan slowly closed her eyes as if her strength had been exhausted.

Xia An was fortunate to see Zhao Xiao close his eyes, the whole person was stunned, and he sat down on the ground directly.