Chapter 41: Without You
There was unhappiness between Liu Ye and Qing Ling, and now that Qing Ling took the initiative to find it, Liu Ye didn't know what she wanted to say.
Qingling's apple-like little face was still red, she was very happy to see Shizhong, and at the same time she had something to say to Liu Ye: "Princess, I'm sorry, I misunderstood you, I take back what I said before, and please don't take it to heart." ”
Liu Ye said with relief: "Don't mention the past, don't think about it, I have never complained about you." You are also worried about me and everyone when you say that, I understand. ”
Qing Ling lowered his head, wringed his fingers uneasily, and stopped talking: "There are some things about Fuma that I don't know if I should say or not......
Liu Ye's heart gradually sank, and she vaguely felt that what Qingling wanted to say was something she didn't want to hear, but sometimes reality didn't allow her to accept it or not, but she had to accept it.
"What do you want to say?"
Qing Ling raised his eyes to look at her, and the expression on his face was more entangled: "Actually, princess, you don't have to blame yourself for Fuma, she has repeatedly asked us for trouble, and she is innocent." ”
"That's not what I said...... Liu Ye's eyes dimmed, "After all, it's also a life, and if it's a last resort, who can bear to do it!" ”
"Princess, you have left her many chances, it is she who has intensified herself, and the last time she escaped, she clearly told me that she was going to seek revenge on Ubuji. If she had succeeded, we wouldn't have been able to talk face to face today. At that time, I was very excited, although I didn't think about everyone's safety, well, I'm not afraid to tell you the truth, as long as I think of the danger of the teacher, I will be out of control, a stream of blood rushed to the top of my head, I have to arrest her back. ”
"Because I was so angry, I lost my temper with you after I caught her, and then I thought that I really shouldn't have been. If we had an accident, the saddest person would have to be you, otherwise, you wouldn't have killed Fuma with your own hands. If you have this idea, someone will help you solve it in a word, and the reason why you do this is because you don't want to give yourself a chance to turn back! ”
Qing Ling's tone was very sincere, and Liu Ye smiled reluctantly: "You know me quite well!" ”
Qing Ling shook his head embarrassedly: "I just learned to empathize, treat myself as you, and treat Master Shi as King Zuoxian." Fuma is the person that King Zuoxian values, he wants you to guarantee her safety, you choose between Fuma and your companions, that is, between King Zuoxian and us, when we are threatened, you cut off the bond with King Zuoxian in order to protect us, I know this is a very difficult choice. ”
"So, I know I'm wrong, I'm wrong to blame you, it's not that you despise our lives, but it's really difficult for you to give up King Zuoxian, it's like asking for your own life. Princess, am I right? ”
Liu Ye smiled and didn't answer, Qing Ling continued: "Anyway, I know, Master Shi doesn't like me, but it's hard for me to give up on him, not to mention that you love King Zuo Xian so much." But Princess, have you figured out how to explain it to him? I think he's really sad this time, and he seems to be disappointed in you......"
"What did you notice?" Liu Ye sensed that there was something in her words, "Or do you see something, otherwise, how could you say that?" ”
Qing Ling scratched her ears in embarrassment: "Princess, you won't blame me for being troublesome!" I always feel that this matter has something to do with me, if I hadn't complained in front of you that day, you wouldn't have solved Fuma personally, and King Zuo Xian wouldn't have an opinion on you. You're still fine, blame me, blame me for ruining your feelings! ”
"Without you, I would have done that."
Qing Ling breathed a sigh of relief when she heard her say this, and her face softened a lot: "Well, princess, it's good that you don't blame me!" You're going to see King Zuoxian, he, he, he'......."
Liu Ye looked at Qing Ling curiously: "What's wrong with him?" ”
Qing Ling was embarrassed and bitter face: "I don't know what to say, maybe you will understand when you see him, he still loves you, but ......"
"But?" Liu Ye was a little anxious and asked.
"I really can't say, it feels weird, alas, let's put it this way, in addition to me and my grandfather, he also went to Merry Canyon last night, now you know it!" Qing Ling looked at Liu Ye worriedly, "It was he who saved you when you were attacked, however, I think he was a little hesitant, why did he hesitate and I couldn't figure it out, oops, I'm talking away again, princess, it's me talking nonsense, how could he not want to save you, it must be me who is crank......y."
Liu Ye didn't continue the topic, although her heart had already turned upside down: "Qingling, go back and take care of Master Shi, he seems to be injured too, he refuses to say, you go and see!" ”
"Really? He's hurt? He is like this, he refuses to say when he is injured, he is holding on, he really thinks that he is the immortal body of King Kong! Qing Ling heard that Shizhong was injured, and he didn't have the heart to worry about Liu Ye anymore, so he hurriedly said, "Then I'll go and see him, princess, don't think about it, it's okay if you meet, I've always been more than successful and more than defeated......"
Qing Ling left in a hurry, Liu Ye walked to Weng Guimi's cabin, took a deep breath, tried to look calm, and raised his hand to knock on the door. The waiting time seemed extraordinarily long, and this gate separated Liu Ye and Weng Guimi, as if they were separated by two worlds.
Finally, Liu Ye saw Weng Guimi, he hadn't seen him for a few days, he looked a lot haggard, his face was pale and blue, his thin cheeks were deeply sunken, and the stubble on his chin was messily popping out, especially his eyes, which were no longer as gentle and affectionate as before, but a kind of exhaustion and indifference that had gone through vicissitudes.
Weng Guimi glanced at Liu Ye lightly, turned around and walked into the gloomy room, Liu Ye followed him in, the food on the table was already rotten and smelly, his clothes and shoes were thrown everywhere, and the tightly closed windows completely blocked the sunlight.
Liu Ye walked to the window and wanted to open the window for some fresh air. But she pushed for a long time, and she couldn't open the window, but she ran into a few protruding nails.
"No need to open it, so be it, I'm afraid of the light!" Weng Guimi lay on the bed and said lazily.
Afraid of light? Only ghosts are afraid of light! Did he think he was dead!
Liu Ye looked back at him, he was lying flat with a big grin, his eyes were fixed on the top of his head, there was no expression on his face, it was really like he was dead.
None of them spoke, and the minutes and seconds passed, and the silence was terrible. It is obvious that Weng Guimi is coldly violent towards her, and he uses silence instead of quarrels to express his dissatisfaction with her.
Liu Ye's eyes were slightly hot, he treated her like this for a Fuma, did he not distinguish between right and wrong! Liu Ye doesn't feel that he is wrong, and Weng Guimi also feels that he is right, how can two people with different beliefs go hand in hand?
Liu Ye wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes vigorously, she was fed up, fed up with all the grievances, even if others misunderstood her, even he regarded her as a villain. So how good can Fuma be, she was almost killed by Fuma, if she dies, the person who suffers the cold violence should be Fuma!
Suddenly, Liu Ye was filled with anger all over his body, Qing Ling saw it right, Weng Guimi would rather see her die than hurt Wusun's cavalry, in his mind, she was a cold-blooded demon, staying in the world would only harm people, it was better to die early and live early.
Liu Ye walked slowly in front of him, seeing that he was staring blankly in the same direction, and didn't pay attention to her at all. Liu Ye clenched his fists and kicked the table violently, knocking all the dishes on the table to the ground.
The sound of "crackling" was extremely harsh, Weng Guimi didn't react at all, Liu Ye vented, her chest rose and fell violently, she turned her head to look at the indifferent Weng Guimi, and sneered: "You don't want to see me, do you?" You blame me for killing Fuma, do you? You thought I was a femme fatale, didn't you? ”
Liu Ye's voice was very soft, but he heard it clearly, Weng Guimi slowly closed his eyes, still without meaning to speak. Liu Ye leaned on the table and sat down facing him: "Have you ever thought about it, why did I kill her?" As long as Fuma lives, we will not have a day to come out, and those who work hard for me must live in fear, and those innocent Han craftsmen, everyone's life and death are in my hands, is everyone's life not as good as a Fuma? ”
"Solang, don't you remember? The night Fuma designed me to leave the grassland, you went to great lengths to find me, and you said to me at that time that you would always protect me and never let anyone hurt me! Now that she's going to put me at the brink of death, how can you turn a blind eye! Will she be sad and I won't? Her tears are shed for you, and for whom am I? Before, I blindly endured what I got in exchange, Su Qige and Fuma couldn't wait to see me die, and now Jun Su Mi and Ubuji can't tolerate me! Solang, I ask you, am I really damned? I left my hometown and relatives, and I came to Wusun after a few months of driving in the desert, I handed over my fate to Wusun, I just wanted to be a good wife, I hope that Dahan and Wusun can live in peace, am I wrong to think so? ”
"You answer me, Solang, am I the kind of woman with a selfish femme fatale heart? You answer me......"
Weng Guimi sighed lightly, sat up and looked at her, his eyes were still gloomy, and he looked at Liu Ye for a long time before saying, "You have changed, you have really changed, you are no longer the gentle and kind Ye'er!" ”
Liu Ye laughed and said, "You mean, if I die, I will still be the gentle and kind Ye'er?" ”
Weng Guimi didn't respond, and Liu Ye continued: "So, when you saw that I was plotted, you hesitated, did you hesitate to save me or not, and you hesitated whether to let me keep that kindness." In that case, why did you save me? ”
"I said I would protect you and not fail you!" A trace of panic flashed in Weng Guimi's eyes, he didn't expect Liu Ye to know that he also went to the canyon last night, but he didn't deny his hesitation, and said indifferently, "You don't have to worry about Wusun's cavalry telling Ubuji, the cavalry leader once owed me a life, I saved you with his life, no one mentioned last night's incident, as for whether you want to deal with Ubuji next, you can do it yourself!" ”
"What about you? Don't go back, do you? Forever hiding in the mountains? Don't want to ignore me? ”
"I am not a perfidious person, what I have said will be fulfilled, I will go back when you want me to go back, let you become the mother of the country of Wusun, and fulfill all your wishes." Weng Guimi didn't look at her, and lay down again, "Before that, you can do whatever you like, and you can get rid of whoever you want, and I won't ask again." ”
"What a treacherdy!" Liu Ye bit his lip, tears welled up in his eyes, "That day on the edge of the cliff, this is what you said to Fuma, you don't love her, you can also fulfill your promise for her." Oh, I am now the Fuma of that time, you will not fail me, just to keep your faith. But I'm not Fuma, I don't want a shell without love. ”
Suo Lang's shoulders trembled slightly, Liu Ye wiped away his tears, got up to leave, and said indifferently: "Solang, you go, I'll let you go!" ”