463 Midnight Whispers (1)
It's still like this, give her hope, and then destroy hope, and she no longer has the strength to ignite hope.
"Sir, please don't tell the prince about this......"
Ye Yiqin was a little strange, according to his judgment, Yuwen Xuanyi should have known the truth about her illness, otherwise how could such a person with profound skills not know what kind of changes had occurred in his body, and why had he changed, but he still had to deliberately conceal it without hesitation?
However, just a turn of thought, I understood the mystery of this, and I couldn't help but sigh.
The concentric result is really a test of each other's sincerity, and it is precisely because of deep affection that they will seek a way for others to survive at any cost.
It's just that he has been practicing medicine for decades, saving countless people's lives and saving countless couples from the pain of death, but now, he wants to break up a pair of people who love each other alive, and his heart is unprecedented.
"Don't worry too much about the princess, the old man will go back to the ancient books, even if he can't find a radical cure, he will strive to prolong the life of the princess."
She smiled: "Jinling, thank you, sir." ”
Ye Yiqin took his leave.
Before going out, he looked back at Su Jinling, who was sitting silently by the desk.
The hall was brightly lit, but the water-green figure seemed so faint, and gradually blended into the light......
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There was only one lamp burning in the house, and the light was dim.
Su Jinling quietly walked into the Nuan Yusheng Xiang Pavilion and walked to the bedside.
Yuwen Xuanyi fell asleep in bed, and he fell asleep without waiting for her to come back, for the first time in five years.
She sat on the woven gold blanket, her arms folded on the edge of the bed, her chin resting on the crook of her arms, and she looked at him for a moment.
He slept so deeply.
He rarely slept so deeply.
In the past, whenever she made a move in his arms, he would wake up, check if she had covered the quilt tightly, and then kiss her lightly on the forehead...... She knows all of this. But today, she walked up to him, looked at him intently, and stretched out her fingers to trace his brow...... Eye...... Nose...... Lip...... But he was still asleep, breathing long, steady.
There were jokes too...... He pretended to sleep very similarly, and when she was not careful, he grabbed her into his arms and tickled......
She smiled at the corners of her lips as she continued to play with his long black eyelashes.
He seemed to be aware, but he didn't open his eyes, he only stretched out his arm to the bed and muttered: "Jinling ......"
She took his hand, held it in her palm, and whispered, "I'm ......"
He smiled, and for a moment, fell asleep again.
Not because of drunkenness, but because of ......
Her eyes were hot, she leaned forward, her lips were close to his ear, and her eyes were staring at his still black eyelashes: "Xuanyi, what should I do?" I've been hit by the Gu, I don't have many days left, and I don't want you to consume yourself to maintain my life. If anyone has to die, it's me, I'm a damned person anyway. In my previous life, I was probably still alive, but it was no different from death, I couldn't move, I couldn't speak, and I had to insert many tubes to sustain my life. ”
She smiled hard: "I still don't know how I came to this world, this Su Jinling in front of you is afraid that I will die when I first appeared, and I am just a wisp of wandering spirit, so life is limited, so I have to leave again." I don't know where to go, but I'll always remember your ......."
The voice was slightly choked: "Originally, I wanted to arrange everything before leaving, but I am so selfish, I can't see you with other women, so, when I leave, you can find someone you like." ”
She stroked his knife-like sideburns and winked mischievously: "I've been thinking a lot lately, how can I like you so much?" When did it start? Was it when I was very young? You saved me, but you were too young at the time, and I didn't even think I'd meet you again, because I was planning to stay in Qingxiao Garden for the rest of my life. But I don't want to enter the palace, maybe it's the arrangement of fate......"
sighed, but smiled again, and the candlelight reflected a crystal brilliance in his eyes: "I still remember the way you walked out of the camellia forest during the Flower Dynasty Festival that year." I thought, how can this person be so charming? It's even more beautiful than flowers. ”
Laugh: "To be honest, I have always had no good impression of good-looking men, because they are mostly interested in their beauty, and you are just unable to pay attention because of the word 'fate'." It's only after I got in touch with more that I realized that you don't seem to be as I thought you are, but you are so likable, I'm really worried that in the future, even if you really get something 'destined', and your princess doesn't know how angry she will be because of you provoking Peach Blossom like this! ”
"But you do have a reason to be tempted," the long eyelashes flashed, solemnly recalling: "You are careful, considerate, gentle, and always help others in the most natural and appropriate way." For example, win back the bracelet for me, although later I found out that you were planning for yourself......"
She laughed: "Actually, I didn't feel your thoughts at all at the time, but I just thought that a character like you, who was in the limelight, how could you fall in love with me as a little palace maid?" And I'm so useless, so when I think about it, I'm also making a fool of myself. And you seem to be like this to everyone, so I must be overly concerned. But sometimes I also wonder, if I hadn't met Xuan Cang first, would I have been as attracted to you as everyone else? ”
"But how can there be so many 'ifs' in the world?" Sigh: "But I'm still attracted to you, I don't know why, it's the tune you play?" Are you the tortoiseshell nails you prepared for me? Is it every word you say to me? Is it the eyes you look at me? Is it your concern? Was it the wood carving you gave me? I really can't tell, and I still refuse to admit it, because I don't want to be a water-based poplar person. However, that time, you offended Chang Xiang in order to save me, and you were used by the emperor and had to go on an expedition to Los Angeles, and I saw you in the Qionghua Forest...... On that day, you were still graceful, but you were clear about the conspiracy and the determination to never return, and I was really afraid that I would never see you again. ”
Biting his lip: "You save me again and again, never ask for anything in return, you think about everything for me, take care of my feelings, I'm not a wooden person, how can I not be tempted?" But now that I think about it, you are clearly 'calculating' me, so that I can't forget you! ”
chuckled, pursed his lips, and looked sly: "Do you still think that I agreed to marry you because I told me what I told me to help me investigate the truth?" This is indeed one of the reasons, and the other ...... If anyone says the same thing as me, I will choose you! ”
Shaking his head: "I chose the 'fire pit' to jump into, so you can't be complacent." But you told me that this life will live up to me...... Do you know how touched I am? The promises you give me, I always believe in them without any reason! It's just that you don't talk at times, and you won't touch me if you say anything, but in fact, how much tofu did you eat from me openly and secretly? I just don't bother with you. ”
Thinking back to the tacit understanding when I was newly married, I couldn't help laughing and tears welled up in my eyes: "Now that I think about it, it's actually because I like you, so I like it little by little." I used to deliberately ignore it, but then I couldn't avoid it, and I had to remind you and myself repeatedly with what you promised me. Every time you mention it, you get angry, and I feel uneasy because of your anger, and I regret it, and I am even more sad. I also wondered if this emotion was because I felt that I owed you too much, but when I saw you lying covered in blood, when I saw that you were recovering from a serious injury but wanted to cast a white jade lotus for me, when I saw you covered with shocking scars...... What Xu Ruoxi, what a wisp of incense and a soul, go to him. I just thought, I almost lost someone like me, if I really lost him, how much regret I would have to regret? I must have regretted it so much that I wanted to die. But I don't regret it, I'm going to be with you! I want to be good to you and make up for all the wasted time! Because I know that you don't want me to like you and do everything you can to be nice to me, you really really want me to be happy and happy, because you like it, so you naturally do it. But one time you me off......"
She sniffed and pursed, "It's still before." You suspect that I poisoned you, and as a result, you wrote a letter of resignation, and you don't know, I ...... at the time"
She bit him, but he didn't realize it, and her tears came down again: "I really want to leave and never come back...... But I still came back, not just because Xuan Zheng told me a lot and knew everything you did for me, but because ...... That's when I realized I couldn't bear you. ”
She wiped away her tears and continued: "There are always contradictions of one kind or another between us, and the most terrible one is ......"
Biting his lip: "Maybe this is the calamity, to punish me for not trusting you." During the days when I was in the Immortal Sect, I really thought that I would never see you again, but I didn't dare to die, because as long as I died, there was really no hope, and I could only rely on constantly recalling the happy times we had together...... I haven't seen our home in Banana yet, and I can't die! And children...... When the time comes, we will take the children home together to have a look. The only thing I was afraid of at the time was that you didn't believe in me, that you didn't believe in my innocence. But no matter what, I'm going back! I feel like I became very bad during that time, in order to be able to return to you, I began to design others, use others, and even some people died because of me, I really doubt that I can have today's retribution for me! But I just want to see you, and I can't care about anything. Fortunately, we met, although you can't see me, and I can only look at you from afar. At that time, I didn't dare to cry, for fear that if I cried, I wouldn't be able to see you clearly. I heard you talking to Chu Shang, but for some reason, I always felt that those words were said to me, was it because she made her face look like mine and made you think of her as me? But after listening to you, I do feel a lot more relieved. It's just that...... To be honest, I was terribly worried about you and her...... I was still thinking, what would I do if it really happened? ”