181 The most embarrassing look
Ji Kang walked in the direction of Qin Ran, Qin Ran tilted his head, didn't dare to look at him, bypassed Ji Kang, Qin Ran lowered his head, "Senior Brother Ji, where do you want to eat?"
"Whatever," Ji Kang gave an answer without distraction, but his bright eyes kept staring at Qin Ran and never moved away.
Qin Ran felt that his back was numb when he stared at him, and hurriedly prevaricated, "Hehe, how about going to chase the Central Plains?" Don't you like the food there the most? β
"Don't go," Ji Kang refused, his eyes suddenly became obscure after hearing "chasing the Central Plains", "I know there's a place that's more fun, do you want to go?" β
"Yes, it's up to you today, my role is to pay the bill," Qin Ran blinked and said with a smile.
Ji Kang obviously knew about Ling Jiaran, but he didn't ask a word, Qin Ran was beating a drum in his heart, afraid that Ji Kang would tell Zheng Xin about it, but looking back, Ji Kang's emotional intelligence is not low, and he will not do such a boring thing no matter what.
However, if Ji Kang told Zheng Xin about this, Zheng Xin was excited and chased him to Urumqi, then the matter of the resident doctor being hospitalized would be ......
This is a dead loop, one second, Zheng Xin is still standing in the winner's seat, and the next second, Zheng Xin's lifeline seems to be completely in the hands of his opponent Ji Kang.
Qin Ran didn't dare to ask, only felt as if he had really done something wrong.
Looking at Ji Kang again, a thin and strange young talent, his facial features are ordinary but very attractive, and his appearance is dazzling, but I don't know if his heart can withstand the test like his sunny appearance.
Although the hospital is a place to save lives and help the wounded, utilitarianism cannot be avoided, and where there are people, there is a conflict of interest, and there is a competition for favors. Pessimists call this kind of intrigue in the human love field "darkness", and optimists call this kind of long-sleeved good dancing, left and right "exercise".
Ji Kang kept his mouth shut, as if something had never happened, "I'll call a car with a taxi app, let's go," took out his mobile phone, Ji Kang turned his head and gestured to Qin Ran, and his attention shifted to the screen of his mobile phone, but his mind wandered away from the screen.
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In the dim living room, there is only a skirt in the shape of a medieval lamp. Although the light is not bright, it is enough to warm the whole room for a small living room.
The person in the sofa was no longer conscious, and only a painful sound from Ying Ning proved that she still had a breath.
Ling Jiaran was already burning at this time, and Qin Ran didn't tell her in the end how she could save her life. Now she has only one thought in her heart, she can't die, let alone die.
Although the aches all over her body sank her, and the slightest movement would involve the wound in her abdomen, and she had nowhere to hide from the pain.
Tears quietly spilled down the corners of her eyes and slid down her cheeks. I don't know whether it was pain or fear to leave tears, and now she is at a loss, and the only thing she can do is cry.
The head is groggy, and although physical cooling measures have been taken, it has not had any effect at all, but has become more and more serious.
Before, she could get up to apply towels and get ice cubes, but now she has a hard time even turning over.
When he was in a daze, he vaguely heard a knock on the door in his ears, the sound was very loud, still in his ears, but Ling Jiaran felt that it was so unreal.
It must have been her auditory hallucinations, and now her mind was so confused that she couldn't tell what was a sensation and what was a delusion. Clinically, death is divided into three stages, one of which is called "near-death", and Ling Jiaran probably came from this stage.
It is said that people who are in the "near-death" stage will have an out-of-body experience, will see the many things they have experienced in this life, and various scenes in their lives will be shown in front of their eyes like a movie.
Ling Jiaran wondered why she didn't feel this way, except for a little auditory hallucination.
The sound of rustling continued to reach her ears, she could no longer tell where it was coming from, everything in front of her seemed to be spinning, gradually becoming blurred, her eyelids sank, and she closed her eyes completely unconscious.
"Hurry, hurry," the man outside the door urged, "she may be in danger now." β
"There are so many keys, you let me find them slowly," an old man lifted his brown reading glasses, picked up a bunch of keys, and looked through them with a bang.
"Old man, let's come," Du Moliang saw the thickness of the old man's reading glasses, and his heart was even more anxious.
"Then you come, my eyes are really not good," the old man handed a large bunch of keys to Du Moliang, got out of the doorway, took off his eyes and rubbed them twice.
Du Moliang took the key and tried it one by one, moving quickly, but with a sense of impatience.
The old man couldn't stand it, "Don't worry, be normal, take your time." β
Du Moliang turned a deaf ear and still tried to do it.
The old man put back his reading glasses and looked at Du Moliang from the gap on his glasses with his head down, "It seems that you didn't lie to me, the girl inside is really your girlfriend." β
Du Moliang didn't care what the old man said, he only listened to the sound of "click" and the sound of the door lock popping up.
Du Moliang quickly opened the door, and when he raised his eyes, he saw a motionless person on the sofa in the dim light.
This scene was fiercely pierced into Du Moliang's heart.
The woman's hands rested on the edge of the sofa without support, and the thin blanket that was supposed to be changed on her body slipped to the ground in embarrassment, a mess. The cooling towel that should have been over her forehead slipped through the cracks of the couch, and her long hair was soaked with a wet towel and stacked on top of each other, some on her pale, pained cheeks.
At this time, Ling Jiaran was really embarrassed, so embarrassed that Du Moliang didn't even dare to touch her. His heart hurts, his heart hurts.
"Du Moliangβ"
The sudden murmur made Du Moliang, who was originally going to pick her up, completely froze.
Du Moliang only felt that there must be something wrong with his ears, and when he wanted to be sure here, he only heard a slight sob, "It hurts...... It hurts......"
With trembling hands, Du Moliang carefully picked up Ling Jiaran, he bit his lip desperately, and endured some feelings. His heart told her not to hurt her again, not to let her hurt again, but his reason warned on the other side that if he wanted to save her, he couldn't be reluctant to let her hurt.
The old landlord helped Du Moliang open the car door, and cooperated with Du Moliang to get Ling Jiaran into the car, seeing Ling Jiaran lying in the back seat and curled up, he kept shouting "hurt ......"
"You young people, talk about it when you fall in love, what do you do, your parents who are sick and skinned, you let your parents worry so much," the old man shook his head helplessly, looking at Du Moliang, and couldn't help but admonish, "You too, you are a young man, you can't let the girl let you quarrel, you have to torture her like this, you are willing?"
"Old gentleman, you misunderstood, I didn't have time to explain to you, I'll take her to the hospital first," Du Moliang didn't care about the old landlord's words at all, and only thought about sending Ling Jiaran to the hospital as soon as possible.
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Qin Ran looked at the castle-style cafΓ© in front of him, and the four white art words "Yiyang Coffee" on the brown billboard were elegant and smart.
"I thought you would take me to a bar or something," Qin Ran didn't expect Ji Kang to bring her here, "What?" Do you want to buy drunk with coffee? β
"Little junior sister, you must have done it on purpose," Ji Kang chuckled, "You know that I can't drink when I go to work tomorrow, and you also boasted about Haikou and asked me if I have any skills." How? Do you want me to be trained by Master tomorrow? β
"No, Senior Brother Ji, don't think so badly of me, if you're really drunk, I'll help you ask Zhong Zhicheng for leave. Do you think that works? Qin Ran said half-jokingly.
Ji Kangcai didn't believe Qin Ran's words, raised his eyebrows and hooked his lips, full of distrust, and walked into the cafΓ© first.
The environment of this cafΓ© is really good, there are many potted plants in the room, placed in front of the huge glass wall, feel the sunshine, the sun is not very hot at this time, and there is no temperature, it belongs to the late autumn after a warm journey. If it is winter, I am afraid that there will never be such a good sun again.
The two of them found a seat in the back and sat down, originally Qin Ran wanted to sit in the window seat, closer to those potted plants. Around the green plants, the oxygen is relatively fresh.
But her thoughts were immediately interrupted by Ji Kang, who made a decision first, leaving no time for Qin Ran to think for a moment.
Qin Ran didn't care, just sat down and looked at the potted plants that were neatly placed on the flower stand in front of the huge floor-to-ceiling window from a distance, like a green wall.
After ordering two cups of coffee, the two of them had their own thoughts, but their eyes were on the same place.
Qin Ran's mind was on the green wall decorated with purple and red, but Ji Kang's mind was on the seat in front of the green wall.
"You like it there, too, why don't you sit there?" Qin Ran couldn't help but be curious when she saw that Ji Kang's gaze was surprisingly consistent with her.
Ji Kang took a sip of coffee slightly, the bitter taste made him frown, and he ordered a cup of black coffee, the taste was not ordinarily bitter.
"It's too familiar, I don't want to go," Ji Kang put down the coffee cup, but unconsciously looked in the direction of reluctance.
"You brought me here to reminisce about the past?" Qin Ran felt that Ji Kang was a little unbelievable, and said that he was going to get drunk, so he actually brought her to the place where he and Zhu Xianya went on a date.
"It's not memories, it's thinking." Ji Kang denied Qin Ran's statement, "She likes coffee, I like mineral water, she likes to do what she likes, but I can only be bound by the dogma of the hospital." She occasionally goes back to the bar to vent her emotions, but because I work in the hospital, I can only choose not to drink at all," Ji Kang said more and more helplessly, "We are destined to be inappropriate, she is a bird, I am a mouse in a cage, even the species is different, how to talk about the future." β
"But you just have her psychologically, can't you let her go?" Qin Ran understood what Ji Kang meant, "I'm not an expert in love, and I don't have much experience to share with you." Senior Brother Ji, in your opinion, emotional matters are far less important than your own future, which is a common problem among young people today. The heart is your own, and the choice is also your own, Senior Sister Xianya is a bird, you can too, no one can put you in a cage, you can't get out of the cage in your heart. β
Qin Ran is not a person who is good at talking about big truths, but at this time, he said a big truth that even he admires himself.
"Do you remember Ling Jiaran? When she chose to drop out of school before graduation, everyone felt that it was a pity, only she knew how easy her heart was with her decision, "Qin Ran also understands the pressure of studying medicine, but some people can bear it, and patience will pass, but there are still some people who can't help or don't want to endure this kind of busy and dark pressure no matter what."
"Our study of medicine is also like a besieged city, people in the city can't get out, and people outside the city still want to come in," Qin Ran felt a little ridiculous, "After five years of clinical practice, in the end, I still chose the marginal department, and from then on it has nothing to do with the word 'doctor' in the eyes of the public, in the final analysis, it is to escape." β
"Yes, in the final analysis, it's all about escaping," Ji Kang also felt tired, "but everyone's way of escaping is different, some people run away simply and simply live in their own way, some people are like you, reluctant to give up their majors, and can only choose marginal disciplines without pressure, and some people are probably like me, always thinking about their future, and never putting anything in front of their future." β