Chapter 137: Unswerving Love
Ever since Tu Qitang learned about his father's death, he has always wanted a child, Liu Ye loves him deeply, and naturally wants to fulfill his wish for him. It's a pity that God didn't fulfill people's wishes, when they were together, she couldn't conceive his child for a long time, and after ten years of separation, this wish became more and more distant.
Now that Liu Ye and Tu Qitang have finally come together again, seeing that the new Wusun Dynasty is gaining momentum, Yuan Guimi is young but quite sensible, and he will definitely be able to become a Ming Jun in the future, plus the assistance of Shizhong, Chang Hui and Wan Nian and others, the future will be relatively smooth.
The people of Wusun were unable to endure it one after another, and even though their injuries had not healed, they still dragged their sick bodies to lead the troops into battle. Chang Hui and Wan Nian used roundabout tactics to exhaust the morale of the mud, and the division was notoriously shrewd, and they joined forces to resist the mud and had a good chance of winning.
Liu Ye always pays attention to the battle situation on the front line, worrying about whether Nimi will make any more crazy moves, he has always been arrogant, and what he wants to do must be done, no matter how much it costs. However, he also attached great importance to the throne of Wusun Kunmo, and in order to transfer troops back to prepare, he did not hesitate to persuade the Xiongnu to withdraw by ceding the tribe. Now, he can't wait to bring down the new dynasty, and there's no guarantee that he won't make a rash decision.
Unexpectedly, it was at this juncture that Qing Ling diagnosed Liu Ye that she was more than three months pregnant, a fact that made Liu Ye difficult to accept. She wanted to give birth to a child for her cherished Tu Qitang, but she never got her wish, but now she is pregnant with the flesh and blood of the mad king.
Nimi is her sworn enemy, she has suffered a lot of humiliation before, and it is too late to hate him, how can she have a child for him? Liu Ye insisted on drinking contraceptive pills every day, afraid that this kind of tragedy would happen in the future, but people are not as good as heaven, and she still couldn't escape her doom.
Liu Ye couldn't believe that she was pregnant with a muddy child in her belly, she didn't believe that God was so unfair to her, she could accept all the torture and humiliation, why did she punish her with this child who shouldn't have come to the world? She is unwilling and unable to give birth to a muddy child, and now that the tragedy has been made, she must stop the doom from spreading.
"Ling'er, I can't have this child......" When Liu Ye said this, she had already thought very clearly, "No, I must not keep him, Ling'er, while no one else knows, you can help me and help me get rid of the child......"
Qing Ling knew that Liu Ye was serious, and she shook her head in a panic: "Queen, no, with your current physical condition, it is really not suitable to take out the child......"
"It has to be removed!" Liu Ye looked directly at Qing Ling and said in a deep voice, "This child is muddy, how can I give birth to a child for him?" Needless to say, you should know why I had to do it! ”
Qing Ling nodded tearfully: "I know, I know, Nimi is our enemy, if you give birth to this child, I am afraid that there will be endless troubles!" However, Queen, you also have to think about yourself, after the death of the first king, you became ill from hard work, your health was not as good as before, and then you were put under house arrest in the mud, and your mood was extremely depressed and weak, and it is precisely because of this that I went against your will and secretly replaced the contraceptive pill with a tonic, I am afraid that you will not be able to stand the strong cold, I am afraid that your body will not be able to stand it, but I did not expect that my thought of this difference will cause a great disaster......"
"Queen, it's all my fault, it's me who deserves to die, I shouldn't make up my own mind......" Qingling took Liu Ye's hand and pleaded, "If this child can be removed, I will definitely find you to do what you say, but your body has not yet recovered, if you take the risk of taking the child now, not only will you not be able to have children in the future, but you may also have to worry about your life!" Queen, you can't take this child, you can't risk your own life, we can hide the child's secrets from Nimi, so that there will be no worries in the future. ”
Liu Ye couldn't listen to these words at all: "Even if I can't have a child in the future, even if I may die, I can't have this child." Ling'er, don't hesitate, I won't want this child anyway, you can quickly think of a way to get rid of him! ”
"No, the child has been more than three months old, and it has taken shape, if you found it earlier, it would be better to say, it is not easy to take it off now, especially if your body is very weak, it will really kill you if you do this, instead of taking this risk, it is better to wait for the child to be full-term and give birth to him." Qing Ling persuaded hard, "I know you hate Nimi, we all hate him, but the child is innocent, this child is also your flesh and blood, queen, keep him, this is also for your good." ”
Liu Ye still shook his head, his eyes were already red: "You don't know, I promised Tu Qitang ten years ago to give birth to a child for him, but I couldn't do it." In the past ten years, I thought that we would never see each other again, and not having his children has always been my biggest regret. Later, Solang took care of me and was considerate, and although he was embarrassed to speak, I knew that he hoped that I would change my mind. But I still haven't relented, since I'm already with Tu Qitang, I can't go back, otherwise it won't be fair to them. ”
"Solang also wanted a child, if possible, with me, of course, but he came to understand that our relationship could not go back to the way it used to be, and that I would not treat him the way I used to. Solang is such a good person, he didn't force me, he didn't show his disappointment, he was still so good to me, he did his best to be good to me. He fulfilled his promise to become Usun Kunmo for me, and I was able to fulfill my mission, and I could not respond to his feelings, so I could only redouble my efforts to help him govern the country well. ”
"Fortunately, Solang finally has a child, so I am relieved that I don't want to disappoint people who are really good to me. Yuan'er's birth made up for some of my debt to him, but Solang regarded me as Yuan'er's biological mother, and he always longed for us to have a child. I do regard Yuan'er as my own, he is the continuation of Solang's life, Solang is gone, I will take his place to raise Yuan'er, and no one will be allowed to hurt him. For the sake of Yuan'er, I am willing to do anything, even death. ”
"For Solang, I still have a chance to compensate, but Tu Qitang, all I have is sorry and indebted. What a ridiculous ironic joke that he has done so much for me, and that I have left him nothing, and now he still harbors the child of his enemies! I can't be sorry for him anymore, and I can't let me endure any grievances anymore, so no matter how dangerous it is, I won't hesitate. ”
Qing Ling then burst into tears: "I understand, I understand, isn't a woman's greatest happiness to raise offspring for her beloved man!" I have been married to Master Shi for so many years, and I have not been able to realize this wish, and Master Shi does not blame me, but I feel very uncomfortable in my heart. I had to wake up several times a night, look at my favorite husband, and complain that I was useless. Queen, the sect leader is the person you love deeply, you escaped death together through the wind and rain, he dared to break through the sea of swords and fires for you, and you did not hesitate to do it for him. He wants to have a child with you, but you can't do it, but when you meet again, you find that you are pregnant with the flesh and blood of the enemy, I can understand that you don't want this child, but is it really worth risking your life? ”
"Does the ease of seeking death show how much you love him? Do you think he can't tolerate the presence of this child? No, Queen, the Sect Master will not, he loves you, and he can naturally tolerate everything about you. You are coerced by mud, you are also involuntarily, and the child's life is even more innocent, and neither you nor the child should be punished. I think if the Sect Master knew about this situation, he would have done the same as me and persuaded you to keep the child. ”
Liu Ye looked out the window in distraction: "No, I can't be so cruel, I hurt Tu Qitang again and again, how can you tell me to bear to let him down again?" He's with me, he's suffered so much, he doesn't even ask for fame, and what can I give him? I can't even give him a child! ”
Liu Ye looked down at his lower abdomen and gently stroked it back and forth: "I'm sorry, child, don't blame my mother for being ruthless, you shouldn't have come to this world, my mother can't leave you!" In this life, my mother owes too many people, how can I not pay it back, if there is really an afterlife, my mother will compensate you again, okay? Let's go, before you open your eyes and see the world, go in peace! You will understand that it is also a blessing not to stay, because you will not have pain and disappointment. ”
Qingling saw that Liu Ye had made up her mind, and she couldn't listen to how to persuade her, so she had no choice but to agree to dispense medicine to her. It's just that Qingling can't bear to send Liu Ye's mother and son away by hand, if there is a case, how should she explain, what she is not sure of, how can she do it rashly.
The prepared abortion pill rolled on the stove a few times, Qingling still didn't have the courage to bring it to Liu Ye, she understood the bitterness in Liu Ye's heart, and she didn't want this child to stay, but human life is a matter of heaven, and life is far more important than dignity. Liu Ye didn't want to hurt Tu Qitang again, she didn't want to look at this child in the future and remember the humiliation she had suffered, but there was still a solution to everything! For example, after giving birth to this child, give it to someone else to raise, out of sight and out of mind, there will be no problems!
Qing Ling thought of a solution, she couldn't be ruthless enough to let Liu Ye drink this bowl of medicine, speaking of which, the accident was caused by her. It's all because she changed Liu Ye's medicine without authorization, which led to today's situation. Whether it is Liu Ye or an unborn child, she has to find a way to keep it.
Having said that, the only person who can persuade Liu Ye to keep the child at the moment is Tu Qitang, Qingling hesitated again and again, but he still went to find him. This is her fault, and she must face it.
“…… That's all there is to it, I am the sinner, and if I hadn't stolen the medicine, the queen would not have been tortured again. However, this child cannot be removed, her body is too weak to stand it. Qing Ling said and began to wipe away tears again.
Gradually, Tu Qitang's frowning brows stretched out, and he patted Qingling's shoulder: "It's not your fault, you changed the dressing for her good, don't blame yourself!" ”
Qing Ling shook his head with tears in his eyes: "No, blame me, blame me, I'd rather die to apologize!" ”
"Don't say that, Ye'er doesn't have many cronies around her, if you hadn't done your best to protect her over the years, there would be no today." Tu Qitang smiled slightly, "Don't worry, I'll go to see her and persuade her to keep this child." ”
Qing Ling was overjoyed: "Okay, good, what you say, the queen can listen to it." But ......"
"But what?" Tu Qitang looked at her inexplicably.
"But don't you really mind? You also know that the queen's greatest wish is to give birth to a child for you, but unexpectedly, God will make people, but she ...... That's why she's so ......painful," Qing Ling choked up, "I'm also a woman, I understand the queen's mood at this time, and it's much easier to die in the face of this choice......
"Why do you even say that!" Tu Qitang interrupted her, a hint of helplessness welled up in his eyes, "Since something happened, it's useless to be annoyed." No matter whose child it is, I only know that he is Ye'er's flesh and blood, as long as it is Ye'er's flesh and blood, I like it, why do I have to take it away! Qingling, as a man, I admit that I am not very generous, but I can't let Ye'er bear the consequences for the mistakes made by others. Ye'er, she is not wrong, she is also a victim, she has already suffered so many grievances, how can I make her sad again! ”
"Qingling, I'll try my best to convince her, don't worry too much. You enlighten her more in the future, don't affect her emotions, and let this child be born safely! ”
Qing Ling looked at Tu Qitang in a daze, and suddenly remembered what Shizhong had said to her many years ago, and was so moved that she was moved. They are all good men with responsibilities, worthy of being cherished by women, Liu Ye did not love the wrong person, and her waiting was meaningful.
Seeing Tu Qitang, Liu Ye's first reaction was that Qing Ling told him the whole thing, and hurriedly avoided his gaze, not knowing what to do for a while.
"Ye'er......" Tu Qitang approached her and called softly.
"You know everything?" Liu Ye didn't dare to look at his eyes, and said in a trembling voice with tears in his eyes, "Don't say anything, I've already decided." Tu Qitang, you just let me make this decision alone! ”
Tu Qitang sat cross-legged across from her, looking at his beloved beautiful face, she was much thinner than before, but still beautiful. In the ten years of separation, she rejected Weng Guimi's overtures, and stubbornly persevered for the sake of a person who had no news, at that time they probably didn't expect to be reunited in the future, but there was no reason to believe so.
He loves her, he loves her deeply, he can endure the loneliness all year round, and he can endure the bone-eating thoughts. But as the queen, she can also resist the offensive of tenderness and silently endure the taste of loneliness. It can be seen that she loves him and loves him deeply.
They love each other deeply and are willing to give everything for each other, is there anyone who is not satisfied with such love?
Tu Qitang looked at Liu Ye's defensive appearance and smiled softly: "Okay, I won't say anything, I just want you to know that my greatest wish is to accompany you to old age." When my hair is gray and my teeth are gone, and you accompany me to watch the sunrise and sunset, that is the happiness I yearn for. I don't have any requirements for you over the years, if you want, make this wish come true for me! ”
Liu Ye's eyes were blurry, choked and speechless, Tu Qitang's request to her was to live well, no matter what happened, they would work together to the end. No matter what problems she encounters, he will be there for her. Yes, she has survived so many hardships and hardships, and her pain seems insignificant in comparison.
Tu Qitang patiently waited for her reply, Liu Ye tried to stabilize his emotions, and nodded vigorously: "I will, I will fulfill your wish." ”
"Ye'er, my Ye'er, thank you." Tuqitang hugged her into his arms and kissed her forehead lightly, "With your words, I have no regrets in this life!" ”
Nimi has long seen Chang Hui and Wannian's plan, and if it drags on like this, the morale of the army will inevitably be weakened, and it is a fool's dream to defeat the new dynasty. But even so, Nimi doesn't want to rely on external forces anymore, he has made a big mistake, and he is also to blame for the current situation.
Looking at the kings of the past dynasties, you can be ignorant of learning, you can indulge in lust, or you can be mediocre and violent, but you must not betray the country to seek glory. Otherwise, there is only a dead end. He ceded the tribe to the Xiongnu, not because he was greedy for life and afraid of death, but because he didn't want to lose everything. Kun Mo who can't be Wusun will feel regretful, but letting Liu Ye turn to the arms of others is a fatal blow to him.
His feelings for Liu Ye, whether they are love or possession, he himself can't say clearly, but it is also feelings after all. He had a crush on her for many years, was impressed by her beauty since he was a child, and fell in love with her intelligence when he grew up. In his heart, Liu Ye is the embodiment of perfection. It's the woman he wants with all his might.
He can't lose her, absolutely not, even if he loses the entire Wusun, he has to get her again.
"My lord, the secret agent of Akiti Castle has something to report." Ni Mi was thinking about Liu Ye, and suddenly heard the report of the guards outside the tent, and lazily answered, "Come in." ”
Chigu City is the economic powerhouse of Wusun, so naturally there are many eyeliners loyal to Nimi, and since the establishment of the new dynasty, the secret agents placed around Liu Ye have also provided him with a lot of useful information.
"What's going on over there?" Nimi asked as usual, and didn't lift her eyelids.
"Back to the king, my subordinates received news from the palace maid, saying that the queen is pregnant......"
"What do you say? You repeat! Nimi jumped up excitedly, ignoring the pain in his chest, and stepped forward to grab the spy by the collar.
"Yes, the subordinates learned that the queen was pregnant......" the frightened spy looked at him at a loss.
"Really?" Nimi's eyes widened and he asked.
"Really, absolutely." The spy nodded again and again, "I heard that it has been at least four months now, and my stomach can be seen......"
"Four months, four months...... "Ni Mi threw away the spies, and there was a voice in her mouth, "Four months, then the child in her belly is mine, it's mine, haha, my child, she has my child......"
After the ecstasy, the narrow eyes returned to their former depth: "Liu Ye, you wait for me, don't want to hide from the world, you are destined to be my woman in this life, you don't want to escape from the palm of my hand." ”