Chapter 40 Give her the last bit of hope, and shatter it herself
"Useless stuff." Feng Jiuqing snorted angrily, turned around and washed his hands and face, and crawled out of the hole.
The fishing tools that had been placed in the igloo were gone.
Feng Jiuqing breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that Xuanyu must have gone out to catch fish.
However, such a big snowstorm is still a little worried.
Run outside and you can see the river.
But because the snow is so heavy today, you can still see it clearly from a close distance, and further away, you can't see if there are people on the riverbank.
"Don't let him go out, you have to go out!" Feng Jiuqing cursed in a low voice, turned around and went back to the house.
I excitedly thought that in another month at most, the cabbage would be able to eat.
She collected a lot of cabbage seeds, ate this stubble, and then planted the next one, even if there was no prey to eat, she didn't have to worry about starving to death.
At night.
Feng Jiuqing cooked the meal.
I cooked a yam fish soup, fried a yam pork, and grilled meat skewers, all of which were hot on the table and waited for Xuanyu to come back.
But.
Until the food was cold, I couldn't wait for Xuanyu.
Feng Jiuqing sat on the stool, dragging his chin, quietly looking at the food on the table, from the steaming smoke to the slow loss of heat, a layer of solidified oil floated on the soup, and a layer of oil on the meat skewers.
Heart.
It cooled down a little bit.
Xiaobai jumped out of bed and looked for her to eat.
"Xiaobai, why hasn't Xuanyu come back yet?" She tilted her head and looked at the little guy who had climbed down his thighs to his knees: "Is he delayed somewhere?" ”
Xiaobai won't answer her, just squeaks and screams, hungry and wants to eat.
Feng Jiuqing got up suddenly, Xiaobai didn't react, she was directly shaken to the ground, and she bared her teeth angrily and squeaked in protest.
"I'll go find Xuanyu." Feng Jiuqing's eyes looked calm, and finally began to crack little by little, wrapped a thick animal skin outside, lit a torch, and went directly out of the cave.
Xiaobai squeaked unhappily, saw that the person who was feeding the food had run away, and climbed onto the table to nibble on the meat skewers.
Feng Jiuqing walked along the river, shouting as he ran: "Xuanyu! ”
It was very windy.
Even if she screamed through her throat, she wouldn't be able to travel much distance before being blown away by the roaring storm.
The snow is getting heavier and heavier.
The snow on the riverbank had accumulated to the waist, and it was difficult to walk.
Xuanyu.
Where are you?
Every time Feng Jiuqing shouted, he felt that the cold wind poured in like a blade, and his heart was cold.
But.
In addition to the sound of the wind, the sound of snow.
In this silent snowy night, not even the roar of an animal can be heard.
Feng Jiuqing didn't know how long he had been running or shouting, until his throat was as sore as fire, and he couldn't make a sound anymore.
Looking at the gray-white snow around me, tears rained down.
Let's go.
Xuanyu is really gone this time, right?
He doesn't want to be himself.
But.
Feng Jiuqing only felt as if his heart had been torn apart, and it hurt to the core, and the pervasive cold wind was like a knife, cutting blood.
Helpless and desperate, he squatted on the ground, covered his face, and choked up.
She asked herself how well she had done for so long, and she had done so much to keep him.
Why did he go?
He doesn't like to see himself so much?
Then why did he come back when he first left?
Why leave her the last bit of hope, and shatter it herself.