The suit, which was originally new and flat, was now wrinkled and rolled up in a ball and thrown on the morning ground.

At this time, although the weather has reached spring, it still feels a little cold when wearing a thin shirt.

However, Tang Yi's heart was very repulsive to this suit, and he would rather blow a little cold wind than wear this suit he specially prepared for engagement.

Zhao Yue walked over slowly, did not open his mouth to call Tang Yi, and after walking to Tang Yi's side, he gently sat down beside Tang Yi.

"Tang Yi, why are you here?" Zhao Yue asked.

Tang Yi turned his head slightly, his crying eyes were still a little red, and his cheeks were a little tight and dry from tears, Tang Yi looked at Zhao Yue who was sitting next to him, and was a little surprised that Zhao Yue's first sentence was this, but Tang Yi still answered honestly, "Because it's quiet here." ”

So that's it! Zhao Yue nodded, she originally thought that this place was something special to Tang Yi, so Tang Yi chose to meet her here.

"Tang Yi, has something happened, why do you suddenly not want to get engaged?" Zhao Yue asked, thinking that Tang Yi was still full of joy to greet her in the morning, Zhao Yue's mood was a little unstable, but she tried her best to keep her tone calm and peaceful.

"Yueyue, I want to say something real to you, although you may be angry and blame me when you hear it, but I still want to tell you my thoughts." Now that he has come to this point, Tang Yi wants to tell Zhao Yue everything without reservation, he doesn't expect to get Zhao Yue's understanding and forgiveness, he just wants to use his truest mood to express his apologies to Zhao Yue.

"Tang Yi......" Zhao Yue looked at Tang Yi with a sad face, frowned slightly puzzled, sighed secretly, and said, "Okay, I'll listen to you first." ”

Glancing at Zhao Yue with a little gratitude, Tang Yi put his eyes on the calm lake in front of him, looking at the sparkling and clear lake, Tang Yi slowly spoke: "Yueyue, in fact, I didn't suddenly want to get engaged, I didn't think about getting engaged from the beginning, and I didn't even plan to form a family with any woman in this life." ”

"Why?" Zhao Yue couldn't help but ask, she felt that Tang Yi's words seemed ridiculous and incomprehensible.

"Because, I'm in love with a man!" Tang Yi said directly.

"What? Tang Yi, how could you ......" Zhao Yue was shocked, covered her lips with her hands, and looked at Tang Yi in disbelief, "Tang Yi, what do you mean by this, you, are you gay?" ”

"I'm not ......" Tang Yi shook his head, but the next moment he smiled silently and said bitterly: "I used to hate homosexuality the most, but I didn't expect that one day I would like a man." If liking a man is gay, then I am! ”

"Tang Yi, when did you fall in love with a man's ......" Zhao Yue could not accept such a result, but hearing Tang Yi's clear description, Zhao Yue could only accept the reality.

"Yueyue, I'm sorry, I deceived you." Tang Yi looked at Zhao Yue and apologized very reproachfully, "I fell in love with him before I met you." ”

"Then why are you still with me, since you like men, why are you approaching me, why do you agree to be engaged to me. Tang Yi, are you kidding me? In an instant, Zhao Yue's emotions were a little intense, his eyes glared at Tang Yi sadly, and he complained loudly.

Tang Yi lowered his head very guiltily, bit his lip, and explained in a deep voice: "Yueyue, I really didn't mean to, I didn't want to do anything to hurt you, but I didn't expect to hurt you in the end." ”

"Why, I ask you why?" Zhao Yue cried, clutching Tang Yi's hands, crying with blurred tears.

"Because my dad ......" Tang Yi held Zhao Yue's hand back, showing helplessness, "Yueyue, you know my brother's situation, so my dad hates this kind of thing." My brother and my dad have been fighting for decades, and my dad has not been able to understand my brother's thoughts, which is why my dad is not close to my brother until now. ”

Tang Yi grinned bitterly and continued: "Yueyue, do you know, my father has taught me since I was a child that I must not learn from my brother, and I can't be infected with this virus that likes men, which will be spurned by others." I've always thought so, and I've asked myself so, but I didn't expect ......"

Tang Yi's face turned pale, and his lips trembled, "I didn't expect that after I was in my thirties, I finally met my love, but it turned out to be a man." ”

"Tang Yi ......" Hearing Tang Yi say that this was his love, Zhao Yue couldn't help crying bitterly, "Why, how can you be like this, how can you treat me like this." Do you know, after twenty-eight years, I finally met you, a love that belongs to me. However, you actually said that you love someone else, how can you make me embarrassed! ”

"I'm sorry, Yueyue, I'm really sorry!" Tang Yi blamed himself and tightened his eyes full of pain, his palms tightened slightly, and Tang Yi continued: "Yueyue, I know I was wrong, but it was because I didn't want to continue to be wrong and didn't want to continue to hurt you, so I ran away from the marriage." ”

"I'll just ask why you're engaged to me, why are you with me since you like men! Tang Yi, why are you doing this to me? This is Zhao Yue's really in-depth first relationship, Tang Yi is the first person she really fell in love with, you can imagine how sad and angry Zhao Yue is at the moment.

"I said it, because my dad ......" Tang Yi closed his eyes in pain, "My dad knows that my brother can't get married and have children in his life, so my dad puts all his expectations on me, my dad has urged me to get married before, and also forced me to go on a blind date, but because I really have no feelings with the other party, this matter will be put on hold." Later, I fell in love with a man, and I didn't want to get married even more. But my dad has always kept this matter in his heart, and every time I hear his urging, I can only perfunctory it. I also want to tell my dad the truth, whether he agrees or not, I want to be with the person I love. However, my dad has a heart condition, and if I told him about it, he would be angry, he would really be angry. So, I don't dare! ”

Hearing this, Zhao Yue could also understand Tang Yi's heart, although so, it could not dissolve the pain in her heart.

"I originally wanted to put it off until one day, when there was a suitable opportunity, I would confess to my dad, and I would tell him little by little, and try to make him accept this fact. However, something happened and my lover and I were forced to break up. At this time, my father fell ill and was hospitalized, and after he woke up, what he said to me was to beg me to get married and have children as soon as possible, and to inherit the Tang family. Otherwise, he said that he would die without turning a blind eye, and he would have no face to meet the ancestors of the Tang family. ”

Seeing Zhao Yue's somewhat surprised expression, Tang Yi pulled the corners of his mouth bitterly, and said with a wry smile: "I never imagined that in my eyes, the majesty is like a mountain, and my father, whom I have relied on since I was a child, would plead with me in a low voice." I really couldn't help it, so I agreed to him, I thought it would come slowly, but I didn't expect to meet your parents in the hospital. My dad was worried about my marriage, and your parents were worried about your marriage, so they hit it off and wanted to bring the two of us together, so they made it convenient for us everywhere. ”

Speaking of which, Zhao Yue also knew that his parents had made it clear to her that she and Tang Yi could come together, and it really had a lot to do with their parents.

"Yueyue, at first I was also conflicted, and I was also very painful, but then I figured it out, and I was also determined to forget that person, and I also wanted to have a new start with you. Engaged to you, half of it comes from my father's expectations, and half of it comes from my heart, I want to live a good life with you and be good to you for the rest of my life. ”

"Then why can't you!" Zhao Yue cried bitterly, her voice was sad, and after a while, Zhao Yue sobbed, looked at Tang Yi with hazy teary eyes, and pleaded softly: "Tang Yi, I can understand what you said, I know the bitterness in your heart." If you can completely make up your mind that we are still together, I will love you so much, and I will help you forget that person. ”

"No......" Tang Yi shook his head, his voice was painful and full of affirmation, "Yueyue, I also thought I could do it, so I dared to agree to be engaged to you." However, when it came closer, I realized that I couldn't do it at all. I love him, I can't forget him, and I'll never love anyone again in my life but him. ”

"Tang Yi, you bastard!" Hearing this, Zhao Yue's emotions completely collapsed, crying and scolding angrily, and at the same time slapped Tang Yi in the face out of control.

With a crisp sound, the hot pain spread on Tang Yi's cheeks, Tang Yi was in pain, but he didn't even frown, "Yueyue, if hitting me can relieve your anger, you can beat you casually." ”

"Tang Yi!" Zhao Yue called Tang Yi's name hatefully, clenched his fist and beat Tang Yi's chest a few times, but the next moment he was sad and reluctant to lie on Tang Yi's chest, crying out in pain.

Tang Yi gently patted Zhao Yue's back, let her vent her emotions, and cried for a long time before Zhao Yue sobbed and stopped crying.

At this time, Tang Yicai said softly again: "Yueyue, you are a good girl, I know what you want, but I can't give it to you." I don't want to cheat on you anymore, I don't want to delay your whole life, so I want to stop all this before we get engaged. ”

"Tang Yi, I hate you, I hate you......" Zhao Yue lay on Tang Yi's chest, grabbed the shirt behind Tang Yi's back with both hands, and said in a heart-wrenching voice.

"I know, Yueyue, I'm sorry......"

"Woo woo......" Zhao Yue cried and shook her head sadly, no, Tang Yi didn't know at all, she hated him because she loved him!

But in fact, Tang Yi understands everything......