Chapter 8 What about strange roads
Meng Xing, who had already gotten up, sat down again, opened the WeChat of the mobile phone, and Song Xiaoou sent him a photo of him and Li Moran holding hands in the elevator, and also attached the text, she is not qualified to be my opponent enough!
This photo was really not very good, Meng Xing enlarged and reduced the photo several times, but he came to this conclusion, put away the computer as if it was nothing, got up and walked out of the café.
Since Song Xiaoou wants to toss, let her toss, as for that Li Moran, they had just met a few times by coincidence before, and it didn't mean anything to him.
After walking out of the café, Meng Xing actually saw Li Moran again, she was still standing in that place, looking at their company building in a daze, there was nostalgia in her eyes, but it was more of a complicated feeling that he couldn't speak.
Meng Xing couldn't help but walked over, he was still curious about this girl, because she always approached him with a very familiar attitude, it was a kind of cordial, non-toxic and harmless closeness, but he didn't understand what she was for?
At this time, Li Moran's heart is indeed complicated, she thinks about herself and Meng Xing five years ago, and now she and Meng Xing, they are not people of the same world, this is not something that can be changed through hard work, so she can't be obsessed anymore, this relationship is destined to be fruitless.
"Goodbye, Meng Xing, I won't come back in the future." Li indifferently muttered to himself, but he was inexplicably sad, and tears flowed involuntarily.
It is indeed a very painful thing to say goodbye to the man who has missed her for five years, you must know that in the past five years, Meng Xing has been the source of all her motivation and a part of her life, and this emotional abandonment is as painful as digging out her heart.
"Why goodbye?" Meng Xing was already standing behind her, and Li Indifferent's goodbye made him feel inexplicably uncomfortable.
Hearing Meng Xing's voice, Li Moran was taken aback, and she was more afraid that her heart would be seen through, so she seemed very flustered, and she didn't even dare to look at him.
"Is it because of Song Xiaoou?" Meng Xing suddenly remembered what Song Xiaoou said on WeChat, she is indeed such a person, willful and arrogant, and does whatever she wants, but she has not yet reached the point of covering the sky with one hand.
"No," Li indifferently shook his head and stabilized his emotions before saying, "The distance between me and you is something I can never cross, since I can't get close to you, then I can only say goodbye." ”
"You like me?" Meng Xing can only understand it this way, he is indeed a man who attracts bees and butterflies, but he never indulges himself.
Li Moran's face turned red instantly, she never thought that one day she would be so frank in front of Meng Xing, but she thought again, how to start, how to end, so that she at least would have no regrets.
It's just that the album didn't take it with her, she needed the album to say goodbye to Meng Xing completely, and from then on, there would be no more fairy tales or dreams in her heart, everything would start from scratch.
"Meng Xing, I'll go home and get something, and then I'll tell you again, okay?" Li Moran was a little cautious, she was very worried that Meng Xing would say no, because she was only an insignificant existence, and for a person like Meng Xing, it was reasonable that she was unwilling to waste time on her.
Well? Meng Xing was a little surprised, he didn't know what this girl wanted to do, but he was really curious, and that curiosity drove him and Li Moran to make an appointment to meet in this café after work tomorrow night.
That night, after Li Moran went back, she tossed and turned with the album in her arms, she couldn't sleep, because this was the last night she guarded this dream, and the warmth and security that belonged to her would never exist.
The next day, when Li Moran arrived at the café, Meng Xing had already arrived, and it was still that position, and after she sat down, she found that she could clearly see where she usually stood here.
"What to drink?" Meng Xing asked softly.
"Whatever." Li Moran rarely goes to such a high-end café, she doesn't know what to drink.
"Then cappuccino." Meng Xing glanced at the waiter, and then looked back at Li Moran opposite, she was no different from the past today, but she wore a long white dress, which looked a lot more pure.
"Meng Xing," Li Moran's two hands tightly hugged the album, her eyes lowered slightly, her voice was very low, with the grace of a girl, telling the past that only belonged to her and Meng Xing, "Five years ago, on the eve of my college entrance examination......
She spoke very seriously, she remembered every detail so clearly, she couldn't even hide the expectation and yearning in her heart, the sweetness was clear on her face, and the blush made her extremely beautiful and moving at this time.
Meng Xing listened quietly and watched, his heart fluctuated, his fists gradually clenched, he tried to calm himself, but his heart was obviously chaotic.
"I'm glad to meet you again, but I don't want my wishful thinking to cause you any trouble, so I'm giving you this album today, even if I thank you for the warmth and strength you gave me five years ago." Li Moran sent the album in her hand to Meng Xing with both hands, her eyes were still full of light, but she was already calm.
Meng Xing slowly reached out and took the thick album, turning it page by page, is it him? Every one of them looks so much like him, but he doesn't have such a warm smile, he doesn't have the ability to give love to others, and he hasn't been to that place!
"Meng Xing, is that camera still there?"
Seeing that Meng Xing didn't answer, Li Moran hurriedly said: "I know you don't remember anymore, but please believe me, I really don't mean anything else, and I won't come to harass you again in the future." ”
Meng Xing just quietly flipped through the album, looking at himself on each portrait, all kinds of seemingly different but identical selfes, he couldn't hear all the interference and sounds from the outside world, just quietly looked at the person in the portrait, the person who was himself and not himself.
"I'm sorry, maybe I shouldn't have said this, I'll go first." Li Moran couldn't say why she was sad, she had long known that she was just a passerby in Meng Xing's life, but she would still be sad, even if she woke up from the dream, she had dreamed before!
Meng Xing is her sun, which has been shining on her, but now that the sun is gone, Li Moran's sky is dark, she has lost her direction, and she is also beginning to be confused about the future.
I don't know when it rained outside, she walked on the street where people came and went, they were hurrying, but she was grateful for the rain, which made her sober, what about the strange road? But that's it?