38. Regret
Originally, he was very tired, but listening to the slender and even breathing next to him, Zhou Xuan couldn't sleep for a long time. His eyelids were dry, but his brain was very clear, Zhou Xuan quietly moved his body, and looked at the man's side face in the dark, and after a long time, he slowly broke out and found pajamas to put on.
After walking a few steps quietly, I suddenly heard a confused voice from the bed: "Where are you going?" ”
Zhou Xuan chuckled in his heart, stiffened his neck, and replied in a low voice, "I'll go to the bathroom." ”
After a hum, there was no follow-up, and it seemed to fall asleep again. Zhou Xuan breathed a sigh of relief and walked to the living room on tiptoe.
I don't know what happened to Ye Jing, he actually just cared about rolling the sheets with Ye Zhiyuan excitedly, raised his eyes and glanced at the bedroom, Zhou Xuan let out a long sigh.
But Ye Jing's guy was too much, knowing that the matter was his forbidden area, he could actually bring it up without scruples....... Zhou Xuan had to say that he was really hurt by him.
This has always been taboo in the orphanage. Probably because Chen's mother also felt sorry for Zhou Xuan, and did not allow other children to ask him about the person who adopted him, and never raised the matter of adoption with him again. Zhou Xuan was silent, and became silent for a long time, Ye Jing often grabbed his hand and looked up at him questioningly, his eyes were full of worry. Zhou Xuan smiled, his face turned a little pale, and he didn't say anything after all.
It's just that once when he learned that someone wanted to adopt Ye Jing, who was nine years old at the time, Zhou Xuan was very angry. quarreled with Chen's mother with a red face, and then simply took Ye Jing to hide secretly. He knew that the couple seemed to be kind, and it was absolutely impossible for them to have their own children, and it was impossible to hurt Ye Jing, but they were stubborn, so they couldn't care so much. All he knew was that a voice in his heart kept telling him:
"They are not Ye Jing's biological parents, and they will definitely hurt him. You can't push Ye Jing into the fire pit! ”
Ye Jing was probably also influenced by him. He was very much looking forward to having a complete family, thinking that someone could adopt him and give him a complete home. But after Zhou Xuan came back, he changed, and his eyes were also miserable and faint colors, and he avoided the matter of adoption. He followed Zhou Xuan's side cautiously all day long, staying quietly, and did not dare to take the initiative to speak. It's just that he looked at Zhou Xuan stupidly, and when he saw that Zhou Xuan finally smiled, he laughed stupidly.
"Brother Xuan, I'm not going anywhere, I'll follow you. Don't leave me behind. He often hugged Zhou Xuan's arm and said so.
That day, thirteen-year-old Zhou Xuan hugged the little Ye Jing and stayed in the open-air park for a night, and also cried silently for a night.
A lot of things have really changed. Zhou Xuan thought, hugged the child in his arms tightly, and silently swore to himself in his heart.
Thinking of this, Zhou Xuan couldn't wait to knock his head open! What exactly did he think!
Before, he was very angry and sad, and he couldn't tell the situation. But now that my mood has calmed down, I feel that it is very irrational to let Xiaojing leave with the child in that state. He obviously said to himself that he wanted to protect Ye Jing, why is he confused now!
Zhou Xuan patted his head fiercely, and a look of chagrin flashed in his eyes. According to Xiao Jing's character, he will definitely not go back to the orphanage now, but where can he go? He didn't know anyone, and he didn't have any money to carry with him.
If he is stubborn, it is hard to guarantee that he will sleep on the street with the piglet......
Zhou Xuan took out his mobile phone and tried to dial Ye Jing's phone again. Still no one answers!
I shouldn't have been angry with Ye Jing in the first place, what should I do now?